Chapter 429: Years of misunderstanding resolved

But I didn't expect that Su Xuejing still didn't have the slightest intention of running away, she heard me admit herself, her tears flowed more fiercely, those tearful eyes, just stared at me straight like this, after a while, she choked up and said: "Wu Lai, do you know? I have a lot of things to say to you, but I haven't been able to find a chance, this time I finally saw you, I must finish speaking." In fact. I don't blame you anymore, before, I was just blinded by hatred, and I felt that I had to kill you to get rid of my hatred, and even, on the day of Xu Nan's accident, I wanted to kill you with my own hands and take revenge. However, after you saved me desperately, I really realized that you are a good person, you can give everything for love, regardless of your past suspicions. You are very brave, you make me admire, that day, watching you hurt, I was heartbroken, I really don't want you to die, really, not at all. Today, I'm really happy to see that you are safe and sound, and you can still save me, thank you, Wu Lai!"

Wu Lai, two words, once again deeply entered my ears, stimulated my nerves, and made my body tremble uncontrollably.

This is the second time I've heard this name from other people's mouths since I played Xu Can, the first time was a ponytail, but, Ponytail called me Wu Lai at that time, basically she was sure that I was Wu Lai, so she would show up at Chu Jie's party to save me without hesitation.

However, Su Xuejing is different, I haven't seen her at all since I became Xu Can, besides, I'm still masked now, how can she recognize me?

Obviously, this must have been guessed by her, she shouted it by feeling, so that I couldn't admit my identity even more, so I didn't hesitate to turn my head and deny her, but before I could respond, Su Xuejing's voice came again: "You don't need to deny it." I have already guessed, you are Wu Lai, you are Wu Lai, from your back, from your fighting moves, from your tone, I can feel it, you are Wu Lai!"

At this moment, Su Xuejing's voice was particularly calm and coherent, and she seemed to be freed from the previous state of fear and became very awe-inspiring.

From her words, I obviously felt her wisdom, Su Xuejing has changed, after so long life experience, she has really changed, even her analytical ability is strong, and she can determine that I am Wu Lai through my simple actions, it seems that she has a very deep impression of Wu Lai, so deep that through small details, you can judge my identity.

However, even if she is sure that I am Wu Lai, I can't admit it, after all. Although Su Xuejing is my old acquaintance, she is my enemy, she wants to know my identity, and the two of us do not recognize each other, but avenge each other.

I didn't want to entangle with her, I just wanted to leave this place of right and wrong quickly, so, after a pause, I walked straight away, walked forward, and said coldly as I walked: "I'm sorry, you recognized the wrong person, I'm not Wu Lai!"

With that, I quickened my pace and left the alley.

Out of the alley, I continued to walk towards the main road, but Su Xuejing kept endlessly, as if she identified me, she kept following me closely, and she didn't think about running for her life at all.

Could it be that for her, determining whether I am Wu Lai or not is more important than her life?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that Su Xuejing went to the provincial capital alone, and her biggest purpose was to find Wu Lai, and now that she finally found the clue, how could she let go easily. But I really didn't want to entangle with her, so I couldn't help it, so I paused, turned around, and said sharply to her, "What do you want to do?"

My voice, very loud and impulsive, showed my violent air, and I wanted her to retreat. But, when I look back, I can see her face clearly. only to find that Su Xuejing at this moment was already in tears.

Her clothes were ragged, her expression was very sad, her eyes looked at me blankly, my intimidation was of no use to her, her footsteps did not stop at all, and continued to approach me.

To my consternation, when Su Xuejing walked up to me, she suddenly hugged me and hugged me very tightly.

Her hug made me clearly feel the trembling of her body, how overflowing her sadness was, my heart was also following her heartbeat, constantly rising and falling, but my body was stiff and couldn't move. ad_250_left();

When I was stunned, Su Xuejing's voice suddenly sounded in the silent night: "You don't have to hide it from me, because, I haven't seen you, I don't know what you look like now, so, I can't reveal your identity at all, you don't have to lie to me at all, I just want to thank you, thank you for saving my life in the Flying Leopard Hall regardless of your past suspicions, thank you for saving me again this time, it is you who make me believe that there are still good people in this world!"

Su Xuejing's words were very sincere, every word and every sentence was grateful, her tone was sad and sincere, as if, she had no hatred for me, perhaps, since that day in the Flying Leopard Hall, she stabbed me, but I saved her life, she has changed her opinion of me, tonight, I saved her life again, so that I completely lost my hatred for me, only full of gratitude.

