All Chapters_Chapter 356 I don't know if there's hell, but I know you're an angel
Lu Xiran still remembers that when Amy was leaving, she called Demi out.
He probably won't forget the look of Amy's clear eyes when she looked at him with a pleading gaze.
She carefully grasped his hand, gently.
Lu Xiran wanted to hold her slender fingers back, but she was as fragile as an enamel doll, and Lu Xiran was afraid that he would crush her if he was not careful. So I had to let her hold herself like this.
Amy's skin was already pale, and the white skin was shining in the sun, making her whole body as if she was coated with a white halo, so transparent.
There were tears in her eyes, and although she grabbed his hand, Lu Xiran felt more than a trace of strength, but for some reason Lu Xiran knew that she used a lot, a lot of strength.
She locked her eyes intently, with tears in her eyes, but said to him with a stubborn smile: "Xiran, I know my days are numbered." I also know that the person I owe the most in my life is you......"
Lu Xiran reached out to cover Amy's mouth and shook his head: "You don't owe me, it's because I don't have that blessing." ”
Amy's warm tears fell on Lu Xiran's hands.
Lu Xiran looked at Amy resolutely: "I won't let them touch a single hair of you, even if you die, never!!"
Amy reached out and grabbed Lu Xiran's hand that was covering her, and she broke Lu Xiran's fingers one by one. Although he didn't use much strength, Lu Xiran was afraid that he would hurt Amy, so he finally let go.
Amy looked at Lu Xiran in a daze, and said softly: "I have promised Aunt Rena that when I die, this heart of mine will be given to Elena, she is my only sister." Aunt Rena also promised that she would take good care of her mother. If Uncle Zhou can save Elena......"
"Do you have to be so cruel?" Lu Xiran interrupted Amy's unfinished words.
Amy cried and grabbed Lu Xiran's hand, those clear eyes were full of crystal clear tears, she cried and begged him: "You let me say, Xiran...... I know I don't have much time, and if I don't finish what I want to say now, I may never have the chance to say it......
"Xiran......" Amy's humble pleading voice finally hit the softest place in Lu Xiran's heart.
He stood beside Amy's bed, letting her take his arm.
He was reluctant to shake her off, so he had to stand in front of her, his back stiff.
The sunlight outside the window hit Lu Xiran's face, illuminating the man's not yet tough silhouette extremely deeply.
Amy took a deep breath and seemed to exert a lot of force.
She grabbed Lu Xiran's arm, her eyes red: "Xiran, I have already handed over my mother to Aunt Rena." Now I can let go of anything, but I can't let go of you and Senior Ji Li alone. You know, I loved him silently, silently. I never thought that one day I would let him know that there was once a girl who was lonely in her little world, silently liking him. But at this moment of death, I was desperate to tell him in person, to tell him how much I liked him......"
Lu Xiran wanted to withdraw his hand, but Amy held on to it.
He finally couldn't help it, and turned his face away.
Only he knows how red his eyes were and how painful his heart hurt the moment he turned around.
He was waiting for Amy to speak, as long as Amy said that she wanted to see Ji Li, then even if he broke the law, even if he was tied up, he would definitely tie Ji Li over.
Until the end......
Amy just sobbed fiercely, fiercely, and then said to him: "I know that my time is running out, so even if I dream every night and every night when I dream that I personally tell Senior Ji Li how much I like him, I can't use my broken life to influence him." So Xiran, I ask you...... I know that you have a great relationship with Senior Ji Li, but I don't know what grievances there are between you and Senior Ji Li, and I don't know what grievances there are between your family and Senior Ji's family, but I beg you...... My last time, please...... Please don't be angry with your seniors because of other people's grievances. Although I wish I could be with my seniors forever, even silently, I know that I am going to die, whether it is heaven or hell, I don't want to go with my seniors......"
The tears in Lu Xiran's eyes had already circled in his eyes several times, but they were so stubborn that they didn't come out. But he knew how cold he was with Amy's back at this moment.
As she spoke, Amy quietly let go of his hand.
A person sits on the bed decadently, not knowing whether to talk to him or to himself.
Her soft voice sounded behind Lu Xiran: "You say, will there really be heaven after death? How can a selfish person like me be qualified to go to heaven? Xiran, I'm sorry ......"
The tears that Lu Xiran hid in his eyes finally dripped out.
He stretched out the back of his hand and wiped it, then looked back at Amy as if nothing had happened, and before he could say a word, Amy suddenly interrupted him.
Her eyes were red, but the corners of her lips were suddenly curled.
Amy grabbed Lu Xiran's hand with her backhand, and seemed to have made a lot of determination before she mustered up the courage and clasped the ten fingers of Lu Xiran's big hand together.
