Chapter Seventy-Five: Xu Nan Who Saw Through the Truth
However, the fact is that Xue Jinwei is here, and he sits firmly in the position of overlord, I want to replace him, it is not a little difficult, not to mention that Xue Jinwei's backstage is very tough, it is an existence that no one dares to provoke, just in terms of his reputation and status in the school, it is unparalleled, his prestige is too high, to the people of Pheasant University, he is the supreme.
It is he who makes the balance between the various grades, it will not be so chaotic, it is he who makes people from other schools dare not come to this school to beat people, in this pheasant university, he is the real emperor, and he is the object of worship and admiration of the students of the whole school, as long as he beckons casually, it is estimated that half of the boys in the school will listen to his command, even if even the people who mix with me, they may be used by him, even if some people will not stand on Xue Jinwei's side, but they don't have the courage to help me and go against Xue Jinwei.
At this moment, the purple-haired woman seemed to have a sign of going mad, perhaps, she had forgotten the shame she had suffered, and the most important thing for her at this moment. It's about knowing the truth. There was a terrible longing in her eyes, hoping that I could tell me who I really was.
Also, people want to die even if they die, like the purple-haired girl, until now, they don't understand what they are wrong, which is the most painful for her.
To be honest, I really want to tell her that I am Wu Lai, a person who was treated like a dog by her at the beginning, a person who was stripped naked by her in public, a person who she once stepped on her face with her feet and sat on her face with her buttocks, but. Eventually, I held back.
Although, now I no longer feel that my life experience is a burden. In the past, when I was still Wu Lai, it was because I was too inferior, and I was too uncomfortable and aggrieved by things like my appearance and life experience, so my heart was extremely sensitive, and I couldn't stand the slightest ridicule and suppression, I just wanted to escape everything and change my face.
But now that I've really changed my face, I don't feel inferior anymore, and I suddenly don't care about those empty things in my heart, although I don't feel like I'm superior, but at least I don't need to shrink like a turtle. in this world. Everyone is equal, I don't need to pay attention to the eyes of those ordinary people, and I don't need to care about what my father has done and what my mother is like. I'm not afraid of others knowing my true background, but at this moment, I can't reveal it.
Because, I am only one step away from my plan, I want to climb to the top of the tower of Pheasant University, I want to look down on the indifferent crowd of the whole school, and tell them that today's overlord Peng Zirui is the poor man who was ridiculed and despised by them at the beginning, Wu Lai. I want them to know how to respect someone, even if it's a very sad person, not to be underestimated, that's my ultimate goal. I can't let the purple-haired woman disrupt my plans alone, so I won't tell her the truth for a while.
So, I pursed my lips and replied to her: "It doesn't matter who I am, what matters is how many unconscionable things you have done, you know in your heart." Today I just gave you a small lesson, you should be glad that I didn't beat you into the abyss, you must know, the sins of heaven are especially forgivable, you can't live for your own sins, you should be a good person in the future, otherwise God will clean you up!"
When the purple-haired woman heard my words, her longing eyes suddenly became disappointed, and then she was deeply angry, and she almost ignited a raging fire, and with this angry flame came her laughing loudly, laughing so miserably, laughing so sadly, while laughing, she also retreated, retreated to the bed, and suddenly fell on her back on the bed, spread her legs, and shouted frantically: "Don't fucking tell me the truth, don't you want to take revenge on me?" Come on, you go up, or call the beggars, whatever you want, the old lady is waiting here, all the fucking shouting, do you think I'm scared?
At this moment, I couldn't help but be surprised, this scene of blood spurting, just naked in front of my eyes, it is estimated that this kind of thing, for anyone, will not be able to help but rush up, but I have no sexual interest at all, on the contrary, her actions, her words, also made me feel that she was really crazy, completely crazy.
Perhaps, the harm I caused to her was not just an insult, but a kind of emotional injury that was teased and played with and deceived, this kind of reversal blow made her crazy, for such a crazy woman, I was really helpless, anyway, the lesson to her was enough, and I didn't want to entangle with her, so I scolded directly: "Nerves!" and turned away.
