Chapter 1 Mental illness should not wander outside
Learning is a common theme in all worlds.
Therefore, in this parallel world, there are also universities and college students, who will also face troubles such as falling in love and finding a job.
The grove outside the Southern Normal University.
"Chen Feng, now that the competition in society is so fierce, and everyone else is looking for a job, you don't talk about staying at home every day, and you are still chattering, what are you going to do? How will you gain a foothold in society in the future?"
Chu Lingling's tone was full of anxiety and undisguised impatience.
Chen Feng didn't speak.
He and Chu Lingling started to fall in love in the second semester of their freshman year, and it has been three and a half years now.
Time can make strangers become intimate, and it can also make intimate people drift apart.
In her sophomore year, Chu Lingling's goal was to enter the student union, busy with interpersonal relationships every day, and socializing with the so-called 'cadres' of the student union;
Chen Feng is reading in the library;
In her junior year, Chu Lingling tried every means to perform and participate in various activities for the scholarship, even at the expense of fabricating her resume;
Chen Feng is reading in the library;
In the first semester of her senior year, Chu Lingling wanted to stay in school, get close to all the teachers she knew, and give gifts;
Chen Feng is still studying in the library.
Under the senior year, everyone is looking for a job;
Chu Lingling entered a nationally renowned listed company in Lingjiang City.
Chen Feng was rejected several resumes in a row,
Next, he simply didn't even submit his resume, and was even a little 'afraid' to go out, staying in the dormitory all day.
So, the contradiction finally broke out.
"Don't pretend to be deaf and dumb! I told you a long time ago that what is the use of studying, this society relies on communication and relationships! Not a dead eye like you!"
Chen Feng frowned slightly.
It's useless to study, so why do you have to put so much effort into getting into a university from the countryside?
The black gas has reappeared,
Like a snake, it swam on Chu Lingling's face.
Chen Feng was a little worried, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to disperse.
"Here you go again!"
Chu Lingling was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and suddenly flashed to the side:
"Chen Feng, you are too naΓ―ve, you can't find a job, you can't do it! You actually use hallucinations as an excuse? Don't you think it's ridiculous?"
She almost yelled.
The blackness became more pronounced, creeping up from his cheeks to his forehead.
Not for the first time.
Two months ago, Chen Feng found that Chu Lingling often had such a black gas on her face;
Every time she is in a bad mood, these black gases become more active and thicker.
Chen Feng said seriously: "What you want to say, just say it directly, you don't need so much foreshadowing, and there is no need to get angry." β
After a pause, he said more seriously: "Too much anger may really affect your health." β
Seeing through her heart, Chu Lingling's expression stiffened slightly.
is so angry, indeed, not only because of Chen Feng's recent 'lack of growth',
But what should be said, it still has to be said.
She adjusted her mindset and calmed herself down.
"In that case, I'll get straight to the point. Our personalities are not suitable at all, we can barely get along on campus, and when we step into society in the future, these contradictions will definitely erupt. Let's break up. β
After speaking, he looked at Chen Feng calmly, trying his best to show the rationality and calmness that a mature woman should have.
Chen Feng nodded, "Okay." After that, try to be as angry as possible, it's really not good to be angry. β
Chu Lingling's eyelids jumped, "What did you say?"
"I said you should be less angry. β
"The previous sentence!"
"I said, "Yes." β
Seeing that Chen Feng responded so calmly, Chu Lingling came up in a hurry, and all the mature and calm principles were left behind.
"Chen Feng, let me tell you, you just don't look down on you, you don't fight for anything, you go against the grain, you mess around, and you have no interest!"
She huffed out a sentence and turned to leave.
Pedal and pedal, high heels are gone.
"What the hell is going on!"
Looking at the back in the distance, Chen Feng was really distressed.
Could it really be an illusion?
Except for himself, no one else can see these 'black gases'.
If it's really an illusion, then why, have I seen it in some people I don't know?
He was in a dilemma.
It's not a hallucination, it means that something terrible has happened to you;
If it's an illusion, it means that you are mentally ill!
Visual and auditory hallucinations are typical symptoms of schizophrenia.
Whatever the reason, it's big trouble.
So during this time, he didn't have the heart to look for a job at all.
