Chapter 21: The Emperor and the Grandson (5)

(Go to the net.) "Say it, it's going to be uncomfortable if you hold it in your heart. Go and see the net. I embraced the man in pain in front of me and did everything I could to ease his pain.

"There are some things I thought I would forget, but then I realized that it was too hard to forget. Zhi Ze slowly raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, and he stared at the bright moon outside the window.

"It was the Mid-Autumn Festival five years ago, because I won a battle, I was very happy, and I was drunk at the celebration banquet. Recalling the beginning, Zhize shook his head again and again with regret.

"Xiaoxiao, you know, like us soldiers on the border, there are some feelings that need to be suppressed, but when they are delirious, they often do wrong things, I am not an abusive person, do you believe me?"

I took his hand tightly, looked him in the eye, and replied word by word, "I believe in my husband." Test Text Watermark 6. ”

Hearing my words, Zhi Ze's frowning brows eased slightly, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "I regretted it very much afterwards, and I wanted to kill myself." At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I was dreaming of commanding thousands of troops and horses to sweep the world, and I boasted to my father that I wanted to take Huo Quai's illness as an example. If so..."

"Zhize, I understand you, I really understand. Seeing his remorseful appearance, I hurriedly comforted him. Test Text Watermark 6. I know Zhize too well, his self-esteem is too strong, he pursues perfection, and he doesn't allow himself to make any mistakes. What he thought at the time must have been that he was worried that others would talk behind his back.

"I hated myself for not being angry and not controlling myself, and it didn't take long for me to dismiss all the maids and maids around me. But she stayed, let me talk about what conditions, how to make things difficult for her, she just wouldn't leave. Later, I got angry and drove her to the Huanxi Bureau in Luoyang Palace. Since I became king, I have rarely returned to Luoyang, hoping to force her to leave by herself in this way. ”

"Did you know at the time that she was pregnant with your child?"

"How is it possible?" Zhi Ze smiled bitterly and said, "I just thought she was trying to blackmail me and let me give her a name." Test Text Watermark 2. ”

"Then won't you give her the title of a side concubine?" I asked against my will.

"If I were that kind of person, I would have been married and concubineed by now. Zhize held my shoulders with both hands, stared at me and said, "In my eyes, love is single-minded and must not be divided into several parts. Xiaoxiao, you are the person I really love. ”

Hearing Zhi Ze say this, I felt a small feeling in my heart, and I really didn't see the wrong person. Test Text Watermark 4. However, thinking of Miss Ji who died early, I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion in my heart: "It's a pity, if Miss Ji told you the truth at that time, at least I wouldn't have ended up with such a tragic ending." ”

Zhi Ze sighed, a little stunned: "Alas, it's too late, it's useless to say anything, I'm sorry for her in my life." ”

"It's not too late, there's still a chance of remediation. ”

Zhi Ze was stunned for a moment, looked at me who was serious, and felt incredible: "Remedy? How to remedy it, can she still be able to live again?"

"The dead are long gone, but taking care of the living is the best comfort for the deceased. Test Text Watermark 2. ”

Zhi Ze's hand shook suddenly, he pondered for a moment, and asked in a low voice, "You mean, Yuan Lin?"

I nodded silently.

Zhi Ze glanced at me, suddenly stood up from his seat, and said loudly: "Impossible! Don't say it again, I don't want to see that kid, if it weren't for the desperate begging of the subordinates, I would have expelled him from the palace a long time ago!"

"Why, isn't he your flesh and blood?Zhize, do you know, when I first saw him, I felt that Lin'er was like your shadow!" Test Text Watermark 3.

"I can't see him, I can't see him!" Zhi Ze roared hysterically and knocked over the cup on the table: "As soon as I see him, I will think of his mother and the big mistake I made back then!"

"Zhize, the child is innocent, he was born with the right to live!" I hugged Zhize from behind, his body trembled slightly, and it took a while to calm down.

"Think about it, if Lin'er is my child..."Zhize's face was stunned, and a little pity was revealed from his eyes. "Can you bear to do this to him?"

"It was I who forced his mother to death, it was I who made him a motherless child, no matter how good I am to him in this life, he will never forgive me, absolutely not!" Zhi Ze shook his head, in his opinion, this matter could no longer be remedied. Test Text Watermark 4.

"How do you know you won't? Have you tried? Have you tried?"

Faced with my rhetorical question, Zhize's answer was a little flustered: "This... Does that need to be said?"

"Of course, if you don't try to care for Lin'er, then he and his mother will be the shackles of your life, and you will carry this shackles until the end of your life. Test Text Watermark 4. If you have tried, tried, and fulfilled your responsibilities as a father. Even if he still refuses to forgive you in the end, as you said, you can still find peace of mind!"

"Peace of mind... Peace of mindβ€”" He reminisced about the meaning of the word, a look of hesitation still flashing in his eyes.

"I hope that my husband is a man who dares to face himself squarely and dare to admit his mistakes!"

As soon as I thought of this, my tone couldn't help but be a little stiff: "Zhize, everyone has the right to make mistakes, no one is a sage, everyone will make mistakes, even if he is a royal noble, even if he is the king of Hanzhong who is famous all over the world, even if... His name is Yuan Zhize!"

Silence, long silence, the whole world seems to have quieted down. Test Text Watermark 6.

After weighing it again, Zhi Ze finally said what I wanted to hear: "Xiaoxiao, I understand, I won't run away anymore, I want to correct the mistakes I made before." Tomorrow, I will inform my father Huang Lin'er about it, give him naturalization to the Zongren Academy, and then take him to my side, okay?"

"That's the best, when the time comes, I'll take good care of him with you and give him a warm home. Test Text Watermark 2. "The hard work has not been in vain, and I can't help but breathe a long sigh.

Zhize held my hand tightly and said gratefully: "Thank you, Xiaoxiao, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have realized that I was actually a coward who didn't even dare to face myself." ”

"Knowing your mistakes can improve a lot, but freezing three feet is not a day's cold, you first help Lin'er naturalize into the Zongren Academy, whether you want to take him back to your side, it still depends on whether Lin'er is willing, after all, he has a deep relationship with the old lady of the Huanxi Bureau. ”

"This matter..."Zhize looked at me with an embarrassed face.

"Don't worry, wrap it up on me!" I pretended to smile lightly, whether I could gain the trust of Lin'er and Mama, to be honest, I was also worried in my heart. However, Zhize's attitude has changed, which makes it possible to solve the problem.

I was thinking about countermeasures, and I was taken into my arms by Zhi Ze carelessly, and a kiss containing affection was left on his forehead: "Xiaoxiao, I find that I love you more than before." ”

This man is mine! Lying in his gentle embrace, I was a little dizzy by the flood of happiness: "Tell me how much you love me?"

"I love you like..."Zhi Ze frowned and thought about it, suddenly stretched out his hand and pointed to the stars outside the window, and said proudly: "It's like so many stars in the sky!"

I love you more than the stars in the sky. "I tried to make a bigger circle in the air.

"Well, well, I love much more than the stars in the sky!"

"Nasty!"

"Haha..."

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