A bland "yes" word, like a thick sharp arrow, instantly penetrated my heart.

It pierced me in the heart, scarred and bloodstained.

I have always known that Zhao Hu, Ertiao, and Mo Yu have a good relationship, and I also know that in Zhao Hu's heart, Ertiao and Mo Yu are irreplaceable brothers in life and death, and I have never thought of replacing or surpassing anyone. But such words came out of Zhao Hu's mouth in person, which still made me a little unacceptable for a while.

I have never been a hypocritical person, where are there so many emotional entanglements between men, but this "yes" word really hurts me.

I suddenly felt that everything I did was a joke, I regarded others as brothers, and I didn't want my brothers to be deceived, but people thought I was troublesome, and no matter what I did, I was no match for someone who was dead. I never wanted to compare with Mo Yu, and I am also grateful for everything Zhao Hu has helped me with, and I have sworn in my heart more than once that if something happens to Zhao Hu, I will spare no effort to help him.

Everyone knows that we are brothers who worship the handle, we created the Dragon and Tiger Chamber of Commerce together, the slogan of "Dragon and Tiger Expedition, Not an Inch of Grass" has also resounded in many places, others talk about us, but also the dragon does not leave the tiger, the tiger does not leave the dragon, the dragon and the tiger family, all over the world, I thought Mo Yu died, I am Zhao Hu's best brother, now it seems that this is not the case, Mo Yu has been alive, living among us, the shadow shrouds me.

I don't want to compare with Mo Yu, but Zhao Hu wants to compare me with Mo Yu.

They are all his brothers, and of course he will make a comparison in his heart.

The conclusion is that I am not as good as Mo Yu, not as good as Mo Yu.

Haha, it's not as good as Mo Yu!

I don't think about things, I don't have Mo Yu to be transparent, and I don't have Mo Yu's popularity, Mo Yu can always do everything properly, so that everyone around me is comfortable and happy, and I always make a mess, only do what I think is right, and never think about what others feel.

If I used to be puffed up like a balloon about to explode, then now after Zhao Hu's "yes", I am like a deflated ball, completely out of temper.

My mind was groggy and my body was shaking.

I can't describe the feeling, it's like I'm seriously injured. No, it's more terrible than being seriously injured, and if you are seriously injured, you at least know where your injuries are, and how long you can recover. And now I feel like I've suffered an internal injury, and my heart has been hit very badly, and I don't know if or when I can recover.

At this moment, I felt that my body was weak, and there was even a Venus in front of me, and I had almost no strength from head to toe, and it turned out that I could have such a strong physical reaction when I was injured, which was no less than being slashed hard.

It's just that the knife is cut in the heart.

I don't want to stay here anymore, I'm not as good as Mo Yu, I'm an eventful person, why am I staying here?

I'm here to find my dad, Nijo is not deceived, whether Honghong is dead or alive, what does it have to do with me?

I staggered forward.

Zhao Hu also seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly said: "Zhang Long, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean that you are inferior to Mo Yu, I mean that you two are not comparable, you are you, he is him, you are all my good brothers......"

Although Zhao Hu tried his best to redeem it, it was too late.

To no avail at all.

I continued to stagger forward.

"Zhang Long, where are you going?" Zhao Hu grabbed my arm.

"It's none of your business!" I yelled, shaking him off.

Zhao Hu was stunned, he really didn't dare to arrest me anymore.

I kept walking, swaying.

"Zhang Long, Zhang Long!" Zhao Hu called me twice, but I ignored him.

Nijo was also a little anxious: "Huzi, where is Zhang Long?"

As I walked farther and farther, Zhao Hu sighed and said, "His mood is not too good, let him be alone for a while." ”

I kept walking, aimlessly.

When we came last night, it was the taxi driver who drove us blindly, and although we finally chased the red car, we didn't know where it was. I didn't know the place well, it was still a wilderness, and I didn't have any destination, so I wanted to leave this place early, and I was a superfluous person, so I walked forward with my head covered.

Really, it wasn't until then that I realized that the mental injury was almost the same as the physical injury, or even worse, and I felt that my brain had been groggy all the time, like a serious illness, just walking and walking.

My mind was so confused that I didn't know where I was going, and I couldn't even control my legs.

Before I knew it, I was back in the village to the east, the market was not over yet, the streets were lively, the flow of people was crowded, and I was mixed in with the crowd, like a walking corpse. It's just that no matter how lively others are, it has nothing to do with me, my heart is sad and lonely, and no one can save me.

I walked and walked and walked out of the bazaar, out of the village, and continued into the mountains.

There are many villages in the mountains, some are lively, some are deserted, some are prosperous and some are barren, but none of them have anything to do with me, so I keep walking.

