108: Unwilling
Thorn ----
A very ugly brake sound sounded, Jiang Miyin was caught off guard, and was almost hit by the sudden brakes, and the whole person's heart beat so hard that it seemed that in an instant, she almost died.
Jiang Miyin gasped with palpitations, she couldn't die yet, she hadn't avenged Shaosheng, how could she die like this???
So his face turned pale, and it took a long time to look at He Xize, and then he smiled miserably: "What's ????"
"I scared ???"
"Heh--, yes, I am such a person, such a vicious and cruel person, those who participated in it at the beginning, but now they have been released from prison, I have not spared any of them, looking at their miserable lives, I feel very happy. ”
"Aren't they going to play with the law? They can take advantage of the law, why can't I ????"
"Besides, I didn't persecute them, they were willing to do it, I just spent some money, and after a little temptation, they were desperate, and I can't --- blame me, don't you???"
"As for those black-hearted managers, they don't have a penny to do with me, they are born dark, they don't even care about the official family, I'm a weak woman, naturally I can't do these ---"
"However, this is the beginning, they will regret the decision they made for the rest of their lives, I will not let them die easily, before I get revenge, before I go to accompany Shaosheng, they can all live, am I not very merciful???"
"Haha---, hahaha---"
Jiang Miyin laughed, tears fell down, and finally there was silence, and after a long period of silence, he looked out the window and said, "This is my ---"
"This is who I really am, and I can do anything to get revenge. ”
"Thank you, thank you for being with us all these days. ”
After speaking, he opened the seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but at this moment, He Xize pulled Jiang Miyin's wrist and said, "Miyin---"
Then he looked a little sad, and said with a heavy heart: "Miyin, you are still young, you are still young---"
"This great life, you, you live in hatred every day, is it worth it???"
"Is it worth it???"
Jiang Miyin's hand on the door stiffened, her eyes were red, but she was stubborn, and said without looking back: "Naturally worth ---"
"You'll never understand how important it is in my life to have fewer children. ”
"And ---"
"You'll never be able to have fewer children. ”
After speaking, he opened the door and got out of the car, turned around and left, leaving He Xize alone in the car in a daze.
He didn't chase the car, he stalked the other party to get into his car, and sent people home safely or something.
That's machismo, everyone is an adult, you have to learn to respect each other.
And He Xize knows better, to give the other party time and space to sort out his mood, Jiang Miyin at this moment is afraid that his heart is fluctuating, if he catches up at this time, it will only make Jiang Miyin even more embarrassed, except for increasing the sense of disgust, he has no effect.
He Xize just watched Jiang Miyin block a taxi in front of him and drove away, and he didn't know how long it took before he let out a breath of air and drove away.
Seriously, Jiang Miyin's words are fake if they don't hurt people.
He Xize naturally knew that Jiang Miyin had a person living in his heart, a person who had been dead for many years, and he also knew how important that person was to her.
However, being told so bluntly about one's thoughts has taken a big toll on one's self-esteem.
At the same time, He Xize also knew that Jiang Miyin could relax his guard against him so much, and I was afraid that it was also because he could find the shadow of Shaosheng in himself, which was called projection---
He knew it in his heart, but it couldn't stop him from wanting to get close to Jiang Miyin, yes, he liked this stubborn and affectionate girl.
Such a dare to love and hate, dare to act, do not consider the consequences, all the way forward---
is so brave and fearless, heh, ---, and on the other hand, he is a shrinking turtle, saying that it sounds good is to plan and then act, but isn't it a shrinking turtle to say that it is ugly???
If in ancient times, he was afraid that he could only be a behind-the-scenes military advisor, and Jiang Miyin was the general who could gallop on the battlefield and kill the enemy bravely, and he was a person who everyone loved and supported.
And he is not much more of a shadow behind the halo of others.
Who doesn't have a heroic dream???
However, not everyone can be a hero and enjoy the honor of a hero.
In the final analysis, he is just a poor boy, he has no family support, no strong connections, even if he has a little success now, but compared to the sea, he is just a drop in the ocean.
Falling into the sea can't stir up a little waves, so he can only be a behind-the-scenes hero.
Anyway, he can do something, and he has to be content, isn't he???
And Jiang Miyin, who left He Xize's car, directly asked the driver to drive the car to Fuling Garden.
The autumn wind is blowing, and the Fuling Garden is even more deserted.
Jiang Miyin sat in front of Shaosheng's tomb, touched Shaosheng's tombstone over and over again, and said with tears in her eyes: "Shaosheng ---"
"Shaosheng, I'm coming to see you again. ”
"You haven't seen me for so long, do you miss me???"
"Shaosheng, you are enduring it, it's almost over, I'm going to avenge you soon. ”
"I won't let go of any of those people who hurt you, heh, why can they live nourishingly, and you have to be buried in the ground all day long in this bleak blessed cemetery?"
"If they want to live??? then I will let them live first, it is better to live than to die---"
It's just that when she said this, Jiang Miyin's eyes were gloomy, and she said with some apprehension: "Shaosheng, am I not very vicious???"
"Is it okay for you to be disgusted with me??? and give birth to ---"
Speaking of this, Jiang Miyin's tears were like tears again, she didn't want to do this, she also wanted to be a pure little princess, but ---
She was born to live in the abyss, and being born was the only ray of light in her life, but she was swallowed up by darkness like this, and there was not even a scum left.
Although she has never stained her hands with blood, she is also filthy, and people like her will only be scolded by the world, saying that she is vicious and femme fatale---
I'm afraid that the group of people who know will definitely stand on the moral high ground and say that she is falling, saying that it is better to settle the grievance and not to settle the dispute, and what is the mercy of the subordinates---
It's ridiculous, if it didn't happen to them, they naturally pretended to be the Virgin Mary one by one, and if they cut off a piece of meat on them, they would try???
It's been a long time since they were hideous, and they were kind---
Human nature is so ugly.
But thinking that He Xize was disgusted with her because of this, Jiang Miyin, to be honest, was still very sad in her heart.
Unbeknownst to her, when she said those words, her heart also hurt.
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