Escape from true love
Ma Songquan felt that Cong Na was avoiding him, he was not in a hurry, he also felt that he was too enthusiastic and obvious, after all, the two did not have much time to know and understand, he should give Cong Na enough time to adapt.
"I'm really fine, Miss Cong, you get busy first, I'm waiting for you here, I promise I won't disturb you." Ma Songquan said with a smile.
"Boss Ma, are you really not busy? I'm a little unwell today, I'll ride my bicycle back directly after work, you better leave first, it's still a long time before I get off work, you're here, it's not convenient to go in and out here." Cong Na said.
"You care about the eyes of the people around you, what I think I want to do, no one can stop me, and I don't care about those eyes. I did this, it may be very reckless, I didn't take into account Miss Cong's feelings, I don't care, but Miss Cong is a girl, reputation is very important, so let's go to the parking space at the hotel gate to wait for you, it's me who didn't think about it, Miss Cong also asked Haihan. Miss Cong may not know how I survived the more than two months since I left, I miss Miss Cong for a long time, so I drove over as soon as I got off the plane, I didn't ask about any business here, I just wanted to see you. Nothing is more important to me now than you. I know we've known each other for a short time, and we don't know each other, I'm a little abrupt now, you may think I'm like this to beautiful women, it's not like that, I've been running business in addition to soaking in the lab all these years, and in terms of relationships, except for the secret love in college and the relationship that ended without a problem, it can be said that I am a blank slate. I am not a random person who asks women out, and I think I am very accurate in looking at women, Miss Cong, you give me the feeling that you are the kind of girl who is down-to-earth and kind and sincere, although your appearance looks so charming and moving, although you said that you used to be a person in the entertainment industry, and then quit the circle, because you don't fit in, I feel that your nature is what I see and feel. Ma Songquan said sincerely.
After Cong Na listened to his words, she was very moved and moved, if she had not happened before, she would have accepted Ma Songquan's show of love without hesitation. But it was already too late, it was irretrievable, and she couldn't bring shame on the people she loved.
"Boss Ma, you have seen the wrong person, and you have expressed your wrong feelings, I only have respect for you, and there are no other feelings. You are so good, you deserve a better woman, and you are a more compatible lady, I am from an eighteenth-tier county, and your status is too different, we are people of two worlds, please don't love me anymore, leave your feelings to a more suitable person. Cong Na said indifferently, and she tried her best to show her disregard for Ma Songquan's love.
"Cong Na, I don't care what you just said, I'm a person, I believe in my own feelings, I know that we have been together for a short time, you need to think about it, you can't accept it now. But I'm willing to wait, I believe that you will choose me in the end, and you don't have to run away from me, I don't care about those external things, what status, class or whatever, it's all nonsense. Now whatever I say, it may be pale, and I will prove to you by my actions that I love and am desperate for you. Please stop using those rules and regulations to keep me away. Is it so difficult for you to express your true self?" Ma Songquan said.
"Boss Ma, it is undeniable that you are indeed in good condition, whoever you like is the honor of the other party, and you also have enough confidence and capital to make the other party feel the same for you. But in the world, there are always special circumstances, not everyone likes you, whether you believe it or not, what I just said is true, we can't, don't waste time on me anymore, it's useless, I know that if you reject you, you may not be able to adapt to it for a while, but that's the case. I've made it very clear and clear, and I hope you won't bother me again in the future. Don't meet again in the future if it's not necessary. Cong Na said ruthlessly, her tone was very decisive, she felt that the acting skills she had learned over the years had been used today.
Cong Na is really sad in her heart, and at the same time she also knows that Ma Songquan will be sad when she hears her words, but while the time is still very short, the long pain is better than the short pain, and kill this relationship as soon as possible, this is good for Ma Songquan, and it is good for Cong Na herself, Cong Na has no hope for her love life, she wants to live her own life, she is not qualified to touch the feelings anymore, her body is already dirty, and her soul has been destroyed to the point that there is no trace of vitality, although she meets the man who makes her heartfelt, she can't be selfish for herself, to harm this man, to let him carry this humiliation。
Ma Songquan just felt that Cong Na rejected him because of the gap in status and the problem of knowing him, but now he can hear that Cong Na has the intention to reject her, it seems that she has something unspeakable, is it related to her past in the entertainment industry. Ma Songquan knows a little bit about that circle, could Cong Na have also gone astray, otherwise she would give up the drunken gold fans in that circle and return to this ordinary life. But Ma Songquan searched on Baidu before, about Cong Na, there is no name at all, it can be said in the entertainment industry that it is a small transparent and 36 lines. In other words, Cong Na graduated from a famous film school and looks so beautiful, but she doesn't make any splash in the entertainment industry, which seems unreasonable and reasonable. But if you think about it carefully, it is very suitable, with the beauty of entering the circle and the blessing of the learning environment, if you don't know how to sacrifice your hue and don't cater to the needs of those directors and investors, you will offend people everywhere and be blocked, and you will be restricted in the circle, and finally disappear directly in the snow, and no one even cares about your name. Ma Songquan thinks that Cong Na is this type of person, otherwise it would be unreasonable to be so beautiful and not popular.
How to say it, Ma Songquan actually guessed correctly, after Cong Na entered the circle after graduating from Film Academy, her outstanding appearance has indeed received hints and clarity from many investors and bigwigs, she was attached to whoever she was at that time, and she is now a big star. But Cong Na doesn't want to sell herself, she has always thought that only by working her own will she be seen, and there will be many opportunities and opportunities. She rejected those unspoken rules and overtures, and slowly became less and less of a chance in the circle, so she could only play tricks and play a stand-in. Later, she went to Yu Rongrong for help, and it started a lifetime of humiliation.
"Cong Na, I know what you mean, but I can't agree, you obviously have a heart for me, I don't know why you want to run away now, tell you clearly, I'm not interested in your past, if you think you are not suitable for me because of some things in the past, I am really speechless. I might as well tell you directly, I have not been involved in your past, I have no right to know and comment, I only care about your present and future, because I want to be with you. We still have a long time, we take our time, I will not give up, I have only met a woman in 36 years who makes me so tempted, so want to start a family, I am very firm, since my heart is firm, I just want to give, to let you see and understand my sincerity better. Ma Songquan said firmly.
Cong Na was shocked, Ma Songquan's words just now did make her dispel some of her concerns. Didn't care about her past, didn't want to know her past, and didn't care what her past was. But, but, but if Ma Songquan found out one day, would he be disgusted, like eating a fly......