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"Teacher, did you know that there is also a piano version of this piece. (Full character e-book free download)" and Chen Yan walked into the piano room full of various musical instruments, Li Yan sat in front of the piano, opened the lid, and gently stroked the somewhat unfamiliar and somewhat familiar black and white keys with his hand and said to Chen Yan.

"Can you play it for me. Chen Yan sat next to the piano and said to Li Yan on the stool where the little girl was sitting when she practiced listening.

Li Yan didn't speak, he set his eyes on the piano, and his ten fingers quickly walked an arpeggio on it, and then the beautiful piano music sounded like a clear spring.

"Teacher, do you know, the 'female' teacher who made this song is as beautiful as you, she was born in a scholarly 'family', her parents are both music teachers in the university, she spent a carefree childhood and a young 'female' era under the care of her parents......" Li Yan closed her eyes and gently narrated to Chen Yan, her hands and ten fingers quickly crossed the piano keys, as if the harp-like sound of the piano was as beautiful as the young girl's crystal clear heart.

Chen Yan, who listened to Li Yan's narration, also closed her eyes, she seemed to remember her childhood and the young "girl" era, how similar the life experience of the young "girl" in Li Yankou's mouth was to her, the same scholarly "family", and her parents were also music teachers in the university.

As soon as the piano turned, Li Yan's left hand played a string of gentle minor triads on the keys, and a soft and graceful B-flat minor like a serenade flowed out of his right hand.

"Later, the young girl went to college, where she met a handsome and dashing king on a white horse, and the two fell in love quickly......" Li Yan continued, his voice as gentle as that soft tune.

"Jiahua and I also met in college, what a coincidence!" Chen Yan opened her eyes with some surprise after listening to Li Yan's narration.

Li Yan glanced at her, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she looked at Chen Yan's gaze towards a clear spring.

"At that time, Teacher Chen should have been the most beautiful 'girl' student in the school, right?" asked Li Yan, his hands did not stop, and the sound of the piano echoed in the room like the delicate and sweet feelings of the young 'girl'.

Chen Yan had a hint of blush on her face, but she smiled and didn't speak, she had enough confidence in her appearance, she remembered that Shao Jiahua was surprised when she saw her for the first time at school , when she went to college in the eighties, at that time it was still a taboo for students to fall in love in college, so although many boys secretly fell in love with her, no one dared to stand up and take the initiative to pursue her, but Shao Jiahua was an exception, it was a colorful dusk, when Chen Yan and a few classmates had dinner from the restaurant on the way to the dormitory, Shao Jiahua took the initiative to find her and said four words to her in front of her classmates, and it was these four words that made Shao Jiahua successfully enter her heart as pure as white paper, and wrote his brand on it。

"I like you. Chen Yan muttered in a low voice, that dusk when the sky was full of colorful clouds, Shao Jiahua said these four words to her.

The beautiful melody continued, and Li Yan continued: "Later, the two graduated, and the young 'girl' gave up the job arranged for her by her parents, and followed her to a small town in the north of the original province to become a music teacher, and soon they got married, and there was a lovely 'girl', their 'girl' was as cute as Nannan, and she was also called Nannan......"

Chen Yan covered her mouth and opened her eyes wide, her heart full of surprise, because what Li Yan said was exactly the same as her experience. (Free download of the full-character e-book)

"Is he talking about me?!" Chen Yan muttered in her heart, but she soon denied this unbelievable conclusion, because she had never made such a piece of music for "Death", and the "female" teacher was dead, and she was still alive.

"Teacher, isn't it a coincidence?" asked Li Yan with a smile, Chen Yan's surprised expression completely caught his eye.

"Hmm. Chen Yan nodded.

"Teacher, you can listen to this 'female' teacher's experience as your story in another time and space, because I see her shadow in you. Li Yan took a deep look at Chen Yan, originally he just wanted to touch Chen Yan through this piano music and dispel her thoughts of suicide, but now he has an impulse to make a break with his past life through this piano music, after all, people have to look forward.

"Tell me, teacher. Chen Yan nodded as if she didn't understand.

