Chapter 390: Phoenix Nirvana

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The so-called luxury business suite is nothing more than an extra living room of about 20 square meters, with average decoration.

Lin Qingya didn't take the luggage, followed Li Mu to the room, Li Mu invited her to sit on the sofa for a while, it was too painful to wait outside for two or three hours in winter, the room was warm, Li Mu asked her to rest here, and when the time came, he would send her to the station, so that she could sleep on the train, and she would go to Yanjing after sleeping for one night.

As soon as the two sat down on the sofa, Li Mu's mobile phone rang, and when he took it over, it was Su Yingxue, and Li Mu naturally said to Lin Qingya: "My girlfriend's phone." ”

Lin Qingya nodded lightly, and did not make any sound very cooperatively, she knew that Li Mu had a girlfriend, when he confessed to Su Yingxue, the college students were all blown up, Dong Ai also talked to herself, at that time, she still felt that when Dong Ai said this, her tone seemed to be a little stunned.

As soon as the phone was connected, Su Yingxue asked Li Mu: "What are you doing dear?"

Li Mu said: "I'm in Qilu, do something, what about you?"

Su Yingxue said: "I came out to buy a pack of cigarettes for my father, and the cigarettes at home were all given away by my mother." ”

Li Mu smiled: "Auntie probably wants my uncle to quit smoking, and you buy him cigarettes, beware of auntie and you." ”

Su Yingxue said: "It's okay, anyway, my mother knows that she is deceiving herself, as soon as my dad goes to work, she can't stop smoking at all." ”

Saying that, Su Yingxue said again: "By the way, my sister is going to take the art examination of Yanjing Film Academy in the ninth year of junior high school, and I promised to accompany her over, and I will go back to Yanjing with my sister-in-law's family the night after tomorrow." ”

Li Mu heard Su Yingxue mention this matter before, so he said: "Since you have promised her, then go, I will go back after the fifteenth day at home." ”

Su Yingxue said: "Xinran has been pestering me for the past two days, saying that she asked you to invite her to dinner, and the family didn't think about you when they saw your name when they watched "Old Boy", but she guessed that it was you, so she had to get to know you, do you think you have time tomorrow night?"

Li Mu said without hesitation: "If you have time, so let's do it, I will invite the two of you to eat in the ecological park, where the environment is better." ”

Su Yingxue said: "Okay, you can eat anything, I'm afraid you don't have time." ”

Li Mu said: "I can't offend my sister-in-law, I will definitely satisfy her tomorrow." ”

Hanging up the phone, Lin Qingya said with envy: "You are so good to your girlfriend." ”

Li Mu smiled slightly and said, "My girlfriend, I must be good to her." ”

Lin Qingya nodded and asked, "She's also a member of the National People's Congress, right?"

"Well, we were classmates in high school. ”

Lin Qingya asked, "Then does she know what you are doing now?"

Li Mu shook his head: "I know part of it, she knows 3321, she knows Alipay, she knows that I filmed "Old Boy", but she doesn't know Makino Technology and others." ”

Lin Qingya looked curious: "Why didn't you tell her?"

Li Mu shrugged his shoulders and said, "I can't say it either, maybe I want the relationship between us to be as pure as possible, or maybe I'm afraid of scaring her, not only him, but my parents don't know now." ”

Lin Qingya nodded in understanding, as a young man, his achievements are indeed too great, even the closest people around him, I am afraid it will take time to slowly accept this fact.

Li Mu thought of the family affairs Lin Qingya was facing, so he asked her: "Have all the things in your family been resolved?"

Lin Qingya nodded: "It's all settled, it's actually a matter of money, as long as they are satisfied." ”

Li Mu saw that her expression was a little unnatural, so he relieved: "All the problems that money can solve are actually not big problems." ”

Lin Qingya sighed lightly and said: "I am still thinking about the way here by car from home today, in the future, it is enough for me to come back once a year for the New Year, in fact, for them, it doesn't matter if I don't come back or not, as long as the money is given, I mainly don't want to spend the New Year alone in Yanjing, otherwise I really don't even have the heart to come back, if I get married in the future and have a place to celebrate the New Year, I'm afraid I won't even have the heart to come back once a year, if my husband can love me and spoil me in the future, I don't want to come back to this family for the rest of my life." ”

Li Mu realized that he might have said the wrong thing, and he shouldn't have opened a pot without mentioning it, but looking at Lin Qingya's appearance, there should be a lot of things hidden in her heart, and it may not be a good thing for her to carry everything in her heart.

