It is said that the heart that is invincible to all poisons is often defeated by a simple comfort, and the disguise of invulnerability often completely surrenders in front of those who understand you.

That's right, I could still talk and laugh with my brother last night, using a hippie smiley hahaha to disguise my strength on the surface. But when I went to see my brother today, my brother's wordless hug shattered all my defenses in an instant.

"You hurry back, don't go out alone lately. If you don't have classes, you can stay in the dormitory the rest of the time. After a while, when we have deleted all the information on the Internet and made sure that it is safe, you can live freely and happily again!"

My brother has also read all the information on the Internet, so he is also a little overly nervous psychologically. After all, we've never experienced such a thing as being doxxed, and it's like six gods without a master.

"Okay, I'll go back right away. ”

Seeing my brother's gloomy face, I immediately obediently promised my brother that I would be honest with the school.

On the way back to school, I felt like I had paranoia about being broken. All the way, all the way back and forth. I always feel like someone is following behind me, and my mind is full of images of being persecuted.

Like, I'm walking down the street, and suddenly I get a blow on the head, and then my head is bleeding in an instant......

For example, I was alone under a high-rise building, and I was suddenly hit on the head by an unknown falling object, and then sent to the hospital......

Like, I was walking alone on a dark path, and suddenly I was pulled over by a burlap and then pushed down and beaten as a wild boar......

Like, like last time, I was threatened with a knife, and then my face was carved into a sieve with a knife......

Thinking about it, my scalp tingled, and then my eyelids jumped......

It turned out that I was so afraid of death.

But the following days, day after day, passed uneventfully and uneventfully. My brother still picks me up from class every day, rain or shine, picks me up from class, and accompanies me to the library. I also made an exception to eat in the cafeteria with my brother, so maybe it has become a habit to eat together in the TV station's apartment......

"Senior brother, I think this matter seems to have passed. You don't have to be too nervous, so you don't have to pick me up every day. I can do it on my own!"

I finally said after dinner one day that I didn't need my brother to protect me anymore.

I don't know when I need courage to refuse my brother. I don't understand why this is? Didn't I just open my mouth to reject my senior brother before? How can I be so cautious now?

"Okay. I'll finish tonight, and tomorrow you'll be on your own. ”

The senior brother said this quietly, and it sounded like he was doing something and arranging something.

The next day of class, without the protection of my senior brother, I didn't feel any danger, and I didn't feel scared in my heart. But in my heart I feel empty and lost......

Come back soon. If you don't come back, I'm going to die.

When dependence becomes a habit, habit becomes nature, and nature becomes a fetter. When you lose it, you feel sad!

Do you believe that people have a sixth sense? I do.

In the evening, when I came out of the library, on the path back to my dorm, I always felt that someone was secretly following me. My scalp was numb, and my eyelids jumped again, my left eye, my right eye, left and right. I panicked!

At this time, I wish that Issei could be by my side! I want to hold Issei's arm and snuggle up in Issei's arm, I am so cowardly, I have no psychological defense at all, and my heart is so weak that I can't form an army.

"Yi Xingchen!"

I suddenly heard an angry roar from behind, my name had been called so murderous for the first time!

"Ahh

I heard a man's wail. I turned around and saw that my brother had been stabbed!

"Someone, someone, someone's killed!"

I cried out for help without thinking, and my voice was so shaky that I couldn't even tell it was my voice. I was so nervous!

Then, I squatted down in a panic and hugged my brother tightly, who was bleeding from a knife in the stomach. That's when I saw the woman stabbing with a knife. The woman's eyes were big and round with horror, her face was pointed, and her knife rested on her brother's stomach......

Her empty hands stood in the air and trembled, and she herself was so frightened that she kept scream......ing "ahhhh

My cries for help were not as penetrating as hers. The security guards patrolling the school finally arrived. They tied the woman backhand and helped call 120......

I accompanied my brother and got into the 120 ambulance for the first time in my life. My brother's hand was holding me tightly, his eyes were slightly closed, and I could tell that he was in pain......

When he arrived at the hospital, he was immediately treated. The doctor said that fortunately, the blade of the knife only stabbed about two or three centimeters into the stomach, and did not hurt the internal organs......

Bodhisattva bless! If my brother has something to do, what should I do?

Although the senior brother's injury is not a big deal, it still hurts his vitality. The doctor still told him to stay in the hospital for a few days. For the next few days, I spent the next few days in the hospital taking care of my brother, who didn't want his parents to know about it. We didn't tell the parents.

The police said the woman had intermittent neuropathy and that the hospital was able to prove it. Therefore, after the woman's parents came to the hospital to apologize to the senior brother, they paid some medical expenses, and the matter was hastily settled.

The school only said that it would strengthen vigilance at night to prevent unknown people from entering the school, and to strengthen patrols to avoid the tragedy from happening again. That is to say, a neurotic entered the school and stabbed his senior brother inexplicably......

This matter has never been involved with me. But, I know that this incident must have started because of me. There is no other reason, just by the murderous "Yi Xingchen", you can know.

"Senior brother, why did you rush up and get stabbed!"

Seeing that my brother has improved a lot, I can't help but blame my brother.

"Thankfully, I grabbed the woman from behind, and she stabbed me in a panic. She was nervous and scared, so she didn't stab all the knives in!"

"If she stabs you in the back, it will be a terrible result......"

The senior brother was also proud, showing his own merits and pride.

"You're not afraid of death, why are you there?"

I pursed my lips and stared at my brother and asked.

"I've been behind you! I have your schedule, and if you don't let me pick me up, I won't pick it up? If you don't let me send it, I won't send it? Am I such an obedient person?"

The senior brother raised his head and raised his eyebrows as he spoke.

When my brother made a joke, I was so moved that tears flowed out of my eyes.

"Oh, Xingchen, don't you do this! If you really can't do it, you can make a promise! I won't be polite!"

The senior brother hurriedly wiped my tears, and at the same time did not forget to tease me, he said something to make a personal promise.

"In this life, Jun's grace is not exhausted, and I hope that there will be a biochemical spring mud in the future. The geese have no trace of wind and affection, and life and death are forgotten in the rivers and lakes. ”

I was so sad that I suddenly remembered this song "Infatuated Tomb", although the story written in this song is not suitable for the relationship between me and my brother, but these lyrics are very much in line with my gratitude to my brother.

"Laughter and flowers in front of people, crying after people who listen. It's all you who love it, and there's no evidence about who is wrong or who's right. ”

The senior brother actually caught the lyrics of this song, and he actually liked this song too!

My heart, it moved.

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