Chu happily stayed in Leng Xixi's room, without any appetite for the pastries in front of him, and his whole heart was on the diary in his hand. This diary was secretly taken by Leng Xixi, and it was very mysterious to Chu Xinran that it was all written by Leng Yehan.

Chu Xinran was already curious about some secrets of the Leng family, and today Leng Xixi actually recommended her brother like a treasure, and personally sent another diary of Leng Yehan, which made Chu Xinran excited in his heart for a long time.

However, after reading the diary, Chu Xinran's heart felt extremely heavy.

"How is my brother? a very good person, right?" Leng Xixi was looking forward to a good result, she hoped that Chu Xinran's opinion of Leng Yehan would change, and she really wanted these two people to come together.

Chu Xinran nodded slightly, "Well, although the content is not much, it is enough." ”

"What's enough?" Leng Xixi was a little anxious, "Don't be so confused, hurry up and tell your inner thoughts, I can send the diary back to my brother, after all, it's not good to peek at other people's diaries." ”

"I've brought it all, you're embarrassed. Chu Xinran's forehead was full of black lines, what kind of logic is Leng Xixi?

"Yes, that's right! I did get the diary, but I didn't read it! You were the one who saw it!" Leng Xixi laughed out loud after saying this, without concealing his successful plan.

"I can't stand you, but...... The house is so well heated, it's a little stuffy, so I'll go to the garden for a while. After Chu Xinran finished speaking, he left Leng Xixi's room.

Leng Xixi didn't follow Chu Xinran out this time, because she had already seen the person in the garden downstairs from the window next to the sofa, "You still want to lie to me, you must have a feeling, hehe!"

Leng Xixi smiled evilly, she knew that Chu Xinran only went out when she saw Leng Yehan, because the position she was sitting in just now was facing the window, so not only did she avoid Leng Xixi's question, but she could also go out to meet Leng Yehan, killing two birds with one stone.

"It's killing two birds with one stone, so I'd better take the opportunity to send my brother's diary back quickly. Leng Xixi didn't care about watching the show for a while, so he ran to his room with Leng Yehan's diary.

……

The cold garden, where the winter sun shines on the snow-covered courtyard, looks clean and serene.

Leng Yehan stood in the garden, looking up at the dead leaves that were blown by the breeze, which were the few leaves left on the branches, although they kept swaying in the wind, they were very tenacious and firmly grasped the branches with no intention of falling.

Chu Xinran stood behind Leng Yehan and silently watched his back, and couldn't help but think of the contents of Leng Yehan's diary in his heart-

"Words are never called vows, and sometimes promises are just words used to make people feel at ease. If you really believe in this, it means that you have felt a strong pain in your heart, and the best medicine is not only time, because there is also silence......"

When Chu Xinran saw this passage, her heart couldn't help but hurt.

Leng Yehan stood there silently, as if the cold wind was falling leaves, and no one really thought about what he needed to be happy, just like what Leng Yehan once said: Those who are not understood will always be the loneliest one.

"There will always be uncontrollable fluctuations in the heart, and that feeling is impossible to describe. People have always said what happiness is? What is happiness? I always think that people who think like this are too naïve, and those who believe are stupid and cute. Perhaps because I have never thought about it so deeply, I am confused, and I choose to lose myself when I can't find the answer......"

This text in the diary seems to be Chu Xinran's evidence of a more direct understanding of Leng Yehan's heart, although the words are not very much, but they already directly represent Leng Yehan's thoughts. His heart had already been broken, and he had become disbelieving that he would be happy, so he kept being lost.

Chu Xinran's heart couldn't help but feel distressed and sad for Leng Yehan, he was really not as bad as he thought at first, but he was burdened with a lot of painful emotions for himself and his family, and he swallowed these pains alone and didn't tell anyone.

Thinking about it in her heart, Chu Xinran's eyes moistened again, and it had been a long time since she came to the garden, and she didn't even notice it in the cold night, so it could be seen that her mind was completely immersed in those thoughts.

At this time, the breeze blew, and the snow accumulated on the trees was blown away by the wind, and the thin snowflakes floated onto Chu Xinran's face, making her suddenly feel an itchy nose and frown.

"Ah...... Ah sneeze-" Although Chu Xinran endured it for a long time, he still didn't hold back and sneezed a lot in the end.

There was a sudden sneezing sound behind him, and Leng Yehan was obviously taken aback, and his figure quickly turned to look at Chu Xinran.

Chu Xinran rubbed his nose, looked at Leng Yehan's eyes and couldn't help laughing, "I didn't expect Leng Hanbing to be scared sometimes?" I thought you were cast of steel, and you weren't moved by anything...... This...... Ahh

Chu Xinran was already moved by the contents of the diary, but at this moment, her eyes were red from sneezing, tears hung on her eyelashes, and her face was blown red by the cold air.

"Don't say a word when you walk in, won't you be scared?" Leng Yehan said Chu Xinran in a complaining tone, and his footsteps had already walked towards her and hugged Chu Xinran.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Chu Xinran called out in his mouth, but he didn't resist Leng Yehan like before.

