Chapter 418

Lu Yijin and Yu Sili walked hand in hand in the green garden, and the two of them couldn't find anything to say for a while.

Yu Sili sighed, took a few steps forward, let go of Lu Yijin's hand, sat on a chair on the side of the road, smiled and said, "I always knew that she should have recovered, but I didn't expect him to admit it." ”

Lu Yijin lowered her head, looked at the lines on the stone bricks, pursed her lips, took two steps forward, and sat next to Yu Sili. "The level of medical care of DE& is impossible to treat people for many years without any effect, you should know it. ”

It is precisely because she knows that she feels a little sad, she would rather be so sick and crazy than live well, and she is not willing to accept the reality. But...... actually admitted it, for what reason did you admit it?" Yu Sili's eyes were slightly red, probably really sad, Lu Yijin saw her hand clenched into a fist, and she was still trembling slightly. Gently covering his hands, trying to comfort her in such a way.

"I'm actually very jealous, a family of three, happy picture, I have never forgotten, the reason why I have been unwilling to let go for so long, even I can't tell what it is for. Maybe it's more jealousy, I don't know. Yu Sili muttered to herself, and Lu Yijin leaned on her and leaned her head on her shoulder.

“Aa

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, I never asked you...... Why did you do that day? I didn't ask you, are you really happy now?" Lu Yijin still asked in the end, these questions have been haunting her heart, but she never dared to ask.

"I thought you wouldn't ask me. Yu Sili's head leaned against Lu Yijin. "Me and Aa

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After many years together, I know him too well, whether he is telling the truth or a lie I can see at a glance, and he said that he never loved me that day It was a lie...... I don't know exactly why he gave up on me...... But he and I can't go back to the past after all. ”

"All my unwillingness and grievances, pain and despair because of him dissipated at that moment. It's time for me to let go, it's him who lets go, and it's me who lets go...... Love someone, miss someone...... That's how we should be...... It's best not to disturb each other. ”

"As for me and Yan Yining...... I know that he likes me and is genuine to me, and I can feel it, just like when I coaxed Aa

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All the same, he coaxed me. For me, except for Aa

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It's the same with whoever you are with, the difference is whether there is love in between...... Yan Yining and I still have love...... I also have a good impression of him, and I will do my duty as a wife, and I will fall in love with him. Yu Sili's words made Lu Yijin couldn't help but look down.

"I'm probably like this, I'm also with Hua Xuyu because of reality, if you ask me how I feel in my heart, I don't know if it's love anymore. Lu Yijin's voice was very soft, with a hint of uncertainty and a hint of confusion.

Yu Sili could hear it, smiled, stretched out her other hand, and patted the hand that Lu Yijin placed on her hand. "It's just that you can't feel it yourself, you are a habit to Hua Xuyu, used to him being by your side, used to him being with you every day, if you don't have him in your heart, you won't let him be by your side like this. ”