Chapter 592: One Less
This time the expedition to the blood butterfly, the road is long, long distance, so we did not prepare motorcycles, the whole long brigade, at least four wheels, hundreds of large cars and small cars, in order not to let the car behind fall behind, but also to ensure that there is no traffic accident, our overall driving speed is not fast.
My heart, like the speed of the car, remained steady, and from the moment I got into the Land Rover, I went into a state of absolute silence, and I didn't say a word until our convoy left the provincial town. Moreover, the beautiful man and the third uncle of the Tang family didn't talk anymore, and the atmosphere in the car couldn't help but be a little dull and embarrassing.
Out of the provincial city, on the highway, the car accelerated slightly, my heart also bumped slightly, I wanted to find a topic to break this dullness, but I didn't know what to say.
Suddenly, I glanced at the ponytail and found that she was also a little embarrassed, her expression was not as natural as it had been, and her body was a little stiff, like sitting on pins and needles. Start by getting in the car. She didn't say a word, she remained silent.
After a long time, I finally took the initiative to speak, broke the silence, and said to the ponytail: "Thank you!"
Hearing my voice, Ponytail turned his head suddenly, looked at me, and said in a daze, "Thank me for what?"
I pursed my lips and said sincerely, "Thank you for coming to help me!"
In fact, I know that Ponytail is not a vexatious person, she insists on following me, not blindly, she must know that she can give me a hand, so she will follow me. I believe in her ability, I believe in her helpfulness, and I believe in her sincerity, no matter what, I am grateful to her.
It's just that the ponytail takes it for granted. She didn't seem to care at all, just smiled at me and gave me an answer. Then, she turned her head and looked out the window, looking at the fleeting scenery outside the car window, in a daze.
Through the side of her face, I seemed to see her deep thoughts, she was not a god, she was a human. Whether or not her trip was helpful to me, it didn't change the fact that I would encounter great danger in Blood Butterfly. Since Ponytail has investigated the blood butterfly, she should know how terrifying the blood butterfly is, it is like a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, once we go in, there will be danger no matter what, it is very likely that this time, we will all have no return.
However, for delicate female animals. I, a male animal, will naturally have the desire to protect each other, almost involuntarily, so I said solemnly to the ponytail: "Tang Rui, I will definitely protect your safety!"
Ponytail listened to me and turned his head back to face me. She pulled the corners of her mouth, showed a wry smile, and said to me: "I'm not worried about myself at all, death is not terrible for me, I just don't like to wait for death, I would rather die in the hands of others than wait for death day by day." So, I don't care about my own safety at all, I'm just worried about you!"
Worried about me, the ponytail said what was in her heart unsubtly, these words moved me, but made me a little embarrassed, fortunately, the beautiful man in front of me was concentrating on driving, and the third uncle of the Tang family closed his eyes and recuperated, and no one cared about us. I simply pretended that the two of them didn't exist, and opened my heart directly to the ponytail, and said deeply: "Am I worth it for you?"
Ponytail listened, and replied without hesitation: "It's worth it!"
The ponytail at this moment is really not like the one who hid everything in her heart before, it seems that the last time she came back from a trip from the ghost gate, her personality has changed a little, and she has become more bold and straightforward. Especially in her treatment of my feelings, she is no longer subtle, and she is so obvious, which may also have something to do with that kiss. That day, at the last moment of her life, she had already confessed to me affectionately, and gave me her first kiss, which was equivalent to that, from then on. Her feelings are no longer a secret, and if she wants to hide it any longer, it will be hypocrisy.
After a long pause, I spoke up again, and said in a solemn tone: "But I don't deserve your love, I already have a girlfriend!" ad_250_left ();
The ponytail looked at me affectionately, and said: "My fate is destined to be short-lived, life is short for me, I am not qualified to have love, and I will not think about falling in love." But, you are the only boy who makes my heart move, so I want to protect you with my life, I don't ask you to fall in love with me, I just need to leave a mark in your heart, and when I die, you can think of me occasionally, it's enough!"
These words, the ponytail said so deeply, deep to the bones, I listened to it again sad again. All the hard iron and stone in my heart were melted by the ponytail at this moment, and in my mind, I couldn't help but think of all the experiences I had with the ponytail, among which the clearest picture was in the hospital ward, I kissed her deeply, and the feeling of that time also made me soft and intoxicated.
I remembered that scene. My deepest feelings seemed to be aroused, or maybe I just wanted to give the ponytail a brief peace and give her simple pleasure. I suddenly reached out and put my arm around my ponytail, so that her head rested on my broad shoulders.
Immediately, the ponytail, which was still a little weak just now, changed her expression suddenly, her eyes were a little trance, and the blush slowly dyed on her pale cheeks, so that the ponytail, which had always been clean without makeup, was added with a touch of makeup, and it became extremely beautiful and flawless.
And I, with my ponytail in my arms, seemed to be hugging the whole world, my mind was empty and my heart was steady.
Ponytails are chicken soup for my soul. She is really just like the Holy Maiden of the Tianshan Mountains, as long as I touch her, I can let go of everything and devote myself wholeheartedly, that feeling, indescribably beautiful, only makes people linger.
If, a moment ago, I was still a little worried about the blood butterfly, then at this moment, I completely abandoned these troubles, just blindly immersed in the wonderful feeling, and my heart was infinitely quiet, comfortable, and down-to-earth.
