Chapter 205: The Abyss of Love

At this moment, it seems that the whole world is clean, the huge back garden of the villa, hundreds of characters with heads and faces, all seem to be frozen, and the focus of the audience is focused on me and Xu Nan, but, for me, everything is a floating cloud.

At this moment, there were turbulent waves in my heart, and huge emotions overwhelmed me, just because, I told the most difficult confusion in my heart, I was waiting for Xu Nan's answer, expecting her to tell me why all this is.

Fortunately, when I asked this sentence hidden in my heart, Xu Nan, who had always been calm as water, was finally moved, the emotion she buried finally emerged, her expression was changing, and her eyes were slowly red, it turned out that she did not give up on me completely, she still had me in her heart, my words touched her heartstrings, so that she finally had a reaction.

I held my breath and stared at her tightly, waiting for her answer, but before Xu Nan could speak, the crowd below the stage exploded first, and suddenly, those who were stunned came back to their senses and talked about me.

Although, as the leader of the Loyalty League, I am already well-known in this city, but after all, I am a new character, and I have disappeared for another three months, so there are not many people who know me, and even fewer people know the love story between me and Xu Nan.

At first, most people thought I was here to make trouble, however, when I jumped on the stage and said such a thing to Xu Nan, almost everyone understood that Xu Nan and I had fallen in love, and it was precisely because of this that those people under the stage were all boiling. Many people think that I have eaten the gall of a leopard, and dare to grab the bride of the young master in the territory of the sixth master, I am afraid that in this city, no one has the courage, but I did it, so my behavior caused public anger while confusing the people at the scene.

Especially the second ancestor Liu Tengfei, the son of Deputy Bureau Liu who was abused by me, took the opportunity to fan the flames, kept saying bad things about me, and wanted to push me to the crater.

And, my other enemy, Xue Qi, looked at me with great interest, feeling that for her, this is a rare good show, and it is also a good show that makes her very gratified, after all, in Xue Qi's eyes, I have a leg with Han Shuang, and now I suddenly have a relationship with the bride of the crown prince of the Gao family, and even I still seem to care about this bride, of course she is even more interested.

However, as my former benefactor, Boss Li, didn't have much reaction, his eyes were still an unfathomable look, which made people incomprehensible, I don't understand what kind of attitude he has towards this farce, and I don't want to know, in my eyes, there is no world left, only Xu Nan.

For me, the most terrible thing is not the strength of the enemy, not the audience's discussions, but Xu Nan's attitude towards me, I finally saw her moved, but the next answer she gave me directly broke my heart: "You are not worth waiting for you!"

Her words were very straightforward, and her tone was even more indifferent, so cold that I couldn't help but shiver all over my body, I looked at Xu Nan blankly, and asked very bitterly: "Why, can you wait for me to come back and explain?"

My voice is so hoarse that it doesn't look like it, it's not that I'm trying my best to control my emotions, I'm afraid I'm going to cry, I really can't figure it out, why did my Xu Nan become like this, I always thought that no matter how big a mistake I made, Xu Nan would forgive me, she couldn't be like today, she didn't even break up with me, and married someone else.

My sadness, my pain, all fell into Xu Nan's eyes, she heard my question, her expression was constantly changing, it could be seen, her heart was not comfortable, after a long pause, she replied to me: "Because I don't want to wait for you anymore, and I don't want to listen to your explanation, I have already sworn that between us, this is the end, you go!"

The last three words, Xu Nan said very resolutely, there is no room for negotiation at all, although, in this public, Xu Nan did not hide my relationship with her, but her answer, her determination, are enough to destroy me and make me more uncomfortable than death.

In fact, no matter when, I am not a dead face, I have dignity, I have a bottom line, especially in love, I am extremely sensitive, so, I used to be at the door of Xu Nan's house, I waited for a few days, and finally in exchange for Xu Nan proposed to break up, I was at the beginning, for the sake of that broken dignity, I didn't ask why, just turned around and left, that was my most painful and desperate day, but it was also the one I regretted the most, I regretted not asking the reason, regretting that the two had a misunderstanding.

Now, the world has changed, my relationship with Xu Nan has come full circle, and it has returned to the most painful state at the beginning, Xu Nan has become an iceberg of indifference again, rejecting me thousands of miles away, but, this time, for Xu Nan, in order not to have a deep misunderstanding, I can let go of the dignity of bullshit, let go of everything, and just ask her for forgiveness.

