People love to laugh at losers, especially losers in love.

If a lovelorn person can't forget when it's time to forget, the whole world will laugh at you for being stupid.

But this kind of thing is easier said than done.

Because as the poet Neruda said, "Love is short, forget long".

Even after the love story ends, the feelings of the past are still creating pain.

When the time comes, all memories will become ghosts hidden behind people, and they will be with you at every moment.

The more true and deep the affection, the more difficult it is for people to extricate themselves.

Even watching a movie can remind people of countless pasts.

Even if you see someone on the street, it will make people suffer a heavy blow to their hearts.

Therefore, "forgetting", which seems to be an extremely simple word, is actually very difficult.

This is by no means something that can be easily done by touching the upper lip to the lower lip.

Even Zhuo Qun, a person who has read countless people and has rich emotional experiences can write a guide book for his sister, is the same.

In fact, it is really from Zhuoqun's personal point of view.

He wants to forget about Beilu, but it is more difficult than ordinary people.

Because others can still heal nostalgia with a new love, but he doesn't have this possibility at all

Don't forget, although there are many herbs in the world, ordinary girls don't have any emotional significance to him.

Only the one in the world who knows everything about him and can still remember him after reincarnation can bring comfort to his soul and dispel his loneliness.

So since Bei Lu's condition was finally determined in the movie theater, Zhuo Qun inevitably fell into the pain of living like a year.

He didn't know what he had to do, and he was at a loss for his future.

Although in order to divert his attention, he found himself a lot of things to do.

For example, sign up for a driver's license for the fifth time.

Or take a closer look at all the sights and food in the ancient city of Gusu.

Or rely on his own brush to recreate the good times of his and Beilu's previous life on the canvas.

In addition, he also exercises, practices piano, and delves into cooking.

At the same time, I am learning a new language, trying sculpture, woodcarving, ......

But it's almost all useless.

No matter what he does, it's hard to be fully engaged.

On the contrary, if you relax a little, you will feel a burst of sadness from the bottom of your heart, and feel that it is so sad for you to face the situation of the long empty years alone.

It seems that only his life is connected with Beilu's life.

Only then did he feel that there was meaning in life, and he could get back on his feet.

Worse still, this depression-like negativity is accompanied by fear and anxiety about the unknown.

Because I accidentally saw a movie "Groundhog Day" from the hotel's HBO channel.

Zhuo Qun couldn't help but fall into the cranky thoughts of rebirth and reincarnation again.

Phil, the protagonist of this movie, is quite similar to Zhuo Qun's situation.

As a weather forecaster, Phil is not only a media worker, but he is also trapped within the twenty-four hours of the town, day in and day out.

To be honest, when I first saw this movie, which I had never seen before, Zhuo Qun was quite excited.

Because he thought he had found a solution to the problem, which was a revelation from heaven to him.

It's just a pity that he was completely disappointed after reading it.

found that this movie actually did not have any helpful reference significance for him.

Because the way Phil, the protagonist in the movie, got out of trouble by treating people honestly, found true love, and solved the problem.

And he wants to be able to open his heart to people.

But even if he and Beilu really love each other, it won't help.

Then he couldn't help but think that maybe the theory of reincarnation originated in Eastern religions was true.

Perhaps Belo had already "enlightened" him before.

Bellu's soul has been enlightened by some kind of divinity, has returned to normalcy, and will not return.

He was left alone in this plane.

If so, what should he do?

What should he do in order to end the repetition of time and space?

Like Belu, you can transcend and gain true freedom?

And if that's the case, then what about living in this world, that naïve, not yet grown up Bei Lu?

Who is she? Is she Bellu's twin sister, or is she just a replica of Bellu?

Will she repeat Beilu's not good fate and make the mistakes that Beilu has made?

Or is she just a soulless shell, not a real person at all, just an illusion or a robot?

Maybe everyone else in the world is like that.

Perhaps the world itself is a big stage that has been called "the world".

In this way, fears similar to "Source Code" and "The Matrix" are also inevitably struck again.

made Zhuo Qun can't help but have a nightmare of the brain in the jar.

Even if it was slightly better, he would have associated a scam like "Truman's World".

But the question is, what is the purpose of such a big scene?

Is it just to fool him, the only man?

Moreover, if this deception can be established, is the entire history, past and future of mankind also a deception?

Could it be that it is just a higher-level alien species, in order to create a virtual setting of this world, it is a layout that confuses everyone.

Could it be that human civilization, culture, science and technology, and chronicles have always been pulled and controlled by some invisible force......

Or there is another possibility – that's how humans themselves exist.

Everything he is currently aware of is either the meaning of the universe or the true state of life and death.

yes, that's a good one......

Imagine existence through a rhythmic circular space that houses all human knowledge and experience.

But whether it is happiness or pain, it depends on the people themselves.

Isn't that what hell and heaven are all about?

As the saying goes, one thought of heaven and one thought of hell.

Perhaps now he is dead, his mind and soul have long since detached from his body, and he is in the Netherworld.

And when he realizes all this, he realizes the essence of the facts.

Maybe it means that he has climbed his consciousness and is ready to be truly reincarnated.

So suppose this inference is true.

This may be the last life he has ever experienced, just as the previous life was the last life of Beilu......

In short, it would be too difficult for Zhuo Qun to sort out all these crazy thoughts, or digest them.

Because in fact, he is completely using all kinds of baseless speculation to try to explain the root cause of all this.

If you really think about it like this, there is no end.

For the next eighteen years, he may wrestle with all sorts of cranky thoughts.

Plus, after losing his only ideal partner.

He can't do it at all, and then face life rationally with a positive attitude.

It's like the mental anguish felt by a person who suddenly goes blind.

If you are born blind and have never had the opportunity to see the world with your eyes, then your heart will taste better.

But people who are blind halfway through life are completely different, since they have seen that the sky is blue and the flowers are red.

It's hard to endure being in the dark forever.

This kind of despair and unwilling inner torture is enough to drive people crazy.

Think about it, a man who looks twenty-four on the outside and is a hundred years old on the inside.

You need to drink hard alcohol every day until midnight to fall asleep.

Who can understand this taste?