I really don't know what to do with her like this, and she's right, she doesn't know what my face looks like. Even if I admit that I am Wu Lai, it will not have much impact on my identity Xu Can, and at the beginning, I was indeed a little worried that Su Xuejing still hated me and would chase after me, so I didn't want to admit my identity.

Now, seeing that she seems to have let go of everything, I am really relieved in my heart.

To be honest, Su Xuejing's matter has always been a pain in my heart.

Although Song Wenming and the wild wolf, they are all self-inflicted, and they are innocent, but Su Xuejing is innocent, she was originally a good girl, in middle school, she didn't reject me because of my good grades, and even admired me a little, when she got to college, she met me again, and she didn't dislike me, she would be deceived out because I was deceived by Wang Yadong, which shows that she still cares about me.

But since she misunderstood me about that incident, many things have changed, especially Su Xuejing's opinion of me, which has become worse and worse, and in the end, I killed Song Wenming, killed the wild wolf, and ruined the Sky Wolf Gang, which made Su Xuejing hate me to the core, so that she came to the provincial capital alone, waiting for an opportunity to find support to take revenge on me, because of me, she ruined herself. She hated me, as she deserved.

So far, I didn't expect that her hatred for me was completely lifted, so what could I hide from her, even if I told her that I was Wu Lai, she didn't know that I was Xu Can now, what threat did she have to me?

What's more, I also hope that the bad relationship between us will end here, and I hope that she can put down her burden and be a good person, live a new self, and not always immerse herself in the shadows of the past.

After all, I still chose to admit it, I gently pushed her body away, looked at her eyes very seriously, and said very solemnly: "Okay, I admit that I am Wu Lai, you don't need to thank me, I only hope that you can forget the unhappy past and live a good life in the future." Now your situation is still very dangerous, we can't stay here longer, you better flee quickly, you should know the strength of the Hong Gang in the provincial capital, if you don't leave, you really can't leave!"

I said so much just to let her take care of her life, cherish herself, and run away quickly.

But I didn't expect that Su Xuejing still didn't have the slightest intention of running away, she heard me admit herself, her tears flowed more fiercely, those tearful eyes, just stared at me straight like this, after a while, she choked up and said: "Wu Lai, do you know? I have a lot of things to say to you, but I haven't been able to find a chance, this time I finally saw you, I must finish speaking." In fact. I don't blame you anymore, before, I was just blinded by hatred, and I felt that I had to kill you to get rid of my hatred, and even, on the day of Xu Nan's accident, I wanted to kill you with my own hands and take revenge. However, after you saved me desperately, I really realized that you are a good person, you can give everything for love, regardless of your past suspicions. You are very brave, you make me admire, that day, watching you hurt, I was heartbroken, I really don't want you to die, really, not at all. Today, I'm really happy to see that you are safe and sound, and you can still save me, thank you, Wu Lai!"

Su Xuejing said so much in one breath with a crying tone, and her tone was anxious and sincere.

Since I had a misunderstanding with Su Xuejing, she never seemed to give me a good face, and she has always had an attitude of disgust with me, today, she suddenly thanked me, and said so many sensational words to me, which made me a little unaccustomed, but at the same time, my heart kept shaking because of her words.

I looked at her deeply and said sincerely: "Su Xuejing, thank you for your forgiveness!"

This is my most sincere words, to be able to get Su Xuejing's forgiveness, it is also a relief for myself, at the beginning, I had a good impression of her, and I hated her, but in the end, my deepest feelings for her are only guilt. It is precisely because of understanding that I have shown mercy to her many times, and no matter how I say it, she has existed in my green years and has given me beautiful memories of youth. I know she's not bad by nature, so I can't hate her all the time, and I can't do anything to her.

Now, the hatred between us is resolved, and this should be the best ending between me and her, and this thank you is also expressed from the bottom of my heart.

It's just that Su Xuejing listened to my words, her tears were still flowing, and her sad expression did not decrease, she just cried and asked me: "Wu Lai, there is a question I have never figured out, you used to be so honest." Kind-hearted, it hasn't changed now, it's good for everyone, even if I'm an enemy, you can sacrifice your life to save me, so why, when you first went to college, you wanted to harm me with all your heart?"

Hearing this, my heart couldn't help but tremble, the deepest thorn stuck in Su Xuejing's heart was really this misunderstanding, such a small misunderstanding made the gap between Su Xuejing and me bigger and bigger, until it became an enemy of life and death.

Actually, there have been several times before, I have had the opportunity to explain this misunderstanding, but when I saw Su Xuejing's appearance of not believing me, I didn't bother to explain.

Now, Su Xuejing asked me this question with sincerity, which shows that she no longer doubts my character, she believes that I am a good person, so she can't understand that matter, so she suddenly wants to know the answer.