She raised her head, looked at him and said, "Xiran, Xi Yao is a good girl, how much I like Senior Ji Li, how much she loves you, her deep affection for you is not half a point shallower than mine." Xiran, Xi Yao, she ...... It's worth your ...... to be nice to her."
"Don't say it!" Lu Xiran didn't know where the liver qi was stagnant, and after all, he couldn't help but wave away the hands that Amy was holding onto.
However, he never expected that the moment he shook off his hand, Amy suddenly coughed up blood.
didn't expect that the moment Amy grabbed him would be the last contact between him and Amy.
And the last sentence she said made him choose Xi Yao.
At the last moment of Amy's departure, she was still thinking about him.
And in the end, he became the person who personally sent him to Huangquan Road.
He didn't know if there was a heaven in this world, but he should have replied to her, and when she asked him this question, he should have grabbed Amy's hand and told her without hesitation......
Whether there is heaven in this world or not, you are my angel.
Unfortunately, in the end, until the moment when the doctor came in and announced Amy's death, he didn't find his voice back.
It wasn't until the moment when the doctors and nurses pushed Amy's body towards the hospital operating room that Lu Xiran suddenly came to his senses.
He ran over to catch up to Amy's hospital bed, only to watch as the nurse pushed her body into the operating room.
At that time, he only knew that a doctor who had changed into a surgical gown was about to enter the operating room, and now he knew that the attending doctor was actually Zhou Yan.
Lu Xiran lost his mind and grabbed Zhou Yan's collar, and the green tendons on his temples burst out and grabbed Zhou Yan's collar: "Do you have to have her heart?"
"Be sensible, this is what the deceased meant before his death, the deceased's mother has reached an agreement with the patient's family and signed a consent form for body donation. Zhou Yan forcibly pulled down Lu Xiran's arm that grabbed him by the collar.
Beside her, Amy's mother was already crying.
Lu Xiran finally chose to respect Amy's last wish.
So at the moment before Zhou Yan entered the operating room, the last thing Lu Xiran said to him was a threat.
threatened that if he couldn't use Elena's heart to save Amy, then he would definitely send Zhou Yan to the funeral.
Although the story of the past has passed for a long time, it seems to be vivid.
When Lu Xiran told Ji Li Shen Chu about this past, scenes and scenes appeared vividly in front of him, just like countless dreams over the years.
Listening to Lu Xiran finish telling the story about Amy, Zhou Yan patted his heart to ease the stiff atmosphere of the scene: "Fortunately, Lao Tzu saved Elena back then." ”
This time Ou Jingcheng finally understood, he sighed deeply, stepped forward and patted Lu Xiran on the shoulder and said, "So you really didn't lie." Approaching Shen Chu is really for love, but your so-called love is not because you love Elena, but because you love Amy. You said you loved Elena's heart, and you didn't lie, you only love her heart. So even though Amy's heart beats in Elena's vicious chest, you still want to protect her. But because it is Amy's last wish to protect Ji Li, you have always been on the side of the fourth. So the purpose of you approaching Shen Chu is also because Shen Chu is very important to the fourth child, if Shen Chu and Elena go to war, then no matter who is injured, it is not what you want to see......"
"Ou Jingcheng!" Lu Xiran suddenly called Ou Jingcheng's name, turned his head and glared at him: "Why didn't I find out that you talked so much nonsense before?
After speaking, Lu Xiran turned around and walked out of the ward without looking back.
Only Shen Chu and Ji Li were left standing in place and forgetting to react.
Although Oujingcheng had just been trained, out of humanitarianism, Oujingcheng still chased him out in the direction of Lu Xiran.
Shu Muran looked at Ji Li, then at Shen Chu, and finally handed the bowl of chicken soup to Zhou Yan: "I think the atmosphere in this ward is a little depressing, Zhou Yan, you see if you drive them out, or push me out to breathe." ”
With Shu Muran's words, Shen Chu and Ji Li came back to their senses.
Shen Chu turned his head to look at Shu Muran, hooked the corners of his lips and smiled: "Let's go, you have a good rest." ”
After speaking, Shen Chu pulled Ji Li out of the ward.
When Ji Li and Shen Chu walked out of the ward, Shen Chu whispered Amy's name......
She suddenly looked back at Ji Li: "I just suddenly remembered that Elena has Amy's heart, if love can be transmitted, if the heart has memory, then Elena loves not you, but the memory left by Amy's heart." But reality is not technology after all, so I think too much......"
Somehow, when Amy's name was mentioned, I felt a little sad in my heart.
Ji Li stretched out his hand and rubbed Shen Chu's messy hair, and before he could say a word, he saw a group of young nurses gathered at the door of the closed doctor's office......