Chapter 142: Courage (2nd Watch)
The helplessness in the picture makes Yeyue feel the endless sense of powerlessness again. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
The impermanence of life, the loss of life.
I can't help it, the night moon in my consciousness is scattered, and I want to ask a word-
Does it have to be like this to be born into the world? But who should ask it?
Ask the sky? The sky was speechless and indifferent. Perhaps, the earth, trees, and sea, which live forever in heaven and earth and are intimate with all living things, can give an answer, but they can't communicate with them. Ask others? Others may only tell you that this is life, no matter how noble you are, no matter how humble you are, no one can escape from birth, old age, sickness and death, life and death. Ask the wise man, and he may answer with a mediocrity. Ask the Pathfinder, and perhaps he will exhort you to be humble and sincere in your good deeds, so that you may attain the Land of Paradise after death, and there will be no death, no sorrow, and no sorrow......
The boundless blankness made Yeyue not know why she existed, and why did the people around her exist? The blank dragged her, so heavy that she wanted to stop there...... I have to go through the pain of life, life and death, and my heart feels tired, so tired that I don't want to continue running.
Just when she had such an idea, the picture suddenly changed again.
In the picture, the woman who made her feel heartache rode a classic car in the cold wind and light rain to buy something, saying that her colleagues in the company asked her to buy it.
It was a face that was not at all kind and unapproachable, and had been exposed to many suns and rains like wrinkled orange peels, and the short body stretched out his hand with several scars on it, and took something from the woman's hand, and before leaving, the woman turned back and said in a very stiff tone: "I have heard people say that cancer starts to hurt, and it is very serious...... She paused, and then said: "After going to the hospital, see what the doctor says, I have heard people say that there is a medicine for cancer now, and that it is a new targeted drug, and if the doctor says that it can be used, it will be used, and it doesn't matter how much it costs." She paused again, "Don't give up! I don't have enough money, I'll sell the house, and you can get good medical treatment." "
The last word of the woman fell, and Yeyue's heart shook violently!
The woman has always disliked her, always thinks that she is ignorant, always thinks that she is willful, and that she is wrong in everything...... Because she is not sensible, because she has a sensible and considerate brother, she will always be half an outsider in that family.
In that moment, the woman knew she was wrong, damn wrong, ridiculously wrong.
Even if the woman does not love her, even if what she does always makes the woman unpleasant, she is still born of the woman, the flesh of the woman's heart, no matter what happens, the woman will still stand up in front of her to shelter from the wind and rain, and when she wants to give up on herself, the woman is more willing to try to save money with her old body, just to keep her alive.
Alive...... Alive...... Live, yes! She's going to live!
"Knock!" a melodious and heavy voice suddenly came into Yeyue's ears.
She found that there was no more picture in her consciousness, only the erected Soul Gathering Tower, slowly emitting a regular and heavy sound.
It is precisely because of the pain, precisely because of the parting of life and death, that those insignificant little things can show their preciousness! Only then can their faint warmth be exuded. Therefore, the living can feel alive and see those intangible and qualitative emotions.
"Boom—" As if in response to her, the Soul Gathering Tower let out a long sound that echoed through her scattered consciousness.
Yeyue could even feel that her scattered consciousness was beginning to condense, and it was no longer completely blurry and uncontrollable, and the thoughts in her mind were no longer broken into pieces that were difficult to put together, and she couldn't even make up a sentence.
"Bang!" Every time the Soul Gathering Tower sounded, Yeyue's consciousness became more condensed.
It was like a tower of souls standing there motionless, watching her and urging her.
Just when her consciousness was no longer loose and blurred, she saw in her consciousness the face that she couldn't put down, a cute and round little pink face, grinning so big, big smile, and her eyes were full of ...... for her Trust.
She thought of her son's trust that never deteriorated, and that trust seemed to say that he believed that she would not let go of the hand holding him, and as if to say that the world is beautiful because of you!
On the other end, Xiao Ling, who had been paying attention to the movements of the night moon, began to look a little anxious, and kept stomping back and forth in the sea of consciousness.
"Why haven't you woken up yet?" Xiao Ling said irritably and restlessly, biting his thumb.
"It shouldn't be...... I helped her stabilize the sea of knowledge, and her soul was not hit at all...... It's time to wake up, too...... Don't...... No, no, it won't. "
He stared at the operation of the spiritual power in Yeyue's body all the time, everything was as expected, all the floating and chaotic spiritual power was all included in Yeyue's spiritual power, and the spiritual power condensation was also very satisfying, and the barrier in the foundation building period was also under the impact of Yeyue's subconscious spiritual power, cracking countless cracks, and now it was only necessary for Yeyue to regain consciousness and make the last sprint, and he could completely break the hateful barrier that was as strong as a thousand-year-old vine.
However, no matter how anxious he was, Nightmoon's consciousness remained scattered.
"Wouldn't it really be the first person to inherit who couldn't get out of the demonic barrier?" gave himself such a speculation, even if this speculation was just a product of panic, it still made Xiao Ling's heart flutter.
"Don't make a fuss, play me like this? Isn't it? How long have I been waiting, and then I've been waiting...... But it's only the advanced foundation building period...... Stop playing! Damn my God!"
Another anxious person is Xiaobai outside the practice room.
I saw that Xiaobai's eyes were full of worry and anxiety, and from time to time he raised his head to look at the cold and uneven stone wall, and from time to time rubbed his head against the stone wall, making a low sound like a mournful roar.
The beast on the side could also feel the state of the night moon that had a master-servant relationship with him, and he was also a little worried about spinning around the cave, but it was not as anxious as Xiaobai to find it difficult to help himself.
As time passed, Xiaobai's low scream like a mournful scream became more and more rapid, as if for a moment and a half, he could not control himself from struggling to let out a long mournful sound.
Just when Xiaobai and Xiaoling were anxious to the extreme of their emotions, there were faint and imperceptible changes around them.
The aura that was smoothly moving in the air and in the soil suddenly became lively, and began to concentrate in the direction of the practice room, and a trace of invisible aura passed through the prohibition of the practice room, penetrating into the stone door and stone wall, as if consciously gathering towards the same goal.
More and more aura came together, gradually condensing into a rich spiritual mist, although it was much inferior to the aura when the beast advanced, but it still attracted the attention of Xiaobai and the beast, only to see, at the moment when Xiaobai found the abnormal aura, its eyes bloomed with incomparably brilliant brilliance.
Xiao Ling, who also discovered the changes in the aura outside Yeyue's body, breathed a long sigh of relief.
"Finally out of the demon barrier? After she completes her advancement, she must be remembered well, but it is just a small demon, is it necessary to make it so abrasive......? This means that her training is not enough, and she has not experienced much in the world, so she will be so easily led by the demonic obstacles. "
"No, we have to let her have more contact with people, let her see how fragile little humans are, if they don't get rid of God's control, they will only turn into dust that is nothing in the end, and let her be more determined to become an immortal!" Xiao Ling muttered softly in the sea of knowledge.