What is the purpose of this and what is the point?"

I was already flustered in my heart, but my words were still rational, and I couldn't let people carry emotions, and I couldn't let other people's emotions disturb my thoughts.

"yes, what's the point, I don't know. Maybe it's to expose you, and then it will be difficult for your relationship to develop, so that the senior brother will have a chance? Maybe after you are exposed, you will be more openly together, and the senior brother will let go completely? Or is it just just trying to make trouble for you? I can't say clearly, maybe it's because of this unclear explanation, I want to see what the result is. So tirelessly expose your whereabouts. ”

Jiaojiao actually talked about these things so reasonably, it was really tears for the hearers and sad for the listeners.

"You love senior brother, you just tell him how much you love him, you just chase him directly, why bother us?"

My tone was a little impatient, and it was so hard for people not to be influenced by others. I'm just an ordinary person in the crowd.

"Do you think I don't want to? I can use such a futile scheming when it's so simple! I watched my senior brother vomit blood for you, hospitalize you, get stabbed for you, bleed and shed tears for you, he is not a ghost or a ghost for you, he has become insensitive and dumbfounded for you, he begs you in the hospital, please let him love you, how humble he is, how much he does!"

"Maybe I've been with him for a long time, and I'm becoming more and more like him. We are all prisoners of love. I said I love him, very much, like he loves you. He didn't believe me, and he told me to give up because he said he wouldn't give up loving you. He's like a fool, and we're all fools. I said that as long as he agreed to date me, I would tell him all your whereabouts, and he was actually tempted, he was for your whereabouts, so that he could see you if he could see you, so he was tempted, and he actually promised to date me! But our dating is always just chatting, and the content of the chat is just you, how funny, how hateful. ”

As soon as she talked about her senior brother, Jiaojiao was like a river, and she talked so much without panting. I heard something unbelievable, so I had to interrupt her and interject directly.

"Chat?"

Jiaojiao excitedly announced that she was in love again, but was this love just a chat?

"Yes, I'll talk to him about you and Yisei, and about the matter between you and Yisei. He also likes to listen, and it hurts so much when he listens, but he just wants to listen. He was willing to listen, so I said, once I talked too much, in fact, there are a lot of things I made up, after all, you don't talk to us much about the matter between you and Yisei, where do I have so much content to tell him. So I had to make it up, and one time I went a little too far, and he was heartbroken and asked me to go out for a drink with him. He asked me to go to drink with him, and you know how happy I was, it was the first time he had invited me to do something that really belonged to me and him on a date. ”

"He was drunk, and I was overjoyed, so I pulled him to open the room without saying a word. But even when he was drunk, he still knew that he loved you and not me, he called your name in his mouth, and when I approached him, he pushed me away, and nothing happened to us one night. He remembered it so clearly, he remembered it so well, nothing happened. You go to him to theorize, he is so arrogant that he doesn't admit it, he doesn't admit it, he can ignore my life and death so much, he actually just wants his innocence......"

"Later, I was so heartbroken that I went to the bar I went to last time with my brother to drink. This time I was drunk, and I didn't have the perseverance of my senior brother, I met Guo Zi, and everything that should have happened happened happened to us......"

"I hate myself, I have so no willpower, I can't control myself when I'm drunk, I'm pregnant with Guo Zi's child, but I still don't die, I want to do it one last time. So I panicked with you, I just wanted to try it, I wanted to bet again, just in case...... What if, Senior Brother, his heart softens, or Senior Brother, he actually can't remember clearly, what if he admits it......"

Jiaojiao seems to be unable to wake up from a nightmare, like crazy. What is it like to be so crazy? maybe...... Maybe someday...... One into him...... No, it's impossible! It's really unimaginable. I seemed to be a little understandable for a moment.

"But senior brother, he didn't, if you go to him, you should have said something very ugly, otherwise he wouldn't be so lost. It must be that you said that he was very serious, and he would only be sad and sad for your words, otherwise who could affect his mood. Listening to Wanqing, he resolutely denied it. My heart was like ashes, and I dropped out of school as soon as my heart was crossed. I wonder if my brother will not be used to it after I drop out of school, and will he not be used to living without me. Will he want to find me, will he come to comfort me, persuade me, let me live well......"

"You, how are you doing now?"

I interrupted Jiaojiao's words vividly. I really can't stand it, Jiaojiao is crazy for love, crazy for love, crazy for love, hurt for love, such a painful and tormented love, but she still lets herself go crazy.

"As you can see, Guo Zi is very good to me. I don't do anything now, I do whatever I want every day, Guo Zi is up to me. I run to this school every day, running to stare at you, Guo Zi only follows when he is free, and lets me when he is not free. He probably couldn't figure out why I was staring at a girl. You say I'm not very smart, and I'm still trying to waste my time every day......"

"You know what, I didn't know about my dropout, but I met him on the first day I came back to follow you. I dropped out of school and I told him. He stared at me blankly, his eyes wide open and closed, which was to tell me that he knew. Hehe, and then he walked away indifferently. You say, what kind of thing do you think I love? How can he be so ruthless!"

Jiaojiao was disappointed, angry, grief-stricken, and mournful......

Looking at Jiaojiao's miserable, worse than dead, and undignified appearance, I gritted my teeth and made an important decision.

If, in case, Issei and I have that day, I must stick to the bottom line of being a man.

If he loves me, I will face it with him and bear it together.

If he doesn't love me anymore, I can continue to love him, but I can't go to him, I can't beg him, I can't trample on myself in front of him, I can't die humbly in love.

"What are your plans for the future?"

People have to look forward, I hope Jiaojiao doesn't always look back, I hope she can plan for her own tomorrow.

"I don't have any plans for the time being. Let's just leave it at that. Fortunately, it doesn't hurt as much as it used to be. ”

Jiaojiao said lightly.

"Xingchen, don't you hate me?"

Jiaojiao suddenly grabbed me by the shoulders and stared into my eyes, as if looking at me expectantly.

"Don't hate. ”

I looked into my delicate eyes and replied firmly.

"Don't you hate?"

Jiaojiao seemed to be expecting something, and a hint of disappointment flashed in her eyes.

"Don't hate. ”

I still repeat my answer firmly.

"Am I not even worthy of your hatred? Am I really so insignificant? Am I really so dispensable in your life?"

Jiaojiao became hysterical again, she actually pushed me away so hard that I was pushed to the ground by her sudden push.

She got up and walked away without looking back.

Looking at Jiaojiao's departing back, I seemed to be a little confused.

When a person is desperate to understand that she herself is not loved by others, then it is good that she can be hated by others. At least prove that you have existed, that you have influence on others, and that you are not so unimportant. It's a way of dying and throeping.

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