314. It's different
Xiao Wei came in the door, cautiously probed in, and saw Li He sitting motionless in the chair, and shouted in a suppressed voice, "Brother." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, he had the courage to approach him lightly, and with a snap, he was scared back.
"Get out. He finally spoke.
"Brother, are you okay? Xiao Wei looked at the fragments in front of his heels, this is Li He's favorite purple clay pot, usually hugged tightly, for fear that one would accidentally bump into it, and he didn't expect to fall like this all at once today.
"I'll let you go!" he roared with all his might.
Xiao Wei was so frightened that he immediately ran out of the house.
The heat begins to slowly dissipate from every alley and road, and the rainy season begins to be dripping or rattling, and the rain does not stop as soon as it starts. The glazed tiles on the roof are brighter, the leaves are more vivid, and the dust on the ground is gone.
Li He still sat motionless in his chair, thinking about his own thoughts. He thought about his home and hers over and over again. He sat on the threshold and hugged his son, listening to him call his father crisply, thinking that his daughter didn't want to go to school, and he shouted Dad, and his heart was about to melt. But the more he thinks about it now, the more his heart is blocked, and he can't breathe at all, who covered his nose and mouth?
Where was he wrong, he was still thinking, did he blame him for not going to her?
He just thought that as soon as he came back, the family would be complete. She should know that he loves her. In every letter, he took the trouble to tell her that he was thinking about her. Afraid that she will suffer and suffer, the remittance slips in his hand are also stacked, and he has not broken a single one of them in the past six years!
He thought that she knew her, and he had been together for more than 30 years, so why didn't he know her. She also knows him, you see, she often says that you will feel sorry for women.
He doesn't do housework, watching her do housework, busy with everything, naturally distressed, "Let's take a break." ”
But she laughed happily and said, "You know that you feel sorry for me, no matter how tired you are, you won't be tired." ”
When he saw that her hands were rough, he would say, "Let's have an aunt." ”
But she said, "It's okay to be poor, it's okay to be tired, as long as you live happily and be happy." As long as the family is together, there is no need to ask for any blessings. ”
She was right.
It's been more than thirty years, what else is there not to know?
He often works the night shift, and when he comes back in the early morning, she waits for him to get off work and makes him supper. She often waits for him.
Aren't they children anymore, do they need children's affection? Go and go, what is there for him to wait for her?
No, no, he thought that this would definitely not work, he still had to go to her, they hadn't quarreled, it was normal to quarrel, she usually bowed her head before, and now what is there when he looks down, a manly man, he can bend and stretch!
It was dark and she was already off work. He still called Lao Zhao and said tremblingly, "Lao Zhao, you must know where she lives, don't you?"
Lao Zhao said, "You must be fucking crazy!"
"Lao Zhao. He suddenly cried now, how could he cry now, "I didn't ask you." ”
He has never begged anyone, except for the matter of the fifth child in his two lives, he has never begged anyone in his life.
"Wait for me there. ”
Lao Zhao took a taxi, and Liu Bo also came.
Liu Bo complained to Lao Zhao, "You are soft-hearted." ”
Li He asked Liu Bo, "You already knew." ”
Liu Bo shook his head and said, "Lao Tzu is for your good." ”
"You Malegobi. Li He smashed it with a fist, and he was going to kill this bastard.
"You're still unreasonable. Liu Bo hurriedly hid behind Zhao Yongqi.
Lao Zhao pulled Li He away.
"When Liu Bo inquired about her, Liu Bo, who she went to look for, met me last time, and also came to me to let us pass the word. Why are we going to talk to you? It's not that I discussed it with Liu Bo, I'll call you. ”
Liu Bo said, "For your own good, do you know?"
Zhao Yongqi pushed him away, "Hurry up and go through the formalities, don't grind." ”
This is the family compound, and Liu Bo's pass took two people in.
At the bottom of the dormitory, Liu Bo said, "Let's wait for you outside, you go and knock on the door yourself, and if you inquire clearly, it's on the second floor." ”
Li He said, "Thank you." ”
"Count your conscience. Liu Bo left with Zhao Yongqi.