In the meantime, my phone was ringing.

I was annoyed, so annoyed, I didn't even look at who it was, so I just turned off my phone.

Continue to the front.

Even I don't know how long I walked, but before I knew it, it was dark, and I started to feel dizzy, dizzy, and very uncomfortable after not eating a drop of rice all day, and I still felt that my brain was muddy. I don't think I can go on like this, at least find a place to eat.

When I came to another village, I found a random farmer and thought that I would go in and find a saliva to drink and give some money for a bite to eat.

With this in mind, I headed for the door.

But as soon as I got to the door, I passed out in the dark......

"Bang" also smashed the door of their house open, followed by the sound of footsteps.

This night's sleep was very long.

By the time I woke up again, it was already bright outside the window, and it was obviously the next day. I was lying on a very ordinary bed, so ordinary that it looked like an ordinary farmer's home, with pillows and towels for mandarin ducks playing in the water, big red quilts and mattresses, and the faint sound of chopping wood in the yard.

I remembered what had happened yesterday and remembered that I had passed out in front of a farmer's house, and it seemed that someone had rescued me and taken me in for the night.

Continuing to reminisce, I remembered Zhao Hu's "yes" again, and couldn't help but sigh softly, and my heart felt a little faintly painful.

But it's not as serious as yesterday.

It seems that this heart injury can slowly heal with the passage of time.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it's not a big deal, isn't it normal for Zhao Hu to be inferior to Mo Yu in his heart, it's just that the word "yes" was a little too hurtful at that time. But after this incident, I also have to recognize my position, don't take care of everything, you treat others as brothers, and you are dedicated to the good of others, people actually think you are troublesome......

Alas, what a fuck.

I just deserve it, I do it myself.

I got out of bed and was about to go out to say thank you to the owner of the house, and by the way I asked for another bite to eat, I was so hungry that I was so hungry......

As soon as I got off the ground, the people chopping wood in the courtyard also heard the movement, and immediately pushed the door and walked in, and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"

When I looked up, I saw a tall, thin young man with dark skin, in his early twenties, and the same age as me. Although this young man has slightly dark skin, he is really handsome, with double eyelids, red phoenix eyes, a high nose bridge, and a face like a knife, he is a standard handsome guy.

The point is that his smile is contagious, and just standing there and smiling can make people feel good.

His eyes are also very clear.,Belongs to the kind of person who looks good.,And sunny.、Cheerful.、Positive type.,It's easy to make people feel good.,This kind of boy is very popular in school.,Pursue his ability to line up from the dormitory to the cafeteria.。

I smiled at him and said, "I'm awake, thank you for taking me in."

"It's okay, it's a good effort. The young man came over and said, "I don't see any injuries on you, how did you pass out last night?"

I can't tell him I fainted because of a friend's words, that would be a bit embarrassing.

I said, "Maybe it's because I'm hungry, and I've been driving the mountain road for a long time, and I haven't eaten a mouthful of food." ”

The young man asked strangely, "Where are you going?"

I said, "I wanted to go back to the city, but I got lost." ”

The youth laughed again.

But his laughter is not a mockery, but a very sunny laugh, which does not make people laugh in any way.

"It's so easy to go back to the city. The young man smiled and said, "There is a bus at the entrance of our village, you can take the bus and go back to the city! But before you eat something, I can hear your stomach growl." ”

The young man turned and went out.

But after a while, a bowl of steaming rice porridge was served, as well as a few fritters and a plate of side dishes.

The aroma really whetted my appetite and my index finger fluttered.

"Thanks, I'll give you the money in a moment. "I picked up my chopsticks and got ready to go.

"You're welcome, this bit of food isn't worth much, and it's too much to give money or something!" the young man smiled brightly.

The young man is really kind and sunny, and he speaks very well, which makes me feel warm in my heart, and I can unconsciously let people off guard, and make people very happy to get along and communicate with him. I was not polite, and immediately devoured it, and I was indeed very hungry after not eating for a day and a night.

The young man smiled and said, "Brother, I don't like a local in your accent!"

I'm a northerner, so I can't say anything about it.

However, when the young man said this, I remembered that he did not speak the local dialect, and his accent was similar to mine.

I said yes, I'm from the north, what about you?

The young man was just about to speak, when a middle-aged woman's voice suddenly came from outside the courtyard.

"Mo Yu, don't forget to help your Aunt Wang carry water for a while, her legs and feet are not convenient, if you forget to pick it for her, she won't be able to eat water all day!"

"Okay, I'll go!" cried out to the young man, and then he said to me, "You eat first, and I'll be back in a moment." And he hurried out.

