At that time, she was still young, at that time she also liked white shirts and white dresses, and liked straight long hair. She went upstairs, he went downstairs. He ran as fast as running water and bumped into her. As soon as Chen Mofei turned around, he also turned around and said sorry in a hurry. Then time and space seemed to be frozen in an instant, and Liu Nian felt that nothing could be more important than getting to know the female classmate in front of him.

"Hey, classmate. "Time will tell how good the voice of the passing year is.

"Ahem," Chen Qiao reminded aloud, and Chen Mofei suddenly realized.

She was so embarrassed that she didn't know why, "I don't know what's going on today." She said, "Maybe these two days are too tiring." ”

Liu Nian looked at her, and he knew that she shouldn't be too tired. She's more like ....... What is it like? Flowing years hang their heads ----- isolated geese.

Lonely goose.

Fang Cao's funeral was not many, but there were many of them. kept searching for Chen Mofei in the crowd, but in the end, he found that he lost hope by the facts. He turned on the car music and played a song "People Like Me" by Mao Buyi, and Mao Buyi's low and lyrical voice floated out of the car stereo: An excellent person like me should have a brilliant life, how come he is still floating in the sea of people for more than 20 years......

He liked the song, so he rested his head on the seat, the cigarette swirling, and the music flowed through the car. He closed his eyes, he didn't want to go home, he didn't want to open the car window to see the outside world, he didn't want to go back to the unit.

Melancholy filled his chest, how long had he not sighed so deeply?

I don't know how long it was, until the crowd dispersed. Liu Nian also got up and wanted to go back. He made a sensation, and glanced out of the car window, where there was no one in the direction of the Fangcao cemetery, and birds flew above the empty and lonely cemetery, their wings gliding like clouds, but soon disappeared into the blue sky and disappeared.

The wind blew through the treetops, making a low, plaintive whimper. It is a place full of sorrow and loneliness, where people bury their deceased relatives and come to pay their respects regularly, they seem to be still in the world, but they are clearly gone forever. And the red and willow green world in front of me has nothing to do with all the people buried here.

Liu Nian sighed, and suddenly felt that the person who invented the cemetery must be a long-term and persistent person. It is said that in ancient times, after a relative died and was buried, his closest relatives would build a shed next to the grave to guard filial piety. That's really nostalgic, I'm with you, not waiting for me to come and see you when I have time.

The car turned off silently, he didn't know why his car was awkward with him at this time, he lowered his head and tried to start it again, but when Liu Nian raised his head again, he saw Chen Mofei.

He stopped all the movements in his hand and quietly watched Chen Mofei walk up step by step, she didn't take anything, she didn't have a bouquet of flowers and a handful of paper money, she was empty-handed.

The music in the carriage is looping endlessly, and it is still Mao Buyi's voice: a confused person like me, a lonely person like me, a stupid person like me, a person like me who is unwilling to be ordinary, how many people are there in the world......

She walked over and stood in front of Fang Cao.

Liu Nian in the car sat up straight, the wind lifted Chen Mofei's black trench coat, her messy hair was tangled, flying, and dancing in the wind, and she stretched out her hand to cover her face.

She seems to have lost weight, thinking about the years. In such an empty and lonely place, she was as thin as a piece of paper, as if the slightest wind could lift her directly into the sky at any time.

Liunian's heart tightened, and he put his hand on the armrest of the car door. But he knew he couldn't get out.

Chen Mofei covered his face and lowered his body little by little. It's not a spring and autumn festival, there are almost no people in the entire cemetery, and she can cry loudly.

Liu Nian understood, and understood why she didn't show up with those brigades.

A woman like her will choose a good time and place for herself when she cries.

Mao Buyi's voice broke his heart when he heard it, and the lyrics also broke his heart, and the lyrics were said to have been written by him, which seemed to make people break their hearts and intestines when they read it, not to mention the low melody.

Chen Mofei's thin shoulders trembled like leaves in the wind, and he frowned, he clenched his fists, and put his hand on the handle again, a woman who cried so sadly, she should have had a hug at such a time. But can he give her this embrace?

No!

He knows.

No!

She knows it too.

His cheekbones bulged out violently, and then he made a sensation and stepped on the accelerator.

After that day, Liu Nian deliberately went to find Chen Mofei a few times. Of course, the excuse he gave himself was that it was okay anyway, just wandering around. But he wandered around and didn't know how, and in the end he would always sneak downstairs to Chen Mofei's house, or to the downstairs of her office.

For this reason, he deliberately changed cars with a colleague in the unit, and the colleague's car was not as expensive as his, and he was suspected of having bad intentions. He said that he wanted to buy one for his girlfriend, and he wanted to try the feel, so the other party agreed, and even took the flow of years into a meal orally.

I don't know why I did it. He knew that he couldn't actually do anything, especially to Chen Mofei. He was already "a grave in his heart, and the surviving lived in her". He was the surviving person she had buried.

What's the point of thinking about it now?

He is about to get married, and when the two parents meet in two days, they will have an engagement dinner.

Liu Nian shook his head, but still drove the car downstairs to her company. Liu Nian parked the car on the side of the road from afar, watched her from afar, watched her wrap her coat tightly in the wind, her short hair fluttering around in the wind, watched her greet people loudly and loudly at the gate of the company, talked loudly and laughed loudly, and then watched her escape into her car like a hermit and start.

Liu Nian watched Chen Mofei stay in the middle of the road for a long time at the red light, until the car behind honked the horn, and once, even the person in the back car came down and knocked on her window.

In the lane next to her, the driver of Chen Mofei's back car was a stout man with raised eyebrows, and he began to look like he wanted to drag Chen Mofei out and beat him up. But Chen Mofei pressed the window of the car, revealing a pair of teary eyes, and half of the man's anger disappeared.

Chen Mofei apologized to the other party in a low voice, and he looked like two people when he left the company just now. Liunian was in turmoil, but he didn't know why his heart was so disturbed, since he saw Chen Mofei again, he felt that he was getting more and more chaotic.

It can't be like this!, he warned himself.

But what about Chen Mofei? She doesn't seem to be able to take good care of herself, and sooner or later she will have an accident. The passing year is very reassuring. He felt that the reason why he thought like this was purely a kind of atonement, after all, he was sorry for her in the first place.

Liunian is not young now, and he understands the desire or can't let go of when he falls in love with someone as a teenager.

He understands.

However, it seems too late to understand.

Someone behind him also began to honk to remind him, and he came back to his senses at this time.

It's messed up, and his world is completely messed up by that woman.

Liu Nian sighed lowly, but the long sigh was quickly drowned out by the hustle and bustle of the city.

Emotions are not a luxury in this world?