The weather at the beginning of November, as long as there is sunshine, is not too cold.

That day was the first time I met He Yuzhe, and I met him on the basketball court at school.

I thought that Brother Yu Zhe in Song Junxi's mouth was calm and strong, but what I didn't expect was that he was like a sunny boy, but he was a little similar to Li Zhibin.

The personality is very hearty, and Sister Yueyan's personality complements each other.

I was still a little wary of Han Xiaoya at the beginning, but after everyone got acquainted, I got together a few times.

She seems to have a good personality, knows everyone well, and is not overly enthusiastic about Song Junxi.

Maybe I'm thinking too much, after all, they grew up together when they were young, and this love is always there.

I gradually let go of my knots, and my relationship with Han Xiaoya gradually became harmonious, and I was willing to associate with her in private.

Song Junxi's acquaintances all know about me and her, but no one will gossip so much about telling her family about these things, and in their eyes, it is no different from betraying friends.

It's just that I'm still a little afraid of Senior Lu, and I always feel that he doesn't approve of me and Song Junxi being together, does he also think that I am not worthy of him?

Song Junxi and I went to see Teacher Lu a few times, but after the serious illness, I was still a little weak, and my health was not as good as before.

Still living alone, she said, she has been used to being alone for so many years, and likes to be quiet.

She told me that Li Zizhi, who used to be in our class, was also in the provincial university, but the school was too big, and I had not encountered it.

Life is peaceful, but the calmer it is, the more uneasy I feel.

The more I had contact with them, the more I felt that I couldn't fit into their world at all.

Song Junxi has been busy programming, so he didn't go to the parties organized by Senior Lu several times, and I didn't want to go, but Sister Yueyan and Xiaoya kept calling me, and I was always embarrassed to refuse again and again, but it seemed that I was too good for Joe.

They have something new every time, Yu Zhe is the craziest, he doesn't look like a senior at all, Xiaoya sometimes joins in, but it is enough, Sister Yueyan takes care of everyone, and of course Yu Zhe who gets drunk every time.

Lu Wenxuan drank silently every time, but he never got drunk, and occasionally took over everyone's topic to chat, mostly sitting there and listening.

Xiao Ya is studying management and Lu Wenxuan is very good at talking, I don't understand their world, and Song Junxi will talk to Xiao Ya about the future development of the situation when he is there.

I found that my world was really small, and there was nothing else but to take the exam.

Maybe the outside world has already changed color, and I am the only one who is ignorant.

I really can't fit into their world.

The weather was still very good that day, and when I woke up in the morning, the soft sunlight filled the room, it was quiet and peaceful, and everything was so beautiful.

In the electric pot in the kitchen, the boiling white porridge in it smewed the steaming heat, which made the glass windows smoky, and also smoked Song Junxi's eyes with tears.

He put the diced lean meat in it, then cut up the ingredients to be used out of the pan and put them there.

I watched him do all this, I couldn't say anything in my heart, I had mixed feelings, there was steadfastness and stability, but there was no lack of anxiety, who would have thought that Song Junxi, the pride of the sky, would actually do this on a weekend afternoon?

Is this kind of effort worth it? What will the future look like? I don't know!

Actually, all we want is so little, we want to live with the people we like, we don't want too much, and we don't hurt anyone, don't we? I don't know why it's so difficult.

I walked over and hugged his waist from behind, and I wanted to hold him like this, and it would be my blessing to have such a good day!

I can meet people who are so good to me, maybe it's really like the feeling of those heroes in martial arts, who cherish heroes, die without regrets!

I know the future is bleak, but I don't regret it!

"What's wrong?" Song Junxi's voice was sexy.

"Did you say something to my mother, I always felt like she knew about us, but every time I brought it up, she bypassed the topic and didn't want to mention it!"

Song Junxi gave me a sloppy look: "No, I haven't said anything! I'll be stupid enough to throw myself into the net!"

"However, I always feel that my mother knows something, and she was obviously resolutely opposed when she was in the hospital, but that time when you went to my house, my mother did not reject your attitude, I thought she was acquiescing, but every time I wanted to mention it during this time, I was interrupted by her, and I felt that she was still against it!"

Song Junxi hugged me: "That's that I didn't do well enough, I was too rash and too self-righteous, and I couldn't let my mother trust me completely, it's my fault!"

I comforted, "It's not your fault, in fact, I sometimes wonder if it would have been easier for us if I hadn't been the nanny's daughter, and you wouldn't have worked so hard!"

"What kind of stupid words, there is no way to choose the birth of a person, but the future can be fought for!" Song Junxi's tone was unique to a teenager, he really wanted to win a blue sky for the love of the two of us through his own efforts.

I smiled, it was better not to laugh: "Junxi, I said that you should not be angry, in fact, we all know that I am not worthy of you at all, with your family background, I should be the best match for a girl like Xiaoya!"

"Do you really think so?"

I nodded, very calmly, "Yes!"

Song Junxi jumped anxiously, "Vulgar, when do you still talk about these old feudal ideas, Xia Xia, who I want to be with in the future is my own decision, and my family can't control it at all." They gave birth to me, and I should be filial, but I don't have the right to decide my future!"

"Stupid words, Song Junxi also talks nonsense sometimes, we always live in this society, we will always have ties with the people around us, it is impossible to ignore the thoughts of others, especially our parents!"

I looked at him seriously, "I think, there's nothing wrong with us falling in love, but there's nothing wrong with them, if one day we reach their age, we'll figure out everything, in fact, I thought about what will happen to us in the future, although I haven't seen anything in the world, but when I was a child, I listened to my grandmother talk a lot of dramas, and there were also such things on TV, didn't it?"

It's just that I'm so reluctant, it's rare to have such a good boy who likes me. I'm really glad that the luckiest thing in my life is that you like me, this is the proudest thing in my life, it's just Junxi, we can work hard and hard to be together, but if the family still doesn't agree, let's let each other go, okay! It's also good to leave a beautiful memory in my heart!"