Diary monologue
After Cong Na woke up early and bought a late flight to Huizhou, after she arrived in Huizhou, she took a taxi to the house she once rented, which was also the place where she and Ma Songquan once fell in love.
After arriving, she hesitated whether to go in, she was wondering if she could still go in, she took out the key of the curtain year, because after she married Ma Songquan, she didn't know that Ma Songquan would buy this house later, because Ma Songquan did want to buy this house, but the landlord just refused to sell, because he had feelings for this old house, because this was the place where the landlord and his first love were together, but the first love went to a foreign country when he went abroad, because the family door was not right, and the two broke up. It's a breakup, but it's actually more about the landlord's fulfillment of love.
After that, the landlord didn't want to rent out the house, but he went to other places to develop, and he was afraid that the house would be deserted, so he wanted to rent it to a young girl who should clean up and look at the house for him, so after contact, he also determined Cong Na.
After Cong Na and Ma Songquan got married that year, Ma Songquan felt that this house meant a lot to the two of them, so he wanted to buy it and offered a very high price, but the landlord just didn't sell it, it was actually more because of his attachment and reluctance to the past feelings. After all, this house carries memories!
Cong Na was very curious about how Ma Songquan moved the landlord and bought the house.
Cong Na took out the key she had back then to open the door, to be honest, she didn't have any hope of being able to open it, after so many years, maybe Mr. Landlord or Songquan had changed the key many times.
If it couldn't be opened, Cong Na decided to wait for Songquan at the door.
Unexpectedly, the door opened......
Cong Na cried, it turned out that Ma Songquan had not changed the key for many years, why did she find out about it so late.
Cong Na felt that although she was hurt badly by the Fox King and Yu Rongrong, what was even more hateful was that she gave in to her fate, and her broken jar was unforgivable.
Now that's all she can do, because her journey of rebirth is about to begin......
After Cong Na entered, the room was still the same, Cong Na went to the bedroom, and there was a diary on the desk.
Cong Na opened it and looked at the cover, and she knew that it was Ma Songquan's handwriting.
Cong Na decided to look at it from the first article that she had missed too many things about Ma Songquan in the past few years.
The date of the diary is incoherent, that is, as long as Ma Songquan comes to Huizhou, he will come to this house, and he will write about the recent events and his thoughts about Cong Na.
Cong Na learned from her diary that after Cong Na left, Ma Songquan had been taking care of Cong Na's mother and sister, and Cong Na's sister was also competitive enough to be admitted to the Massachusetts Institute of Technology.
There is also a diary about how Ma Songquan deliberately approached Yu Rongrong and the hand blade to hurt Cong Na's group of animals.
And he has been silently paying attention to Cong Na's dynamics, his Nana is so beautiful in his heart, but in the end he became a wandering bird, he knows that he can't stop it, but for Nana's life, he can't stop it, because once it is stopped, the evil will eat Nana, and Nana will die. But the problem is that after Nana died, her reincarnation ended even more tragically. Ma Songquan, he hated himself, hated himself for not meeting the woman he loved earlier, he hated himself and didn't have the strength to protect Nana.
"Nana, the detective told me about your recent situation, he and I, you are living very well, living in the most luxurious place in Shanghai, driving the most expensive sports car in the world, and the men you make friends with are either rich or expensive, which is the envy of many women. Detective, you are now the most expensive socialite in Shanghai, and you are not accessible to ordinary people, and you also have many female followers, because you are their agent and contact person with the Fox King. Seeing you like this, I can't do anything, I wonder why you left me in the end, is it really because you can't let go of the disgusting and dirty things in the past? You didn't tell me, I also chose to respect you at that time, not to investigate, until now, I know how tormented you were in the past, if I had gone to investigate, I would have taken more care of you, my princess. It's a pity that I thought you weren't, and I neglected to know about your past. Nana, you shouldn't be afraid, just tell me, I finally understand why you repeatedly rejected my courtesies in the first place, because you feel that you have gone through it and are not worthy of me. Fool, you are such a fool, I don't care about this, I just feel distressed, I hate myself If I had met you earlier, if I had gotten to know you well, I would have used all my love to heal you for the rest of my life.