And I, why shouldn't I explain?

Since we want to resolve the enmity between us, let's explain the root cause of this problem clearly. Wouldn't it be better, so that it could also untie a thorn in Su Xuejing's heart and let her really let go of everything.

Thinking like this, my thoughts couldn't help but float, and those things in Pheasant University seemed to be vivid, one by one, and suddenly became extremely vivid.

The past is like yesterday, I couldn't help but sigh, and said to Su Xuejing: "If I say that the first time you were intercepted by Wang Yadong, I called the police to save you." As a result, Wang Yadong was beaten half to death, do you believe it? If I say that the second time you were almost ruined in the grove, and I was beaten half to death by him in order to save you, would you believe it? If I said that I was guarding your house because I was afraid that Wang Yadong would make trouble for you, but instead I was beaten half to death by your cousin? If I said that I knelt down and drilled his crotch in order to prevent Wang Yadong from bullying you, would you believe it? If I said that I had never harmed you, would you believe it?

In the end, my voice was hoarse, and my eyes gradually blurred, these past events are unbearable memories of my gloomy life, and it is the beginning of pain, it is precisely because of the accumulation of such pain little by little, that I was finally forced to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

Whereas. After Su Xuejing listened to my words, she suddenly stretched out her fists, kept hitting my chest, and said to me while hitting back: "I believe in you, I believe in you, but why didn't you tell me earlier, why didn't you tell me earlier!"

Her voice is very painful, like a resentful woman who has been wronged for decades, her fist does not hurt when it hits me, but it uses all her strength, representing her endless grievances.

I know that Su Xuejing had such a big reaction, it must be because this matter is too important to her, if I had explained it to her earlier, she and I might not have coexisted, but I never thought that things would become so out of control.

I once remembered that day, after Wang Yadong and I finished fighting, I went to Su Xuejing's uncle's house, on the bench in front of the building, I stayed, it was a night, at that time, although I was a toad, but I still had a swan dream, I wanted to solve the misunderstanding with Su Xuejing and tell my heart, but the next day, what I saw was Song Wenming riding a bicycle and carrying her all over the world.

From that moment on, I lost the opportunity to daydream and explain to her, and after not taking a single step, I made mistakes again and again, and we went further and further. I think that if I had solved the misunderstanding with her earlier, even before I fell in love with Xu Nan, I had resolved the misunderstanding with Su Xuejing, perhaps, Su Xuejing might really become my girlfriend, because she told me that she still had feelings for the former Wu Lai.

If I really walked with Su Xuejing, then. There is no such thing as Xu Nan, and I am afraid that there will be no future events, and my life may be completely rewritten.

However, the past is the past, there is no way to change it, there is no regret medicine in the world to take, in my Wu Lai's dictionary, there is no regret, the only thing I hope for is that there will be no regrets in the future.

So, after Su Xuejing stopped beating me, I said to her sincerely: "I'm sorry!"

Su Xuejing heard my apology. The emotions were even more excited, but she didn't accuse me again, just hugged me again.

This time, she didn't speak again, just hugged me quietly, sobbing softly, her shoulders twitching, her voice was a little hoarse, but her emotions gradually stabilized.

Time, as if it stood still, heaven and earth, as if also fell into a silence, night, silent.

Since I became Xu Can, I have never had a heart-to-heart relationship with anyone, and my life is so false that I almost forgot what I was like at the beginning, and I forgot that I was once a toad with low self-esteem.

When I met Su Xuejing tonight, I said my heart for the first time, as Wu Lai, with an old friend who had too deep roots, I said what was in my heart, I could feel Su Xuejing's sincerity, she could also feel my sincerity, at the moment when she hugged me. It was as if I had been liberated like never before, my soul seemed to be empty, and I just stood still.

But, just when we were getting carried away, a loud male duck voice suddenly burst out in the silent night: "Come on, people, they are here!"

As soon as I heard this voice, my heart slammed suddenly, and I immediately woke up, and at this moment, I realized that Su Xuejing and I were still in the danger zone, and it must have been someone from the Flying Leopard Hall.

At the same moment, Su Xuejing also reacted and hurriedly left my embrace.

I didn't hesitate, I took Su Xuejing's hand and said urgently: "Run!"

With that, I pulled Su Xuejing and ran together...

However, we had only been running for less than a minute, and at the end of the road ahead, a number of cars suddenly appeared, directly blocking our way.

Immediately, I pulled Su Xuejing and ran back, but when it was too late, it was too fast, and on the other side of the road, a lot of cars and people with machetes were killed.

In the blink of an eye, those cars and people rushed over like a flood, blocking the water around the road, and the lights of the cars illuminated the whole road...