The suffering of love

"Sure enough, every woman has a story, and no one is born like this or that. Luoluo sighed.

"I admit that my thoughts are a bit virgin, I think that no matter what people have experienced, they cannot be the reason for their own fall, they cannot forget their original intentions, and lose their most basic bottom line. Fan Yi said.

Just as there are 10,000 Hamlets in the eyes of 10,000 people, everyone chooses to escape from reality and pain in different ways, some people seek warmth and beauty to heal their hearts, while others go to depravity or extreme development, trying to become human beings, as if only in this way can they be reborn, and the past can be regarded as a complete farewell to themselves. Luoluo said.

"Well, no matter what, it's someone else's life, whether it's good or bad, he has to bear it himself. Since you have chosen, you can only go up hard, because once you turn back, you will disrupt the pace, and you may lose more than you gain. If you choose to follow the good path, you must know that there are often good things and many grinds, and if you choose the bad path, you must know that as long as the light shines on the shadow in the end, or you regret it, it proves that the road is meaningless, and you may never turn back. Fan Yi said.

Therefore, whether it is good or bad, whether it is a blessing or a curse, bear it yourself. Speaking of Fan Yi, let's have something to eat tonight, I see that although it is evening, there is still a long time before Lin Chenlai comes, didn't she make an appointment to talk about things at nine o'clock tonight?" Luoluo said.

Fan Yi almost didn't react, "I said that your change is too big, just now I talked about the feelings of the Lin Chen incident on your face, and now when it comes to eating, you at least let me have a buffer, the conversation with you just now made me immersed in the hundred turns and thousands of turns of life, and now I am jumping on eating." ”

"Why, you're not hungry, if you want to say I'm hungry, it's also Fan Yi, you caused it, you took me to eat delicious food every day, fed me, and enlarged my stomach. Luoluo said.

"It's all my fault, my fault, then I'll look at it this way, how about taking you to eat Henan cuisine today." Fan Yi said with a smile.

"Why do you want to eat Henan food, eat a meal every day without repeating it. Luoluo said.

"It's not that I want to eat, it's curious. I have eaten so many delicious food before and after, Henan cuisine, I seem to have eaten once in my impression, when we came here just now, I saw a Henan restaurant near here, I wanted to take you to try it this time. Mainly because it's closer to us, how about you have a drink with me tonight, I've been a little tired lately, drink some wine to sleep deeper, but you don't have to drink, just watch me drink, anyway, I didn't drive tonight, let's take a taxi back later. Fan Yi said.

"Let me watch you drink, what do you want! Hmph!" Luoluo said with a smile.

"Don't drink, I always think it's not good for girls to drink, I'm here to relieve fatigue, your drinking may have an impact on luck. Fan Yi said.

"How do you know?" asked Luoluo.

"If I say, what do I guess?" Fan Yi said.

"I can only say that you guessed very accurately, let me tell you this, Fan Yi, the master didn't let me drink with my brother, he said that once he was plotted in Thailand, it was caused by drinking, someone drugged in the wine, and he wanted to die, at that time he was in a daze and almost died in Thailand, fortunately Boss Ouyang saved him, so you know this time, why don't I take Boss Ouyang's money, even if I collect it, it will be returned to the Ouyang family, this is the master is repaying the favor. Luoluo said.

"Then why didn't he come over directly and send you here? Are you very powerful?" Fan Yi said.

"It's not amazing, in this regard, I can only say that I still have two brushes, but I don't dare to call myself a master yet. As for why the master sent me, I don't know, but I think he shouldn't want to show up on the rivers and lakes, he has already withdrawn from the rivers and lakes, and he won't come out unless he has to, but Boss Ouyang is the master's savior, and the master can't help it, so he has to send an apprentice to appear. Luoluo said.

"Why isn't it your senior brother, his spells should be above you. Fan Yi said.

"The two of us are about the same, what do you say, the main personality is caused, the master nagged every day and said, senior brother, you are too real and wooden, not suitable for this business, because if we want to make money in this industry, we must be good at observation and diligent observation, and we must also see people and talk nonsense, and talk nonsense when they see ghosts, otherwise how can they pay for it obediently? And the senior brother will not deceive people since he was a child, before the master sent him to work in the village, he was negligent in observation, let go of a monster, and once, because the senior brother is too kind, he always feels that the victim is pitiful, but when he finishes everything, he knows that the real victim is actually the real murderer who hurt the victim, but at that time it was too late, although the senior brother was assigned by the master, made up for it, but in the end, the real victim, that is, the person who was suspected of being the real murderer, is now crazy, and was cursed too deeply, hurt the brain, and now is just a person with an IQ and brain age of only three years old。 Since then, the senior brother knows that he is guilty, and he just helps the master raise pigeons and tinker with his favorite wood carvings, and also accepts many students. My master and I both know that there are shadows and demons in his heart, and if he doesn't overcome them and jump out of them, then the spells he learned may only be sealed. In fact, this is nothing, although the master has taught and taught metaphysics since childhood, but he doesn't want us to fall into the chaos of the rivers and lakes and the deceit of those various circles, that is, the master doesn't force anything, and my brother and I are happy. Luoluo said.

"Then haven't you thought about what you will do in the future? Do you want to stay in that deep mountain and old forest for the rest of your life?" Fan Yi asked several times in a tone that seemed to be joking and sounded very serious.

Luoluo understood Fan Yi's intentions, "I have thought about what you asked me in the past few days, and I can tell you the answer now, I said ......"

Before Luoluo could finish speaking, he was stopped by Fan Yi. "Luoluo, you don't need to say it first, wait until Zong Fan's case is completely over, don't talk about it now, I've been a little tired lately, and I can't digest so many things. ”

"Alright, let's go eat. Luoluo said.

"Okay, let's go, it's not too early, I'm hungry too. Fan Yi smiled happily.

After Fan Yi finished speaking, he got up and left with Luoluo.

In fact, Fan Yi didn't mean to prevent Luoluo from saying the answer, he was afraid that Luoluo's answer was not the one he wanted. So far, Fan Yi is not confident enough? Where is the radiant, thoughtful, confident and conceited Fan Yi? Why do you still want to be an ostrich and a timid evasor in the world of love, unable to look directly at the problem, and procrastinating again and again. In fact, this stems from Fan Yi's long-term lack of confidence in the love world, being hurt in love is not a reason or an excuse, but after being hurt, it is a coward who loses the ability to love and the courage to chase happiness. Of course, Fan Yi did not lose the ability to love, but in the face of the happiness at his fingertips, he was still hesitant and dodged at a critical time.

When he arrived at the Henan restaurant, Fan Yi did not ask for any private room this time, but chose it in the hall, like most people who came into this restaurant, he chose the hall where people came and went, on the one hand, because the hall had the Henan opera "Peach Blossom Temple" staged tonight, so that Fan Yi pretended to watch the play, and he could resolve the embarrassment of being in the milk tea shop just now; On the other hand, because Fan Yi was a little annoyed at this time, she didn't dare to face Luoluo, after all, Luoluo was so smart, it was impossible for her not to guess her true feelings, Fan Yi really wanted to slap herself, why was she so inferior, and she didn't have the courage to listen to that answer. As for getting along with Luoluo recently, the smart Fan Yi should have guessed what the answer was, why was he afraid that what he would hear would be the opposite.

People are really that kind of animals, once they were asked by snakes, and they were afraid of well ropes for ten years. In the past, Fan Yi was rejected several times in the relationship because of his conditions and appearance, so that when facing true love now, he is still afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past.