As far as the specific situation is concerned, it should have been Bei Lu who described her condition first.

Because her special experience has just begun, the process is relatively simple, and it is the easiest to understand the full picture.

But considering the issue of trust, the sensitivity of the woman, and Beilu's current emotional state.

In order not to let the other party feel too much pressure and panic, Zhuo Qun did not ask for this.

On the contrary, in order to show sincerity and lead by example, he was very generous and took the lead in talking about his past and present lives.

So next, Bei Lu learned the basic situation of Zhuo Qun's initial life.

I know that he was born in 97 and was born in a family of ordinary teachers and workers in an important industrial town in northern China.

From elementary school to learning, there are no disasters or diseases, and they live an ordinary life.

In 996, he was admitted to the Journalism Department of the "Minmin University", and after graduation, he worked in the "Urban Youth Daily" and settled in the capital as a new Beijinger.

It's the same as the days of three o'clock and one line.

The greatest tribulation of this life is nothing more than two points.

First, his wife Wei Li was unable to have children due to physical reasons, which caused their married life to become more and more like a pool of stagnant water.

Second, the development of the Internet has dealt a subversive blow to the paper media industry, causing Zhuoqun to encounter an unemployment crisis in middle age.

And his ordinary and tragic life ended with his sudden death at the age of forty-one.

The specific time is 0:04 a.m. on 209/0.

Speaking of which, Bei Lu couldn't help but interject.

"And how did you feel when you died?"

Zhuo Qun replied.

"That happened in the form of cardiac arrest. It hurts, like something has smashed my heart. Although it was not long, it was indeed painful, and nothing ...... except for the various sensations and consciousness gradually blurring and fading."

But hearing this, Bei Lu couldn't help but gasp.

"On the plane that day, you said you brought wine to celebrate an important day, is that what you mean?"

Zhuo Qun paused in embarrassment, but still told the truth.

"Yes. It was to commemorate my own death, which was my long-planned funeral in the air. ”

Bei Lu continued to ask with a serious expression.

"You mean to say that I drank wine for you to ...... You knew you were going to die on time? and you boarded that plane...... Don't...... Are you going to let me stay in a cabin with a corpse for more than ten hours?"

Zhuo Qun couldn't look directly at Bei Lu's face, he slowly lowered his gaze, and couldn't help but feel ashamed of his selfishness.

"Yes, I have to admit that I didn't think about other people's feelings at all. Very, very sorry. ”

"This is mainly due to the fact that in the first few reincarnations, I tried all kinds of ways but failed to save my life. That's when I decided to use alcohol to relieve the pain. ”

"And I'm afraid of being alone, I've been living alone, and I'm very reluctant to be alone when I die. That's why I got on that plane and met you. ”

"To be honest, it was really the least painful time I felt, and I even saw many beautiful fantasies before I died, such as mandalas, wheels, ...... There is also the Mobis Ring. ”

"It's just that I didn't expect that I would involve you. Now that I think about it, maybe you have become like this, and you have nothing to do with me. I don't know if it's me, or because of the bottle of wine, or if it's that sentence. Or is it some other unknown factor......"

"But I can assure you that I have absolutely no idea what is going on and why it happened. There is absolutely no premeditation or conspiracy in everything that happens to you. Trust me on this. ”

Maybe it's because Zhuo Qun's attitude is sincere, or maybe it's the same situation that makes Bei Lu feel the same way.

She actually just clenched her palms tightly this time, and she didn't really get angry.

Even unexpectedly, he took the initiative to find some justification for Zhuo Qun.

"Forget it, I can understand your feelings. ”

"Imagine if a person had no end, no end to endure such things, what would he care about? Life and death are only a matter of moments, eternal loneliness. Especially for you, death is also birth. What's the difference?"

"And you told me in advance that you were going to fall asleep until the end of the voyage. Although it is a deception, it is also a well-intentioned deception. ”

"What's more, that's how it happened. I also died of heart problems, and I saw those fantasies. And most likely at the same time as you. I didn't look at my watch, but I ...... shortly after you returned to your seat."

She didn't finish, but took a deep breath.

