Yang Lu walked on the way back blankly, the feeling in her heart was already chaotic, sadness, anger, chagrin and other emotions were intertwined, all let her find the direction to go back, she couldn't remember how she got back to her parents' house, but after she went back, she completely closed herself off without leaving home, she thought a lot....... I couldn't hold back crying for a long, long time.......

On this day, she left home alone, first went to the place where she met Wen Feng for the first time, went to the front door of KFC, went to Tiananmen Square, went to the noisy Wangfujing and Xidan, and went to the Red House Cinema. She thought back to everything that had happened here on Valentine's Day in 2000, the first time she had met, the first time she had held hands, the first time she had hugged, the first time she had kissed....... Yang Lu had tears on her face but showed a sweet smile.

Leaving here, she went to the Asian Games Village, Q University and the zoo, where there are memories of Wen Feng's intimate care for her twice, as well as the happy appearance of Wen Feng every time he went to pick her up from school, the scene of watching hands together in the zoo, and the only time the two of them lived photos, but she and Wen Feng never saw it. Yang Lu suddenly remembered that she and Wen Feng had been together for four years, and there was only that life photo, and there were no other photos, she shook her head and smiled bitterly.

Later, she went to the Baishui Temple in District Y alone, looked at the solemn stone statue in front of her, and recalled the scene of the two kneeling down to worship heaven and earth...... She found the big tree engraved with the word Shanshui, the name was still there, but the heart shape of the outer circle was blurred. She took out the key and kept scratching it according to the traces, trying to restore it to its previous appearance, but her strength was too small, and she gave up looking at the "heart" that had not changed, is this the will of God?

She walked back blankly, looking at Wen Feng's home from a distance, hoping to stay a little longer.

In a trance, he saw Wen Feng racing with himself not far away, he pushed himself to swing there, and the two of them laughed very happily...... It's just that Lin Yuhan's arrival broke her memory, and when she told Yang Lu everything that happened that rainy night, Yang Lu's already dull eyes looked even more hollow.

Wen Feng's first time was just a knot in his heart, and this time he lost it completely.

Eventually, she returned to their house, which was still the same, with a slight layer of dust on the windowsill, indicating that he had not been back for a long time. Yang Lu's distracted eyes gradually focused on the couple cup on the sink, and she muttered to herself dismally: "...... Cup...... Cup...... Lifetime...... Lifetime...... There is no ...... anymore It's been a lifetime......" Yang Lu slowly squatted on the ground, her shoulders couldn't stop shaking violently, and the tears in her eyes dripped down her haggard cheeks and fell to the ground. She thought back to everything that had happened in this room and what Wen Feng had experienced. The angry dialogue on OICQ, pink roses, Dove chocolates, pandas, persistently carrying themselves, necklaces engraved with each other's names, Wen Feng's ten wishes, KY's company's football match, Beidaihe trip, he who was hospitalized for drinking, crystal bead earrings, warm hands sent by her hands for fear of cold hands, the carnival on the night of the successful Olympic bid, the compound downstairs in the dormitory, he learned to dance in red stockings, "Tears of the Heart" written for her, raised bright red roses and diamond rings to propose to her.......

Everything had been so clear, but she couldn't grasp any of the past, let alone imagine their future, and she could only cry unbridled in this empty house.

Yang Lu spent four days revisiting the past four years between her and Wen Feng, and finally returned to her parents' house. After making up her mind repeatedly, she took off the diamond ring in her hand, took out the passbook from her bag that Song Jianhui had withdrawn when she got married, and put it in an envelope and sent it to Wenfeng Company by courier.

That night, the computer screen became blurry in front of her eyes, typing on the keyboard full of tears, and she left the breakup message to Wen Feng on QQ, when she wrote "I love you, I won't break up with you", she couldn't help herself at all, and the last step was to delete Wen Feng, and she bit her lip even more.