Chapter 105: I'm Thinking About You
"I'm nothing, you're really wronged with this face at me. Luo Yifan's appearance had the word "innocent" written all over his face, which made Chu Xinran feel a little fierce and vicious.
"I'm asking you.,Is it because of the last time we met.,So you've already inquired about it.,I know that Brother Tingen will always come here recently.,That's why you'll take me to see the so-called new comics.。 ”
"It's up to you what you want, anyway, no matter what I say, the result you believe in your heart can't be changed. ”
Looking at Luo Yifan's indifferent appearance, Chu Xinran was even more convinced in her heart that she had not wronged Leng Yehan's monitor, "Why." Why are you doing this to me. Is it true that the words of being friends are all false? ,”
"Don't be noisy, it's too annoying. Luo Yifan covered Chu Xinran's mouth and pulled her towards him, "Okay, I'll tell you the truth, I did deliberately bring you here to meet him today." ”
"Luo Yifan, I knew I shouldn't trust you," although Luo Yifan motioned to Chu Xinran not to make noise, she still couldn't control her violent temper, "Brother Tingen is my big brother next door, we have a very good relationship, you have to make us so embarrassed to feel happy, don't you?" ,”
"I just want him to know that you're different now than you were then, because you have me by your side. ”
Luo Yifan's words made Chu Xinran stunned, although he didn't understand why, but Chu Xinran already understood what Luo Yifan meant, and her eyes were full of mist for a moment.
"That's right, no matter how good your relationship with me seems to be, you're still a cold brother after all. What happened around me and the people who appeared, how could you not report it to him at all, and it was not the relationship with how long I had known each other. It's me who believes in you too much...... I believe it too much, I really believe it......"
Chu Xinran's tears flowed more and more, and Luo Yifan was extremely distressed, "I know that doing this will make you change your opinion of me again, but you have to understand that I am doing it for your good." You don't want to hear in the next second that something has happened to your brother Ting'en. ”
After Luo Yifan further explained this, Chu Xinran's sobbing stopped suddenly, and she subconsciously looked out the window. Huo Tingen just walked out, and at this time he happened to be standing across the road, Chu Xinran's position and height were just right to barely see him.
"Besides, it's been a long time since you've seen him, are you really sure that his life is what he says it is. I don't think there could be another situation. ”
"You...... What do you mean by that? Chu Xinran stared at Luo Yifan with a tangled and incomprehensible look on his face, what did he mean when he suddenly said such inexplicable words.
"I just want to warn you not to take anyone's word for it. ”
"What about you. Chu Xinran raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and threw a question to Luo Yifan, Luo Yifan was stunned, and Chu Xinran showed a wry smile on his face, "What you said really reminded me that I really shouldn't trust anyone easily." ”
"I'm thinking about you. Luo Yifan said helplessly, now that he didn't want to use any more words to comfort Chu Xinran and ask her not to refuse his kindness.
"Thank you for your concern, I know, and I don't want to need it again. Chu Xinran's expression became gloomy, and she couldn't help but look out the window again, her brows furrowed suddenly.
Huo Tingen didn't even leave, and there was still someone by his side at this time. Although I can't see what the person's face is when I sit in this position, I can feel from her dress and side that she is a gentle and beautiful temperament girl.
……
On the side of the street, Huo Tingen stared at the person standing beside him with a not very good-looking face, "Xie Yuduo, how many times do you want me to talk to you." I beg you not to follow me all the time. ”
It turned out that the person standing next to Huo Tingen at this time was Xie Yuduo, who appeared in the cold night with the Liang family sisters last time.
Being treated coldly by Huo Tingen with such a black face, Xie Yuduo's beautiful face flashed a look of loss, "I...... It's not that it's with you, it's ...... Uncle he ......"
"Don't mention that person in front of me," Huo Tingen coldly interrupted Xie Yuduo's unfinished words, and her slender body trembled.
"It's not that I want to mention it, it's really my uncle who wants to see us for dinner, so I'll ...... I know you've always been here all this time......" Xie Yuduo's voice was pitifully quiet, and she almost didn't dare to look up at this man who exuded a cold aura all over his body.
However, Xie Yuduo's submissiveness in front of Huo Tingen couldn't help but wait for a little pity from him, but felt more and more irritable, "Let's talk about this kind of thing, I'm not empty now,"
Huo Tingen stepped forward, and Xie Yuduo hurriedly followed behind him, "It's father and son, it's better not to see each other and have a meal together all the time." You're going to make my uncle very sad like this. ”
These words angered Huo Tingen to a greater extent, and he dragged Xie Yuduo one by one, "You shut up for me, you know something." You know what. It's interesting to touch on me, isn't it. You can't mind your own business. ,”
Huo Tingen's attitude frightened Xie Yuduo, and her lips trembled slightly, not knowing what to say. Seeing Xie Yuduo's appearance, Huo Tingen pushed her away hard, and couldn't help but look in the direction behind him.
At the intersection that has just turned the corner, it is the "Jinse Scholar" library. Huo Tingen knew that his anger at this time was not all from Xie Yuduo's entanglement, but from the two people who were still sitting in front of the library window at this time.