"Anyway, since we're both dead and causing trouble to the rest of the plane, I certainly don't have the right to accuse you of anything. ”

And such a considerate return touched Zhuoqun on the spot.

For the first time in many years, he felt the joy of being understood.

So much so that I couldn't be calm anymore, and my voice trembled.

"Thank you, you are a nice person, you are really tolerant and very kind......"

These words made Beilu smile.

"Okay, stop complimenting. I don't want to be labeled as a good person, and I can't stand moral kidnapping. To state the premise first, my understanding is based only on your honesty. You must know that there will always be fake things in the entertainment industry, I have really had enough, and the most intolerable thing is that others lie to me. ”

Zhuo Qun swears.

"No problem, I can guarantee with my life. It's all the truth. ”

Unexpectedly, Bei Lu grabbed the handle and made another joke on him.

"That's probably not credible. Your life is the most unreliable thing. ”

And just like that, the conversation began to have a good atmosphere.

After that, Zhuo Qun continued to retell his story from beginning to end in chronological order.

He showed Beilu a person, five different life choices in a fixed world, a fixed time, and the changes in human nature and human hearts.

Although Zhuo Qun has also tried to omit some places, especially the several love stories he had with those different girls.

But gradually, he became uncontrollable and unabashedly and thoroughly confided.

Because he's been depressed for too long.

This kind of repression makes him can't wait to unfold everything in his heart to another person.

In fact, Beilu did live up to this trust.

As the only person in this world who has a similar situation to Zhuoqun.

Bei Lu listened very carefully to each part of Zhuo Qun's life so far, and even completely immersed in it.

Although it is out of a woman's nature, she can't help but interject and inquire about all kinds of details.

But the issues she is concerned about can touch the emotional core, and often remind Zhuo Qun of something he has forgotten.

That is to say, what Bei Lu cares about is not only the decryption and exploration of the matter itself.

But he really cares about Zhuoqun's experience and cares about his emotional distress.

In addition, she can also fully and thoroughly understand everything Zhuo Qun said, and she is the only person in this world who can understand this deep loss.

She understood that all of Zhuoqun's efforts had been in vain.

She can understand Zhuoqun's regret that she can't grow up with her children.

And Zhuo Qun is sure that there is no need for words at all, because Bei Lu's empathy is all written on his face.

She even cried, crying for what Zhuo Qun had experienced.

This gave Zhuoqun the greatest encouragement and courage.

So much so that even if his mouth was dry and there was no water in the teacup, he didn't stop and continued to talk in one go.

It wasn't until all the stories were told that he realized that it was already sunset in the afternoon.

"Okay, let's take a breath and rest......"

Bei Lu proposed, "Do you want to eat something, we are all too involved, we didn't eat this day." Even I'm a little hungry, you're going to be hungry. ”

Zhuoqun wholeheartedly agrees.

"It's true, I'm really a little hungry. We can talk while eating, or you can talk about your business after the meal. Can you cook here? It would be nice to have a kitchen, and I'm very confident in my kitchen. ”

Belle was strange.

"Why bother? There's a restaurant downstairs. ”

"That's not convenient for you, I don't think you would want to show up. Of course, maybe you're used to takeout. But if there is a condition, of course, I hope to do it myself and make you eat more satisfactorily, so as to repay you for listening to my nagging. ”

Zhuo Qun's words made Bei Lu silent for a while.

Soon, she seemed to have figured it out.

"Do you really not mind cooking? or go to where I live. ”

Zhuoqun has no objection.

"Of course I don't mind, and I trust you so much. I've got to get you a good meal, too. What do you like to eat?"

"What a big breath. Can you do Su Bang Cai?"

"It's too late. However, squirrel mandarin fish, stir-fried shrimp, and cherry meat, my level is still okay. You must know that in the cycle of life, in order to pass the time without a goal, my method is to study. Learn a variety of skills that will make your life more comfortable. Because even I wasn't sure where I would spend the future. ”

Beilu quickly connected.

"So, no matter how bad things are, you can't be completely pessimistic, right?"

For this sentence, Zhuo Qun smiled for the first time since they met.