"What should I do if I run out wearing such a thin coat and catch a cold in my coat? I know that I am sick and delicate, and I don't pay much attention to it, are you doing the rhythm of death?"

Leng Yehan's words made Chu Xinran burst out laughing, and his eyes couldn't help but become much softer when he looked at him, "Why are you nagging like an old aunt today?"

Leng Yehan glanced at Chu Xinran, "If you are more obedient, I will say less." ”

This feeling of getting along with each other made Chu Xinran very useful, she deliberately pursed the corners of her mouth and pouted: "I'm disobedient, what can you do to me?" Besides, I'm not a sick and delicate physique, even if I do, it's a hundred and eleven times better than your tsundere physique!"

Leng Yehan looked down at Chu Xinran's smile, her mood has really brightened up these days, and she is no longer Chu Xinran, who was always in pain and self-blame and haggard a few days ago.

Leng Yehan didn't speak again, and walked into the foyer with Chu Xinran in his arms and went upstairs directly. Seeing his silence again, this time Chu Xinran did not complain about Leng Yehan, after such a long time of getting along and the contents of the diary, she already knew this man more or less.

……

The words really made Leng Yehan say it, and in the middle of the night, Chu Xinran suddenly had a high fever.

Leng Yehan's family doctor hurriedly arrived, gave her an examination, gave her injections and medicine, and then observed.

He was busy until more than two o'clock in the morning, and seeing that Chu Xinran's condition was more stable, Leng Yehan called someone to send the doctor back, and he himself took care of Chu Xinran's bedside without undressing.

Finally, when the sky was dark, Chu Xinran had a high fever and subsided his fever, and his body was also sweating.

Chu Xinran slowly opened his eyes, and saw Leng Yehan sitting on the edge of the bedside table with his eyes closed with one hand on his cheek, his face was tired, and he didn't sleep this night to take care of Chu Xinran.

"Fool. Chu Xinran said softly, stretched out a hand to touch Leng Yehan to wake him up, but when her hand was about to touch Leng Yehan, she hesitated and stopped in mid-air.

Looking at Leng Yehan carefully, Chu Xinran couldn't help but think of the contents of the diary, her heart was pantothenic, her throat tightened, and she couldn't help coughing.

Leng Yehan opened his eyes after hearing the voice, and saw Chu Xinran half-stretching out his hand looking at him, he couldn't help but frown, "Tell you to wear more clothes before going out, you don't listen, this time you have a cold and fever, right?" ”

Listening to Leng Yehan's complaining tone, Chu Xinran felt that what he said was really very pleasant and beautiful, and couldn't help but laugh at the corners of his mouth, "Thank you for caring about me so much, it's very touching." ”

Leng Ye was stunned for a moment, and then glanced at Chu Xinran again, "You still have a smile, I order you to get better immediately, otherwise it will ......"

"Otherwise, what if?" Chu Xinran showed a mischievous smile and looked at Leng Yehan with a wink.

"Otherwise, I'll throw you out and let you fight poison with poison!" Leng Yehan finished speaking, and looked away from Chu Xinran's face.

Chu Xinran looked at Leng Yehan's awkward appearance, the smile on the corner of his mouth became stronger, and his stomach gurgled sound.

"Hungry?" Although Leng Yehan pretended not to care much about Chu Xinran, he still couldn't help but want to be good to her.

Chu Xinran raised his eight-figure eyebrows and rubbed his stomach, and nodded with a pitiful look.

"Wait, I'll ask the kitchen to make you something to eat. "This is the best excuse to leave, and Leng Yehan quickly flashed after speaking.

Leng Yehan left the room, Chu Xinran nested in the quilt alone, the room was very warm, and the soft bed quilt was also very comfortable, but it just felt a little heavy. Chu Xinran sat up with her body propped up, only to find that she was covered with two soft quilts.

Caressing the soft quilt, Chu smiled happily, "This guy, is he trying to suffocate me?"

Standing in the corridor in the cold night, he calmed down for a long time and didn't calm down his mood. The feelings for Chu Xinran are really becoming more and more obvious, and now they have reached the point where they miss love very much when they can't see her.

Leng Yehan didn't know when he started to have a good impression of Chu Xinran, and looking back on the past few months, he couldn't tell where that feeling came from. But Leng Yehan was certain that he had a very strong feeling for Chu Xinran now.

"Chu Xinran, I don't want you to stay by my side with such an identity anymore, what can I do to make you accept the identity of not being controlled, and still be willing to stay here?"

Leng Yehan asked himself in a muttering voice, he didn't know what to do now, and he also knew that if he told Chu Xinran that he would give her freedom, she would definitely ask to leave the Leng family immediately.

"Isn't it safe to say it's safe at the moment? If you hear me say that it's for your personal safety, you're going to be angry again, right? Don't think so. After saying that, a slight smile appeared on Leng Yehan's face full of tangled expression.

Although Leng Yehan has always been unhappy with Chu Xinran in the past few months, he likes Chu Xinran's stubborn and strong temper from the bottom of his heart, and then he puffed up his head and said angry words to him.

Thinking about it carefully, Leng Yehan suddenly felt that Chu Xinran's angry appearance was really cute.