Although there was no way to see Chu Xinran standing here, Huo Tingen could think of how Luo Yifan would treat her, and the intimacy between the two of them had far exceeded the relationship between him and Chu Xinran, which was something that made Huo Tingen feel extremely upset.
"Tingen, I'm ...... Please, don't be so stubborn, okay? Even though Xie Yuduo was treated like that by Huo Tingen, she still didn't give up, and these words of persuasion undoubtedly ignited Huo Tingen's fuse again.
"Don't think that the marriage contract he decided on his own can be a thread between you and me. Xie Yuduo, I have already told you clearly that I already have a person in my heart, and there is no way to let you go anymore, you know. ”
"I know, I ...... It's very clear......" Xie Yuduo's eyes were full of water, she had always been very clear about Huo Tingen's thoughts, but she didn't want to give up like this.
"You've said that to me, but you've also said that it's hard for you to have a future between you. Because you're gone, you choose not to say goodbye. In that case, why can't you give me a chance? After all...... I've been the one who has been by your side for so long, why can't I? ”
"That's not my tacit approval, it's your own wishful thinking. Huo Tingen smiled coldly, his eyes were full of all kinds of disdain, "You know my identity very well, but you still want to marry me, you say...... Isn't it cheaper for you to do this? ”
"Ting, you...... How can you say that about me. Xie Yuduo's tears finally couldn't help falling, she had heard Huo Tingen say many indifferent and ruthless words, but it was the first time she had heard such an unbearable description of her.
"You were meant to be such a person, just like your father, just like that man. It seems to be full of glory on the outside, but in fact, it is full of hypocrisy in the blood of the bones, if it were not for some interests for you, would you still treat me like this? ”
Huo Tingen's footsteps pressed towards Xie Yuduo, and she moved back with a frightened face.
"Why don't you speak. You say, yes. Well. ”
"I ...... I ......" Xie Yuduo's body couldn't stop trembling, and seeing her here, Huo Tingen felt extremely irritable.
"It's not the same thing that used to be said, but now it's different, because I see her again. ”
Xie Yuduo was stunned, what did Huo Tingen mean by this.
After a long while, Xie Yuduo asked tremblingly, "You...... Is it to repent of the marriage, and ...... with her Let's get back together. ”
"Repentance. Huo Tingen's face was full of mockery, "The marriage contract is not agreed to by me, if you want to marry, marry that person." As for me and her...... Start from nothing, and how can you continue. ”
After saying this, Huo Tingen's eyes filled with pain. What he and Chu Xinran have are only those warm memories of being the brother next door, but it would be far-fetched to say that those were once there, because Chu Xinran didn't have her in his heart at all.
In fact, there is nothing difficult to understand when you think about it, after all, Chu Xinran was only fifteen years old at that time, although it is no longer the age of a child, but does an ignorant girl really have so many thoughts about the brother next door.
Thinking of this, Huo Tingen couldn't help but start laughing at himself. At that time, he was already a twenty-two-year-old person, and it was not surprising that he had that kind of intention, but Chu Xinran was still a little girl after all, how could he understand what secrets he was hiding in his heart at that time.
Moreover, after five years of separation, Chu Xinran's life circle has undergone major changes, and they have become no longer like the past, how can they use the kind of state of mind they used to measure their current self.
The more he thought about it, the more painful it became, and in front of Huo Tingen's eyes, the scene of Chu Xinran and Luo Yifan getting along began to appear, "Save it, we can't go back to the past, and we still think about what's the use." ”
After talking to himself, ignoring Xie Yuduo, who had been standing beside him, Huo Tingen left here alone.
Xie Yuduo stood alone on the side of the road in a daze, her eyes always staring at Huo Tingen's back as she left, until his figure finally disappeared into the crowd, and the tears in her eyes slowly slipped down her face.
"How do you know I'm not sincere. How can you understand that I am all hypocritical. Tingen, I am sincere to you, and I sincerely hope that your heart can open up to me one day, even a little bit......"
She lowered her head slightly with a lonely expression, Xie Yuduo's tears fell on her shoes, and she could never forget her first encounter with Huo Tingen. His sorrow, his helplessness, and a lot of forbearance are all deeply imprinted in Xie Yuduo's heart.
Xie Yuduo fell in love with Huo Tingen at first sight, or a kind of distress accompanied by sympathy, but the red heart seemed to pass through her heart at that moment, and all kinds of feelings blended together into her heart at this time.
But Huo Tingen never knew, and he wasn't ready to want to know, in fact, his first meeting with Xie Yuduo was already the second time for Xie Yuduo.
What Huo Tingen can give Xie Yuduo is always his misunderstanding and disgust, he hates that someone decides the marriage for him privately, and even more thanks to Yuduo, a person who has only met once, he agreed to this marriage without the slightest objection.
After a long time, Xie Yuduo wiped away his tears, raised his head and took a deep breath, "Xie Yuduo, have you forgotten what you said at the beginning." Since you have decided to silently guard him forever, you don't care about his deliberate evil words or what. ”