My dad looks a little shabby, but my mom is very beautiful, and the neighbors say that my dad is an ancestor who has accumulated virtue to get such a good-looking daughter-in-law, but my birth turned my dad's life upside down.

I was born prematurely, and I was born with less than three pounds! Because of this, I was weak and sickly when I was young, and my mother, when she was pregnant with me, had a little mental problem, after I was born, she became more unconscious, and slowly went crazy, and was picked up by her mother's family, and finally seemed to be sent to a psychiatric hospital.

My dad was alone, in order to support me who was sick and weak, he worked day and night, desperately making money.

When I was four years old, I had a serious illness, my whole body was covered with herpes, and I almost died, and my father spent all his savings before I was rescued, but, since then, my face has scars, my body, even weaker, at the age of four, I haven't learned to speak.

On the night of the hospitalization, my dad sat alone on the edge of the hospital bed, he was drunk, drunk, and his voice was a little hoarse, he kept talking to me, saying: "Son, dad is sorry for you, sorry for your mother, it's all because my dad was drunk and confused, and forcibly had a relationship with your mother, so that your mother became pregnant with you, and finally became mentally abnormal, and also made you malnourished and came to this world to suffer." However, don't worry, Dad will work hard to make money and raise you well. ”

However, before his wish could be fulfilled, something happened to the man. I was only seven years old in the year he committed the crime, I don't know what crime he committed, I just remember that day, the sky was overcast, the police came to my house and wanted to take my dad away, I grabbed my dad's clothes and didn't let him go.

My dad looked at me with red eyes and didn't say anything, he only begged the police to let him make a phone call before leaving, and on the phone, he only said one sentence: "Lao Lin, take care of my son for me, please!"

On the same day, I was taken home by Uncle Lin, Uncle Lin is my father's old comrade-in-arms, he has a daughter who is one year older than me, named Duoduo, the first time I saw Duoduo, when I first stepped into this house, Uncle Lin introduced me to her: "Duoduo, this is your brother, you have to get along well in the future." ”

As a result, Duoduo glanced at me with disgust, and said disdainfully: "I don't want this ugly monster to be my brother." Then he turned around and walked away.

Duoduo hates me, from the beginning. And I, just arrived in this strange family, I was only afraid in my heart, and I missed my father, I was depressed all day long, and I never laughed, so that Duoduo hated me even more, saying that it was annoying to look at my bitter gourd face.

Later, under the careful care of Uncle Lin, I slowly adapted to this new home, but I was still cautious, I was afraid of Duoduo, afraid that she would be unhappy, there was something delicious, I didn't dare to eat more, there was fun, I didn't dare to rush to play, I just hoped that this sister would not hate me.

However, no matter what I do, Duoduo doesn't like it, on the contrary, she is more and more disgusted with me, and she doesn't even want to eat at the same table with me, every time she goes to the room to eat with the dishes, Uncle Lin scolded her, she shouted very unceremoniously: "He's ugly, he's dirty, he stinks, I can't eat looking at him!"

My heart was very aggrieved and uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to cry, and many times, I hid in the toilet alone and secretly shed tears.

Because of me, Uncle Lin scolded Duoduo a lot, once, Uncle Lin even beat her hard, I watched from the side, I was very scared, very anxious, in a hurry, I suddenly shouted: "Don't hit my sister!!"

This is the first time I have spoken since I came to Uncle Lin's house.

It's just that instead of thanking me for my plea, Duoduo rejected me even more, not only did she squeeze me at home, but when she arrived at school, she also told people that my mother was crazy, that my father was a prisoner, that he was a big villain, and that I was a toad stuck to her house.

Since then, I have been looked down upon everywhere in school, disliked, and throughout elementary school, I have lived in inferiority, and my heart has been cast a heavy shadow, if it weren't for Uncle Lin solemnly telling me that my dad is a good person, I would really think that my dad is a big bad guy.

In middle school, Duoduo and I are still in the same school, Duoduo caught up with the trend of that era, dressed up very fashionable every day, in contrast, I am sick and weak and full of scars, Duoduo has never seen me with good eyes, let alone walk with me, in school, she is a dazzling flower, all day long with a group of male and female classmates with the same trend, flamboyant and rebellious, Uncle Lin can't control it.

