Chapter 146: I Don't Want to Lose My Year
Wine is also hot, and hot wine and hot noodles enter the stomach and intestines of a hot person, can they warm people's hearts? With good blood circulation, the heart will have enough oxygen when it gets enough blood, which can supply people with sufficient energy.
energy, he needs this so much now.
Back at the dining table, my daughter was setting the dishes. Chopsticks are a good thing, ivory, not imitations, pure ivory products, a total of seven pairs, just made seven pairs, he doesn't often entertain guests at home, not to mention that most of the time it is others who invite him. The most feasted at home was the Liunian family, their family of three, Liunian's family of three, and the rest of the one was reserved for his future grandson---- if he had a grandson.
Kang Ruoran saw that he had taken the wine, but he did not see him take the wine cup, so he got up and returned to the kitchen, where there were two royal cups. One is my father's, and the other is my father's. Her hand hesitated a little between the two cups, and finally she chose one, and she began to regret why she didn't pay much attention to her father before, when she should have paid attention to him, when she should have noticed many details in his life, and why she should have paid more attention to her father and, of course, her mother. However, for her mother, she never had a chance again.
Now, she couldn't tell which cup her father used most, and of course she couldn't take both cups, which would make the old man feel sad, and that was not the result she wanted.
She was a little apprehensive, so she chose to put the small white porcelain cup in a large bowl and scald it with boiling water----- if there were really traces of her father on it, she hoped that the boiling water would help the cup to fade those marks. Absolutely.
She returned to the table and put the cup in front of her father, who put his hands on his knees, and seriously saluted the sea bowl in front of him. How many years have I not poured wine for my father? When I was a child, it seemed to be a long time ago, when she was not young, she was close to her father, at that time she didn't know Liunian, she didn't know what love was, and when she grew up a little, all her attention was attracted by a kid named Liunian.
It's really an outgoing girl.
Kang Ruoran laughed at himself a little, sat down, stood up again, and rearranged his skirt. Since she was a child, she was required to behave, behave, and entertain guests. In fact, there are quite a lot of rules in their family, such as not being able to chirp when eating, sitting and standing, snoring when eating noodles, and not making a sound when drinking soup.
These habits are now engraved into her bones, she can't change them, and she doesn't want to change them, and she finally understands why her parents stared at these habits back then, a person's habits are a person's quality, and a person's consciousness is a person's destiny.
They have hands and eyes to the sky, everything is laid out for her, everything is set for her, and they don't want things in the world to be unexpected, too many occurrences and developments they can't control.
They fulfilled all her wishes, and even her husband planted one for her like corn. Kang Ruoran smiled, got up suddenly, ran into the kitchen, and brought another cup over.
"Dad. She said, raising her glass, "My daughter will have a drink with you today." ”
Father Kang looked up at her. Didn't speak. My daughter has congenital heart disease, and she can't be tired, angry, or even married, and can't have sex with her, get pregnant, do strenuous exercise, or drink alcohol. But right now, he really wants someone to have a drink with him, preferably a son, and then a son-in-law, and now, he only has his daughter left.
My daughter can do it too.
Daughters can do too. But his daughter's body made him hesitate.
"Dad. Kang Ruoran put a glass of wine into his glass and raised his hands. "I don't have congenital heart disease. ”
Kang Ruoran's expression was calm, but Kang's father was very surprised, he knew how his daughter's body was, once he experienced his daughter's heart beating slowly, and it was ...... in a minute
It was the first time in his life that Father Kang had fear, he was afraid of losing, he had never been so afraid. Since then, Kang Ruoran has become the pearl of his palm in the true sense, he has not been attached to this only daughter for a moment, he broke his heart for her, and he was terrified when there was a wind and grass.
No, no, no, she has congenital heart disease, and the hospital's instruments have been checked, so it won't be wrong. But, slowly, the hospital's instruments ......
He looked at his daughter, and for the first time in his life, he felt that he was so far away and so close to this daughter, and it was needless to say where the distance came from, and there was no need to elaborate on where the distance came from. This woman named Kang Ruoran had his blood on her body.
His blood.
He put down the wine glass, reached over and took Kang Ruoran's wine glass down and placed it next to his own glass. He wanted to hear a story, or a truth. He can also be regarded as a person who has met the world, who has never seen anything in his life? However, what Kang Ruoran just said is a new thing. Father Kang finally remembered that Kang Ruoran had congenital heart disease, he had it since he was a child, and the doctor diagnosed it, and there would be no mistake.