"Nan Nan is very cute, the 'female' teacher and his husband love her very much, and the 'female' teacher once thought that she was the happiest person in the world, and could raise Nan Nan with her lover, and then held hands until the white sky ......" Li Yan's voice was low, and the sound of the piano in his hand was still very delicate and beautiful, but Chen Yan, who had been immersed in music for many years, heard a trace of abnormality, because the original soft minor third chord in Li Yan's left hand gradually added some fourth chords, and the fourth chord is a discordant chord in music theory, and is often used to express something not very beautiful.

"Later......" Li Yan paused, the original gentle minor key was weakened, and suddenly, Li Yan's left hand played a continuous fourth chord in the low register, which raised Chen Yan's heart to her throat, and at this time she had completely brought herself into the story narrated by Li Yan.

"What happened?" asked Chen Yan with a trembling voice.

"Later, the "female" teacher's white horse king changed his mind, he declared to his wife that he liked another "female" outside, and for a while, the fairy tale world that the "female" teacher had woven for himself collapsed......" Li Yan suddenly raised his hands and smashed down the low register of the piano, and the sound of the piano sounded like the sky was cracking.

Li Yan closed her eyes again and said: "In order to save her marriage, the 'female' teacher thought of many ways, but it did not change the man's determination to abandon her. She came to a local teacher's school, where she met one of her best students, so she decided to pass on everything she had learned in her life to this student, and the student did not live up to her expectations, and soon stood out among the school's many musical talents, and when he was about to graduate, he was admitted to his teacher's alma mater, the Central Conservatory of Music, and became a legend in the school for a time......"

At this time, the melody that was somewhat blocked from under Li Yan's ten fingers was extremely sad, and every note seemed to hit Chen Yan's heart, making her feel a little suffocated, and unconsciously tears blurred her eyes.

"Just when her student was about to graduate, she finally divorced the negative man, and when she got the divorce certificate, she thought of suicide, but she was so unwilling, so she used all her heart and soul to compose this music, and on the afternoon of the day she decided to leave, she took her student to the school's piano room, played the piano music for him herself, and then 'handed over' the piano sheet and accordion sheet music to him for keeping, and told him that her son was sent to her grandmother's house by her, and she was leaving......" The sad melody continued, and Li Yan's low narration continued, a look of remorse and annoyance appeared on his face, he hated himself for being too careless at that time, and Chen Yan's obvious abnormality was ignored by him heartlessly.

Li Yan's right hand suddenly played a melody in the high part of the piano, which sounded in Chen Yan's ears like the sound of a broken mirror, and also like the crystal broken voice of a "woman" who regards love as her whole life, she realized something, and her face suddenly turned pale.

The next day, the student watched from afar as his beloved teacher was carried away with a white "cloud" in a white "color", it was summer, but the sky was very "overcast" and cold, as if it was about to collapse. A sound mixed with pain and sorrow, Li Yan gently lifted his hands from the black and white keys.

"Teacher, I swore that I would never play this song again, but because I met you, I made an exception twice, and I hadn't played this song for almost ten years before I saw you again. Li Yan turned around and looked at Chen Yan, whose face was pale, and said.

"Is it over?" asked Chen Yan in a low voice, Chen Yan, who was completely in mourning, didn't seem to notice the ten years that Li Yan was talking about.

"The story of the 'female' teacher is over, but the story of his students and his 'female' is not over, teacher, do you still want to listen?" asked Li Yan.

"Say it, the teacher wants to hear it. Chen Yan said.

"Teacher, if you were that teacher, would you be like her?" asked Li Yan.

"The teacher doesn't know, Li Yan, don't ask me, I really don't know. Chen Yan shook her head and said.

"Teacher, do you know what I think of this teacher?" asked Li Yan again.

"Confused! 'selfish'!" Li Yan said his answer without waiting for Chen Yan to answer.

"Ahh

"The 'female' teacher thinks that love is her whole life, and in order to pursue love, she can die in one fell swoop, but is love really the whole of her life?" Li Yan asked.

Chen Yan shook her head, not knowing what to say, because Li Yan's eyes made her feel scared at this time.

