When he went out, Fang Qi, who was crying into tears, insisted on sending Jiang Xian, but he didn't agree, maybe half of it was reluctant, and half of it was decided to let go.

Sitting in the taxi, he looked out the window and remembered what it was like to come to the city for the first time three years ago. At that time, he was still a recent graduate, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, full of youth, and the spirit of a teenager was unabashed.

Although Haishi is my hometown city, I went to Qing City in high school, and I went to Wuhan in college, and I don't pass through here on my way home. So the first time I came here after graduating from university, I worked and lived directly here.

Maybe it's because a person comes to a city, and in the end he will leave the city because of that person, or he won't leave.

Along the way, he looked at the scenery outside, recalling what he had experienced, what had happened, what he had gained and what he had lost in the past three years, and his feelings were a little complicated.

I don't know if God wants to keep himself, but it starts to drizzle, and Haishi doesn't like it to rain in winter. I don't know what's going on today, it's raining, is it just to confirm his mood at the moment?

At 8 p.m., he arrived at Beijing International Airport. Although it was not the first time I came, I still wanted a sense of ceremony. When he picked up his luggage, he was imagining whether there would be an unexpected surprise when he went out later, and whether someone would pick him up, just like Fang Qi came to pick him up when he went to Haishi for three years.

It's just that I'm not the teenager I was three years ago, and a lot of expectations and unrealistic fantasies only stay in my mind for a moment, and I don't plan to look forward to it.

He dragged his luggage and queued up for a taxi alone, without the slightest sense of belonging, and always felt out of place with those people who were waiting in long lines.

Maybe there were too many things that happened on this day, one second I was still immersed in the sadness of parting, and the next second I immediately entered the joy of getting together, mixed with joy and sorrow, and I didn't give a time buffer.

At 10 o'clock in the evening, he came to Song Zanghai's residence, because he couldn't find a new place to live for the time being, so he could only temporarily leave Song Zanghai's house. Before leaving, he gave himself the key, he was on the night shift tonight, and it seemed that he was going to be alone in the empty room tonight.

When he walked out of the elevator and passed by the door of Luo Yue's house, he saw that the light in her room was still on through the crack in the door, he didn't want to disturb her, so he passed by his door directly, and he didn't even have the idea of staying at his door and hesitating.

The moment he pushed open the door and turned on the light, the decoration style and furniture in front of him told him again and again that this was Beijing, Song Zanghai's house, and no longer the warm nest of him and Fang Qi in Haishi.

Closing the door gently, he looked at every angle in the room, not for anything else, but to tell himself to let go of the past and face a future that seemed planned but uncertain.

The next morning, Jiang Xian woke up early, because he was going to DK Group to join the company, and he was about to start the first day of his life in Beipiao.

In order to prevent being late on the first day of employment, he chose to take the subway, although it was not the first time he had taken the subway from here to DK Group, and he didn't know how many times he had taken it when he followed Du Luoyue before.

It may be the ritual of the first day of work, and he always feels the crowd of the city for the first time. The subway was so crowded, but he was always mentally empty, and he didn't feel that the city would become more crowded because of the addition of him.

Although the Beijing subway is crowded, it is quite fast, and when he got off the subway, he looked at the time and found that there were still 40 minutes before work.

He saw a Beijing-style breakfast restaurant opposite, and he suddenly remembered that the last time he came on a business trip, Song Zanghai took him to eat the old Beijing breakfast and said, "Follow the local customs, don't recognize the old taste, you will find new delicious." Although this sentence was just a trick into him eating the food on the table, it seems that there is more to it now.

He decided to cross the road just to taste the food culture of old Beijing that has been passed down for thousands of years. He does not deny that out of partial rebellious psychology, he is in an important stage of letting go of the past, and he deliberately forgets the past all the time.

When you walk into the store, there are many people queuing up to pick up food, but there are very few people who can sit in the store and eat. He took a bowl of soy milk and a basket of xiaolongbao, and he chose a window seat to sit down, directly opposite the DK Group building.

It was the first time he had come to the building in a little over a month, as a vendor. At that time, he swore that he would not return if he didn't win the DK group, but now that he thinks about it, it's a slap in the face. Not only did they not take it down, but they took it down.

He suddenly realized that life is like a play, and the words impermanence are so appropriate for him, and he doesn't know what will happen in the future.

He didn't know if it was because of this change, or because he had been in the workplace for a few years. He didn't dare to make a promise that he would stay here for as long as he could, but he was mentally prepared to be left from the beginning.

After completing the entry procedures, the personnel belt walked around the camera division, passing through Du Luoyue's office area on the way. He wanted to get around, but he didn't know how to speak, so he had to bite the bullet and go over, planning to say hello from a distance if he did, and his eyes didn't linger.

It's not that he doesn't want to see Luo Yue, it's just that he hasn't been mentally prepared for how to face him. After all, he hasn't completely let go of Fang Qi, Fang Qi has indeed not done anything sorry for himself over the years, except for being with Wu Yong for a short time, but he also punished them viciously. It was precisely this incident that made the guilt in his heart even stronger.

He didn't know if it was deliberately arranged by God, or if Luo Yue had a heart-to-heart connection. When he passed by Du Luoyue's office area, Du Luoyue happened to be out of his desk.

Just when he was still glad that he didn't have to face this embarrassing scene, the personnel suddenly said, "This is the project department, I think you should be familiar with it, the second one from the window is Nacy's workstation." ”

He nodded, and said with a little embarrassment, "The workstation of the big beauty must be remembered firmly." ”

"Haha, Mr. Jiang is really humorous. ”

"It's over. ”

"Then let's move on. ”

"Hmm. ”

The two of them followed and finally arrived at his office area, in a corner on the top floor. The milky white decoration style is very creative, and the treatment is still good, in comparison.

At lunchtime, Jiang Xian met Du Luoyue in the staff cafeteria, and his first reaction was to escape, but it seemed that it was too late.

Du Luoyue had already slowly walked towards him, and he could only stay where he was and be arrested.

"Yo, why did Mr. Jiang meet you here, I heard from my colleague in the morning, I still don't believe it. ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I shouldn't have let you know from other people's mouths that I was back, but I came back too late last night to bother you......."

"Don't I have WeChat?"

Facing Luo Yue's questioning, Jiang Xian spoke incoherently.