Before I reached the door, the purple-haired woman's piercing roar came from behind me: "Peng Zirui, you remember to the old lady, today's events, I will never forget, I will not let you go, no matter who you are, the old lady must make you pay for today's behavior!!"
Her roar, heart-rending, but full of resentment, was like the voice of a terrible ghost in hell, which made people feel creepy.
However, now I am not afraid of threats, so for her intimidation, I only turned my head slightly, glanced at her, and calmly replied: "Okay, I'll wait for you!" After speaking, I didn't bother to take care of her, turned my head and walked out of the room!
Since then, the purple-haired girl has never come to school again, as for where she went, I don't know, although I know in my heart that the way I dealt with her is indeed a bit cruel for a girl, but I don't regret it at all, because the purple-haired girl can't interpret her by a normal person's standard at all, she not only caused indelible damage to me, but also did countless evil things to others, such a black sheep, get out of school, for the school, is not a bad thing, so that many people can be avoided from being bullied by herγ
So, knowing that she left school, my heart was happy.
In this way, several of my enemies in school were easily solved by me, and now there is only one thing left, to dominate Pheasant University. ad_250_left();
It's just that this matter is the most tricky one, although my prestige in the school is now flourishing, almost all the freshmen in the freshman year regard me as a god-like existence, even if even the sophomores are silently currying favor with me and wanting to secretly mix with me, it can be said that my power, my connections, my reputation, and all aspects are very strong, if this school does not have Xue Jinwei, a repeater, perhaps, I can easily sweep the whole school and dominate the whole school.
However, the fact is that Xue Jinwei is here, and he sits firmly in the position of overlord, I want to replace him, it is not a little difficult, not to mention that Xue Jinwei's backstage is very tough, it is an existence that no one dares to provoke, just in terms of his reputation and status in the school, it is unparalleled, his prestige is too high, to the people of Pheasant University, he is the supreme. It is he who makes the balance between the various grades, it will not be so chaotic, it is he who makes people from other schools dare not come to this school to beat people, in this pheasant university, he is the real emperor, and he is the object of worship and admiration of the students of the whole school, as long as he beckons casually, it is estimated that half of the boys in the school will listen to his command, even if even the people who mix with me, they may be used by him, even if some people will not stand on Xue Jinwei's side, but they don't have the courage to help me and go against Xue Jinwei.
Therefore, it is too difficult to step on Xue Jinwei's shoulders and reach the top of Pheasant University!
However, no matter how difficult it is, I have to challenge, because I have to dominate Pheasant University, I want to change the pattern of the school, change the order of the school, change the mentality of the students, and make this school of bastards have a new look.
I have been working hard for this belief in my heart, and it is the main focus of my school life. In the days that followed, I not only tried to deepen the relationship with a few powerful people in my freshman year, calling me brothers, but also secretly contacted many sophomore bastards, and even, I also quietly contacted some juniors, and slowly, inadvertently, my interpersonal relationships have spread throughout Pheasant University, but, compared to Xue Jinwei, my gap is still quite big.
Of course, if you want to fight with Xue Jinwei, the most important thing is not the question of strength, but the entry point, I can't provoke him for no reason and take the initiative to provoke a war, in this way, my division is unknown, and others have no reason to help me.
Therefore, these days, secretly developing forces is my main daily activity, but at the same time, I have also been planning how to find an entry point, so as to effectively balance Xue Jinwei and dominate Pheasant University!
Day after day, life is busy and fulfilling, and there is a rare evening when I wander around the campus alone, stealing half a moment of leisure.
However, as long as there are people, there are still different eyes on me, perhaps, people are famous, there is this lingering celebrity effect, wherever I go, there will be girls from time to time to show me admiration, from time to time there are boys to greet me with a smile, and the original Wu Lai is also eye-catching, but he is mostly cold-eyed and despised, this contrast is indeed obvious.