Li He slowly moved his steps upstairs, arrived at the door, looked at it lightly, but there was no response, he took a deep breath, slapped it twice, the door opened, and sure enough, it was her.
She was startled when she saw that he was wet, "What are you doing here for such a heavy rain." ”
He said nervously, "I'm sorry. ”
She pursed her lips, then sighed, and then said helplessly, "Come in." ”
The room was small, but it was very clean, he looked at the watermark he stepped on the ground, and said helplessly, "What about the mop, I'll drag the ground down." ”
She brought him a towel and said, "Wipe your hair, or you'll catch a cold." ”
"Oh, thanks. ”
"You're sitting. She poured him another cup of hot water.
"No, it's not good for the sofa to get you wet. ”
She ruffled her hair, sat down across from him, and sighed, "Erhe, you really don't have to do this. Are you making me pity you?"
"I didn't mean that, I'm here to apologize, I shouldn't have you off. Li He hurriedly took out a paper bag from his arms, put it on the table and said, "Where did you leave this money on me." ”
Zhang Wanting shook her head, "You have sent me all these years. It's yours, you take it back. ”
"I have money, don't be reluctant to use it. I have billions of dollars, enough for us for a lifetime. ”
Zhang Wanting smiled bitterly, "Okay." Two and. Really, I'm so grateful to you, thank you very much, if I hadn't met you, my life would have been like, I can't even imagine myself. But there are no assumptions and no ifs in life. I just wanted to tell you that there's nothing going back. So I don't want to hurt you, I always hope that you can meet a better one, and there will be someone who is really willing to tolerate you and truly love you. But when I came back this time, I saw that you were still alone, and I felt very uncomfortable, you know? I felt worse than you, you know? I hope you're good, really. ”
Li He said seriously, "I promised you, I will wait for you." ”
"Why are you still so childish? Erhe, you should grow up, you know in your heart, we can't do it. It's impossible, do you understand? Can you understand?" she became more and more excited, took a deep breath, and closed her eyes helplessly, "I know it will hurt you a little bit, but I don't want to lie, lies are the biggest harm to you." I hope you can be a little more sensible, even if I say yes, we are reluctantly together, what's the point? I'm not happy, and you won't be happy. ”
Li He squatted in front of her with a smile and said, "Good wife, I can't change my career, I shouldn't make you angry, don't be angry." ”
She put her hand on her forehead, shook her head and said, "As soon as there is something, you are like this, I have said so much, and you still don't understand." Li Erhe, I'm not a little girl anymore, I've grown up, I really don't need you to coax me, does this make sense? I admit that I am grateful to you, but gratitude is not love, it is not love. Our mistake in the beginning was to mistake pity and gratitude for love, for marriage. Can you wake up?"
"I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for you, I just don't want you to be wronged. I don't want you to be wronged for the rest of your life. How could she suddenly not understand him, and her every word was like a needle in his heart.
Every word she said sounded very strange to him, this was no longer the Zhang Wanting he knew. His Zhang Wanting would never say such heart-piercing words.
"I beg you. Erhe, find a better one, you will meet a better one. ”
"I..."
She said seriously, "Don't say it, Erhe, if you really love me, please let it go." ”
"It's not funny at all. He looked at her face that had appeared countless times in his memory, and unconsciously wanted to touch it, and he even wanted to hold her in his arms, he wanted her to know how much he missed her and loved her.
"It's getting late, you can go back. She hurriedly dodged away, and seeing that he was still not moving, she continued, "Otherwise, you are here, and I will go to sleep in my dormitory." Anyway, it's raining heavily, so don't go back. ”
After saying that, he was about to go out with an umbrella.
"Don't. You're here, I'm leaving. ”
He went out and stood in the rain, without a sound, his body trembled, just kept wiping his eyes, not knowing where to go.
Zhao Yongqi and Liu Bo came over to help him hold an umbrella, and when they saw him like this, no one spoke.
It's just that the rain is getting heavier and heavier.
Ngawang screamed happily at Xiao Wei, it had been hungry for a day, and the chickens and ducks in the yard were about to riot, and there was a burst of cooing.
Williams stepped under the porch and wiped the rain from her face.
When he opened his bag, he first added some rice to Ngawang's rice bowl and then sprinkled some rice in the chicken coop.
