Chapter 3 Accompany me to the stars under the Eiffel Tower
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What Lan Moying was afraid of still happened, she hid for three years, but she still didn't hide in the end. She thought that she could be indifferent when facing Ou Zhexi, but everything was not what she imagined. Many things I want to deliberately forget, but I am inadvertently entangled again.
After Lan Moying and Jennis hung up the phone, she also fell into deep thought. Everything is as Dennis said, nothing can be hidden. This fashion exhibition. Ling Zihan and Ou Zhexi will both come, what kind of goodbye will this be?
Seeing Ling Zihan, Lan Moying felt that there was nothing. Anyway, Zihan will fly to Italy every six months to visit their mother and son. Ling Zihan has always cared about her in her own way, and she can't tolerate her refusal. When facing Ling Zihan, Lan Moying was too moved, but she had no love for him. She has been reflecting that if she fell in love with Ling Zihan, she was destined not to have so many rights and wrongs and grievances.
However, there are no assumptions in life, and there is no room for assumptions.
Many times, Lan Moying felt that she was also a tragedy, and in this dream of Ai Ou Zhexi, she was destined to be a tragedy. When I saw him and Leng Xi walking together, only I knew how much my heart hurt.
She has been imagining the scene of seeing Ou Zhexi again, and she has imagined thousands of times, but she didn't expect such a hurried glimpse at the airport. This glimpse doomed her to be a loser again. In this emotion that has been hidden by herself for three years, and it has been set off in her heart, she really doesn't know how she can be so useless.
Lan Moying felt that she could face all the physical pain calmly, but she couldn't face Ou Zhexi's emotions calmly. She kept asking herself over and over again why, why did she make such a big decision, and after bravely escaping, she still couldn't escape from her true heart?
Ou Zhexi became the vine that bound her life, and for this man, she risked her life to give birth to a son. Lan Yuhao's birth was to make Lan Moying find some comfort in the lonely days.
Lan Moying thanked Jennis for knowing that she was not Xia Xiaoyuan, and she had not left her for the past three years. Without the three years that Genesis took care of, it was hard for Lan Moying to imagine what it was like to be three years.
After going through a lot in life, Lan Moying felt that she was still a failure, and she still couldn't get Ou Zhexi out of her life.
I told myself over and over again that I had to learn to forget, but in a casual glance, there was no room for losing.
Lan Moying kept asking herself, is this me? Is this the Lan Moying who can calmly face all the hardships of life?
The answer, she herself can't find after all.
She sat on the couch in the hotel, lazy to the extreme. Stripped of all her halos, she is an ordinary 'woman', a 'woman' who wants to have the life she wants.
The night was already hazy, and Lan Moying felt a little tired because she was thinking too much. I really want to close my eyes and get some rest.
At that moment, her phone rang again. Who is it? How could anyone call her 'private' phone in Paris, a country that is now so foreign to her?
"Moying, what are you doing now?" Ling Zihan's eager voice came from the phone, every time Ling Zihan called Lan Moying, he was always very 'excited'.
"Sitting on the sofa, squinting and thinking about the past!Zihan, I met him yesterday!" Lan Moying couldn't suppress his own sense of loss, and still said this to Ling Zihan.
"Have you met him, who have you met, have you met Zhexi?" Ling Zihan knew that Lan Moying couldn't forget what he couldn't forget, and the person he had been hiding in his heart was Ou Zhexi.
"Yes, at the airport in Italy, I met him!" Lan Moying felt that he was a person who had nothing to hide every time he faced Ling Zihan.
"Did he accompany Leng Xi to the film festival and also turn around in Italy? He should be in Paris today, you will definitely meet him!" Ling Zihan had already expected this, so he felt that when Ou Zhexi and Lan Moying bumped into each other, everything was expected.
Ling Zihan knew that Lan Moying couldn't erase Ou Zhexi, she was just stubbornly deceiving herself.
"Zihan, I think I'm in pain, I can't forget him!" Lan Moying said infinitely depressed on the phone, she spent three full years, three years of self-deception, and the result was still not what she wanted.
Of course, Ling Zihan knew that Lan Moying couldn't forget Ou Zhexi, and he knew that he was just wishful thinking in this love with Lan Moying. However, he regretted falling in love with Lan Moying, a stubborn 'woman'. The shock that Lan Moying brought to Ling Zihan was not something that words could describe.
Ling Zihan loves Lan Moying's strength, Lan Moying's rate, and everything about Lan Moying.
"Moying, let's face all this! I know you can't forget him, and it was a mistake to avoid him in the first place. You should make it clear to him face to face, if you continue to torture yourself like this, you will be in pain!" Of course, Ling Zihan could understand Lan Moying's mood, and Lan Moying's mood at the moment was also his mood. He has always lived in a wishful unrequited love for Lan Moying, has always persevered, and has never flinched.
"No——, Lan Moying is dead, and now it's Xia Xiaoyuan who is alive!"
"It's Xia Xiaoyuan who is dead, and it's Lan Moying who is alive, the Lan Moying who still can't forget Ou Zhexi!" Ling Zihan knew that Lan Moying didn't want to get rid of Ou Zhexi from his heart in this life.
The two ends of the phone, because of this topic, suddenly became silent.
Lan Moying didn't know what to say, she knew that no matter what Ling Zihan said, what she did was for her good.
Ling Zihan didn't know what to say, he kept pushing the 'female' person he loved deeply into the arms of others, not because he didn't love him, but because he was helpless.
After a long, long silence, Ling Zihan broke the silence.
"Mo Ying, do you know where I am?" Ling Zihan felt that it was time to change the topic between the two of them, and if this topic continued, everyone would feel tired.
"Where are you? Have you fallen to Paris?" Lan Moying knew Ling Zihan well, knowing that if he asked like this, it would definitely mean that he was already in Paris. Lan Moying felt that Ling Zihan had brought her too many touches and surprises, and on her birthday last year, she even flew to Italy to accompany her to celebrate a 'fine' birthday.
This birthday also has a strong vinegar smell of Dennis, and in the three years of getting along, Dennis has already loved Lan Moying as Xia Xiaoyuan.
"Clever. I'm under the Eiffel Tower now, you come and watch the fireflies and the stars with me for a while!" Ling Zihan felt that watching these scenes under the Eiffel Tower on such a summer night was the ultimate in life.
"Zihan, I'm tired, I want to rest!" Lan Moying didn't dare to face Ling Zihan's affection again and again, knowing that many times she was really cruel.
"I'm waiting for you to come, if you don't come, I won't leave!"
"There are no fireflies here!" Lan Moying said stubbornly, she felt that Ling Zihan was sometimes like a child.
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