In order to pursue the life she wants, what she wants, she has gradually lost herself, and gradually does not care about the so-called means and methods, as long as the final result is what she wants, she is willing to do it, she has no way back, and she can't accept the so-called best arrangement that needs to take how far away she flies, she is not reconciled, and she is unwilling, if she has never approached her, she will be willing to stay away, but she can't bear to be pushed away again after getting the greatest protection after getting closer, she has missed it once, and will not miss this time again。

took out a hundred-yuan bill from her bag and pressed it on the countertop, Jia Wenwen put on her sunglasses, wiped away the uneasiness and gloom in her eyes, stood up calmly, and left the café again with her head held high and gracefully and confidently.

Tears poured down and stumbled along the way, Hua couldn't remember where she had gone after leaving the café, and now standing at the door of the towering building, she found herself standing at the gate of the carrying group.

If life and death can be ignored, then all happiness and joy are only as light as a feather, does it matter?

Half-length hair fluttered in the wind, and Hua Pity stood straight at the gate with tears in one hand, thinking in her heart that Kong Chengyi didn't care about his life or death, heartbroken, but she didn't want to confront him.

"Madam, what's wrong with you?" rushed back to the company from Jia Wenwen's residence, Ke Jie just got out of the car and saw Hua Pity standing at the gate at a glance, Pear Blossom's tearful face surprised him even more, he didn't care to wait for Flower Mercy's response, and immediately called urgently, "President, Mrs. is alone at the door of the company!"

On the other end of the phone, he hung up anxiously after dropping "don't let her go", Ke Jie almost reflexively wanted to reach out and hold the flower for pity, and cautiously visited her and ran away.

Turning his head to see that it was Ke Jie, Hua bit his lip hard, kept taking a deep breath to stop the falling tears, and wiped the tears on his face with both hands, wanting to ask him if he knew but felt that everything was just in vain, if he wanted to ask, he should also ask Kong Chengyi, not an irrelevant bystander.

"Madam, the president is in the office, shall I take you up? The sun is too hot, shall I take you in to rest for a while?" He opened his arms slightly to prevent her from slipping away, Ke Jie tried to take her inside and prevent her from having a chance to slip away.

Biting her lip, Hua Pity looked at Ke Jie through her eyelashes full of tears, still silent, and shook her head gently for a moment, she couldn't even confront her at the moment, she lost her strength to even ask, she didn't want to put herself in a more sad situation, and she couldn't imagine what she should do after Kong Chengyi admitted it.

"That...... Ay...... President...... The president is here......" Just thinking about what to say, Ke Jie saw Kong Chengyi running quickly from the lobby, and immediately jumped up desperately and waved at him, for fear that Hua would pity him and run away in this second.

With Ke Jie's movements, Hua turned around and saw the person running from afar, even in the hurried running, he was still handsome and charming, still eye-catching, destined to be a beautiful man who could attract the beauties of the world.

"Pity?" gasping for breath, Kong Chengyi hurriedly ran to Hua Pity, nervously grabbed her hand with both hands, and saw the tear stains on her face and was even more anxious to check up and down, "What's wrong? Why are you crying? What happened?"

Seeing that Kong Chengyi had finally arrived, Ke Jie breathed a deep sigh of relief, flashed into the lobby with interest, and gave a death order to the employees who came and went not to gossip or be dismissed.

Innocently allowed him to grasp his hand and nervously examine it up and down, and it took a long time for him to hook his lips and smile mockingly, how ironic the tension at the moment and the indifference between her life and death looked.

Without any response, but with an intriguing smile, Kong Chengyi's hanging heart suddenly fell, and he faintly felt something.

"What's wrong? Tell me what's going on?" Stopping his hand to check up and down, Kong Chengyi asked again hesitantly, afraid to hear the answer to the premonition, but he couldn't let her cry like this.

"Kong Chengyi, where were you when I was born An'an?" The voice was steady and indifferent, and Hua stared at his anxious eyes with pity, and the clear eyes actually saw the hesitation flashing on his cheeks in an instant.

"You ......" lowered his hand dejectedly, Kong Chengyi squirmed his lips, and the words rushed to his throat but he could no longer make any sound.

Tears flowed again, but Hua pity but smiled like a flower, "I always thought that it was you who gave me all the love and courage you gave me to bring me back to life when I was struggling at the Ghost Gate, but I only learned today that I was so wrong and so wrong...... "Biting her lip, letting the white tears flow into her mouth, Hua Pity covered her chest, and her heart was gradually torn apart by her own hands.

"Pity ......" slowly raised his hand, Kong Chengyi wanted to wipe away the tears on her cheeks and wanted to reach out and hug her into his arms, but he couldn't move when he met her desperate eyes.

