Chapter 211: If the heart is broken, the love is also broken
A few days later, at around four o'clock in the morning, the sky was still dark. Large snowflakes fluttered, and the street lamps on both sides of the road shone on the snow, and the beauty was full of loneliness and sadness.
Chu Xinran quietly left the Leng family while everyone was asleep, and after walking out of the door and running quickly for a distance, she slowed down and looked back at the place where she had lived for a year and a half, and couldn't help but feel sad in her heart.
Between Leng Yuntian's relationship, Chu Xinran finally decided to give up this relationship for the sake of Leng Yehan after a few days of ideological struggle, "Sometimes, you don't necessarily have to have it to love someone, in fact, choosing to give up is also a manifestation of loving each other." ”
Silently saying such words in his heart, Chu Xinran's tears flowed down. Although Leng Yehan repeatedly comforted her and told her that as long as he waited for a while, he could solve all this, Chu Xinran felt that this was not to love Leng Yehan, but to list a series of thorny problems for him.
If he still continues this relationship with Leng Yehan, maybe his future will be affected because of this, and Chu Xinran doesn't want to see Leng Yehan and his father Leng Yuntian have all kinds of unpleasantness in order to be with her.
Forced to leave secretly in desperation, Chu Xinran didn't dare to imagine what it would be like to wait until she woke up in the cold night and saw the letter she left. Douda's tears fell on the snow, and his cold lips said the word urgently: "Cold night, I'm sorry." ”
Saying the words "I'm sorry" again, Chu Xinran knew that nothing could be changed, but there was only so much she could say, so she covered her mouth with her hands and turned around and ran farther and farther, letting her tears fly freely in the cold and snowy night.
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As soon as the sky was bright, the cold night found Chu Xinran leaving a letter and running away.
"Chu Xinran, you stupid," Leng Yehan angrily rubbed the letter in his hand, and it was still on the ground fiercely, now he was not only angry, but also because Chu Xinran felt sad and worried about leaving, and all kinds of complicated emotions were mixed together.
What do you say that if you don't register, it doesn't matter, even if you leave, you won't affect each other, Chu Xinran, this is your understanding of this relationship, right. That's right? ,”
The cold night was so cold that he was about to explode, and at the same time, he hated himself in his heart. If the matter of the household registration book had been solved earlier, it didn't matter if it was Valentine's Day or not, he would have directly dragged Chu Xinran to register, and Leng Yuntian couldn't say anything.
However, now that no matter what she regrets and resents, it is useless, Chu Xinran left, and Leng Yehan didn't even know where she went. Where to find her.
"Are you looking for Li Haoze? The first person who came to Leng Yehan's mind was Chu Xinran's prospective brother-in-law, Li Haoze. But when he came to his senses a little, he shook his head and denied the speculation.
In any case, Leng Yehan has been with Chu Xinran for a year and a half, and he still has some understanding of some of her thoughts and temper. After all, Chu Xinyue saw that her sister was happy, so she went to the south with Li Haoze with confidence, and Chu Xinran would definitely not contact Li Haoze or Chu Xinyue at this time, because she would rather swallow the bitterness in her stomach alone than let her sister worry.
Li Haoze and Chu Xinyue were excluded from Leng Yehan's suspicion, and if they went to Li Haoxi, who didn't know that it was a certain country, it was even more impossible to contact Chu Xinran, and Leng Yehan also heard that Liang Meijiao was chasing Li Haoxi to leave City C, and Chu Xinran had also heard Leng Yehan mention this matter, so she would definitely not contact Li Haoxi.
In addition to these people, Leng Yehan thought of Chu Xinran's brother next door Huo Tingen again, but this speculation was completely dispelled when Leng Yehan dialed the mobile phone left by Chu Xinran, and heard Huo Tingen call Chu Xinran's name.
The place that can make Leng Yehan guess is also the cold dessert shop, he went to look for it, Leng Bingbing heard about it, and went to Leng Yuntian's place to find her brother with an angry face, and Leng Yehan, who had not found Chu Xinran's whereabouts, also broke all over the ground.
The long pursuit of his wife in the cold night lasted for a week, and there was no trace of him. At the same time, Leng Yehan also released messages in major media, newspapers, networks, etc., and the content of the information was a missing person notice plus his true feelings.
Leng Yehan kept spreading his thoughts about Chu Xinran, so that no matter where Chu Xinran was, he could see his sincerity, and hoped that Chu Xinran would still think of the feelings between them, come back to face the difficulties together and get through them.
But even so, Chu Xinran seemed to have evaporated from the world, so that Leng Yehan had been chasing her for a long time without finding any trace of her. Seeing that Chu Xinran had been leaving for longer and longer, Leng Yehan's heart sank more and more.
This may be the first time in Leng Yehan's life, and all his patience and confidence have been worn out when he is looking for Chu Xinran. Losing Chu Xinran, he was not much different from the walking dead, and because of this, his relationship with Leng Yuntian was even more broken.
Sitting in the small rented hotel, Chu Xinran had just finished a ghostwriting painting in her hand, and she stretched her waist to put down the paintbrush. The painting that the employer needs is over, and after the sketch is handed in tomorrow, the other party can give her the second ghostwriting fee.
In the past few days, Chu Xinran has been earning living expenses by working as a painter, and she is also very uncomfortable these days.