Therefore, even if Xu Nan was so cold to me, I still licked my face, and under the attention of everyone, I looked at Xu Nan and said in pain: "Nan Nan, at the beginning, we also had a misunderstanding, but at that time, you were willing to wait so long for me, without regrets." All along, no matter how big a mistake I make, you will forgive me, this time, even if I am wrong, but I am also forced to be helpless, you should listen to my explanation, even if you hate me and blame me, you should also give me a chance to mend my ways, why are you so cruel, marry someone directly, we have agreed between us that we will be together for the rest of our lives, and we will never give up, have you forgotten?"

My voice is indescribably desolate, as if my heart has been taken away, so miserable, so painful, I show all the emotions I buried in the depths of my heart, so ** and distinct. However, this has not moved Xu Nan, Xu Nan's eyes are full of despair, and she finally made the saddest voice: "Just like you said, people will change, and I will change too." At the beginning, it was because I forgave again and again that I connived at your nonsense, and the mistakes you made can no longer be forgiven, Wu Lai, I trouble you not to be too self-righteous, don't think that no one can do without you, the earth can still turn without you, I can still be happy when I leave you, I have found my own true love, but if you are a little self-aware, leave quickly, don't disturb my wedding!"

Although Xu Nan's voice was bitter, her words were so ruthless, obviously, she was completely hurt by me, and she didn't plan to forgive me anymore.

As soon as she finished saying this, Mother Xu in the audience suddenly added to me: "Wu Lai, my daughter has nothing to do with you anymore, what do you mean by stalking here, leave quickly, don't be shameless!"

From the earliest times, Xu's mother didn't have a good impression of me, until today, I know more clearly, she is unwilling to accept me from the bottom of her heart, her words, is not polite to me at all, and, the audience in the audience saw this, more and more complained, even if they are stupid, they also understand, the current situation is that the bride's ex-boyfriend came to make a wedding, but, I made ordinary people's weddings in the past, and now I am making a wedding of the Gao family, which is equivalent to hitting the muzzle of the gun.

It's just that as the son of the sixth master, the crown prince of the Gao family, and the male protagonist of the scene, the groom official, Gao Jiawei, has been standing on the stage, quietly, from beginning to end, he didn't say a word, his eyes looked calm, and his expression was completely calm.

He is not very old, but he feels very like a city, which is unpredictable, and the more he looks at it, the more gloomy he becomes, and he looks cautious. If he strikes at me immediately, I still think it's normal, but he just stands quietly next to me, but it makes me feel very uneasy, there is a smell of conspiracy, and I feel more and more that this matter is not simple.

Therefore, seeing Xu Nan so ruthless, my heart was torn at the same time, but with deep doubts, I suddenly stretched out my hand, pointed directly at Gao Jiawei, and asked Xu Nan: "Nan Nan, you tell me honestly, whether you were forced and threatened, what means did he use for you, right, you tell me, I can settle down, with me here, you don't have to be afraid!"

When I said this, I had the last glimmer of hope, really, even if the whole world betrayed me, I couldn't accept it, Xu Nan would treat me like this, I really didn't believe that Xu Nan would empathize and fall in love with a man other than me, this is absolutely impossible, she must have a hard time.

But, to my disappointment, I didn't get the answer I wanted, and my last shred of hope was completely crushed, Xu Nan, because of my words, burst out of a very strong anger, she directly waved my hand away, and shouted at me angrily:

"Wu Lai, are you sick, do you really think that you are amazing, you can empty your eyes? You are just a little bastard, this is not a place for you to go wild, I also ask you not to be too sentimental, I don't have feelings for you anymore, what I love now is Gao Jiawei, please don't stalk anymore, okay?"

Xu Nan spoke to me in this tone for the first time, she was so fierce, and her words were so cruel, she actually defended Gao Jiawei and belittled me in front of so many people, as if I pointed at Gao Jiawei with my finger, which was an insult to that person, Xu Nan did not allow me to do this, and I was not allowed to slander and insult the man she loved. She defended other men just like she did for me.

All of a sudden, I felt like I was a joke, so ridiculous, I was even hopeful and lucky, I wanted to save this love, I didn't want to believe that this indestructible love that we had through so many trials and tribulations could be so vulnerable. But the truth is so cruel that Xu Nan really became unknown to me.