"Kong Chengyi, if you ......" choked up and could barely speak, Hua pity stared at him with her eyes open, and gradually felt that she couldn't see him clearly at the moment.

"I'm sorry...... Sorry...... I'm sorry......" In any case, he didn't have any excuses, it was all his fault, it was he who left her when she needed her the most, left her alone to face the cold scalpel, left her alone in the emergency room, and let her give birth to An An alone.

"If you can't be by my side between life and death, and if you don't face my difficult moments with me, I don't know, why do we continue to be together? We are not even friends!" suddenly bent over and screamed in her heart, Hua Pity could no longer control the pain surging in her chest, and finally exhaled her anger and unwillingness towards him in one breath, and no longer suppressed her painful emotions.

Step by step, Hua Pity trembled and tore apart her broken heart, "You said you love me very much, but how do you love me? My mother is dead, you are not around, I urgently rescue you are not by my side, what other moments do I need you by my side? The most ironic thing is that you are with that woman and that child at those moments...... It's not that I'm not me......" With a sharp accusation, Hana took pity on the whole person and bent down in pain, and finally crouched down unbearably, her cheeks filled with white tears.

"No, not like that...... Sorry...... Please, don't do that...... I can explain...... Can you listen to my explanation?" stretched out her hand and grabbed the flower who was squatting on the ground and crying so much, Kong Chengyi hated herself extremely much at that moment, and wanted to explain but repeatedly felt that she had no excuse, all her pain came from herself, from her greed and indecisiveness.

"Woo...... Whining...... Kong Chengyi, I believe in you so much, I have always taken you as my support, you are my backing to face life strongly, but you didn't stand behind me to rely on me, and even, gave me one knife after another, making my heart scarred......" raised his head, his scarlet eyes stared at his grief-stricken face fixedly, and Hua felt that all his pain was just feigned sadness.

"I've always been there for you, I said I'd protect you, I never wanted to hurt you, we can go back to the way things were, nothing has changed...... Do you believe me? You give me a chance and I will let me fulfill my promise......"

"It's late...... It's all too late......" Thinking of Jia Wenwen's delicate and calm appearance, Hua Pity would not believe Kong Chengyi's words at all, and suddenly felt that everything was meaningless.

"No, it won't be late! Without my permission, none of this will be late, none of this will change, nothing will change the fact that we are husband and wife, we will continue our lives, we are going on our honeymoon, we are going to grow up with An An!"

"It's late ......" reached out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks, twisted her arm vigorously, and tried hard to break free from his confinement, Hua Pitian suddenly felt that her heart was broken and could no longer be put together, and she also lost the strength to work hard to put it together, "Duoduo needs you far more than me and An An need you, without you and An An and I can continue to live, Duoduo loses you, maybe he will lose his opportunity to find this world......" Putting aside the fate of herself and An An, the difficulty of facing the world for an autistic child is obviously more difficult than An An, and suddenly she feels that it should be An An who should disappear and leave, if she wants to stay, she may not be able to face the quiet Jia Duoduo, and she does not have the patience and love to do the greatest tolerance for him.

"Flower pity, you talk nonsense! You can't say that! You talk nonsense! I need you and An An, we are a family of three!" Shaking Hua pity vigorously, Kong Chengyi instantly turned red, trying his best not to let her talk nonsense, trying his best to make her sober up, and never allow this situation to happen.

"Perhaps, Jia Wenwen is also more suitable for you than me, I am too selfish, she may make your life easier, she is your best choice!" "Choosing a partner to live with may not be a person like her, in the face of all kinds of dog blood, but also in the face of the emotional collapse of losing her parents, even having a child needs to be rescued to the point of rescue, her life has nothing beautiful at all, all the tragedies that can happen in the world may have happened to her, so that she has borne too much pain, and is destined to not be able to enjoy the beauty and happiness of life.

"You're crazy! Flowers pity you're crazy! How can you say such a thing? You said that marriage is to be faced together, what are you doing now? Are you going to leave me? What is the ease of life? I will be easy without you? If I just want to live a simple life, why should I love you? I can't catch thousands of women on the street?" Kong Chengyi was mad and almost lost his mind, and repeatedly shook her vigorously to make her see her heart clearly.

"However, I need to be relaxed, I don't want to face any bloody life anymore! I need a peaceful life!" In just a short period of time, she is like living a lifetime as long, not only to face life and death with exhaustion, but also to face the covetousness of others and the appearance of other children in marriage, scene by scene, she has no power to watch or participate, she just wants to stay away, just want to be quiet.