Yu Qing

The crescent moon has given birth to birds, and the setting sun is in the west.

Sending Wang Yingmei back from grocery shopping, Dong Chenfeng sat alone in the car and lit the last cigarette in the cigarette box.

"Do you want to get back together with Xiaoyu?" Seeing him shake his head, Wang Yingmei first smiled, and then said disappointedly: "Forget it, child, marriage is a matter of two families, not two people, you and I can do it, you two have no fate in this life, go back." ”

Dong Chenfeng hurriedly said: "Grandma, I really like Xiaoyu, I know that she is the same for me, although I don't understand why she broke up with me in the first place, but I really don't want to miss her anymore, I'm serious, can you please tell me where Xiaoyu is?"

Wang Yingmei dissuaded him again, "Xiaoyu's life is not good, she has suffered a lot since she was a child, if you really want to start over with her, I advise you to go back and ask your parents for their opinions first, and let Xiaoyu be caught in the middle of the dilemma." ”

Dong Chenfeng looked at Wang Yingmei with a blank expression, "Let her again, Grandma, what do you mean by this? Did my parents do anything to Xiaoyu before?"

Wang Yingmei looked at Dong Chenfeng, with a hint of hesitation on her face.

Under Dong Chenfeng's repeated questioning, Wang Yingmei sighed and said: "Three years ago, your mother came to our house and said that you were not suitable, you also saw it just now, and his father didn't recognize her, so we can also understand your mother, Xiaoyu has never told you, because she doesn't want you to be embarrassed, she always says that you are very good to her, so, in the past three years, she has always felt very guilty about you, and feels that she has failed you no matter what, and feels very sorry for you, but as her grandmother, I feel sorry for her all these years." ”

Wang Yingmei wiped the corners of her eyes and continued, "Child, grandma is not telling you this to provoke your mother-son relationship, if you really want to do that, you won't wait until now, you are all mothers, I can understand very well, I just hope you don't misunderstand Xiaoyu again, she is really not easy." ”

Listening to Wang Yingmei's words, Dong Chenfeng felt even more uncomfortable, he bowed deeply to Wang Yingmei, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, grandma, I'm here to apologize to you for my mother, I'm really sorry for making you wronged all these years, don't worry, there will never be anything like this in the future, my parents will communicate with them, so, can you please tell me where Xiaoyu is now? I really want to see her." ”

The burning cigarette butt burned his fingers, and Dong Chenfeng pulled it out of his memory.

In room 501 of a hotel, Lu Siyu was packing up the things she was going to take to leave the county tomorrow, and when there was a knock on the door, she thought that the takeaway she had ordered had arrived.

"Wait a minute, I'm walking a little slowly. Dong Chenfeng stood at the door and heard Lu Siyu's voice coming from inside.

He suddenly laughed, his eyes were slightly red, and he shouted inside: "Don't worry, you be careful." ”

Lu Siyu was suddenly stunned, how did this voice sound so much like Dong Chenfeng, she quickened her pace and walked to the door, looking out through the cat's eye on the door, it was really him.

Lu Siyu was suddenly a little at a loss, straightened his clothes and hair in front of the mirror on the wall, and took a few deep breaths before opening the door.

After the door opened, Dong Chenfeng tilted his head and smiled, looking at her with tears in his eyes, "Stupid, why are you so slow." ”

This sentence suddenly brought Lu Siyu's thoughts back to his student days, in the past, every time Dong Chenfeng went to school to find her, he would always say this to her after meeting, just like a fixed opening statement.

Without waiting for Lu Siyu to react, Dong Chenfeng stepped in and hugged her.

Lu Siyu stood there in a daze, his brain was blank, and he thought for a long time before asking Dong Chenfeng, "How do you know I'm here?"

"I've been to your house, grandma told me. Dong Chenfeng continued, "Lu Siyu, I just knew, it turns out that you like to engage in personal heroism, my mother said that we are not suitable, so you broke up with me? Why are you so obedient, don't you know that I want to marry you? Don't you know how much I like you? Don't you know how sad I will be if you break up with me?"

Hearing Dong Chenfeng's words, Lu Siyu's grievances turned into salty tears, "If you were me, you would do the same." Lu Siyu pushed Dong Chenfeng away, turned around and continued, "Since you have been to my house, then you should have seen my father and Aunt Su Qin, right?"

"Yes, when I went, it was Aunt Su Qin who opened the door, and your father was also there. ”

"And then, what did they say?"

"They said I had gone wrong. After Dong Chenfeng said this, Lu Siyu raised his head and looked at the ceiling, trying to restrain the tears in his eyes.

Lu Siyu choked up and asked Dong Chenfeng: "Then didn't my grandma tell you why? Why I don't want to stay in a hotel if I don't go back home, why does my aunt say that we are not suitable." ”

Dong Chenfeng shook his head, and Lu Siyu looked at him, "Okay, then let me tell you, I am my father's illegitimate daughter, and I will never be recognized by him, now you understand." ”

"I don't mind," Dong Chenfeng looked at Lu Siyu and said sincerely, "It's not something you can choose, I really don't care." ”

"Just because you don't care doesn't mean your family doesn't care. Lu Siyu began to sob.

