Chapter 92: Unforgivable

Back in the Orchid Garden, Zeng Yi sat on the sofa in the dark. He didn't dare to turn on the light, he was afraid of seeing those familiar things, and seeing these was like seeing Xu Zhiqing's beautiful face, which made him feel a deep sense of guilt. Because of himself, a vigorous life disappeared, and because of himself, his benefactor jumped off a cliff and died.

took out a cigarette and slowly lit it, and after taking a deep breath, Zeng Yi fell into endless memories.

"Remember to pay attention to hygiene, don't litter things and smelly socks, if I see it, you will be punished for cleaning the room for a month. ”

I remember that when I first moved here, Zhiqing told me that she was not allowed to litter.

"Usually I look very happy when I see you, but I can't imagine that you also have thoughts?" Xu Zhiqing's smile was like a spring flower.

I once remembered what Zhiqing said to her after she went to find Xu Fang unsuccessfully.

"Zeng Yi, you stinky rascal!" Xu Zhiqing's face flushed, and she was angry.

I once remembered that she mistakenly bought a yellow disc to show Zhiqing, and she beat herself in shame.

"No, Zeng Yi, I'm going to accompany you here, even if you do something bad to me, I'm willing. ”

once remembered that after she was drugged by Fujiwara Kazuka, Zhiqing would rather give her body to herself in order to save herself.

"Zeng Yi, are you awake? You were worried about me last night, do you know?"

I once remembered that Zhiqing waited for her all night after she was drunk.

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There have been too many pasts, too many reluctances, but now they all disappear with the departure of Xu Zhiqing. The beauty of the past is impossible to regain, it is destined to remain in the depths of my heart, I am not escaping, I just want to find a place to lick my wounds alone.

Zeng Yi slowly lay down on the sofa, only a little scarlet flickering in the darkness.

I didn't sleep all night, and at dawn, Zeng Yi packed his luggage and left the Orchid Garden. Before leaving the door, he looked around the room again, and locked the door after he was sure that he had everything in his mind.

took a taxi to Canghai People's Hospital, walked straight to Xu Zecheng's ward, and after lingering for a long time, Zeng Yi finally mustered up the courage to push open the door of the ward.

Pushing open the door, I saw Xu Zecheng sleeping with his back to the door. Zeng Yi walked over softly and stood in front of the hospital bed looking at the father who had lost his daughter.

I haven't seen him for a few days, Xu Zecheng has aged a lot, the gray hair on his temples has increased a lot, and his face is thin and haggard.

Zeng Yi looked at Xu Zecheng who was sleeping on the hospital bed, and suddenly felt that his nose was sour, and the corners of his eyes became moist.

Just when Zeng Yi was sad, Xu Zecheng's eyelids moved, and then opened his eyes.

"President Xu, I've come to see you. Zeng Yi hurriedly said.

Xu Zecheng, who had just woken up, blinked when he heard this, and then said to Zeng Yi: "Oh, Chen Zhi, are you here so early? ”

Xu Zecheng's voice was a little trembling, and it was very hoarse, and it made people feel an inexplicable sadness when they heard it.

Zeng Yi quickly took a deep breath when he heard this, and forced back the tears that were about to overflow from the corners of his eyes. The president of the Xu Group, who once dominated the shopping mall, has now become a heroic old man and has lost his beloved daughter, and all of this is due to himself. Looking at Xu Zecheng in front of him, Zeng Yi only felt a deep sense of guilt and strong self-blame.

"President Xu, it's me, I'm Zeng Yi. ”

Zeng Yi tried his best to calm his tone so that it didn't sound so sad, but his shoulders trembled slightly.

"Zeng Yi?"

Xu Zecheng rubbed his eyes when he heard this, and when he saw that the person standing in front of him was Zeng Yi, he immediately raised his eyebrows, grabbed the glass on the cabinet and smashed it towards Zeng Yi.

"What are you doing here? You still have the face to come to see me? You're not。。。。。。。。 cough cough cough 。。。。。。。 ”

Xu Zecheng looked quite angry, but he couldn't stop coughing halfway through his words.

Zeng Yi didn't dodge the water cup, let the water cup hit his body, seeing Xu Zecheng's violent cough, he immediately stepped forward and gently patted Xu Zecheng's back with his hand, but in this case he had lost the ability to organize language and didn't know what to say.

"Don't touch me!" Xu Zecheng struggled to shake off Zeng Yi's arm and scolded loudly.

Zeng Yi glanced at Xu Zecheng, then silently walked to the side and lowered his head.

Xu Zecheng trembled and walked out of bed, glaring at Zeng Yi with a pair of big eyes.

"Didn't you promise me that I would let Zhiqing come back safely? and said that even if you lost your life, you would bring Zhiqing back, but now? Zhiqing jumped off the cliff, she died, and you stood in front of me. Can you tell me why? You're Zhiqing's bodyguard, but you don't protect her well, where are you going?"

Xu Zecheng asked Zeng Yi loudly, his face flushed with excitement.

Zeng Yi was speechless in the face of his questioning, because these words were indeed guaranteed by himself, and he once said in front of him that he wanted to bring Xu Zhiqing back safely, even if he lost his life, it would not hurt, but now the facts are as Xu Zecheng said, Xu Zhiqing jumped off the cliff and died, but he stood here well.

