Chapter 5: Looking Back and Hopeful
Liu Zhiyu listened to his father's words, his heart was mixed, and his thoughts fluctuated. Has his own subjective consciousness deviated? Has he seen the problem from the wrong starting point and the end point? Why is the negative emotion in his heart so heavy? Perhaps by pondering his father's words can he deeply understand himself, how he should face work and life? Only by not forgetting his original intention can he always have to live up to his youth, and forging ahead; this is what he needs to persist in and practice.
"Dad, I know all this! However, I have worked unconsciously for more than half a year, it has always been this situation, I am unwilling, youth is fleeting, I don't want to waste my time, which police type is like us, if I became a criminal policeman, I would have solved many cases and arrested many bad guys. You've been a criminal police officer and handled so many cases, at least I can't be worse than you. Liu Zhiyu toasted Liu Guosheng, his father is his example and hero in his heart, although his father has been ordinary and obscure in his life, he is still hardworking and conscientious.
Liu Guosheng remembered his experience as a police officer, and sighed in his heart, who has never been depressed or confused? Not step by step, maybe his son has to go through this process, only after experiencing it can he grow up and continue to mature.
"You can't target me, you should be ambitious. Think about it, in my life, I have been a soldier for ten years, and after demobilization, I worked as a public security policeman in the police station for four years, and then the criminal police team set up a special case, and I worked as a criminal policeman for another six years, and then went to the police station, and worked until I left the post. In addition to being a soldier, I only worked in two police types in the Public Security Bureau, the criminal police and the police in the police station. Thinking about this, I have no regrets in my life. You say, have I ever been depressed? I have also been depressed, I have been depressed when I have no achievements, I am depressed when I can't solve a case, and I can't handle the affairs of the masses. However, these cannot be used as an excuse to complain about life, I love you, I love work, I also love those who need help, I give my love for you and the masses, I am unswerving. Liu Guosheng's face was flushed, I don't know if it was because of the drinking, or because he was excited, he felt that he had fought for the belief in his heart and paid in vain.
After a conversation, Liu Zhiyu had an obsession in his heart, his father's words made him enlightened, the environment cannot be changed, so change yourself. Jiang Feng'e didn't say words of consolation, but her care and thoughtfulness made him even more full of infinite fighting spirit, and the greatness of mother's love lies in silence.
Liu Guosheng drank a little wine, talked a lot, remembered his past eventful years, his heart was still full of passion, and he chatted with Liu Zhiyu for most of the day, and then went to take a lunch break. Liu Guosheng has the habit of taking a nap, and for those who don't rest well at night, taking a nap to make up for sleep is good for the body and can also make the spirit more sufficient, especially for the elderly.
Liu Zhiyu chatted with his mother, rarely enjoying the affection of mother and son, and spent the afternoon in the warmth of home. At night, Liu Zhiyu lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time. Home is a warm harbor, which can shelter him from the wind and rain, can bring him hope, and gives him spiritual sustenance. However, now that he has grown up, he can no longer be like a young child, always hiding in the arms of his parents, he needs to be self-reliant, take charge of himself, cut the wind and waves, and sail away.
Raise your hand and touch your heart, it is a hot heart, containing a heavy soul. Youth is a labor pain, and he should not let his soul have nowhere to put it. If there is a place to put the heart, no matter where he goes, he will not wander, Liu Zhiyu is not a wanderer, he has the true love of his parents and relatives, he has the deep friendship of friends and confidants, they have been accompanied and supported, is his inexhaustible motivation to move forward forever.
Thinking of the days of training and life after participating in the work, that scene is deeply imprinted in his soul, there are troubles and depressions, but also joys and hopes, hard work, and achievements, life is like this. People should live in hope, and happiness in life is to keep moving forward. As Gorky said, human life is very short, and the short years require me to understand the process of life well......
Time reversal, looking back on the past, fate is not in their own hands, the future is full of unknowns, no matter confused or lost, Liu Zhiyu knows that he must firmly go all the way towards the ambition in his heart, and there are a few confidants on the road to accompany him, and he is not alone in the journey of life.
This is to start from the beginning, starting with their graduation from the provincial police academy. Liu Zhiyu and Bai Bingjie are from the Department of Criminal Investigation, Ye Zhuoran and Liu Haowei are from the Department of Law, Zhong Dahai is from the Department of Economic Investigation, and Zhang Xinping is from the Department of Public Security. After graduating at the end of July last year, their personnel files were submitted to the Yunjiang City Personnel Bureau, but they have not been assigned jobs, and they have to wait for specific notices when they will be arranged.
Although I graduated from the police academy, there was no job arrangement, and there was a gap in time. So, at the beginning of September last year, Liu Zhiyu was idle for more than a month, and he was really bored, so he contacted the criminal police team of the city branch and asked for permission to follow the trainee. The captain of the criminal police team of the sub-bureau is the senior brother of Liu Zhiyu's provincial police academy, and through this relationship with the same brother, he readily agreed to let him study with the case. What Liu Zhiyu didn't expect was that Bai Bingjie and Ye Zhuoran also came to the criminal police team of the sub-bureau for internship a few days later, and everyone was classmates, and they were very happy to practice together.
