Two days later, Chu Xinran was discharged from the hospital without serious health, and at this time, it was also the Spring Festival of reunion and auspiciousness.

In the residential area, every household is lit up to welcome the Spring Festival, but the cold family is lonely and desolate. Luo Yifan's funeral ended yesterday, and the atmosphere of the Leng family, which had not been very happy for many years, seemed even more gloomy and lonely.

Chu Xinran stood alone in the garden of the Leng family, looking at the dark sky without even stars, and couldn't help but think of the days when Luo Yifan was with him in the past, and his heart was sad but he couldn't shed tears.

She has cried too much in the past two days, Chu Xinran's eyes have been red and swollen like two walnuts, and the whites of her eyes are all filled with blood, plus she can't sleep at night, and her mental state is not very good.

The clock hands point to 12 o'clock at midnight, and the New Year's bell in the residential area is ringing continuously, and people are jubilant with the sound of firecrackers, but the lively scene has nothing to do with it.

"Luo Yifan, if it weren't for me, wouldn't you be able to stand here with me like this and listen to the New Year's bell," Chu Xinran slowly squatted down, kneading a ball of snow with his gloveless hands, and staring at the snowball kneaded out of his hand with his eyes.

Just two days before this, Luo Yifan also accompanied her to build a snowman in the courtyard for a snowball fight, and he would try his best to make Chu Xinran not feel bored and happy. There were also those painting tools, Luo Yifan thought about it very carefully, but Chu Xinran didn't appreciate it at that time, and he blamed him in a very bad tone.

"I can't continue to reminisce about the past like this, no......" Chu Xinran supported the ground with one hand and stroked her forehead with the other, now as long as she thought of that, she felt her chest suffocated, dizzy, and seemed to be about to lose her breath.

"Click,,"

Familiar and full of cold voice, Chu Xinran's body stiffened, this feeling was very familiar to her, wasn't that ......

Turning around slowly, when Chu Xinran saw clearly who the person standing in front of her was, she sat on the ground with her legs limp. The pain spread so that Chu Xinran didn't hear the sound, and he didn't even know when Luo Yidong was standing behind him.

Luo Yidong's tall figure stood in front of Chu Xinran, holding a gun in his hand, and the muzzle of the gun was facing Chu Xinran's forehead at this time, his face was cold with a look of grief that he had never seen before.

"Yifan died because of you, and you have to pay the price for your willfulness. ”

Luo Yidong's words made Chu Xinran's breath stagnate, looking at his face that was almost similar to Luo Yifan but without a sunny smile, his eyes full of sadness slowly closed.

"You saved my life, that day...... There are also a few times in the past, if it wasn't for Luo Yifan to save me, I wouldn't be alive now. My life belongs to you two brothers, so I have no objection to you taking it back. ”

Although Luo Yifan's death was an accident, his life was indeed lost because of Chu Xinran. No matter how rational Luo Yidong is, he will definitely miss his younger brother crazy during this kind of Spring Festival, so he will come to Chu Xinran with resentment.

Luo Yidong thought that Chu Xinran would cry and plead, but he didn't expect that she would close her eyes so quietly and wait for death to come, such a move really shocked Luo Yidong's heart.

"You should have died a long time ago. Luo Yidong suppressed the emotions surging in his chest, and just as his fingers were about to pull the trigger to avenge his brother, the rustle of his feet on the snow next to him interrupted the sound he was about to hear.

Chu Xinran's trembling gaze wandered over there, and when she found out that it was Leng Yehan who came here, the emotions in her eyes were extremely complicated.

"Are you here to stop me," Luo Yidong's eyes never left Chu Xinran's face.

Leng Yehan glanced at Chu Xinran, and said indifferently: "I won't stop you, because I know that if you don't do this kind of thing, your heart will never be at peace." But I'd love to ask you one thing, do you remember what you said to me?"

Luo Yidong was stunned, he understood the meaning of Leng Yehan's words, frowned and replied coldly: "Remember." Of course Luo Yidong remembered, because it was he who said to Leng Yehan at that time that no matter whether Chu Tianxi committed suicide in fear of crime or was framed and killed, Chu Xinran should not be involved in this matter, after all, it was not her fault, and the crime was not to death.

The world is unpredictable, and I didn't expect such a big reversal to happen, which caught people off guard.

Luo Yidong's eyebrows were furrowed, his forehead was bruised, and his eyes were full of all kinds of tangled and resentful looks. Leng Yehan really didn't make a move to stop him, and it felt as if Chu Xinran's life was not important to him at all.

Time passed in a bit of torment, Luo Yifan finally put down the gun in his hand, let Chu Xinran go with his heart full of entanglement and pain, and turned around and left the garden.

Luo Yidong left, which proved that Chu Xinran's life would not be threatened today. When Luo Yidong's figure completely disappeared in front of him, Chu Xinran's whole body collapsed to the ground as if it had fallen apart.

Leng Yehan hurriedly went over and helped Chu Xinran up, and without waiting for her to speak, he hugged Chu Xinran tightly in his arms, "Do you know, in fact...... I really hate you so much that I want to kill you, but ......" Leng Yehan's voice was a little hoarse, and there seemed to be a little imperceptible trembling, "If you say that you want to pay for your life, then I am definitely the culprit." ”

In the past two days, not only Chu Xinran was so guilty and annoyed, but even Leng Yehan was reflecting on what he had done. He was blaming himself, if she hadn't been angry with Chu Xinran that day, she wouldn't have run out angry.