Nana, why did you raise a fox, are you so afraid that your past will be exposed in front of my eyes, so you took the risk and killed the Japanese partner, I already knew, you thought it was the fox who helped you get rid of the offense, but in fact, I found someone to take the blame for you, what is the use of all this now?
You cheated and went out like other men, my heart has been bleeding, I understand why you do this, because you have been lost by the fox, you have changed, you have completely become the puppet of the fox, when I tried to make amends, only to find that you have become one with that thing, if I pull you back at this time, you can only die. I have no choice but to let you fall, I even thought that as long as you don't leave me, I can turn a blind eye to the matter of you ingesting essence for that thing outside, but the kind you don't allow me to become a joke and insist on divorcing me.
I didn't sign that divorce agreement, I tore it up, you have always been my wife, you will always be, and I will never marry again.
Later I knew why you were so madly obsessed with the fox, because she promised that you would get you pregnant and give me a baby, Nana, why don't you understand, I really don't care if you have a child or not, it is enough to have you in this life. I've been with you many times, but you're obsessed with it, and I know you're regretting that the things that happened in the past ruined your right to be a mother. But it doesn't matter, it's all over, and in the future, the two of us will live a good life, and I will be content. For the rest, I don't think it matters, because with you, this life is enough.
Nana, it's too late now, you can't hear it, we can't seem to go back, I have an idea, I'll help you get revenge, and finally I'll end my own life in this house.
I hope you can live, even if you are now controlled by that evil, but as long as you can live, what does it matter if you enjoy more hypocrisy, I have already drawn up a will, and all my property will be given to you, your mother and sister after I die. Even if those men won't treat you well after you're old, you still have my billions of dollars to squander. Live well, because I know that your reincarnation is more bitter, don't worry, I will accompany you, I have already found a master before, he can let me wait for you on the Huangquan Road all the time, in the next life I will be reincarnated with you as a flea born in a mouse, don't be afraid, I will accompany you.
Nana, I love you, I know you probably won't see this text, and I won't let you see it, and I'll burn the journal before I kill myself. I don't want you to feel guilty and have a psychological burden, since you have chosen to be in the mirror, let it be indulged without any burden. I don't want you to die, because your reincarnation is even more tragic with the memories of your previous life, and then you will be even more sad.
Nana, I am very relieved now, with the money I left you, coupled with your loyalty to the fox, you should have a good material life. Although, I know you don't want to be like that mentally.
I will always wait for you on Huangquan Road, and I won't drink Meng Po soup.
That's all. ”
It also records how to buy a house from the landlord.
"Today I finally made an appointment with Mr. Landlord, Mr. Landlord has blacklisted me because of my disturbance, his attitude is still very resolute, just don't sell, I'm wondering if this means, Nana and I have no fate in this life, even good memories and thoughts, old don't want to leave me anymore. But even if I am upset, I will respect the landlord's intentions. After all, this house means a lot to him, and it also has precious memories of him and his love. In a way, I'm the same as him. But what I didn't expect was that he actually found me a few times ago and was willing to sell me the house, I wondered why the landlord made this decision, his first love committed suicide due to depression, what sustenance did he have?
He had asked me before why he had bought the house, and out of sincerity, I told him the story of the two of us, and after he heard it, he had nothing and blocked me. Although his story is very touching, I am just like him is a coward in the world of love, and he does not appreciate the way I handle it.
But since receiving the bad news of the death of his first love, he feels that he has no attachment anymore. He decided to give up everything in China and go to the United States to be a grave keeper at his Rao cemetery. Always with his lover, that's what he will do for the rest of his life.
The landlord had never been married, and he would never meet the girl who looked at him with a light in his eyes. After his first love went to the United States, she never got married and fell in love, and perhaps she also found that she had lost her ability to love and forgive.
After truly loving, when the loved one leaves, he really loses the ability to love and forgive. Some people may try to get married, but in the middle of the night, he is still lonely for many times in his life. ”
Cong Na flipped through her diary and cried uncontrollably.
The door opened again, "Here comes Matsuizumi." Cong Na was the first to realize it.