Nowadays, I have undergone a qualitative transformation, except for the fact that I have not yet reached the peak of the university, everything else that should be reversed seems to be reversed, I have changed from a weak person with extreme inferiority complex to a strong person who exudes self-confidence, this kind of life, isn't it exactly what I was looking forward to? But why, in this rare evening when a person is idle, my heart suddenly calmed down, but the silence was a little terrible, and I felt like something was missing.
Before I knew it, I had come to a bubble tea shop at the corner of the road, where I couldn't help but pause.
This bubble tea shop was the place where Xu Nan invited me to drink milk tea for the first time, and it was here that I suddenly woke up to the feeling I had for Xu Nan, which turned out to be love.
Today, I came here again, and my heart suddenly became enlightened, perhaps, that loneliness comes from the loneliness of love, and it feels like something is missing in my heart, which is also love. No matter how busy I use to enrich myself, but when I calm down, this faint sense of loss will still hit my heart, I know, I can't forget Xu Nan, my heart, I still can't let go of her, I can't let go of this woman who gave me love and gave me the first time, now I have the ability to get back everything I lost before, even dignity, I can want it back.
However, I still can't get back this love, it's like a mirror, broken, it's broken, and there is no way to restore it. Even if it is barely pasted together, the crack in the middle is clear and glaring.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in my heart, I couldn't help but close my eyes deeply, thinking about the bits and pieces I had been with Xu Nan, the more I thought about it, the more melancholy I felt in my heart, and, at the moment I opened my eyes, a very familiar figure suddenly came into my eyes.
I didn't dare to move, I just stared in a daze, I thought I was just thinking about her, so I hallucinated.
But my life is so exciting, there will always be coincidences at the right time that you don't expect. At this moment, what is standing in front of me is either a phantom or a living being, Xu Nan.
It's just that she didn't take the initiative to invite me to drink milk tea like the previous two times, but stood not far from me, looking at me blankly, her eyes seemed to be full of meaning, as if she wanted to see me through, I suddenly suddenly, an inexplicable sense of panic filled my heart, and I felt that I was a little bit of my original form, so I quickly turned around and wanted to escape from here.
But before I could take two steps, I heard Xu Nan's voice: "Why don't you go in and have a drink?"
I turned my head and glanced at her, making sure she was talking to me, and I immediately replied indifferently: "No, I don't like to drink milk tea!"
After speaking, I wanted to leave again, but Xu Nan didn't give up, suddenly chased after me, blocked in front of me, and said to me in a somewhat pleading tone: "Peng Zirui, for the sake of our acquaintance, can you invite me to a drink?"
Her voice sounded quite pitiful, but I didn't want to face her, I was really afraid that I would be exposed in front of her, and I was about to refuse her ruthlessly, but at this time, Xu Nan added: "I have something to say to you, half an hour at most!"
She lowered her posture and begged me like this, even if my heart was hard, I couldn't bear it, she used to be so happy and full of vitality, and now she has become so depressed, I really can't bear to hit her anymore, I was silent, and I said slowly: "Okay!"
Immediately, Xu Nan and I walked into the bubble tea shop together.
The style and appearance of the bubble tea shop have not changed at all, the owner of the milk tea seller is still the same person, everything seems to be the same as the original, things are people, but there is a kind of thing, but it stuck my heart and made me unable to relax.
I was like a robot, I paid, took the milk tea, and Xu Nan found a corner seat and sat down, today's milk tea shop is still quiet, there is a faint fragrance of milk tea in it, the atmosphere is very good, it is very suitable for couples to fall in love, but now the relationship between me and Xu Nan is so embarrassing, I don't know how to speak, I can only suck the milk tea silently, waiting for Xu Nan's question.