A bland "yes" word, like a thick sharp arrow, instantly penetrated my heart.

It pierced me in the heart, scarred and bloodstained.

I have always known that Zhao Hu, Ertiao, and Mo Yu have a good relationship, and I also know that in Zhao Hu's heart, Ertiao and Mo Yu are irreplaceable brothers in life and death, and I have never thought of replacing or surpassing anyone. But such words came out of Zhao Hu's mouth in person, which still made me a little unacceptable for a while.

I have never been a hypocritical person, where are there so many emotional entanglements between men, but this "yes" word really hurts me.

I suddenly felt that everything I did was a joke, I regarded others as brothers, and I didn't want my brothers to be deceived, but people thought I was troublesome, and no matter what I did, I was no match for someone who was dead. I never wanted to compare with Mo Yu, and I am also grateful for everything Zhao Hu has helped me with, and I have sworn in my heart more than once that if something happens to Zhao Hu, I will spare no effort to help him.

Everyone knows that we are brothers who worship the handle, we created the Dragon and Tiger Chamber of Commerce together, the slogan of "Dragon and Tiger Expedition, Not an Inch of Grass" has also resounded in many places, others talk about us, but also the dragon does not leave the tiger, the tiger does not leave the dragon, the dragon and the tiger family, all over the world, I thought Mo Yu died, I am Zhao Hu's best brother, now it seems that this is not the case, Mo Yu has been alive, living among us, the shadow shrouds me.

I don't want to compare with Mo Yu, but Zhao Hu wants to compare me with Mo Yu.

They are all his brothers, and of course he will make a comparison in his heart.

The conclusion is that I am not as good as Mo Yu, not as good as Mo Yu.

Haha, it's not as good as Mo Yu!

I don't think about things, I don't have Mo Yu to be transparent, and I don't have Mo Yu's popularity, Mo Yu can always do everything properly, so that everyone around me is comfortable and happy, and I always make a mess, only do what I think is right, and never think about what others feel.

If I used to be puffed up like a balloon about to explode, then now after Zhao Hu's "yes", I am like a deflated ball, completely out of temper.

My mind was groggy and my body was shaking.

I can't describe the feeling, it's like I'm seriously injured. No, it's more terrible than being seriously injured, and if you are seriously injured, you at least know where your injuries are, and how long you can recover. And now I feel like I've suffered an internal injury, and my heart has been hit very badly, and I don't know if or when I can recover.

At this moment, I felt that my body was weak, and there was even a Venus in front of me, and I had almost no strength from head to toe, and it turned out that I could have such a strong physical reaction when I was injured, which was no less than being slashed hard.

It's just that the knife is cut in the heart.

I don't want to stay here anymore, I'm not as good as Mo Yu, I'm an eventful person, why am I staying here?

I'm here to find my dad, Nijo is not deceived, whether Honghong is dead or alive, what does it have to do with me?

I staggered forward.

Zhao Hu also seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly said: "Zhang Long, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean that you are inferior to Mo Yu, I mean that you two are not comparable, you are you, he is him, you are all my good brothers......"

Although Zhao Hu tried his best to redeem it, it was too late.

To no avail at all.

I continued to stagger forward.

"Zhang Long, where are you going?" Zhao Hu grabbed my arm.

"It's none of your business!" I yelled, shaking him off.

Zhao Hu was stunned, he really didn't dare to arrest me anymore.

I kept walking, swaying.

"Zhang Long, Zhang Long!" Zhao Hu called me twice, but I ignored him.

Nijo was also a little anxious: "Huzi, where is Zhang Long?"

As I walked farther and farther, Zhao Hu sighed and said, "His mood is not too good, let him be alone for a while." ”

I kept walking, aimlessly.

When we came last night, it was the taxi driver who drove us blindly, and although we finally chased the red car, we didn't know where it was. I didn't know the place well, it was still a wilderness, and I didn't have any destination, so I wanted to leave this place early, and I was a superfluous person, so I walked forward with my head covered.

Really, it wasn't until then that I realized that the mental injury was almost the same as the physical injury, or even worse, and I felt that my brain had been groggy all the time, like a serious illness, just walking and walking.

My mind was so confused that I didn't know where I was going, and I couldn't even control my legs.

Before I knew it, I was back in the village to the east, the market was not over yet, the streets were lively, the flow of people was crowded, and I was mixed in with the crowd, like a walking corpse. It's just that no matter how lively others are, it has nothing to do with me, my heart is sad and lonely, and no one can save me.

I walked and walked and walked out of the bazaar, out of the village, and continued into the mountains.

There are many villages in the mountains, some are lively, some are deserted, some are prosperous and some are barren, but none of them have anything to do with me, so I keep walking.