The days during the apprenticeship were happy and fulfilling, and half a year passed in a flash. At the beginning of March this year, Liu Zhiyu, Bai Bingjie, and Ye Zhuoran received a notice from the Yunjiang Municipal Human Resources and Social Security Bureau that they were assigned to work in the Yunjiang Municipal Public Security Bureau.
The moment he received the notice, Liu Zhiyu was very excited, and almost hugged Bai Bingjie, who was standing in front of him with the news, and suddenly woke up, his outstretched arms stroked Bai Bingjie's shoulders, and then quickly let go, waving wildly into the air to hide the embarrassment on his face, and shouted loudly: "We finally have a job!"
Ye Zhuoran, who was standing on the side, looked at Liu Zhiyu's appearance, covered his mouth and smiled: "This is the best news I have heard after graduation." ”
Bai Bingjie saw that Liu Zhiyu was very funny when he was excited, and did not blame him for his abnormal behavior, but said with a smile: "Our work unit has finally been clarified, it is the Municipal Public Security Bureau, which is great! I believe that our future will be better." ”
"Yes, if we can stay in the city bureau, with a high starting point and good conditions, we will definitely do a brilliant career, and we will also have a bright future. Think about it, my heart is full of infinite fighting spirit!" Liu Zhiyu was happy in his heart, and his eyes were full of infinite expectations and longing.
"Well, we finally have a place where we can use our talents. Although Ye Zhuoran still has a more lofty ideal in his heart, he is also extremely happy at this time.
Subsequently, Liu Zhiyu, Bai Bingjie, and Ye Zhuoran reported to the Yunjiang City Public Security Bureau, only to learn that the City Public Security Bureau had allocated a total of 30 new police officers this year, all of whom were graduates of the police academy and worthy of the name of reserve police officers. Moreover, among the new policemen, there are also Liu Zhiyu's classmates Zhong Dahai, Zhang Xinping, Liu Haowei and others, who had a very good relationship with him when he was in school.
After they reported for duty, they first went through three months of study and training for the first time as a police officer, and then the leaders of the city bureau took a far-sighted view and arranged a good place for the 30 new police officers, which was called the special service mobile team of the city public security bureau, and the public security detachment was responsible for centralized management to deal with the increasing number of sudden mass incidents.
One day in mid-June, on the Monday after the Dragon Boat Festival, 30 new police officers were assigned to the public security detachment by the leaders of the city bureau.
The leaders of the city bureau verbally said that they will be members of the special service mobile team from now on, and according to the arrangement, they will undergo a three-month armed training, and after the three-month armed training is completed, they will be specifically arranged for their posts.
After the leaders of the city bureau finished speaking, they turned around and left, and the rest of the time was for the leaders of the public security detachment to make specific arrangements, so that these new police officers could live in the collective dormitories that had been prepared long ago.
After all the arrangements are ready, Liu Zhiyu is looking forward to a new life after three months of armed training, and he aspires to be an excellent criminal investigator, solve major cases, and realize his ideals and the value of life.
Of course, Liu Zhiyu also had some doubts in his heart, because he heard that the special service mobile team was not a regular army, but could only be regarded as a miscellaneous army. This special service mobile unit is only a temporary contingent, with no organizational establishment and no work responsibilities, and no one knows exactly what it is doing and how it is done, and no one can tell clearly. Therefore, Liu Zhiyu laughed at himself with his teammates, and these new police officers were the miscellaneous members of the miscellaneous army.
Despite this, they still settled down, faced the three-month armed training with their heads held high, and put their expectations and hopes for the future on the specific work arrangements after the three-month armed training. Moreover, the hope in Liu Zhiyu's heart is not ordinarily big.
The key is that the training time is scheduled for the three months of July, August, and September, which is the hottest, most stuffy, and coolest summer of the year. All the members of the special service mobile team were exposed to the scorching sun every day, the sweat on their bodies flowed over and over again, and the sweat on their clothes was drawn round and round.
Liu Zhiyu has become accustomed to armed training, and he often has to carry out such training in the police academy, and he is not afraid or ambiguous after experiencing it, and no one has any complaints, and he gladly accepts such training arrangements. He thought in his heart that no matter how hard and tired he was, there would always be a day when he would get ahead. He also thought that the day of his early days would come soon, and his dream of becoming a criminal policeman would soon come true. But what will happen in reality? He thought about it, but he didn't figure it out.
The armed training is carried out at the training base of the armed police detachment, so that they can better devote themselves to training, and two young and outstanding armed police instructors are arranged to be responsible for teaching and training, so that they can see the devil training of the armed police of the armed police detachment every day, which motivates and spurs them to train harder and harder.
In the past three months, the days of armed training have been bitter and tiring, bleeding and sweating without tears, losing skin and flesh without falling behind, his face has become black, his waist has become straight, and his body has become tougher. The small faces of several female team members are no longer so white and pink, even if they apply several layers of thick sunscreen, it is still difficult to resist the penetration of ultraviolet rays from the scorching sun, and almost everyone has become a yellow-faced woman, and the beautiful team members are miserable and unbearable.
No matter how hard it is, even if it is tormented, life still has to pass, and the training continues. No matter the scorching sun, no matter the storm, let the rain blow and the wind blow, I will not move.
It is after three months of hard training that Liu Zhiyu understands and appreciates more: the wind and rain know life, and the hardships are willing to understand life.