If Chu Xinran hadn't run away, Luo Yifan wouldn't have chased after her and had an accident. In the final analysis, Leng Yehan thought that he should bear all the blame for all this, after all, it was Chu Xinran who he had brought Luo Yifan into contact in the first place.

At this moment, Chu Xinran fully understood Leng Yehan's heavy feelings of internal responsibility, her trembling hands tightly grasped Leng Yehan's clothes, and shook her head gently, "I don't blame Luo Yidong for treating me like this, because this is what I should bear." But you...... If even you think so, Luo Yidong ...... and Luo Yifan, they won't be happy. ”

Chu Xinran is now distressed by Leng Yehan from the bottom of her heart, and even more distressed by Luo Yidong, who lost her younger brother, she also understands that Leng Yehan did not fail to save him just now, but used another way to let Luo Yidong go.

Chu Xinran had lost her relatives, and she understood how deep this pain was like a sharp knife cutting off the bones, so as long as she thought about it, her heart would ache for these people.

……

The fifteenth day of the first lunar month has passed, and the Leng family is still deserted, but today there is one more person, a psychiatrist.

Although Luo Yidong let Chu Xinran go that day and did not make a move on her, Chu Xinran struggled to survive under the serious blow in Luo Yifan's heart, and his mood was extremely depressed, resulting in depression.

The psychiatrist was invited by Leng Yehan, and he did not confront Chu Xinran head-on, but saw Chu Xinran's image in the bedroom monitor placed by Leng Yehan, and was finally diagnosed with depression.

In fact, the reason why Chu Xinran became what he is today is not because of Luo Yifan. Since the Chu family suffered a mutation and Chu Tianxi committed suicide for no apparent reason, Chu Xinran has weighed many burdens in his heart for a long time, and finally collapsed into this state.

"Brother, what should I do," Leng Xixi asked Leng Yehan with a worried face, "Why don't you ...... Let the doctor treat her,"

Leng Yehan shook his head, "Not yet, Chu Xinran will definitely reject the doctor." ”

"Then how should it be," Leng Xixi was about to cry urgently, she also knew that Leng Yehan's words were not wrong, according to Chu Xinran's current situation, it was indeed not suitable for her to face the psychiatrist directly.

"I thought that after Brother Yidong left that day, she would let herself slowly calm down, but she didn't expect it to turn into such a situation, Chu Xinran must be replaying the scene of Brother Yifan repeatedly...... "Leng Xixi said something that shouldn't be said, she covered her mouth with her hand and looked at Leng Yehan, the look on his face was not very good-looking.

"I ...... I'd better go and spend time with her. Leng Xixi put down his hand and walked out of the door.

"I'll go with you. Leng Yehan rarely took the initiative, and actually said that she would go to Chu Xinran's room with Leng Xixi, although she was a little puzzled that Leng Yehan was going to catch a cold, but she couldn't help but didn't ask much.

Walking through the long corridor, the two brothers and sisters of the Leng family came to the room where Chu Xinran lived, because her current situation was a bit special, so there would be a maid in the room at all times.

As soon as he walked to the door, Leng Xixi raised his hand and was about to open the door, when he heard the maid's voice shouting from the door: "Chu...... Miss Chu, you ...... You put down the knife, let's talk about it,"

"No...... No," Chu Xinran said in a crying voice, which was heartbreaking to hear, "Don't you always bother me, I want to be alone and quiet, just ...... As long as this happens, the world will be silent...... It's all quiet,"

"Miss Chu," the maid was so frightened that she wanted to snatch the fruit knife from Chu Xinran's hand, but she couldn't get close because she was wielding the knife.

"Brother, hurry up," Leng Xixi greeted and vigorously opened the door.

Seeing that it was Leng Xixi coming in, Chu Xinran looked over there, and in this short moment, Leng Yehan flashed out from behind Leng Xixi, flew up and kicked the fruit knife in Chu Xinran's hand, and her body fell to the ground because of the custom.

"You go out. Leng Yehan ordered, and the maid immediately left the room as if she had received amnesty.

"Chu Xinran, what are you doing," Leng Xixi helped Chu Xinran up, and after she finished speaking, she felt very regretful, Chu Xinran is now a depressed patient, and she is undoubtedly accusing Chu Xinran by saying this, which makes her feel more guilty in her heart.

Leng Yehan walked over, grabbed Chu Xinran's wrist and dragged her to him, "Chu Xinran, your life was exchanged for Yifan's life, if you die like this for the sake of purity, are you worthy of Yifan?"

"I ...... I ......" Chu Xinran's eyes flickered, and his bloodless lips trembled uncontrollably.

"If you really want to die, it's better to let Yidong shoot you that day, at least let him avenge Yifan and relieve his anger, it's better than you dying in vain and worthless," Leng Yehan finished speaking, and pushed Chu Xinran down on the sofa hard.

"Brother," Leng Xixi couldn't stand it anymore, she pounced on Leng Yehan and slapped his arm hard, "You know her current situation, and you deliberately say that kind of thing to stimulate her, do you want her to be better,"

Leng Ye Han pulled away Leng Xixi, and his cold eyes were always staring at Chu Xinran with a sad look, "I hope you remember what I said, don't look for me to die and live, you have to keep your life and live well." This is not for yourself, but for you to continue to live in this world as the eyes of Yifan. ”