I looked at him, and he was quite young, in his thirties.

I nodded and said, "Yes." ”

"Then let's get to know each other, my name is Li Zhen. He told me.

"My name is Li Sien. I said.

"There is fate, they are all surnamed Li, and they were a family eight hundred years ago. The man said.

"Hehe, yes. I laughed.

"Are you married?" asked Li Zhen.

"Married, two children. ”

"It's not like a woman who gave birth to two children, and she is in good shape. Li Zhen said.

Where do I go? I want to get lucky......

In my mind, happiness is a happy life.

He was still looking for a topic with me next to him, and I chatted with him casually.

Xinjiang was my last stop, and I found the envelope in my bag.

Above this sky, I want to say goodbye to him one last time.

I can't say that, I should say, I want to see how he says goodbye to me.

It's been a year, and it's going to be a year......

I've been carrying this letter for almost a year, and I've been keeping it in a small compartment, and the envelope is still brand new.

My hands trembled a little, and I took it, put it down, picked it up again, and put it down again......

When I finally opened it, I saw the beautiful handwriting, which was still so familiar to me.

Sien:

Wife, what year is it? Is it cloudy or sunny today?

Have you gained weight? I'm sorry you've been so thin all the time around me!

I know you'll be going home, but I'm not sure you'll read the letter.

Do you still blame me? Blame me a lot.

I could have grown old with him, but I broke up, and I promised you, but I didn't do it.

Also, the child is gone, and you still hate me, right?

Sometimes, it's better to hate me than to think about me, isn't it?

Regarding the child, I really want him to grow up under the sun, be happy and happy, feel the joys and sorrows of the world, and grow up to be a better person than me.

I can't bear it, my life is full of blood, but it's funny, as far as you and your child's life are concerned, I will take it as my life.

When I learned that you were pregnant with our child, I panicked, I thought, he was born without a father, how pitiful, to send someone to the fence.

I just thought clearly, the hurtful things I have done, when I killed Lin Zhongxu, I hadn't thought about how his son would live. But now I think, how is my son going to live?

What if you don't have a father, what if you don't have a father?

I have a bad temper, my son, I don't allow him to be bullied, you are too weak, so I take him away, I think about it, he will look like you, because children are like mothers, but the personality will be like me, so you don't have to regret it, this little beast is gone, lest you grow up and be angry with you.

No matter how much I say, I know you're going to hate me for it.

Out of consideration for you, I can't be tired of you, and for me, you are the most important, past, now, and future. I can't be tired of you, how old are you, how are you going to live with children?

So, stop blaming me.

I used to say, I said that even if I die, I will drag you and me to hell, and I am angry.

At that time, I hated, I hated a lot, hated why the world is big, and everyone else can do things, why I can't.

Why can't I live a stable life with the woman I love?

I see a lot of couples, when they get along, like the two of us, eat together, go shopping together, make trouble together, quarrel together, but I can't grow old with you, where are we wrong?.

I hate, I hate God for not having long eyes.

Hate to hate, to put it mildly, come to think of it, I am also convinced, I ruined other people's lives, this is retribution, I just have a hard mouth.

It's just that I'm sorry for you, people, there is always a stubborn thought, although I know that I won't die well, but on the other hand, I still think that I can at least live to be more than sixty like my father.

As soon as I thought so, I didn't want to let you go.

Until that time Johnson's stand-in kidnapped you, until Johnson took you to country S and used it to coerce me.

I thought they weren't going to put you back, and that night I sat in a chair all night, and I thought, I really hurt you, I'm just a living plague, what did I force you to do by my side? In the end, I hurt you, I didn't mean that.

I understand that I don't deserve a home, a wife and children.

At dawn, I sorted out all my things, interviewed the director of the Jing Bureau, and I went to turn myself in.

I promised them that I would help them take Jiang Sen, my request was that you must come back intact, they promised me, they said that it was their duty to protect the citizens, even if I was not Xu Dongqing, they would save you back.

I thought I was ridiculous, and I fought against them for the rest of my life, and eventually I begged them, and they would help me.

At that time, I was really cornered, I was afraid, afraid that you would be taken hostage in this life and stay in country S.

It's me who calls for wind and rain in Binhai City on weekdays, but I also have incompetence times.

Johnson's manor, I can go in, I'm not afraid of dying inside, I'm afraid you'll die inside, I'm afraid that even if I die inside, I won't be able to bring you out. There's only one way for me to go.

Don't think too much, I'm destined to be so.

I have enough in this life, I am Xu Hongwei's son, when he was there, I was the eldest young master of the Xu family, and I have been calling for wind and rain since I was a child.

Dad is gone, I am the biggest evil force in Binhai City, everyone detours me, haha, didn't Jin Feng also defeat me?

To tell you the truth, if you really compare, the two of us are equal, he is just not as black as me! I am not as bright as him.

Dark...... will always be swallowed up by the sun, so he goes long, I can't, I'm doomed to fail, doomed him to win.

I thought about this, and I regretted my arrogance, not being able to give you a good life, and being arrogant.

Everyone is alienated from me, I understand, because in a world without sunshine, people will die quickly, and people are born to pursue sunshine.

In the last few days, I regret keeping you by my side, if you follow him, although the family will be bullied by the old lady, but any family, isn't it like that?

If you follow him, you will live a life like water, the years will be quiet, and when you reach old age, there will be an end, and there will be land to bury.

But with me, I don't even know if I'm dead, and you'll be chased by the enemy.

If you think about it, you can't, because Jin Feng is still in that seat after all.

The qiang that Jin Fengkai opened was not me, Sien, it was Jiang Sen.

He is trying to force you to leave me, but I can't tell you the truth, I'm afraid that you will go to him to seek revenge, and there will be no return.

How ridiculous I am, I see you crying, I hate it not Jin Feng, it's Jiang Sen, I think, why do you make me cry, I'll kill you sooner or later, it's not far off...... Not far away.......

I know the feelings you have for Jin Feng in your heart, that is something I can't compare to in my life, how ridiculous I am, I always tell you that I want him to die, but I don't dare, I'm afraid that you will hate me from now on, I'm afraid that you will cry.

Are your eyes better? During that time everything you saw was gray, and once I gave you a pink rose, and I asked you if it looked good? You asked me why I gave you white flowers?

The next day I gave you a red one, and you asked me curiously, and asked, "Is there a black rose?" What kind of variety is this? Why haven't I seen it?"

I say, "Newly cultivated, will change color." You still say I lied to you.

I didn't lie to you, red will turn black, black will turn red, like my heart.

You don't even want to tell me if you have a problem with your eyes.

For a while, you were afraid of me, you didn't come back to join me, why were you afraid of me? At that time, when I lost my temper with you, I thought, I really don't deserve it, even if everyone in the world is afraid of me and wants me to die, how can you be afraid of me.

What are you afraid of me? My life, as long as you say a word, I will give it, what are you afraid of?