Xu Nan's face still has a special beauty under the light, but her face is not glowing, as if she is very sad, she took a sip of milk tea, moistened her throat, and finally said: "Do you know? Peng Zirui, during this time, I haven't done anything, I've been secretly observing you, I found a problem, you don't seem to be here to study, nor are you here to pick up girls!"
As soon as I heard this, I felt more and more flustered, and I was afraid that my true form would be revealed in front of her, but listening to her words, it was obvious that she had noticed something, but I tried my best to suppress those panicked emotions, pretending not to care, and playing with taste: "Oh, what am I here for?"
Xu Nan stared straight at me, and said with a straight face: "Come for revenge!"
These four words, she said very seriously, as if she had been completely sure, my hands couldn't help shaking, and my heart couldn't help beating wildly.
Sure enough, Xu Nan is different from ordinary people, she has been integrated with me after all, and she still found my flaws after all.
Originally, if I took the initiative to admit my identity, maybe it would be better, if I was forced to ask by Xu Nan, it would not only be shameless, but also a blow to Xu Nan, besides, I don't want to expose it for the time being. So, I continued to pretend to be calm and grinned: "You've watched too many movies like Infernal Affairs, I just transferred to this school, what revenge is there?"
Even though I pretended to be calm on the surface, Xu Nan still seemed to be able to read something from my eyes. She obviously didn't believe my words, and continued to say seriously: "That day, you beat Fang Zixuan and a group of people together in the class, I saw it at the door of your classroom, and when I saw you beating Fang Zixuan, it seemed to be angry, as if he had a great enmity with you!"
I smiled slightly and said: "I can't talk about his hatred, but I'm a person, I can't stand half of the grievances, and I will take revenge, you also saw it, he kicked me on the rooftop for no reason, his attitude is really arrogant, I retaliate against him, normal!"
Regarding this question, Xu Nan did not continue to pursue this question, she paused, and asked me again: "In the last group battle, Ding Wudi was stabbed twice, and the most serious knife wound was on his abdomen, and the Ding family insisted that Fang Zixuan did it, but Fang Zixuan only admitted that he stabbed Ding Wudi, or in the back. At that time, the situation was chaotic, and others didn't pay attention, but I kept looking at you, I remember, you seem to have hugged Ding Wudi, and you made up the other knife, right?"
Hearing this, my heart shook again, I really didn't expect that Xu Nan, a simple-minded girl, had become Sherlock Holmes, she actually found out my problem through these details, perhaps, this is also due to her too much attention to me, her preconceived notions make her very different from me, but, I have already made up my mind, it is impossible to admit it, so I can only reply indifferently:" Classmate, there are some things that you can't talk nonsense Oh, I am an ally with Ding Wudi, how could I hurt him, Fang Zixuan himself is a villain, he stabbed someone, and he didn't admit it, isn't this normal?"
Anyway, there is no evidence, I can say whatever I want, and Xu Nan can't find anything.
What surprised me a little was that Xu Nan gave up this question briskly, and changed the topic, she pursed her mouth bitterly, and said again: "Zhen Zhen left school some time ago, and she was still very angry and angry, before she left, it seemed that she had the most contact with you, I think, this matter should have nothing to do with you!"
Even this, she knows it?
Sure enough, Xu Nan came to me after she figured everything out, and it seems that she really worked hard to find out my identity.
At this moment, I really don't know whether to be happy or helpless, but no matter what she is now, at least at the beginning, she disliked my life experience and broke up with me, this is also an established fact, since it is separated, it is separated, and we can't be together again, I can't have any illusions about the woman who hurt me, she may be sympathy and guilt for me, I don't need such feelings. So, I held back the throbbing and said solemnly, "I..."
This time, however, she reached out to interrupt me before I could finish my explanation, and then, with a thud, she got up from her seat. Tears slid down her face, and the light glistened through her tears in my eyes and pierced my heart. Immediately, she leaned forward slowly, her face so close to mine that I could smell the familiar scent of hers.
She looked at me firmly, and a very painful and resentful voice squeezed out of her throat: "You are Wu Lai, right?"