People are mentally ill, what kind of jobs are they looking for, what kind of love are they talking about?
At this time, if you are still thinking about finding a job and falling in love, isn't it a severe mental illness?
Let's go back to the rental house first, the mentally ill should not wander out alone, forget about their own bad luck, and don't cause trouble to the country again.
If you are mentally ill and mess around, you are the most responsible for yourself and others.
The metro station is right next to the grove, which is very convenient.
Buy a ticket to enter the station and get on the train.
It was afternoon, and there were few people in the carriage.
A guy who looks like a college student curls up at the end of the carriage and plays a mobile game,
In the middle of the carriage is a young lady with strong makeup, wearing very eye-catching shorts, taking a selfie with a scissor hand in front of her mobile phone;
A middle-aged uncle in a suit leaned back on the seat, full of alcohol, and his head seemed to be asleep.
But he still held the briefcase tightly in his arms.
At the other end of the carriage was a gray-haired old man;
Dressed in a retro Tang costume, his silver hair was meticulously combed, and he sat straight.
It can be seen that when he was young, he must have been a very particular person.
is old, and he is also a handsome old man.
Chen Feng casually sat down near the door, then took out his mobile phone and sent a message to his aunt, who was the head nurse in the hospital.
"Auntie, do you want to go to work tomorrow? I'll go to your hospital for a check-up. β
The decision is to go to the hospital or not;
If you are sick, you should treat it early, and if you can prove that it is indeed a hallucination, you have to take medicine immediately.
I have studied abnormal psychology, so I know very well that mental illness is basically incurable, but taking medicine and being hospitalized can suppress the disease.
Again, if you are unlucky, don't bother others.
Soon, my aunt replied with a message.
"Go to work. Xiao Feng, where are you uncomfortable? Does it matter? Or you come at night, I have been working night shifts for the past few nights. β
The tone is concerned.
Chen Feng's parents died when he was a child, and his aunt and uncle adopted him, and he lived in his aunt's house before college, and he was very close.
Chen Feng's fingers moved, but he didn't tell the truth: "It's okay, just do a physical examination in case you need to find a job." β
"Oh oh, that's good, you come directly, I'll arrange it for you. My aunt wrote back.
"Okay. β
I put away my phone, leaned on the back of the seat, and with the slight shaking of the carriage, I felt a little sleepy after a while.
I was about to take a nap, and suddenly I heard a 'wow',
A foul smell filled the carriage.
The middle-aged uncle who drank too much alcohol didn't know how to vomit all over the place.
The college student who was playing the game looked up, didn't speak, and continued to play, but shrank a little farther away into the corner.
"I'm sick to death, there's something wrong with you!"
The young lady with heavy makeup looked disgusted, covered her nose and ran to the other end of the carriage and sat down.
Even Chen Feng couldn't help but move into the distance.
The enclosed subway car smells too strong.
The middle-aged man suddenly woke up, at a loss, his face was flushed, and he apologized to the people in the carriage vigorously.
But no one paid attention to him.
He pulled a napkin out of his pocket again and tried to clean up the vomit on the floor.
But a few thin napkins, where can you clean up.
There was a rush of scrambling, but instead of cleaning up, the sleeves of the suit, the trouser legs, and the hands were stained with specks of vomit.
"Oh uncle, are you disgusting, don't get it, okay?" said the young lady with heavy makeup, covering her nose in disgust.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't ...... it"
The middle-aged man was about to hang down to the floor of the carriage.
There was a slight crying.
People who see this scene can even make up for it directly,
A middle-aged man who was overwhelmed by life, made a big fool of himself in public, lost his last dignity, and finally couldn't hold back anymore and collapsed in his heart.
However, not everyone will be able to make up for it.
", you're crying, aren't you a man? If you can't drink it, don't drink it! It's so disgusting! There are people who have no one to teach them!"
The young lady with heavy makeup wiped the little vomit that was splashed on her trouser legs,
While saying something that is difficult to associate with her beautiful appearance.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"
The middle-aged uncle was half-kneeling on the ground, muttering the same sentence as nervously.
A thick and long black qi slowly rose up from behind the middle-aged uncle, like a snake, and surrounded him.