Lin Qingya looked up at Li Mu and asked him, "Mr. Li, are you interested in listening to my complaints?"

Li Mu sat up straight and said, "Listen up." ”

Lin Qingya smiled slightly, and said: "Actually, it's just to complain about fate, not to say how miserable I am, but I feel that I have never been hurt and spoiled since I was a child, Zao City, this place, the concept of patriarchy is especially heavy, when my grandparents' generation was young, what each family used to compare was the number of sons, my grandparents had a total of six children, but only my father was a boy, so their family has been bullied by the same village, there are fewer sons in the family, and neighbors with more sons will bully you, Take advantage of you, my dad has been bullied since he was a child, and his patriarchal concept is much more serious than that of my grandfather's generation. ”

"My dad caught up with the good times, when he was young, he caught up with the recruitment of state-owned enterprises, which is a mixed iron rice bowl, but the employees of state-owned enterprises have a strong grasp of family planning, he has my brother, but has always felt that there are not enough sons, and he still wants to steal another one, my mother in order to give birth to me, after pregnancy, I went to the countryside to hide in my second aunt's house for more than half a year, and after I was born, I found out that I was a girl, she left me in the countryside to my second aunt to raise, when I was a child, with my second aunt's surname, at that time I always thought that my second aunt and uncle were my parents, until I was two years old, my mother went back to the countryside with a big belly to steal three children。 ”

"The third child is a girl again, my mother still wants to leave away, my second aunt really doesn't have the energy to take care of my sister, my mother instructed her to give the child away, I didn't understand at that time, I didn't know that the girl was my own sister, when I was seven years old, it was time to go to school, I didn't have a hukou, my second aunt, My uncle has two children, if I go to the hukou again, it will be a superbirth, and I will be fined, but I can't go to school if I don't get a hukou, so my second aunt took me to my parents, quarreled with them, and then left me with my parents, and left me angry, my second aunt's idea is very simple, she just wants me to go to school, and a child is still a black household at the age of seven, which will delay a lot of things, my parents didn't agree at first, but there is no place to place me, so they can only leave me at home temporarily. ”

"In that year, it was the time when the employees of state-owned enterprises grasped the strictest violations of family planning, not only did a special working group investigate all day and night, but also introduced a reward policy for reporting, I lived in my parents' house for a long time, my parents were reported, the working group came down to verify, but they did not admit it, and indiscriminately drove me out of the house, I was only seven years old, and there was no money in my pocket, I cried downstairs for a day, my parents' neighbor couldn't look at it, secretly took me home, asked me if I knew the contact information of which relative, I remembered the address of my second aunt's house, and she took me back by bus。 ”

"My second aunt listened to what happened to me at home, angry, and called my other four aunts together, five people sent me back, and asked my parents to leave me behind, and give me a household registration, my father had no choice, followed by several aunts, gave me a supplementary household registration, the family planning team came immediately, fined 8,000 yuan, my five aunts made up half, since then, I stayed with my parents, but my parents have no feelings for me, at first they didn't want me to go to school, and then the teachers of the children's school of the unit found my parents, and they reluctantly agreed to let me go to school because of the face among the workers。 ”

"In the junior high school entrance examination, I took the first place in the school and the fifth in the county, my parents were unwilling to let me continue to go to school, so I gave up the best high school and went to the mine that was willing to waive my tuition and miscellaneous fees for three years. After work, my parents' attitude immediately changed, from the beginning of not asking, to keep asking, the family renovated the house to ask me for money, the yard paved with cement to ask me for money, my brother did a small business to ask me for money, my brother gambling was chased by the creditor to ask me for money, now he is old and can't find the object to ask me for money, a little hesitation The three people immediately turned their faces, saying that I was a white-eyed wolf, and finally offered me to graduate from college, as a result, I turned my face and didn't recognize people, and told people everywhere that I was blind and raised a wolf cub..."

Li Mu was dumbfounded, he had heard of similar things, but he had never encountered such an extreme encounter as Lin Qingya, Xiling Coal Mine was also very strict about family planning, except for underground tunnelers who could have a second child, nothing else was allowed, and some people ran back to their rural hometown to steal birth, and then picked it up after many years, but they didn't dare to change their household registration when they came back, and they have always claimed that they were the children of their relatives, but these families are very fond of the second child, regardless of men and women, the reason is very simple, the parents feel that they have lost too much money and want to compensate for it。

However, Lin Qingya's experience is an extreme, her parents not only feel that they owe her, but feel that she owes them, it is hard to imagine how Lin Qingya can study from elementary school to high school graduation in such a family environment.

