Chapter 312: I Lost You
"This secret has been buried in my heart for nearly ten years, maybe all of you think that Li Jing is dead, jumping from a dozen floors of high-rise buildings, no matter who it is, I'm afraid it will be difficult to escape death, in fact, it is not the case, he did jump off the building to commit suicide, but he did not die, all this is just fake, it is just a farce arranged by him. ”
"What? Li Jing is not dead, so where is he?" Qin Jue asked coldly, his face very surprised.
Originally, he may still have a trace of sympathy for this Li Jing, but at this time, it seems that he is too narrow-minded, if all this is a disguise, then what is the purpose of his doing this? Does the golden cicada come out of his shell? It seems that there is no need for this, his career has been completed, there is no reason to leave at all, is it just to make Fang Xin feel guilty? But after all, he was the one who lost the family in the first place! He didn't understand why Li Jing did this, but since he did it, there must be an unknown reason.
"It's strange, why do I know? In fact, many things, others don't know very well, at the beginning I and he did really love each other, when he abandoned me, I also had a heartbreak, several times thought about suicide, and then it was my husband who appeared in my life, tried his best to care for me, comforted me, and let me out of that shadow. ”
"He said to go away, and I begged him, but unfortunately I could not keep him, and left only a ridiculous promise, that I should bear ten years of loneliness alone, and wait for someone who is not worth it at all? So I didn't choose to wait, but handed over my life to a person who really loved me, in fact, my idea has always been very simple, stay with a person for a lifetime, and never betray, once I thought that person was him, but unfortunately, everything is just a luxury.
In fact, I hate him very much, even after so many years, I still hate him, in fact, when he sent someone to Nanjing to find me, I knew, but I didn't say it explicitly, because before that, in fact, he secretly bought a suite in the community where I lived, but he didn't go to live, but every day when I went to and from work, I found a black Mercedes-Benz car, which had been parked on the side of the road, and a person with sunglasses had been sitting in it, because of the film on the car, I couldn't see it clearly. But, believe it or not, a woman's intuition is often the most terrifying, and I can actually feel that he is the one sitting in the car. Smiling coldly, Fang Xin's face didn't seem to have much joy or sadness, I couldn't tell what kind of expression it was, but it was always weird.
"And he never got out of the car, just sat inside and watched me. Later, my good friend Fang Fang came to me, I know Li Jing too well, his vision and wisdom are far beyond ordinary people, when Fang Fang appeared, I knew that this was his arrangement. Later, by chance, Fang Fang mentioned our college days and mentioned him by chance, but I thought that since everyone had their own lives, there was no need to be entangled anymore, so I said, I had long forgotten about the past, and now that I recall it, I am watching it as a joke, and I know that these words will eventually reach him, so I decided to let him go. ”
As she spoke, she breathed a long sigh of relief, a hint of sadness flashing across her face.
"I really let go, but he has not been able to pass his own level, so he chose to disappear completely, after learning of his death, I regretted it a little in my heart, and it was difficult to accept it for a while, and he actually handed over half of the shares of Fusheng Pharmaceutical to me along with the Jade Emperor Grass Mother, I know that this is his own forgiveness, because I can't have children completely because of him. Originally, I didn't want to accept it, but thinking that he was dead, I couldn't let a dead man down. So I returned the shares, leaving only the Jade Emperor Grass Mother, but I kept it and never used it at all.
After he died, I was really sad for a while, so I often went to his grave alone to see him, once there was a sudden rainstorm, I forgot to bring an umbrella, just when I was about to get wet in the rain, a man in a wheelchair came over, that person was Li Jing. ”
"That was the last time we met, and we haven't seen him since, maybe he's really dead......" Fang Xin's throat squirmed, and a trace of tears flashed in the corners of her eyes.
"Do you know what hates him the most? It's not that he abandoned me, but he once said that if a man could marry two wives, he might not have to suffer so much. A man would have such an idea, is this too much, what age is this, and it looks like the old society, and he still wants to marry a few wives, it is clearly his own heart, he has no sense of responsibility, and he shamelessly finds that kind of absurd reason, which is really hateful. What do you say?" Fang Xin said sharply, her expression was full of anger, but it seemed that she was full of hatred.
"I, I still won't say it, he has been hated by you for more than ten years if he wants to marry two wives, if you know my situation, you won't give me the Fa on the spot!"
"I know that none of you men are good things, women can only guard one man for the rest of their lives, why can't you men, fortunately my husband is not like you, otherwise, I will definitely not spare him. Fang Xin snorted coldly, her face full of resentment and contempt.