After packing up the painting tools, Chu Xinran felt a little tired and leaned on the bed, and the quiet sound made her feel uncomfortable, so she turned on the TV. However, Chu Xinran didn't know that when she turned on the TV, she saw the missing person news that moved her heartbreak.
After watching the content broadcast on TV once, Chu Xinran had no way to watch it a second time, she quickly turned off the TV and couldn't help crying, "Why are you looking for me." It's cold and cold, let me go. Chu Xinran despised herself in her heart, she knew that she couldn't let go of those hands, not only Chu Xinran, but also her.
After crying for a long time, Chu Xinran wiped her tears, thinking about what she was going to do next.
"If it goes on like this, it's only going to make him ...... And I feel even more pain, rather than both of us having to bear the pain of not being able to get together, it is better for me to bear it alone......" Chu Xinran clenched her fists, she made a decision, and picked up the phone on the table.
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Unable to find Chu Xinran, Leng Yehan lost interest in everything. He sat on the floor with his back to the sofa in a decadent manner, when the landline phone in the room rang.
The landline in the cold room has not rang for a long time, and the person who knows the internal line number is Chu Xinran.
As soon as he thought that it might be a call from Chu Xinran, Leng Yehan's emotions were immediately ignited, and he grabbed the phone and asked urgently: "Hey, hey." Chu Xinran, is it you? ”
"It's me in the cold night. Chu Xinran forcibly endured his emotions, pretending to be very calm and talking to Leng Yehan.
As soon as he heard that it was Chu Xinran's voice, Leng Yehan was so excited that he couldn't find the north, "Chu Xinran, you fool, come back to me quickly, did you hear it." Come back soon,"
Hearing the exchange of cold nights, Chu Xinran's voice pretended to be unharmed, and tears had already blurred her vision, "Are you coming to me?" I'll be waiting for you on Haizheng Road in thirty minutes, if we really have a fate...... Will definitely see you again......"
Chu Xinran hung up the call after speaking, she wiped away her tears, picked up the painted painting and the painting tools provided by the other party and went out.
Haizheng Road is not too far from where Chu Xinran lives now, and the person she took over the ghostwriting lives nearby. Chu Xinran handed over the painting to the other party and got paid, and then came alone to the beach where no one was in winter.
Looking at the sea that is still surging in the winter but still bursting with waves, the sea water frozen at the junction of the beach and the sea has formed a solid state, and these sea ice crystals are piled up together to form a wonderful landscape.
A cold night full of excited cells drove wildly to the beach on Haizheng Road, he dropped the car and even forgot the lock and ran to the beach, not forgetting to shout Chu Xinran's name in his mouth.
However, when Leng Yehan searched the beach of Haizheng Road, his heart that had just ignited hope was completely crushed. Not only did he not see Chu Xinran's figure, but he also picked up a pair of shoes where she was messy in the place where the icebreaker layer was piled up.
Leng Yehan recognized these shoes as Chu Xinran, because Leng Yehan personally accompanied her to buy them, but now she didn't see Chu Xinran's figure and only saw the shoes placed in that position, and a not very good idea quickly grew in Leng Yehan's heart.
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Half a month later
The Leng family's mansion, sitting lonely on a lonely bench in the winter garden on a cold night, and even on a cold cloudy day, he didn't get up to greet him and treat him squarely.
Seeing that his son was getting worse and worse, Leng Yuntian was so angry that he knocked off the shoes in Leng Yehan's hand, "Leng Yehan, are you still my son Leng Yuntian." For the sake of a woman, you are so decadent and depraved without eating or drinking, do you want to starve yourself to death, and then go to accompany that shameless woman? ,”
Leng Yehan's heart had already been completely shattered with Chu Xinran's departure, and then listening to Leng Yuntian's words and his angry temper, his eyes were full of all kinds of disgust, and the relationship with Leng Yuntian, which was not very harmonious, was even worse than it could be picked up.
Leng Ye Han didn't even look at Leng Yuntian, he silently bent down to pick up his shoes and hugged them tightly in his arms. The posture of the cold night was as if he treated the shoes as Chu Xinran.
The more he looked at such a cold night, the greater Leng Yuntian's anger became, "Her death also took away your soul, didn't it." I heard that a few days ago, you were sitting on the beach with these shoes in your hand and waiting for Chu Xinran to come back, the cold night is cold, you are completely crazy, right. ”
In the face of Leng Yuntian's roar, Leng Yehan still didn't react much, Leng Yuntian was even more angry, "Even the police can't find the slightest trace of Chu Xinran, she doesn't know what unknown place she was washed up into, maybe she has been eaten by fish and creatures in the sea, and her bones have long been gone, you know." ,”
Finally, Leng Yehan had a slight reaction. He slowly raised his bloodshot eyes and stared directly at Leng Yuntian, making him feel that the hairs all over his body were standing on end.
"Dad, why are you forcing me like this. When you forced my sister, you indirectly killed her, so now you are not satisfied, and you are forcing me again...... You're happy if you want to drive me to death, aren't you? ”
Cold Night's eyes were filled with mist, and tears overflowed from his eyes. No matter how cold and strong a person is, there are times when he is sad and painful, and his heart is very sad at night.
"You're right, Chu Xinran is gone, my heart ...... also sank with her departure......" After saying that, Leng Yehan lowered his gaze again, and completely regarded Leng Yuntian, who was angry, as air.