"Love is not all she has, because she still has relatives, do you want to know what happened to her 'daughter' after she dies? Do you want to know what happened to her student after she dies? Do you want to know what happened to her elderly parents after she dies?" Li Yan's eyes were a little red, and her voice was a little hoarse and asked.

"Her marriage change is a blow to the soul of the girl is devastating "sex", the original innocent and cute angel-like little "girl" child gradually became introverted, suspicious, do not like to "social" with people, in the kindergarten gradually no children and the girl to play, after her death was raised by her grandmother because of the lack of parental love became rebellious, violent, in the high school and even because of another "girl" Fighting for a boyfriend, everything broke her grandmother's heart, teacher, are you willing to let the girl grow up like this? She just left so irresponsibly, leaving her pale parents without filial piety, and raising a young 'girl' for her, do you still think that the 'female' teacher's approach is correct, isn't she 'selfish'?" Li Yan asked loudly.

"I didn't say that the teacher did the right thing, why are you doing so loudly?" Chen Yan muttered in a low voice with some shame in her heart, because she really thought that there was nothing wrong with what the 'female' teacher did just now.

"She just went, even when she was cremated, the man didn't look at her, is it really worth dying for a negative person, isn't she confused?" asked Li Yan again.

"Li Yan, don't say it, the teacher is wrong, the teacher assures you that you will never be so confused and selfish, okay?" Chen Yan's face was red and white when she was questioned by Li Yan, and she was extremely annoyed that she had the idea of suicide like that "female" teacher.

"Her student felt deep remorse for not showing her abnormality in time before she committed suicide, so that day he locked himself in the piano room and played the song for a day, until it was imprinted into the depths of his soul, and then he burned the score, and at the same time burned the admission letter of the Central Conservatory of Music that he tore apart, and after he graduated, he returned to the village to become a poor school teacher, in that remote school, he met his sister, coincidentally his sister is also named Wang Li......" Li Yan continued to tell as if he hadn't heard Chen Yan's pleading, but it was a different story.

Li Yan's narration attracted Chen Yan's attention, she was moved by the self-exile of the young man in the story for her teacher, entangled in the complicated feelings between Wang Li and the young man in the story, impressed by the courage of the young man to go out of school without hesitation in order to seek his ideals, encouraged by the young man who was admitted to graduate school with excellent grades, and worried about the young man's difficult job search because of the financial crisis, but when Li Yan said that the young man was killed in the back of his head by a giant potato in order to save people, but now he is back to his youth, she laughed and said: "Li Yan, you are so funny, you can come up with such an absurd story, whether potatoes can be stoned to death Don't say it first, people die like lights go out, how can he return to his youth. ”

Li Yan smiled bitterly and said, "Teacher, this is really a life, because that unlucky young man is me!"

Chen Yan lost her voice as if she had been choked by the throat, and only a shocked face remained.

"When I returned to last month with my memory, I was like having a big dream, I felt panicked and excited at the same time, at that time I swore that since God gave me a chance to start over, I must make up for the many regrets I experienced in my previous life one by one, in this life I will not let my father be killed by cancer because of the delay in treatment, in this life I will not let my sister let the lonely tears stain the pillow towel in countless nights accompanied by green lights, and I will not let the most important person in my life, my Jing'er be lost from my life again, I will also not let my most beloved teacher Chen Yan in my previous life recompose the song of death stained with blood and tears, teacher, don't you understand, the 'female' teacher I just talked about is you in my previous life!" Li Yan could no longer suppress his emotions, and at this moment he burst into tears.

ps: Whew, I finally wrote this chapter, I don't know how everyone feels after reading it, in short, Green Tea was moved by what he wrote and almost shed tears. In addition, those clips about music can also be regarded as Green Tea's own understanding of music, but Green Tea has also received nearly three years of music professional education, but it was abandoned later, which is a pity.

Explain the title of this chapter: The Mourner, the Sorrow of Death, and the Burial of the Dead, which means that the protagonist Li Yan uses his reborn hand to bury the death of the past life in this life.

Recommend a friend's book, the title of the book is "The Otherworldly Law God 'Mixed' City", which is also a city, and the book of green tea belongs to a different type of city, everyone can take a look if they are interested.

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