Zeng Yi didn't want to explain, and he couldn't explain, so he had to lower his head and let Xu Zecheng scold him, and his hands were clenched into fists. Not because of anger, but because of self-blame.

Seeing that he didn't answer his question, Xu Zecheng became even more angry, stepped forward and grabbed Zeng Yi's shoulders with both hands, shook it vigorously, and said loudly: "You speak!

Xu Zecheng's hand happened to grasp the wound on Zeng Yi's shoulder, and the wound immediately collapsed, and blood flowed down his arm in his sleeve and dripped to the ground, but Xu Zecheng in anger didn't notice it, still holding his shoulder tightly and shaking.

Zeng Yi clenched his teeth, and his face began to turn pale, but he still lowered his head and did not speak. Physical pain was nothing to him anymore.

"Slap", after remembering a crisp slap, Xu Zecheng slowly took half a step back, pointed at Zeng Yi and said: "Get out! You will get out of here for me now, I will never see you again in the future." ”

Zeng Yi slowly raised his head when he heard this, he had already burst into tears.

"I'm sorry! It's all my fault. After Zeng Yi finished speaking, he fell to his knees with a thud.

Zeng Yi's sudden kneeling made Xu Zecheng's heart shake immediately, but it was only a few seconds, Xu Zhiqing's death brought him unparalleled pain, how could Zeng Yi's kneeling relieve the pain of losing his daughter?

Xu Zecheng turned around slowly, waved his hand weakly with his back to Zeng Yi, and said in a low voice: "You go! Don't appear in front of me again." You, unforgivable!"

The four words "unforgivable" were like sharp daggers piercing Zeng Yi's insider, making him feel painful. But what else can be said at the moment?

"Please President Xu's condolences and take care of your body, Zeng Yi left first. ”

After Zeng Yi finished speaking, he slowly stood up and stretched, took a deep look at Xu Zecheng's back, and then turned around and walked out. As soon as the door was opened, Liu Zhen, Ding Qian and Chen Zhi walked in.

"Zeng Yi, what's wrong with you?"

Ding Qian, who was facing Zeng Yi head-on, saw that his face was pale, and couldn't help asking.

Zeng Yi shook his head silently, and then walked out quickly.

"Zeng Yi, wait. Ding Qian hurriedly chased out.

Liu Zhen and Chen Zhi glanced at each other and entered the ward, but they saw red blood droplets on the ground.

"President Xu, what's wrong?" Liu Zhen hurriedly asked after entering the ward.

Xu Zecheng, who was facing the door of the ward with his back, turned around when he heard the words, and found that it was Liu Zhen and Chen Zhi, so he slowly shook his head.

"What about the blood on the ground?" asked Liu Zhen, pointing to the drops of blood on the ground.

Xu Zecheng followed his finger and looked at the ground, but saw blood stains on the ground, and You Zengyi had just stood in the most places.

"Huh?

Xu Zecheng was stunned when he saw the bloodstains at first, could it be that Zeng Yi was injured? I remember that I felt him tremble a little when I grabbed his shoulder just now, and I thought he was doing this because of self-blame.

Liu Zhen looked at him with a confused face, knowing that he didn't know about Zeng Yi's injury, and sighed lightly and recounted.

"After Zeng Yi knew who kidnapped Mr. Xu, he went to look for the kidnappers alone, and finally learned that Mr. Xu had jumped off the cliff and died. Later, he was furious and killed more than 100 people by himself, which can be regarded as avenging Mr. Xu. ”

After Liu Zhen finished speaking, he shook his head again, and then bowed his head and said nothing, while Xu Zecheng sat on the hospital bed after listening to his words, he was stunned by Liu Zhen's words.

Zeng Yi killed more than 100 people for Zhiqing and was also injured, why didn't he tell himself? Why did he let himself scold?

"Liu Zhen, hurry up, help me out, I'm going to chase Zeng Yi." ”

Xu Zecheng stood up immediately after a short period of distraction, he wanted to catch up with Zeng Yi and apologize to Zeng Yi. When he first saw Zeng Yi and Xu Zecheng was unusually angry, he blamed Zeng Yi for his daughter's death, if Zeng Yi hadn't left his daughter, his daughter would not have been kidnapped, and he would not have jumped off the cliff to die, and now he heard Liu Zhen say that Zeng Yi killed more than 100 people in order to avenge his daughter's revenge, his heart was extremely shocked, and he felt very guilty, blaming himself for losing his mind in anger and not being able to talk to Zeng Yi properly.

Liu Zhen shook his head, and then said: "It's too late, Zeng Yi has already gone far, he may leave Canghai, this is what he told me last night." Mr. Xu's death has made him feel painful, not to mention that he found out that Mr. Xu was his benefactor Xu Fang when he was a child, he blamed all the blame on himself, thinking that Mr. Xu's death was caused by him, he felt that he had no face to continue to face you in the sea, and he came to visit you at my request. ”

Xu Zecheng sat on the hospital bed weakly after hearing this, now that his daughter Zhiqing has been lost, does Zeng Yi have to leave him? But this can't be blamed on Zeng Yi, only blame himself, blame himself for not being rational enough, if I can, I want to apologize to Zeng Yi in person, ask him to forgive himself, forgive himself for his recklessness, forgive himself for not asking indiscriminately.