Chapter 102: The heart is getting heavier and heavier
Thinking about the final exam, time flew to this day.
Chu Xinran sat in the examination room of the professional class, holding an oil paintbrush in his hand and looking at the model sitting in front of the still life table, his mind had already flown to the point where he didn't know which hundred countries it was.
"The reason why I feel that time flies so quickly should be related to the fact that I haven't acted excessively in the cold nights these days, right?" Chu Xinran asked herself in her heart, she felt very surprised, didn't Leng Yehan really turn sex and become a good person?
Originally, in the corridor of Leng's house that night, Chu Xinran thought that Leng Yehan would do something unkind to her, but she didn't expect that the guy would just say something and then go back to the room, as if he was not interested in her at all.
"What the hell is going on? What ......the hell is this" Chu Xinran's eyes seemed to be no longer a model, but turned into Leng Yehan's erratic and unpredictable face.
"Chu Xinran. β
With a small reminder, Chu Xinran suddenly came back to his senses, only to find that the paintbrush in his hand had already touched the canvas by himself, outlining a heavy ripe brown.
"Oh my God......" Chu Xinran exclaimed in his heart, and then looked at the person who reminded her - Qi Haifeng with very apologetic eyes.
"What do you think? Concentrate on the exam. Qi Haifeng still lowered his voice to remind her, and then walked away.
"Fortunately, it was Teacher Qi who invigilated the exam, otherwise it would ......" Chu Xinran patted her heart lightly with her left hand and suppressed her shock, she was so distracted in the examination room, if she had been invigilated by someone else, it is estimated that Chu Xinran would have been given a yellow card warning.
Don't think about so many things for the time being, Chu Xinran took a deep breath and made up her mind, what she has to do now is to pass the final exam smoothly.
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After the three-hour exam, today's professional practice exam content is finally over. Everyone packed up their things and left one after another, and the painting that was used as the exam paper continued to stay on the oil painting frame, still sitting peacefully in the easel.
Chu Xinran wiped her paintbrush and got up to leave when she finished cleaning up her painting tools, Qi Haifeng was the only one in the studio, she looked at Qi Haifeng and touched his head a little embarrassedly and smiled, "Teacher Qi, before...... Really thank you for helping me. β
Qi Haifeng smiled slightly, "What is there to thank you for, I'm just reminding you to concentrate on the exam." β
"It may not be a big deal for Teacher Qi, but it's really important to me because other teachers don't do that like you. Chu Xinran thanked Qi Haifeng from the bottom of his heart, he has always been a gentle and kind teacher.
"Other students won't be as distracted during exams as you are. Qi Haifeng always kept smiling and looked at Chu Xinran, and even looked at her with a flushed face, very embarrassed.
"The last time I had an outdoor sketching class in the birch forest, I thought something wasn't quite right with you. Qi Haifeng finally clarified his worries about Chu Xinran, he walked forward and came to Chu Xinran, "To be exact, you are a little unusual before and after the report exhibition, your state really makes me very worried." β
The smile suddenly froze on the face that appeared, Qi Haifeng had been observing her for a long time, but he didn't say anything, "Teacher Qi, I'm ...... I'm fine......" In addition to continuing to say that it was okay, Chu Xinran really didn't know how to explain.
"You don't want to say, I won't ask, I just want you to understand the current situation. You have one year to graduate, and you must not be negligent in this critical year, and don't take indifferent things to heart and delay your serious affairs. β
Qi Haifeng looked at Chu Xinran fixedly, he had taught this proud protΓ©gΓ© for so long, and he had never seen her reflect like this in the past. But what he said was like a cold knife poking Chu Xinran's heart.
Qi Haifeng didn't know the inside story of the matter, and he wouldn't understand what kind of situation Chu Xinran was facing. And even if Chu Xinran was very anxious and wanted to defend herself, she couldn't find a suitable reason to "defend herself".
"I ...... I'll be able to regulate my nervousness. Chu Xinran assured Qi Haifeng that she had no other good way to implement it now except to try to overcome that emotional leakage.
"I hope so, I've always been optimistic about you. Qi Haifeng nodded slightly, although Chu Xinran's assurance was a bit empty and unconvincing, but as a teacher, he had to choose to believe, so as to give students great encouragement.
"Today's exam is over, go home early and have a good rest, and try not to be distracted like this during tomorrow's exam. After Qi Haifeng finished speaking, he turned around and left the studio.
Chu Xinran was the only one left in the studio, and she let out a long sigh, "Teacher Qi, in fact, I really understand in my heart the intention of what you just said just now, but it's a pity...... Alas......"
With a long sigh, Chu Xinran was very irritable now, and this feeling surrounded him. She can't tell why she is so entangled, it doesn't matter to her if Leng Yehan doesn't go home very early, this is simply a rare big benefit, but she is not used to it now, what kind of bullshit is this?
"Cold Nights and Cold ......"
"I advise you not to scold him behind his back, and be careful that the wall has ears. The evil ghost's voice revealed irresistible gentleness, Chu Xinran was stunned for a moment, and after reacting, he turned around sharply.