And I, always alone in school, can only hide in the corner of no one, a person silently doing their own thing, even so, I still can't escape everyone's cynicism, can't escape the disgusting eyes of my classmates, my fragile heart, more and more sensitive.

In the third year of high school, I finally stopped going to the same school as Duoduo, she graduated from high school, was admitted to an art school in the city, and only went home once a week, but every time she came back, she still targeted me everywhere, I still endured it silently, and never dared to face her.

However, Duoduo, who went to college, is more rebellious than before, spending money lavishly, every time she goes home, there seems to be only one thing, that is, to ask Uncle Lin for money, home, for her is just an ATM.

Once, as soon as Duoduo went home, he didn't say anything, and asked for money directly, Uncle Lin was impatient, he didn't give Duoduo a penny, and reprimanded her fiercely, saying that she was studying in a garbage school, and she knew how to spend money if she couldn't learn anything, so she would simply drop out of school if she continued like this. In a fit of rage, Duoduo rushed out of the door and didn't go home for two months!

Come back again, it's winter vacation, the strange thing is that this time when I come back, Duoduo is like a different person, she wears a very sexy dress, thin stockings wrap her slender legs, what's even more strange is that she never wears makeup, this time she actually wears heavy makeup, but, with makeup, she is really beautiful, like a model, but Uncle Lin doesn't care if she is beautiful or not, he scolds her: "It's like a fox spirit, and it's getting more and more like you!"

Duo Duo didn't care about Uncle Lin's scolding, she just muttered casually: "Old-fashioned, girls in art schools have to learn to make up!"

When she opened the suitcase, we saw that it was full of brand-name cosmetics and clothes and bags, seeing this, Uncle Lin said with a straight face: "Where did you get the money to buy these?"

Duoduo chewed gum and said disdainfully: "It's not about spending your money, I want you to take care of it!"

During the winter vacation, every time Duoduo goes out, it takes two hours to dress up, every time I come back, it's almost early in the morning, Uncle Lin can't control her at all, and I'm not used to the changes of Duoduo, it's just that I'm young and sprouting, in the face of sexy and beautiful Duoduo, I can't help but take a few more looks, once, Duoduo caught my mouse light, she immediately scolded me angrily: "What do you see, you ugly monster, you are destined to find a wife, don't do anything to eat swan meat!" After speaking, she also muttered: " I hate being stared at by ugly men the most!"

After this day, I didn't dare to look at her anymore, every time Duoduo was at home, I hid in my room, or I just lowered my head and didn't look at her, sometimes I accidentally caught a glimpse of her beautiful legs, I was like a thief, and my heart was up and down, for fear of being discovered by her.

Although I have the budding that a man should have, I have been trying to restrain myself, but in the end, there are still times when I can't control it......

It was one day in the first month, Uncle Lin was on a business trip, but Duoduo didn't go out rarely, and I, reading a book in the room, when I went to take a bath after reading a book, I passed by the living room, and my eyes caught a cold glimpse of Duoduo sitting on the sofa, at that time, the heating was on at home, Duoduo was only wearing a white inner and a loose shirt, and was bending down and bowing her head to apply toe polish.

That scene, it was too seductive, my heart was pounding, and what was worse was that Duoduo didn't wear a mask, the wide neckline was dazzling, I had never seen the world, my eyes suddenly couldn't leave, my body, like nailed to the ground, motionless, until Duoduo looked up and touched my eyes, and then looked down at the part where he walked naked, ah, a scream, I suddenly woke up, I was a thief, I was at a loss, I lowered my head, and I didn't dare to speak.

Angry Duoduo exploded in an instant, she stood up and rushed to me, gave me a hard slap, and scolded: "You ugly bastard, I didn't expect you to be a dead pervert, you don't look at yourself in the mirror, just like you, you still want to beat women's ideas? Even if a woman is blind, it is impossible to look at you, you just wait to be an old virgin for the rest of your life." Also, you are a bitch, don't think that my dad likes you and doesn't like me, you can do whatever you want, tell you, this is my home, it will always be my home, not your home, and you won't scold me for not going to my house if you have a little backbone. Wu Lai, if you want to have a kind, if you are still a man, just take advantage of my father's not coming back, get out of my house, and never come back, lest I look disgusting!"