Her change made my heart ache, my nerves were numb, and my eyes became hollow, as if everything in front of me was nothing, and at the moment when my injured organs were torn apart, Xu Nan's cold voice came into my ears again:" Wu Lai, wake up, don't dwell on the past, a man like you who is selfish and doesn't care about others doesn't deserve love at all, in your eyes, it's hatred and brotherhood, you know how to mix all day long, you know how to fight and kill, you can leave your girlfriend aside and ignore it, you can spend your heart when you have a little achievement, hook up with three or four, and mess with flowers and grass, do you really think you are the son of heaven? Do you think you are worth waiting for you? You don't know what true love is, I think you came to my wedding today, not because of how much you love me and how reluctant you are to give up on me, I'm afraid you just can't accept me to marry, lose your face, I've seen through you, I don't want to see you again, you go quickly!"

If I say that even if I am injured in front of me, I can still restrain myself, then, at this moment, after hearing Xu Nan's words, I am completely devastated, even if my heart is strong, I can't stand such a blow, especially, these words actually came from Xu Nan's mouth, which is really more uncomfortable than ten thousand arrows piercing my heart.

My red eyes, finally shed tears of despair, only for a moment, I became like a madman, suddenly let out a crazy laugh, laughing miserable and terrifying, laughter echoed in the sky above the manor, it looked so sad, laughing until everyone thought I was crazy, I stopped laughing, and then yelled at Xu Nan like crazy: "Yes, I really didn't understand feelings and love before, but after experiencing so much with you, I reflected, I understood, I knew, I knew, what is **." After you broke up with me for the first time, I really thought that your love for me was too fragile, but then your various behaviors made me understand that your love for me is indestructible, you waited for me again and again, lived for me and died for me, I knew it, I could feel it, it was because I felt it too deeply, I gave you the same love. That's right, I didn't do well enough in many places, and I ignored you a lot of times, but that's because I'm not strong enough, I can't protect you, so I have to let you wait for me at home, it's not that I don't love you and don't want you, it's just that I don't want to implicate you, I want to wait for me to settle everything, and then marry you in a beautiful way, and give you a big surprise.

You say I'm a bastard, but do you know why I'm a social bastard? It's for you, I'm just because I want to remove the barriers between us, so I have to mix with society, I admit, during the time I was separated from you, I did have anything to do with other girls, but I never wanted to betray you, some things, really not out of my control, but I know clearly, my heart for you, has never changed, for you, I can do anything, for you, I can give up everything, for you, I work hard, just to create a comfortable environment for you, I am not selfish only for my own sake, for me, as long as I am with you, I will be satisfied, you know?

I don't know what happened to you in the past three months, but I can tell you clearly that in these three months, I have never let go of you, and it is because of you that I have grown rapidly and made continuous progress, just to see you as soon as possible. As soon as I came back, I got out of the car, I didn't eat a meal, I came to you, I want to apologize to you, I want to confess to you, I want to explain to you, I just ask for your forgiveness, but as soon as I came, I got the news of your marriage, how much this news hurts me, do you know?

You said that I appeared at the wedding scene for my own face, why don't you want to think about it, if I care about face, how can I bother you here? What I care about is only you, you are my favorite woman, I can't accept the fact that you are married, I want to keep you, I want to keep you, but it turns out that you have changed, really changed your mind, and become so thorough. Xu Nan, you can beat me, scold me, and deny everything about me, but you can't deny my love for you, because I really love you. However, I have self-knowledge, I no longer have skin and face, and I will not disturb the happiness of others, since you are sober, since this is your choice, I respect you and wish you a happy marriage!"

In the end, my voice trembled, tears were more like a raging flood, wanton flying, I felt that if I didn't say these words, my body would explode, and now that I said it, I was directly like a deflated ball, suddenly languishing, my emotions have fallen into the lowest point of my life.

At this moment, the audience seemed to be dumbfounded, the back garden of the huge villa, once again fell into an empty silence, no one made a sound, even the sun in the sky, hid in the dark clouds, God, are feeling sad for me, all of a sudden, I feel that I have become the most pitiful person in the whole world.

Pitiful, but I can't be too pathetic, even though my legs trembled, I still moved my steps with an unyielding spirit, and slowly walked down from the stage.

My steps are like lead, but my steps are so resolute, I told myself, no matter what, I have to leave strongly, I don't want to fall here, I don't want to be ridiculed by these worldly people, I don't want Xu Nan to look down on me even more, I just want to escape quickly, out of this abyss that makes me desperate.

However, as soon as I walked to the middle of the red carpet, suddenly, a soul-stirring voice sounded like a thunderbolt: "Imperial City Villa, do you come and leave if you want?"