"I said, don't say it so absolutely, it's normal for you to despise me, I don't explain or hide it, of course, my wives may not be unhappy. There is no perfect thing in this world, and there is no perfect person, if you meet, then congratulations, bless you, of course, provided that you want to live a happy, free and happy life. So, be tolerant, some people make mistakes and are willing to spend their whole lives to make up for them, while others pat their butts and walk away like no one else. No one can make decisions for others, everything is just up to oneself. Of course, this is just, and I want to know, what did you talk about at the time, and where did he go?"
Qin Jue hurriedly said, his face blushing a little. Others have been scolded for nearly 20 years just for an idea, how can he, a person who has done it earnestly, not be ashamed.
"You've pulled me off topic, I forgot what I wanted to say. Fang Xin snorted coldly and glared at Qin Jue fiercely.
"After meeting him, I asked him why he was pretending to be dead, and he said that this was the only way to let me accept the Jade Emperor Grass Mother. Indeed, he knew me too well and was familiar with my character. In this way, I pushed my wheelchair and walked among the tombs full of mountains, and he held an umbrella to protect me from the wind and rain.
We didn't speak, just walked like that, just like when we were in college, he was actually very lazy, he liked to sleep lazy, and his life was not regular, but he liked to walk by the small lake on campus the most. It's just that after so many years, the lake has also been replaced by a cemetery, and the youth and sweetness between each other have become speechless.
Gradually, the sky cleared, and a seven-colored rainbow hung in the sky. The two of us just stood there and watched quietly before he spoke. The most wrong thing I've ever done in my life is to lose me. ’”
With a long sigh, the corners of Fang Xin's mouth also raised a wry smile.
"Actually, he has always been very good to me, I remember when he chased me, I tested him for a long time before agreeing to have a relationship with him, I remember at that time, he used all kinds of means, such as openly showing love under the dormitory, and teaming up with the whole class, into the phone to let them say, he likes me very much, let me agree to date him; Fortunately, I finally found a good husband, although not as likable as him, but much more reliable.
I still remember that when we just broke up, I was arguing all day about suicide, but I was terrified, I didn't expect that one day there was really a girl jumping off the building in our dormitory, but he was frightened, and he looked for me all day on campus, and finally found out that it was just a freshman.
Alas...... , It was wrong in the first place, and the result is even more unlikely to be happy, since he left, I have understood that we can no longer be possible in this life. It's just a pity that he has been haunted by this for ten years. ”
As soon as he had said that, I didn't say a word, just waved my hand at him, turned and left. I could tell at the time that he was terminally ill, but I knew that we didn't have anything to do with each other anymore. After I returned, I had the Jade Emperor Grass Mother given to his wife, and after that, I had no news of him at all. ”
sighed helplessly, although she pretended to be calm, Qin Jue could still see that her heart was actually full of sadness. Only when love is deep, maybe they will hate, and they really missed it in this life.
"So, you gave him back that Jade Emperor Grass Mother, could it have been used up by him?" Qin Jue frowned, his face obviously disappointed.
"I don't know about this, you can ask his family, his wife is the current president of his company. But according to what I know about him, I'm afraid that he won't use that Jade Emperor Grass Mother, he sees everything very clearly, what is yours will always be yours, he will never take it by force, even if you give it to him, he won't take a second look. As he spoke, he slowly stretched his waist, and Fang Xin stood up directly.
"Okay, I've said everything I need to say, and it's up to you how to do it. It seems that you are much more relaxed today, but I am miserable on my side, and there will be three more surgeries to be performed. I'm irritable......"
With a grumbling, she turned and left.
Call......
With a long sigh of relief, Qin Jue shook his head helplessly, "This life is really fucked, I hope that from now on, we will be okay with each other." ”
Maybe he was too idle, after sitting idle for a while, Qin Jue yawned, and after a while, Ye Liangchen also came back, Qin Jue glanced at him, and asked in a low voice, "Why have you been there for so long?"
"Report to the teacher, there is no relevant Chinese medicine in the first life hospital, I took them to the affiliated Chinese medicine hospital to get the medicine, I was afraid that they didn't know, so I took a taxi to take them together, after taking the medicine, I called a taxi for them, and I paid the fare, teacher, you have to reimburse me!"
"Reimbursement, I'll go, don't tell Lao Tzu that they don't pay you as an assistant, you have to do a good deed, you have to do a good deed, you can make up it from your salary!" Qin Jue said with a chuckle.
"Salary? The dean didn't say it, is there really a salary? This is great, after so many years of study, I finally saw the money back. Ye Liangchen was excited and smiled heartily.
"I'll go to your dean and ask for it, and I'll just say what I said, the salary will definitely be paid. Qin Jue waved his hand casually, turned around and walked out.
"Well, I'll go find our dean when I get back. ”
Walking to the door, Qin Jue suddenly stopped, turned around and explained to Ye Liangchen, "You go and talk to them, since there is no one to register, I want to leave, if someone registers later, let them arrange to go next week." ”
"Okay, teacher!"