"Luo Yifan?!" Chu Xinran shouted in surprise, Luo Yifan had a playful smile on his face, leaning on the door wall with his arms crossed, looking at his expression, he should have been at the door of the studio just now.
"You...... I'm ...... I ......" Chu Xinran was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say, and he stumbled for a long time before finally saying what he wanted to say in his heart, "How long have you been here?" How did you get in? I talked to Teacher Qi just now, you ...... How much do you really hear?"
"If I say it all, will you turn your face with me and not recognize anyone?" Luo Yifan raised his eyebrows slightly and asked with some worry.
"If you don't say it, I'll turn my face! Forget it, you still don't say it! I already know it anyway!" Chu Xinran felt panicked in her heart, she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment.
Although Chu Xinran especially thanked Luo Yifan for his gentle treatment in his heart, he also admitted that he could be a friend. However, Luo Yifan is Leng Yehan's brother-in-law after all, he is a monitor that Leng Yehan has placed by his side, standing outside the door and hearing her talking to Qi Haifeng, Chu Xinran has no way to accept it calmly.
"I said I would stand on your side, do you still suspect me of rejecting me in your heart?" Luo Yifan showed a look of grievance and pity, and Chu Xinran felt a little guilty in his heart.
"This ...... There's going to be a process of adaptation, right? Do you want me to accept you all at once......? I, Chu Xinran, am not such a casual person at all!"
Chu Xinran's strong words, which were not comforting, made Luo Yifan laugh, "It's just a joke, you don't have to take it seriously." I know that you and that person are just a teacher-student relationship, I just advise you, and I won't say anything more to support him. β
"It doesn't matter if you count you and Leng Yehan, because he already knows everything. Chu Xinran said this, somewhat with some anger.
"Don't say that, I'm not that kind of person. Luo Yifan came to Chu Xinran's side, stretched out an arm and wrapped her in the crook of his arm, "You will end the final exam next week, about the outdoor camp......
"You know this?!" Chen Xuran was extremely surprised.
"What's so surprising? I didn't come back for this. Luo Yifan stroked Chu Xinran's head, the doting eyes and the difference in height were like parents caressing their young children.
"You...... You go away for me!" Chu Xinran shook off Luo Yifan's hand, her tangled temper couldn't figure it out for a while, and she needed to slowly sort out her habits.
"Okay, okay, I'm not joking with you, okay?" In a place like school, Luo Yifan didn't plan to annoy Chu Xinran, "You see it's already noon, I'm here to have lunch with you, so I'll go to your cafeteria to eat, okay?"
Chu Xinran was stunned and looked up at Luo Yifan, "Eat in our school cafeteria......?" Why did you suddenly remember this?"
Luo Yifan smiled and said nothing this time, but Chu Xinran read different feelings from his eyes with various complicated expressions, "Are you ...... Want to see ...... Uh......" The unfinished words suddenly stopped, and Chu Xinran shuddered in fright.
She almost said Leng Xixi's name just now, if she didn't have a door, she accidentally told Leng Xixi, and she didn't know what would happen next.
"What are you looking at?" Luo Yifan was slightly stunned and asked Chu Xinran.
"Ah...... That ......" Chen Xuran was thinking about how to play the round, although Luo Yifan had guaranteed the ticket several times and three times, but she couldn't completely believe that Luo Yifan wouldn't say anything, especially since she had already seen Leng Xixi still use someone else's card.
"I mean...... The flowers in our school garden are blooming beautifully, you ...... Are you famous for coming to see flowers?" Finally found an excuse that was very reluctant and did not have any high-end technical content, Chu Xinran seemed to be able to hear the sound of his heart pounding.
"I've heard about the flowers in your school, and I've wanted to come here to enjoy the flowers before, but I haven't had the time and special opportunities, and today I was reminded by you like this, I really want to see how beautiful it is!"
"I heard people talk about it...... Chu Xinran knocked her head hard in her heart, she was so careless that she forgot that Luo Yifan also had a relative on this campus. She usually works in the studio and rarely goes out to walk around, so she naturally has few contacts.
But today is different, because Luo Yifan is here, if you really go to the garden to enjoy the flowers, maybe you can see Leng Xixi, who is also studying here, will it be very lively in that case?
"Hey, what are you thinking? Did you hear me?" Luo Yifan lightly touched Chu Xinran's arm, she didn't slap him away or dodge him like she did just now.
"Oh, I...... I didn't think about anything, I just thought that we might as well go and enjoy the flowers first, and then watch TV. β
"Why?" Regarding Chu Xinran's proposal, Luo Yifan was obviously not very happy.
"I'm ...... I think...... If you go to eat with the mood of watching beautiful things, you should eat several more bowls, right? You see that the flowers you want to enjoy are there, and you don't look at them but you have to eat first, isn't it a bit tyrannical?"
"What kind of words are you happing with this, if you go after a while, just point it out and say it directly, why bother going around in circles like this. Luo Yifan once again ignored Chu Xinran's objection, and rubbed her hair like a spoiled child.
Chu Xinran didn't dodge, and the stone pressed in her heart became heavier and heavier.