Chapter 142: Disintegrated Strength
There is a disease in this world called lovesickness, the pain is deep into the bones, and there is no cure.
I've been practicing for two years and thinking about having you by my side in this strange season. Those sketches of the future with your participation are destined to be just some weak lines.
The spring rain is like a wisp of silk floating in the air, and the peach blossoms that are in full bloom are like powder snow with rain and dew......
In this spring when the stamens are stretched, memories pour out like an hourglass and awaken wildly......
The alarm of "Bell Bell Bell ......" rang loudly in the slightly humble room.
The ringing of the bell represents the beginning of the day's work.
Han Miaomiao really listened to Lei Yunyang's words, quit the entertainment industry, and started the life of an ordinary office worker.
It's just that no matter how she disguises her appearance and changes her clothes, she will still be easily recognized by others, and then, there is a bunch of gossip behind her back.
"Outdated star", "vicious junior", "woman abandoned by rich businessmen" and so on have become synonymous with her.
These hurtful names, from the initial discomfort and sadness, to the final numbness, Han Miaomiao has completely trained her heart to be as hard as steel.
Two years ago, after Lei Yunyang had no news, she quietly moved out of his villa, without contacting anyone, hiding alone in a corner of the city, secretly waiting......
After Lei Xinbei was taken away by Liu Manlian, she never saw her again. Liu Manlian was bent on getting Lei Xinbei away, how could she easily let Han Miaomiao find it?
"Assistant Han, you've been fired! I said yesterday that you won't have to go to work today. The general manager of the company looked the color of pig liver, and said angrily.
Just because she was not like other assistants and secretaries, she was involved in an unclear relationship with him and became his underground lover, she was fired!
Han Miaomiao was not surprised by this result.
She doesn't seem to remember how many times in the past two years she has been fired for this reason!
"General manager, I'm just here to sort out my things today, I didn't think about staying!"
The cold tone, the indifferent expression, the huge black-framed glasses covered the brilliance of her eyes, covered most of her face, and the pink and fair cheeks highlighted more seductive and smooth.
Her black hair is as smooth as a waterfall and is tied up high, adding to her freshness and beauty.
Brown lost the obvious dazzling light, turned into an ordinary office worker, her brilliance is difficult to hide.
Han Miaomiao calmly packed up the documents on the desk, there were still very few things, as before, the things that really belonged to her were so rare......
The general manager stared at her, except for being angry, his gaze was still like a wolf.
Huo Di hugged Han Miaomiao tightly from behind, "Assistant Han, as long as you accompany me for one night, one night! This job will always be yours, and I will hire you with three times the high salary." ”
Han Miaomiao was taken by the general manager's unprepared action, and was frightened and stunned at first, although she was extremely calm, "General manager, please respect yourself! I advise you to give this kind of proposal to other secretaries, assistants are more suitable." ”
Forcefully ripped off the general manager's arm, hugged the document in front of him and wanted to leave, but he stopped him, "Han Miaomiao, don't think too highly of yourself! What do you think you are! At best, you are not a high-end prostitute who has been played by others, what kind of high pretending to be high in front of Lao Tzu!"
The general manager's face was full of anger, and he stared at her chest viciously, like a wolf and a tiger, as if he wanted to swallow her into his belly.
The word "prostitute" slammed into her heart, stabbing her like a sharp blade. However, she moved the corners of her lips and stared at the general manager with a light smile.
"Since she is a high-level prostitute, she is even less worthy of the favor of the general manager, and a woman like me, if she accompanies the general manager for one night, she will only tarnish you. ”
The tone is soft, but the irony is intense.
"You ......"
The general manager was angry, his face was blue for a while, purple for a while, and he suddenly felt disgraced.
There is no woman in the world that he can't want! It's just a stink*, and he dares to put up a shelf in front of him!
For money, for vanity, no matter who is not obediently lying under a man......
"I'm done. That confidence and composure highlighted the embarrassment of the general manager.
"Han Miaomiao, one day, you will come back and beg me. The general manager said firmly, and his voice was slightly violated.
Ask him?
Han Miaomiao shook her head with a sigh, she didn't know what she would need to ask him for?
Men, for what they can't get, are always thinking about it......
Walking out of the office building, she was once again facing the problem of unemployment, looking up at the gray sky, the slightest raindrops hitting her hair, staining a thin layer of water.
Pedestrians on the road, walking in a hurry, a couple of lovers passed by in front of them, holding umbrellas together, which was enviable.
Han Miaomiao's figure disappeared into the endless crowd, and some of them walked forward mechanically.
In the eyes that were originally a little sad, at this moment, because of the familiar figure, the eyes lit up.
"Thunderclouds ......"
Suddenly, the excitement factor in her body was shouting, and Han Miaomiao quickened her pace to catch up.
The sturdy and straight back is still as strong as before, "Yunyang ......"
A taxi flew by, blocking her from moving forward, and Han Miaomiao hurriedly followed, "Yun Yang, you're back." ”
This discovery made her lose her usual calm, and she impulsively stepped forward to take the man's hand.
But when he turned back, it wasn't him.
Han Miaomiao apologized guiltily, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person." ”
Bursts of disappointment and sadness filled her heart, and a stunned expression stared at the man gradually moving away, tears blurring her vision, but the memory became clearer and clearer......
Domineering, strong, gentle, every expression passed through his mind as clearly as if he was playing a movie.
"Where the hell are you now?"
Han Miaomiao finally couldn't stand the grief and squatted down, ignoring the crowd of people coming and going next to her, and sobbed uncontrollably. Others cast strange suspicious glances at her, and she was like a child who had been discarded or lost, and her cheeks were full of panic and helplessness.
How long will it be before he shows up, or is he not there at all?
Thinking of this, Han Miaomiao shook her head desperately, as if to dispel the thought in her mind.
He won't die, he must be somewhere, and he is struggling to find his way back......
The rain intensified, big drops fell down, and the air was full of sadness.
When she was by his side before, she always stubbornly refused to shed tears in front of him, but he broke her strength. So, no matter how much she cries now, he won't look at her anymore......