For so many years, under the fence, I have been swallowing my anger, for the humiliation and scolding of Duoduo, I have always borne silently, so many years, I have been lonely, living in the shadow of inferiority, so many years, I have never really laughed, careful step by step, just to live. I'm like a balloon, blowing bigger and bigger, blowing thinner and thinner, to this day, being poked by Duoduo like this, it suddenly bursts, my balloon, can no longer bear any pressure, and finally bursts.

That night, I packed a few clothes, took the pocket money I had saved for many years, picked up my bag, and left.

The wind outside was very strong, and the air was cold and biting, but I didn't feel cold, it seemed that at this moment, I found myself, sad in my heart, but happy. Facing the wind, I walked briskly, I wanted to get rid of the depression accumulated over the years, I wanted to get rid of all the humiliation I had endured over the years, I wanted to get rid of the beautiful but ruthless face of Duoduo, I don't know how people's hearts could be so indifferent, more than ten years, even if I raise a dog, there will be feelings, but Duoduo has always been disgusted with me, so many years, I have avoided her, let her, endure her, be careful everywhere, but I can't get her back a little bit of good to me.

I hate her, I hate her ruthlessness, I hate her persecution for so many years, I can't breathe, I hate her superiority, I hate her humiliation of me, I hate her contempt for me, I have had enough, I never want to go back to the home that does not belong to me in the first place, I don't want to see Duo Duo's high face again.

My pace was speeding up, walking faster and faster, and finally I ran straight up, I had been holding back my heart for many years, slowly, slowly, in the release, until the early hours of the morning, I was tired, I couldn't run, and finally found a hotel and stayed.

I entered the room, took a shower, lay on the bed, looked at the white ceiling, my heart was empty, I don't know how long it took, a card on the bedside table suddenly caught my attention, the content on it, passionate, and a string of mobile phone numbers. Picking up the card, my mind began to wander again, all the insults I had endured by Duoduo came to my mind, she scolded me, I endured it, but what I couldn't stand the most was that she scolded me for not being a man, and I would never get a woman.

Since I was a child, because I was sick and weak, because of the scar on my face, because of the fence, because of Duoduo's disgust, I have always had low self-esteem, at school, no one looked at me with good eyes, and girls hated me even more, I grew so big, I didn't even touch a girl's hand, and I didn't even dare to stare at a girl.

At this moment, looking at the card, remembering that Duoduo said that I was destined to be an old virgin for the rest of my life, my heart suddenly held a breath, and I was released suddenly, and as soon as I gritted my teeth, I immediately dialed the number on the card.

The person who answered the phone was a man, as soon as he opened his mouth, he introduced me to the business, the various prices and the corresponding roles, because I was too nervous, I was stumbling, I didn't know how to choose, so he thought I didn't look down on the ones he introduced, so he deliberately whispered to me: "Sir, we have a pure student girl, 100% guaranteed, the appearance and figure are not said, however, the price is a bit high, two thousand, I don't know if you are interested?"

Hearing him say this, I was even more excited, thinking about giving my first time, not looking for a good-looking one, it was too worthless, it just so happened that I had three thousand savings, so I immediately agreed to him, said the name of the hotel and the room number, and hung up the phone.

At this moment, I was so nervous that I didn't have any sleepiness anymore, I got out of bed, I paced back and forth in the room, anxiously waiting, waiting for nearly an hour, finally, the piercing doorbell rang, I hurriedly ran over, opened the door, I was too nervous, I couldn't help but lower my head, I didn't dare to look at each other.

But my gaze still touched her slender stockings legs, and in an instant, my surging heart was uplifted, and my gaze slowly moved up.

The moment I saw each other's faces, I was stunned, I couldn't have imagined that the sexy and amazing student girl standing in front of me turned out to be my sister: Duoduo!