Chapter 50: Loneliness is a one's
Jiang Xian never thought that his girlfriend Fang Qi, who once loved him to death, would become so ruthless overnight. In the past few years, the two have quarreled countless times, and the most tragic one is running away from home. I just took a few changes of clothes with me and came back in a few days.
Jiang Xian wondered if she didn't find herself when she came back this time, so she was even more angry and moved away directly. But he knows the seriousness of this time, if there is still a place to forgive, his girlfriend will definitely send him a string of messages when she comes back to pack up his things, counting all kinds of things he is not.
If you leave without a sound, you should have made up your mind to leave and didn't give yourself a chance to stay. Jiang Xian once fell into infinite self-blame and guilt, and he knew that the cause of the incident was himself.
After being silent in the room for a long time, Jiang Xian slowly got up and walked to the living room and sat on the sofa. Tired and weak at the moment, looking at the empty room, there is the shadow of his girlfriend in every corner.
Lonely nights tend to magnify sadness and weaken willpower.
He couldn't sit still, and lay on his side, feeling something under the pillow, hard and a little cut.
He reached out and touched it as if it was a book, and he pulled out one only to find out that it was a photo album given to him by his girlfriend when they were just together, and I remember that day she said that she would put all their bits and pieces in it.
Over the years, this album has stored a lot of photos and recorded many beautiful moments.
But most of them were taken by him for his girlfriend, one is that he thinks his girlfriend Aimei likes to take pictures, and the other is that his photo skills are not bad, cute, and the goddess style can switch freely.
He leaned on the sofa and slowly opened the cover of the photo album, and a shocking scene came into view.
The homepage was originally taken when he and his girlfriend went on an outing in the suburbs, and the photo of the two kissing sweetly was super sweet, so the two decided to put it on the first page.
used to accompany his girlfriend to flip through the photo album, and every time they turned the first page, the two would imitate the appearance at that time, and the dragonfly would touch the water and taste the sweetness of the time. Nowadays, there are no sweet memories of this photo.
My girlfriend subtracted the half of herself in the photo, and the division was cut and crooked, without any residual traces, and her own part was not missing at all. Looking at this cut mark, his heart was like a knife, this was not a photo, but a four-year relationship between them was cut to pieces.
He continued to flip through the photos behind him, his girlfriend cut out all the group photos, and her own personal single photos were also withdrawn, leaving only a few single photos of herself, scattered in all corners of the album.
He couldn't find his girlfriend in the whole photo album, and the feeling of loss immediately spread all over his body, and the whole person fell directly on the sofa. How he wished at the moment that the couch would collapse and let him fall, preferably a bottomless pit.
Just when he was in pain until the sky was dark, Lan Wei suddenly sent a playful emoji.
Seeing Lan Wei's information, he shifted his attention, "Is there something wrong with you?"
"Can't I look for you if it's okay?" Lan Wei immediately replied.
"No, you can't. β
"Are you free, please have a drink tonight. Lan Wei seemed to ignore Jiang Xian's reply.
"I'm not free, I'm not in the mood. Jiang Xian replied succinctly.
"Lovelorn. β
was guessed by Lan Weiwei all of a sudden, and his mood suddenly froze. In Jiang Xian's view, Lan Weiwei is just a little kid who loves to drink, but she can always appear when she is most disappointed. And it's like a heart-to-heart connection, and you can feel his warmth and coldness.
"You little, you don't have anything else but love all day long, right? β
"Big brother, the whole world knows that you are out of love. β
At this time, Jiang Xian remembered the whitewashing video that Yaoqing directed himself half a month ago.
"Then you only remembered to comfort me now?"
"I didn't intend to comfort you, I just let you be empty and lonely for a while, and then take advantage of the weakness. β
"But I'm not empty and lonely during this time, am I?"
"Boys are out of love and girls are out of love, girls will cry almost every day when they are out of love, and boys are sad after a while. β
"Little boy, I haven't seen a few men. β
"Hmph, I have read countless people~~"
"Tut-tut...... Do you think I'm happy or sad now?"
"I think you must be alone in the corner at this moment, grieving alone. β
Seeing Lan Weiwei's reply, Jiang Xian was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to know, but he still didn't plan to admit it, "I'm very happy at the moment, I'm in a carnival." β
That means you're lonely at the moment, because loneliness is a one's. β
β...... What kind of crooked logic is it?"
"I guessed it, and I was angry. β
"Not as naΓ―ve as you. β
"Are you coming to Beijing soon?"
In the face of Lan Weiwei's precise attacks again and again, Jiang Xian began to look at this girl differently.
"I'm not telling you. β
"I guess you're probably already in the capital by now. β
"Not really. β
"That should be soon, because your goddess is here, and it's all in the headlines, and it's angry for the red face. β
β...... This idiom is misused here. Jiang Xian tried his best to change the subject.
"Alas, even if you come to Beijing, you may not be able to become mine. There was also a crying emoji attached to it.
In the face of Lan Weiwei's directness, she blushed unconsciously through the screen, "Are you children now so casual in expressing their emotions? β
"I didn't realize how serious you were, you were very cooperative when I took off Ni's pants. β
β...... A girl's family, always put this sentence on her lips, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to get married?"
"Because I want to marry you. β
For a person who is still immersed in a broken love, how happy he is to suddenly hear this sentence, even if it is a joke, he will be moved.
"Flattered. Under Lan Wei's initiative, Jiang Xian slowly walked out of his sadness.
"Haha, do you agree?"
"Disagree. β
"Why?"
"Because I'm not a person who makes easy promises, promises to be responsible. β
"Then you can be responsible for me. Lan Weiwei pressed forward step by step.
"You're going to meet a lot of better men in the future. Jiang Xian said seriously.
"No, I want you, I want you to !!"
Just when he didn't know how to reply, Du Luoyue called in, and Jiang Xian immediately pressed answer.
"Hello. β
"Yo Xi, doesn't it look sad to hear this voice, is your girlfriend at home?"
Hearing this, Jiang Xian naturally understood what Du Luoyue meant, but he couldn't say that he was in a much better mood just now when he flirted with Lan Weiwei, and he was speechless for a while.
"You're reconciled again?"
"No, she's moved out and blocked me too. β