The two held their heads and opened the window to let the cold wind in, trying to keep themselves awake.

At this time, Fang Qi sat on the bed, tidying up his messy clothes, "Do you know why I came to Suzhou?"

"Huh?"

"Because you once told me that Suzhou is a city worth visiting, and the Suzhou Gardens are worth visiting. You say that the pavilions and pavilions there are very chic, and you will not find such beautiful architecture in any corner of the world......"

Fang Qi kept describing, it was not that Jiang Xian didn't listen to it, but that he had already memorized this passage, which Du Luoyue said to him back then, and later he told Fang Qi to listen.

It's just that he never thought that Fang Qi would keep this passage in his heart as firmly as he did, and he also came to Suzhou. Jiang Xian suddenly felt that he might not even be as good as Fang Qi, and he didn't even have the courage to realize the wish he had been obsessed with for many years.

If it weren't for coming to Suzhou to find the reason for Luo Yue's amnesia, he might not have come to Suzhou in his life, let alone Suzhou Garden. It's not a question of attractions, it's a regret that can never be faced.

"What's wrong with you?" Fang Qi walked up to him lightly, looking at the ancient and prosperous Gusu City together.

"It's nothing, it's just that coming to such a classical city is a bit nostalgic for the past. ”

"Did you think of it, Hanshan Temple outside Gusu City, and get to the passenger ship in the middle of the night?" Fang Qi also suddenly became sad.

"Yes, from ancient times to the present, every tourist who comes here can have the loneliness and loneliness of Zhang Ji back then. Jiang Xian also sighed.

"Hmm. At this moment, Fang Qi had a lot of bitterness in his heart, but he couldn't say it.

"Why did you come to Suzhou all of a sudden?" Jiang Xian asked as he looked at Fang Qi, who was crying with pear blossoms and rain.

"Maybe it's because of you. Fang Qi described lightly, "If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have traveled to the mountains and rivers, and I wouldn't have read a lot of books." ”

"Hmm. ”

Fang Qi continued, "Because you said that you have poetry and books in your belly, so during the time after you left, I didn't look for a job, I didn't go out, I lived in that empty room, and read a lot of books every day. ”

At this moment, Jiang Xian felt infinite guilt, these words were not his own life perceptions, but what Du Luoyue told him. He also kept it in mind over the years, and insisted on reading every day, but Fang Qi didn't like to read, and no matter how much he encouraged her, she was indifferent.

Later, he gave up, not because she didn't like to read and didn't care about her, but because he realized that he was wrong, he shouldn't have cultivated Fang Qi to be like Luo Yue, that would be too unfair to Fang Qi.

Jiang Xian reached over and pulled the glass, "If you don't like to read, you don't have to force it, I was just talking at the beginning." ”

"Although part of the reason why I read is because of you, but also partly because of myself, I want to read well, hoping to find joy in books and find new hope. Fang Qi looked at Jiang Xian very confidently.

Jiang Xian smiled slightly and patted her shoulder, "Then have you found it now?"

"I'm just having fun at the moment. ”

"Tourism?"

"Uh-huh. ”

"Which cities have you been to?"

"I went to many cities, Shangri-La, Chengdu, Xi'an, Luoyang, Jinan, Shanghai, Suzhou. Fang Qi looked at it and counted it with his fingers.

"Wow, you've been to so many cities. Seeing that Fang Qi had come out of the shadows, he seemed to be happier than her.

"Yes, I went to Shangri-La because of "Lost Horizon", I went to Chengdu because I wanted to experience the taste of hot pot and mahjong, I went to Xi'an because of the Weibo of the Drum Tower, and I went to Luoyang because "Du Dan died, and he was also a ghost". I went to Jinan because Xia Yuhe and Emperor Qianlong met a Shandong Han on the shore of Daming Lake, and the reason why I went to Shanghai was because it was a necessary place to go from Jinan to Suzhou. ”

After listening to Fang Qi's statement, Jiang Xian's guilt increased again, because these stories were told to him by Luo Yue, and he later told Fang Qi. It's just that he and Du Luoyue haven't been to these places they yearn for, but they didn't expect Fang Qi to realize them for them.

"Then where are you going to go next?" Jiang Xian's heart was filled with guilt, but he couldn't say it, he really couldn't bear to watch Fang Qi in pain.

"Let's go back directly, I've been out to play for so long, and I'm almost running out. ”

"It's okay, if you still want to go, I'll sponsor you. ”

Fang Qi burst into tears, she didn't expect that after the breakup, Jiang Xian still cared about her as always, she broke the buttons on her sleeves, "Forget it, we have already broken up, no matter how poor I am, it is impossible for me to ask for your money, and besides, it is not easy for you now." ”

"It's okay, I earn a lot, and I don't have any family burdens, and the whole family is not hungry when one person feeds. ”

"I really don't need to, I want to earn money on my own, I want to live independently, I want to live for myself, and I'm very confident, like the heroine in an American soap opera. ”

Hearing this debriefing, Jiang Xian really found that Fang Qi had really changed a lot in the past month or so. Although he knew that he and Fang Qi would not be possible again, he still sincerely hoped that she would live a better life, become more and more confident, and not compromise herself for anyone.

Jiang Xian looked at his watch, it was already 7 o'clock in the evening, "It's time for dinner, let's go have a meal." ”

"Good. ”

"Whatever you want to eat, order whatever you want, I'm in for a treat today. ”

"I want to drink. ”

"Huh?"

"The kind of drunk. ”

Jiang Xian originally disagreed, but under Fang Qi's soft grinding and hard foaming, he had to agree, and the two of them were indeed drunk unconscious at night.

When he woke up the next morning, Jiang Xian found himself lying on the bed, all his clothes stripped and scattered in all corners of the hotel.

He had a headache, he worked hard, leaned his head on the edge of the bed, and tried to remember how he came back last night, and he couldn't remember why he was going crazy for a long time, only remembering that he and Fang Qi went crazy last night, and both of them drank until they were soft.

After helping each other back to the hotel, they began to kiss and pick up clothes. Only then did he remember where Fang Qi had gone, and he immediately got up and opened the door of the toilet without seeing Fang Qi.

Eventually, I saw the bra she left behind on the table and a letter that roughly read: "Last night was our last madness, but everything happened." This trip is very long, and I have figured out a lot, maybe our beginning was a mistake, meeting you in Suzhou is an accident and an end, the beginning of madness, and the end of madness. For the rest of your life, forget about each other.

A short letter, but it made Jiang Xuan, who didn't flick it, shed tears, and I don't know what it tasted like.