My ponytail and I formed a beautiful picture, slender and sturdy, gently hugging the thin and weak ponytail, the picture was frozen. Inside the car, silence returned again. But in the silent atmosphere, there is no embarrassment, there is only warmth and ambiguity, at this time, silence is better than sound!
The long queue of cars, following my silent car, ran together on the road. Time, along with the speeding of the car, continues to pass.
In order to save time, but also to reduce unnecessary trouble. We didn't stop at any rest stop to rest, and we kept going all the way, and in order to prevent fatigue driving, the brothers would take shifts to change people. And for lunch, everyone also used the dry food prepared in advance to deal with it.
Before I knew it, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and during this time, I was almost sitting in the car without the slightest movement, and my ponytail was about the same, the only difference from the previous picture was that it was different. The ponytail leaned over my shoulders and slowly leaned down, lying on her side, sleeping on my lap with her face.
My brothers and I have all been trained by the devil, so this little distance is not difficult for us, and we can easily bear it. But. The ponytail is different, she is a girl, or a girl who is sick and weak, once she does not rest well, it will affect her condition. So, I asked directly to the ponytail: "Tang Rui, are you tired, do you need to get out of the car and rest?"
Hearing this, the ponytail couldn't help but raise his eyes, looked at me, and said softly: "I'm not tired, if I can, I'm willing to lie quietly like this for the rest of my life!"
I smiled awkwardly and didn't say anything more, just unconsciously reached out and stroked my ponytail hair.
Time flew by again, and in a blink of an eye it came to a quarter past nine o'clock in the evening. After a day's journey, the brothers were indeed tired, and it was not safe to drive at night, so we did not continue on the road, but found an open mountain place and set up camp.
We don't have a lot of people, and the average roadside hotel doesn't have enough rooms for us, and it's not safe to stay in a hotel. The most convenient and most suitable for us is camping, for us, camping is a luxury. No one will have an opinion, Xiaofang, a little girl, may also be the first time to try to live in a tent in the wild, it feels very fresh, and she is very excited. Miss Qianjin's general ponytail has never experienced this kind of wild survival, and she is also very happy.
The tents were set up, the defenses were done, and we were not in a hurry to sleep, this large crowd. I took the opportunity to have a bonfire.
It's about to be a life-and-death battle, and it's one of the few nights we can relax together, and we all cherish it. The main thing is that this night, so many of us camping in one place, can't help but create a special atmosphere.
In this atmosphere, everyone can't help but want to have some kind of fun, and I didn't stop the brothers, acquiescing to their play, even. I threw myself into it, relaxed my mind, and lived my true self.
We sat together, eating and drinking, and performing at the same time, just like a gala, lively and lively, and the atmosphere was extremely lively and cheerful. Even the ponytail, which has always disliked the excitement, is involved. sang a song "Lilacs".
The ponytail's voice is very clean, just like her character, pure, fresh, her grasp of the tone is also accurate, and her whole person is integrated into this song, it is simply a combination of people and music, and the singing is more flavorful and affectionate than the original song.
I thought that I had practiced Zhongyi Fist, and my mentality had become extremely strong, I could see everything, and my emotions would not fluctuate, but at this moment, after listening to the lilacs sung in the ponytail, my eyes couldn't help but moisten.
Ponytail, she from this song. sang too deep feelings, she seemed to become the heroine in the lyrics, interpreting a tragic life, her fate was as short as fireworks, but sadder than fireworks. Fireworks can bloom for a short period of beauty, but she has always lived in a sick world, and her most painful thing is to wait for death. But on the contrary. She waited every day for death to come, and death was so near.
She once said that she saw everything, she was not afraid of death, and she was liberated when she died, but I know that she said this more so that I would not have a burden, and she didn't really look down on death. Who can see it lightly, even if the ponytail mentality is good, she doesn't want her young life to disappear, she definitely wants to live a healthy life like ordinary people, and have a healthy life.
However, her wish is so extravagant, so difficult to achieve, in her heart. There is always the fear of death, and the torment of waiting for death, tonight, through this song, she sang the truest voice in her heart, and I, hearing her heart, couldn't help but feel very touched, sad for her and sad for her.
This bonfire party is intertwined with sadness and joy. Moved and excited, everyone was in a state of selflessness, only immersed in this complex emotion, lively atmosphere. After playing until twelve o'clock in the morning, everyone dispersed and went back to their respective tents. And I, after arranging Ponytail and Xiaofang into one of the best tents, also went back to my own small tent to rest.
On this day, everything seems to be going well, all the way without twists and turns, however, the appearance of the ponytail has aroused the ripples in my heart, and I have infinite emotion, for this girl, I really have a kind of indescribable feelings, especially after today's events, I feel that the ponytail is really imprinted in my mind, lingering.
However, the ponytail is a tragic figure, and when I think of her, I can't help but think of her illness, and think of her near death, so that my heart aches faintly.
Suddenly, I had a very strong desire in my heart, that is, this time for the blood butterfly trip, I must not only save my father, but also get the thousand-year-old toad.
Just when my mind was fluctuating, suddenly, a beautiful man hurriedly broke into my tent, and as soon as he saw me, he immediately said anxiously: "Laizi, I just asked people to count the number of people, and found that there is one person missing!"