He entered the house, and he went over and took Li He's thin and pale hand, "Brother, it's time to eat. ”
"Oh. Li Hepan sat on the ground, naturally holding chopsticks, and sending a grain of rice into his mouth. His face was expressionless, painless.
"Brother. Eat some dishes, your favorite braised pork. Williams cried, he watched a big living man boiled into skin and bones.
Li He sandwiched a piece of meat, chewed it expressionlessly, and muttered, "I'm old." ”
Xiao Wei said happily, "Then I'll let them put less soy sauce at night." You eat hard, and when you're done, I'll let them do it. ”
Li He picked a few chopsticks but suddenly let go again, leaned on the leg of the chair, and closed his eyes. He didn't want to eat, but if he didn't eat, his stomach was not only hungry, but it also hurt, and he was afraid of hunger and pain.
But he likes the feeling of closing his eyes, he will close his eyes one day, and it makes no difference if he closes his eyes early or later.
Xiao Wei cried and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, "Brother, if you feel uncomfortable, smoke a cigarette." ”
"I quit smoking, I promised her to quit. ”
Xiao Wei came out of the house and met Zhao Yongqi and He Fang at the gate.
"Sister He, Brother Zhao, don't go in. ”
He Fang stood in the courtyard and watched for a while, then turned around and left.
Zhao Yongqi handed Xiao Wei a note, "This is my phone, call me if you have something." Don't bother him, you bring him food. ”
Xiao Wei nodded and said, "Brother Zhao, don't worry, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just look at my brother." ”
Zhao Yongqi patted Xiao Wei on the shoulder, "That's up to you." ”
Then he hurried to catch up with He Fang, but He Fang had already gotten into a taxi.
He couldn't help it, so he stopped one in a panic and asked the driver to post it.
The driver said, "Dude, don't worry, you can keep up." ”
The car drove for half an hour, and it wasn't until he saw He Fang get out of the car from the front that he gave the money and followed him.
stepped forward and grabbed He Fang and said, "What are you doing, this is." ”
He Fang said, "I'll ask her clearly." ”
She wanted to have a seizure for a long time.
Zhao Yongqi said, "Is this kind of thing asked clearly? Even if you go to her, it will still be the same result, what is the point? Besides, this is a matter between the two of them, and they can only solve it by themselves." ”
She looked around blankly for a moment before muttering, "yes, it's their own business." ”
In what capacity did she get involved, thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel a little decadent.
All she could do was take care of him more, she came back helplessly, stood in the door hole for a long time, and when she saw Xiao Wei coming, she asked in a low voice, "How about dinner today?"
Williams shook his head, "I still haven't eaten much." ”
He Fang said, "You go back, I'll do it here." ”
"Sister He, you have to go to work. I can do it alone. ”
He Fang said, "I asked for leave. You don't care. Go home and rest, I'll call you if there's something. ”
She entered the house, looked at Li He, and said nothing, she knew that her responsibility was to comfort, but how to persuade her?
"If you want to cry, cry. It would be better to cry out. ”
Li He opened his eyes and asked curiously, "Why am I crying, you are insane." ”
He Fang smiled and said, "Okay, okay, I'm insane." ”
"You're insane. ”
"Then I'll boil some water, can you take a shower? He Fang pinched the sleeve of his shirt and sniffed, "Well, whoosh." You haven't showered in days, you haven't changed your clothes in days. ”
He turned his head away and ignored her.
She didn't care, boiled the water, and the husband washed his face, then wiped her face again, and then made him another cup of tea, and put it in his hand.
He didn't answer, "My teapot, my teapot is gone." ”
She said softly, "The teapot is dirty, I'll wash it for you later, and then brew it for you, okay?"
She couldn't find a purple clay pot with the same style as before in the bedroom of the hall.
She remembered that there should be a lot of teapots in the basement, so she had to plug in the door and go to the basement under the rockery. It is estimated that there are dozens of high-quality purple clay pots in the room, and she looked left and right, and finally found a purple clay pot of similar style in a box, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
She washed the teapot carefully, re-brewed the tea, and brought it to Li He and said, "Look, this is not your previous teapot, here." Come on"
"Liars, all liars. “