Lin Qingya said so much in one breath, and her emotions did not fluctuate much, but became more and more relaxed, and then said: " My second aunt is old, I went to see her this year, her two sons are not very filial, may also be the reason for the limited conditions, she is now with my second sister-in-law and I still rely on planting that one acre and three points of land to survive, Qilu is different from other provinces, the per capita arable land area here is very small, not even one acre, the two of them can also grow some rations, fortunately the countryside is to use grain plus a small amount of money for the staple food of pancakes, they can barely survive, and I have been blind as if desperately trying to please the family of three, has not been able to really repay my second aunt and second brother-in-law, when leaving, I gave them the year-end bonus we issued this year。 ”

Li Mu nodded: "Hearing you say this, you shouldn't give your brother a penny of the money for his marriage." ”

Lin Qingya smiled slightly and said: "Yes, in fact, I regret dying, I would have ignored it if I knew it, let them cry, make trouble and hang themselves, anyway, they won't really hang themselves, if the money is given to my second aunt and second brother-in-law, at least it will be enough for them to support their old age." ”

As she spoke, Lin Qingya suddenly came to her senses, sat up straight and said to Li Mu: " You don't know, when I went out today, I told my parents, I said that I have returned enough to this family over the years, and now my brother's marriage money is also out, from now on, I will not pay attention to any of their requests, if I come back for the New Year next year, I will give them 5,000 yuan for living expenses and accommodation, if I don't come back, forget it, you don't know how ugly their expressions are, want to scold me, I didn't give them a chance, I left with the box, now I think about it and feel that I was really chic at that time. ”

Li Mu smiled: "Hearing you say this, it's quite resentful." ”

Lin Qingya blinked and smiled, and said mischievously: "I think so too, although I don't think it should be, but I still feel very cool when I think about it, I can't live so stupidly in the future, I want to be good to those who are good to me, and those who are not good to me, I can leave it behind me if I have a clear conscience, after returning to Yanjing, I changed my mobile phone number, anyway, they haven't been to Yanjing to see me for so many years, I don't know where I live and where I work, as soon as the mobile phone number is changed, they will no longer be able to bother me." ”

Li Mu smiled and nodded, wanting to praise Lin Qingya for making a correct decision, but Lin Qingya looked at herself and asked, "Mr. Li, can I ask you something?"

Li Mu said, "You say." ”

Lin Qingya said a little embarrassed: "Actually, it's not a big deal, I just want to borrow your shoulder to lean on, I still feel a little uncomfortable at this time, but don't worry, I won't wet your shoulder." ”

Li Mu saw that what she said seemed to be joking, but there was a faint helplessness in her words, so she didn't think much about it, nodded lightly, sat down in front of her, patted her shoulder and said, "Come on." ”

Lin Qingya smiled shyly and said, "Mr. Li, you are really the best boss I have ever seen, you can rest assured that I will lean on it." ”

After speaking, Lin Qingya smiled and slowly tilted her head over, leaned lightly on Li Mu's shoulder, and sighed after a while: "It's good to have someone to lean on at this time, it's ......so good."

Li Mu looked at the time, at ten o'clock in the evening, there were still two hours before the departure of the train she was going to take, so he whispered: "Squint for a while, I'll send you to the station at eleven o'clock." ”

"Well, thank you, Mr. Li. ”

Lin Qingya, who was leaning on Li Mu's shoulder, felt an unprecedented sense of security in her heart, Li Mu let herself squint for a while, she didn't know why, she really didn't feel sleepy.

The eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally one of them couldn't hold back and fell asleep on Li Mu's shoulder.

Li Mu also closed his eyes and squinted for a while but did not sleep, after more than ten minutes, he felt a little damp and hot in his shoulder, and when he opened his eyes, Lin Qingya, who was asleep on his shoulder with his eyes closed, had tears pouring out silently from the corners of his eyes.

Li Mu didn't react, let alone wipe her tears for her, he didn't move, and even his breathing was very careful, for fear of disturbing her.

Li Mu knows the truth that mourning is greater than heart death, but if she can completely die to the fetters in her life, it is not a good thing, Lin Qingya is experiencing the moment of phoenix nirvana, if she can break this shackle and come out of these nightmarish shadows, then she can become stronger, and for her, it is not a good thing. (To be continued.) )