The next afternoon, Du Luoyue returned home and suddenly felt a little unaccustomed to seeing her deserted nest. A slightly messy space, remembering the time when she left in a hurry, she was in a very bad state at that time, the world was full of scandals about her and him, and she was still burdened with a difficult task to set off.

She never imagined that this trip would be very happy, and the only purpose of setting off was to complete the task, and then come back silently, without sadness or surprise.

It's just that she didn't expect that in this week, she would meet the windy and snowy Cangshan and Erhai Lake, meet Jiang Xian, and be able to meet Shanhai Honda smoothly, and those scandals will also go with the passage of time after coming back.

She didn't know if every trip would work, or if it was a trip that had taken her years of luck.

For many years, she has become accustomed to walking alone on the streets. Because I don't have time to travel, I have to study and work hard, because the small goals have not been achieved, and it should be said that I have not started to get on the right track.

I don't know what's going on recently, as soon as this river slant appeared, he broke his ordinary life like water, but in just one month, it was like experiencing the vicissitudes of life, suddenly flooding beasts, and suddenly rainbows after rain.

Everything came so suddenly, she wasn't mentally prepared, and she didn't know how to accept it.

Thinking too much at once, she couldn't bear it a little, so she could only lean on the sofa and take a nap, and she fell asleep without knowing what was going on.

It was a long time before she woke up and found that it was already dark.

Sleeping until dark is the greatest test of a person's willpower.

Du Luoyue looked at the ceiling without decoration, and inexplicably felt the infinite decline, and at this moment she suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but she tried to restrain herself.

In the past, she would occasionally sleep until dark, and every time she woke up, she would be tested by her willpower, and she would be fine after a while. She played with her mobile phone alone for half an hour, and the feeling of loneliness still did not dissipate.

Only then did I remember that I had become accustomed to Jiang Xian's company these days, and I couldn't live alone for a while.

He decided to find someone to accompany him, and she opened the address book and called Shi Jie, asking him to accompany him in the name of taking a specialty. As soon as the phone was connected, I received that he was busy and could contact him tomorrow.

At the moment of being rejected, there was still a little loss, but soon she began to look for a target again, she continued to slide down, and saw the phone number with the note "Zhang Chaosheng".

She opened the call log form, the last time she chatted was a week ago, and her legendary real boyfriend hadn't contacted her for a full week. Because this week, she has been busy working in Shangri-La and has no time to take the initiative to find him, but he does not take the initiative to find herself.

It's been many years, as long as she doesn't take the initiative to find him, he will never contact him. She didn't know why, she was a little mindful at first, but then she got used to it. Maybe in his eyes, she was just a little girl, and she should have taken the initiative to contact him herself.

Thinking of this, Du Luoyue was inexplicably sad, she didn't know what she wanted to insist on over the years, maybe she was used to it, maybe she was unwilling, maybe she didn't have a more suitable replacement.

It should be too serious to make her love so hard and so humble.

After enduring it for a long time, she still dialed this phone number, and she still didn't answer after ringing for a long time, if it was usual, she would definitely insist on waiting until she heard the sentence, "The phone you dialed has not been answered" before hanging up.

It's just that today she is tired, she has survived until the day when she can't survive, and she is ready to give up. It's just that this preparation has been done for three years, but it still hasn't been done, and she doesn't know when it will be the end.

She didn't know how many times she had woken up in the dark and decided to give up, only to forget about it as the night faded away. She always believed that he would come to accompany her tomorrow, so every day she deceived herself in anticipation.

Just when she was immersed in being sad alone, Jiang Xian suddenly called, and she immediately wiped away her tears and answered the phone.

"Hey, are you at the hotel?" she squealed, trying to cover herself as she choked.

"It's here, have you packed it up?" Jiang Xian's voice was very gentle, and it also revealed a little sadness.

When two declining people come together, in addition to helping each other pass those difficult times, they can also help each other eliminate their sorrows.

"Not yet, I just fell asleep on the couch, and I just woke up. ”

"Isn't it unaccustomed?"

"Hmm. Hearing Jiang Xian ask, the disobedient tears surged into his eyes again, and a person who was used to it had long forgotten what gentleness looked like.

Jiang Xian heard Du Luoyue's choking on the phone, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you, has something happened?"

was discovered by Jiang Xian, and she no longer covered it up, and she couldn't hide it, crying loudly, "No, I don't want to be alone." ”

"Actually, I haven't used to being alone yet. Hearing Jiang Xian say this, Du Luoyue realized that there was still someone in this world who could feel the same way as herself, and suddenly her tears of sadness turned into moving.

Because she knows that there is no feeling in this world at all, only cold and warm self-knowledge. And at this moment, the person on the other end of the phone happened to be synchronized with himself, the same sadness, the same baptism of night.

"If you're not used to staying in a hotel, you can come to my house, I have a sofa at home. Du Luoyue doesn't know what's going on, two weeks ago he was treated as a pervert, and now he actually lives on his own sofa, maybe he can feel the same way.

"That's not good. ”

"It's okay, I trust you. ”

"Okay, I'll send something to Zanghai later, his house seems to be in the same building as yours, so I'll go and see you by the way." ”

"Hmm. ”

At this moment, Du Luoyue was a little happy and sad about things, and she was still immersed in unsolvable sorrow just now. Hearing that Jiang Xian was coming, she could jump again.

Immediately got up to pack the big bags and small bags brought from Shangri-La, hummed a little song to clean up the room, and mopped the floor. Because she didn't want him to see her messy room.

It didn't take long to hear someone knocking on the door, but she was still washing her hair, she didn't want Jiang Xian to see her head full of foam, she rinsed as fast as she could.

It's just that the knocking on the door didn't stop, and she kept knocking hard, so she had to pick up the towel and wrap it up, and shouted as she ran over, "Come on, don't knock." ”

The moment she opened the door, it turned out to be a handsome young man in uniform, and he grinned at her and said, "Miss, your courier, please sign for it." ”

At this moment, all the anticipation turned into loss.