In the meantime, my phone was ringing.

I was annoyed, so annoyed, I didn't even look at who it was, so I just turned off my phone.

Continue to the front.

Even I don't know how long I walked, but before I knew it, it was dark, and I started to feel dizzy, dizzy, and very uncomfortable after not eating a drop of rice all day, and I still felt that my brain was muddy. I don't think I can go on like this, at least find a place to eat.

When I came to another village, I found a random farmer and thought that I would go in and find a saliva to drink and give some money for a bite to eat.

With this in mind, I headed for the door.

But as soon as I got to the door, I passed out in the dark......

"Bang" also smashed the door of their house open, followed by the sound of footsteps.

This night's sleep was very long.

By the time I woke up again, it was already bright outside the window, and it was obviously the next day. I was lying on a very ordinary bed, so ordinary that it looked like an ordinary farmer's home, with pillows and towels for mandarin ducks playing in the water, big red quilts and mattresses, and the faint sound of chopping wood in the yard.

I remembered what had happened yesterday and remembered that I had passed out in front of a farmer's house, and it seemed that someone had rescued me and taken me in for the night.

Continuing to reminisce, I remembered Zhao Hu's "yes" again, and couldn't help but sigh softly, and my heart felt a little faintly painful.

But it's not as serious as yesterday.

It seems that this heart injury can slowly heal with the passage of time.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it's not a big deal, isn't it normal for Zhao Hu to be inferior to Mo Yu in his heart, it's just that the word "yes" was a little too hurtful at that time. But after this incident, I also have to recognize my position, don't take care of everything, you treat others as brothers, and you are dedicated to the good of others, people actually think you are troublesome......

Alas, what a fuck.

I just deserve it, I do it myself.

I got out of bed and was about to go out to say thank you to the owner of the house, and by the way I asked for another bite to eat, I was so hungry that I was so hungry......

As soon as I got off the ground, the people chopping wood in the courtyard also heard the movement, and immediately pushed the door and walked in, and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"

When I looked up, I saw a tall, thin young man with dark skin, in his early twenties, and the same age as me. Although this young man has slightly dark skin, he is really handsome, with double eyelids, red phoenix eyes, a high nose bridge, and a face like a knife, he is a standard handsome guy.

The point is that his smile is contagious, and just standing there and smiling can make people feel good.

His eyes are also very clear.,Belongs to the kind of person who looks good.,And sunny.、Cheerful.、Positive type.,It's easy to make people feel good.,This kind of boy is very popular in school.,Pursue his ability to line up from the dormitory to the cafeteria.。

I smiled at him and said, "I'm awake, thank you for taking me in."

"It's okay, it's a good effort. The young man came over and said, "I don't see any injuries on you, how did you pass out last night?"

I can't tell him I fainted because of a friend's words, that would be a bit embarrassing.

I said, "Maybe it's because I'm hungry, and I've been driving the mountain road for a long time, and I haven't eaten a mouthful of food." ”

The young man asked strangely, "Where are you going?"

I said, "I wanted to go back to the city, but I got lost." ”

The youth laughed again.

But his laughter is not a mockery, but a very sunny laugh, which does not make people laugh in any way.

"It's so easy to go back to the city. The young man smiled and said, "There is a bus at the entrance of our village, you can take the bus and go back to the city! But before you eat something, I can hear your stomach growl." ”

The young man turned and went out.

But after a while, a bowl of steaming rice porridge was served, as well as a few fritters and a plate of side dishes.

The aroma really whetted my appetite and my index finger fluttered.

"Thanks, I'll give you the money in a moment. "I picked up my chopsticks and got ready to go.

"You're welcome, this bit of food isn't worth much, and it's too much to give money or something!" the young man smiled brightly.

The young man is really kind and sunny, and he speaks very well, which makes me feel warm in my heart, and I can unconsciously let people off guard, and make people very happy to get along and communicate with him. I was not polite, and immediately devoured it, and I was indeed very hungry after not eating for a day and a night.

The young man smiled and said, "Brother, I don't like a local in your accent!"

I'm a northerner, so I can't say anything about it.

However, when the young man said this, I remembered that he did not speak the local dialect, and his accent was similar to mine.

I said yes, I'm from the north, what about you?

The young man was just about to speak, when a middle-aged woman's voice suddenly came from outside the courtyard.

"Mo Yu, don't forget to help your Aunt Wang carry water for a while, her legs and feet are not convenient, if you forget to pick it for her, she won't be able to eat water all day!"

"Okay, I'll go!" cried out to the young man, and then he said to me, "You eat first, and I'll be back in a moment." And he hurried out.