"Don't worry, I'll communicate with my family," he said, took out the ring from his pocket, and rushed to Lu Siyu to kneel on one knee, "This ring was bought by me three years ago, and I came to you today to propose to you, Lu Siyu, marry me." ”

Seeing Dong Chenfeng kneeling in front of him, Lu Siyu's tears burst out of his eyes again, "Why are you bothering, hurry up." ”

"Promise me, if there are any difficulties, we will face them together, you don't leave me behind, I really can't live without you. Dong Chenfeng's eyes were also moist.

"Then you let me think about it. Lu Siyu said while wiping her tears.

"I remember the first time I confessed to you, that's what you said, and I also remember that Christmas in the snack street, you told me that in fact, when I confessed to you for the first time, you had already agreed in your heart. Dong Chenfeng took Lu Siyu's hand and put the ring directly on her ring finger.

Lu Siyu looked at the ring, and her tears were like beads with broken threads.

Dong Chenfeng stood up, held her shoulder and said: "From now on, you are my fiancΓ©e, you said that you will never break up, and you are not allowed to cheat again, no matter what happens in the future, you really can't leave me again, promise me, okay?"

Lu Siyu wiped her tears and nodded vigorously.

The knock on the door sounded again, it was Lu Siyu's takeaway, and the hotel waiter brought it to her.

Dong Chenfeng put the takeaway on the table, saw the fruit and snacks next to it, picked it up and prepared to eat, and when he was about to put it in his mouth, Lu Siyu shouted: "Don't eat it, that's what I will use to sweep my mother's grave tomorrow." ”

"Sweep your mother's grave?" Dong Chenfeng put down the snack and looked at Lu Siyu in surprise.

"Yes, my mom has died. ”

Dong Chenfeng walked over and comforted her, "I'm sorry." ”

Lu Siyu shook his head, "I always felt that I was the most unfortunate person, in fact, compared to my mother, I don't deserve to say that I am unlucky, if she hadn't given birth to me in the first place, maybe her life would have been much better." ”

Dong Chenfeng continued to ask, "Why did Auntie commit suicide?"

"Her husband, who often drinks and gambles, does not do his job, often beats her, beats her when he is drunk, beats her when he is in a bad mood, beats her when he has no money, every time I go to see her, she is red and purple, and when I say I want to go to him, my mother tells me that she has never told the man that she has had children before, so she must not let him know that I exist. After that, I didn't dare to go to her, I always looked at her from afar, and once I saw my mother being chased by that man in the street and beaten violently, beating her and scolding her at the same time. Broken shoes', I listened to her screams, saw the fear in her eyes, I couldn't do anything, I ran over to stop the man like crazy, my mother instinctively protected me when she saw me, her tears dripped on my neck, I still remember the hot temperature, I really regret why I didn't listen to my grandmother and want to recognize her. ”

Dong Chenfeng hugged her distressedly, "This, in fact, can't blame you." ”

Lu Siyu shook his head and denied Dong Chenfeng's statement, " In fact, that time, in front of that person, I didn't admit that I was my mother's daughter, but I looked too similar to my mother, even if he didn't admit it, he began to doubt, so he beat her even harder, and even threatened her with me, my mother often called me during that time and said that if a man named Liu Bing is looking for you, don't pay attention to him, let alone let him find me, saying that he can threaten her with me, he can threaten my dad with me, my mother said that it is not easy for my dad to come to this day, let me protect myself and protect him. ”

"Auntie, I have always loved my uncle in my heart, in that era, giving birth out of wedlock was really a gamble on a woman's life. Dong Chenfeng said silently.

"My mom called me before she died, apologized to me, said she couldn't make it to my wedding day, let alone have a chance to see me have children, do you know how my heart hurts when I hear her say the word 'stay'. She said that she didn't regret giving birth to me at all in her life, she just felt very sorry for me, saying that she had never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, knowing that I was living a good life now, and she was relieved to leave, but in fact, what I told her was lying to her, and I didn't have a good life at all, I just thought that if I said that, she would feel better, I didn't expect it to be like this. ”

Lu Siyu cried after speaking, and kept blaming himself.

Dong Chenfeng hugged her and kept comforting, "Actually, it is a relief for Auntie to be able to get rid of that man and that kind of day, I think in Auntie's heart, your appearance must bring her far more happiness than pain, grandma has not let you look for her, in order to protect her, and your mother's death, in fact, in addition to liberating yourself, it is very likely to protect you and your uncle." Dong Chenfeng sighed, "Uncle is really happy, to be able to have a family like you." ”

Lu Siyu sighed, "He is very happy, but his happiness is all exchanged for our pain, me, my mother, my grandmother, and even Aunt Su Qin are all victims of his happy life." ”

"Uncle must have been in pain when he knew that his aunt had died. ”

Lu Siyu smiled bitterly, "He doesn't know, my grandmother doesn't know either, this is what my mother meant, maybe like you said, it's to protect him." ”

"Auntie, I really love my uncle. ”

"Actually, my dad loves my mom too. Lu Siyu looked at Dong Chenfeng and continued, "My mother's name is Yu Qing, my name is Siyu (Siyu), and my father's other daughter is called Yiqing, so my father has always loved my mother deeply in his heart, and even my grandmother said that emotionally, my father owes Aunt Su Qin more." ”

Dong Chenfeng asked Lu Siyu curiously: "Then why didn't your parents get together in the first place, why didn't your uncle love Aunt Su Qin but never divorced?"

Lu Siyu sighed, "If the communication equipment in the past could be as developed as it is now, maybe they wouldn't have missed it, but my grandmother also said that my father wanted to divorce Aunt Su Qin at the beginning, but my mother didn't agree." ”