As soon as Kang Ruoran lowered his head, the long black hair on both sides hung down, covering her cheeks, and he could only vaguely see her forehead. Kang Ruoran's forehead actually looks very similar to him.
After a moment, Kang Ruoran raised his head.
"It's true that I had a congenital heart disease when I was younger, but then I got better. ”
"It's all right?" Father Kang was surprised.
"You and my mother don't understand, and I only know about such a disease occasionally, but when I was three or four years old, my heart was fine. But seeing that everything depends on me, I know that I have such a disease, and at first I thought I had such a disease. But then I went for a test on my own, and the doctor told me very definitely. I have no heart problems, and I also popularized the medical knowledge of congenital heart disease, which generally starts early, and some children will have incomplete organs, but as they get older, some can be cured automatically, and I am very fortunate that I belong to the latter. ”
Father Kang smiled, he still couldn't guess whether his daughter was talking nonsense or the truth to him. Maybe she's been stimulated too much in the past few years, so she's mentally wrong?
Kang Ruoran lowered her head again, and when she raised her head again, she pulled her hair back.
"Dad, you should know who you are. I grew up in an official family, I'm not a fool, what you hear and see, you want to hide it, but you can't hide it from me. I have known your relationship with an aunt in the unit for a long time. ”
Father Kang's face was shocked, the aunt in the unit, she was only ..... at that time Father Kang tried his best to search for memory, yes, there was such a woman, young at that time, strong blood, the woman wanted to climb up, so he hit it off, and then he got tired of her, so he found an excuse to transfer her out, and the light fell and the dark rose, and the relationship allowed her to have some real power in another city. He hasn't been with her for a long time, he hasn't been without women all these years, but he is not like his father, he only has lust and no love for anyone, and he has never put a woman other than his wife in his heart.
He must have been seven or eight years old when he had the hottest fight with the woman.
Seven or eight years old------
The old man felt a little creepy. At the same time, he sighed that the tiger father has no dog daughter. It's really a tiger father and no dog girl, Rao He thinks he has always protected her well, she has always been as pure as a blank piece of paper.
He was embarrassed that his daughter had been exposed to such a private matter, but at the same time, he couldn't understand how she could fake when she was so young?
"I was sad. I wasn't young, but I didn't want you to get a divorce. I thought of a way, I know you all love me so much, and you will do anything for me. As long as I'm sick, you won't get divorced, and you'll always be together for my sake. I want to have a complete home. It wasn't until a long time later that I met Liunian, I knew your plan, and intended to marry me to him, and I once told myself in my heart that I couldn't tell my secrets for the rest of my life, so that Liunian wouldn't betray me for the rest of my life. ”
Kang Ruoran smiled and looked at his father's bloodless face.
"I will be seven or eight years old, I have a little friend's mother who is a doctor, I will go to ask that aunt for medical knowledge if I have nothing to do, it is Aunt Feng, you also know. She also knew that I had this disease, and I used to ask her, and she thought that I was just concerned about my own illness, and then she thought that I was just interested in medicine, and she used to encourage me to apply for medical school. So I slowly learned what medicine can make a person's heart abnormal, tachycardia, or bradycardia in a short period of time. And the ones I usually take, including the heart medicine that you asked someone to bring back to me from abroad, I have replaced all of them with vitamins. ”
Father Kang stood up, Kang Ruoran looked at his father, his shadow was cast on the dinner table under the light, and his bowl of noodles and Kang Ruoran's bowl of noodles had begun to be cold.
Kang Ruoran also stood up.
"Dad. ”
She tried to call her father.
"Are you okay?"
Is he okay?
He himself didn't know.
Kang Ruoran stood across from him and continued to tell the story.
"So when I want to get sick, I swallow the drugs that make my heart react quickly. I told this lie for almost a century, until my mother left, until I saw that you were still plotting for me, that I realized that I had been thinking that I was too selfish to let this lie continue. ”
Kang Ruoran looked directly at his father.
"Dad. She lowered her head, and when she looked up again, Father Kang saw the tears crisscrossing her face. What parent would want to see his child cry? His heart softened almost in a second.
"I was wrong. Kang Ruoran bit his lower lip.
"I don't want to pass the years anymore," she said, walking toward her father. "Dad," she threw herself into her father's arms, as if she had knocked over one of his vases as a child. "Dad. Kang Ruoran choked up. "I don't want to pass the years anymore. Stop it!"