Do her a favor?

Xia Xiaoxiao's words and deeds made me feel more and more wrong, especially when she said the last sentence, her face was very serious and serious, and my heart was beating for a while, and I always felt that something was happening.

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, so I immediately asked her, "What's the problem?"

Hearing my voice, Xia Xiaoxiao's face suddenly turned cold, like ice, like cold frost, and the look revealed by her eyes was extremely firm, as if she had made some major decision.

She looked at me coldly like this, and said in a resolute tone: "Kill me!"

Three words, like three steel thorns, pierced straight into my heart, making my whole person tremble suddenly, I never thought that Xia Xiaoxiao was suddenly so wrong, she was thinking about begging for death, she was a girl in her prime, and there was still a lot of time in the future. No matter how difficult and difficult the situation is now, but we still have hope, why does she not value her life so much?

I looked at her a little blankly, and said stupidly, "Xiaoxiao, what do you mean?"

Xia Xiaoxiao's eyes were still looking directly at me, but her eyes gradually turned from firmness to pain, very painful, she said hoarsely with infinite pain: "We can't get out, we must not be able to get out, rather than waiting here for death, rather than being unbearable to die, I would rather be killed by you." ”

Listening to Xia Xiaoxiao's words, I suddenly stopped, she was right, the taste of death may not be so painful, but the taste of waiting for death is the most uncomfortable thing in the world, especially, waiting for death in this terrible dungeon, such suffering is indescribable. Xia Xiaoxiao is a girl, and she really can't bear that kind of torment, so she wants to die quickly.

However, it is not easy to die happily, I looked at her helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "Do you think I can do it?"

This is a problem, a big problem, as long as I am alive, it is impossible for me to let Xia Xiaoxiao die in front of me, I will do everything to save her life.

It's just that Xia Xiaoxiao can't manage so much at all, she can't bear it anymore, she is about to collapse, she is bent on death. Almost without hesitation, she said to me again resolutely: "Xu Can, you should help me." I can't stand it anymore, I can't hold on anymore, I'm going to go crazy if I do this again!"

When she said this, her body trembled a little, her emotions were about to get out of control, this kind of dirty, airtight and smelly place, it was really torture to stay for a second longer, Xia Xiaoxiao couldn't stand this kind of torture, and she couldn't stand the mental torture of waiting for death.

I don't like to wait for death, I can't bear the torment in my heart, but. If even me collapses, Xia Xiaoxiao will be even more unable to hold on, so no matter what, I have to be positive and optimistic, and I must try my best to make Xia Xiaoxiao have the belief to live.

Thinking like this, I immediately stood up, looked at Xia Xiaoxiao, and said very solemnly: "Xiaoxiao, no matter how dark our future is, no matter how slim our hope is, we should not think about death, death is the most fragile manifestation." In the past, I was also vulnerable, and I was defeated by reality, and I wanted to use death to break my life many times, but then I figured out that no matter what, you should not seek death, this is a manifestation of cowardice, but also a manifestation of irresponsibility, you die easily, it is absolutely unfair to the people who love you. Have you ever wondered how sad your mother would be if she died, and how she would live her life in the future? Can you bear to let your mother live in humility and misery for the rest of her life?"

My words made Xia Xiaoxiao's expression instantly stopped, she didn't make any more decisions, she didn't go more extreme, she just was in a daze, as if she was contemplating. ad_250_left();

After a long time, she eased her mind slightly, she looked at me gloomily, and said in a sad tone: "I don't want to leave my mother, I also want to be strong, but in the end, we still have to die here, but we have to endure more torture before death!"

Seeing Xia Xiaoxiao like this, I couldn't help but feel distressed, I walked directly to Xia Xiaoxiao, squatted down, took her hand, and said to her firmly: "No." Trust me, we'll get out!"

At this moment, I completely showed the spirit of a man who stood up to the sky, my eyes exuded brilliance, and my belief was very strong, which invisibly gave Xia Xiaoxiao a certain sense of security and trust.

She couldn't help but raise her head, and I looked at me deeply, my courage was passed on to her, her look, began to gradually emit some bright colors, her eyes began to glow, finally, she gritted her teeth, at me, nodded heavily...

We are supporting each other in this abyss without light, I encourage Xia Xiaoxiao, and at the same time, I also encourage myself, until the last moment, resolutely not to give up.

It's just that the reality in front of us is vivid and cruel, the air in the dungeon is always closed and smelly, the light is dim at all, especially if there is too little food, there are only three pieces of bread and a bottle of mineral water left, how long can we last this little thing?

This forced me to despair, but I couldn't despair, I could only pray silently in my heart that someone could find us and save us.

Xia Xiaoxiao and I were silent in silence, and after Xia Xiaoxiao received my comfort and encouragement, her expression was no longer so gloomy, but she couldn't be happy, she was just expressionless and in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, Xia Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at me, this time, her face was a little red, I don't know whether it was blushing or blushing, after all, she still forced herself to speak to me, she said to me in a very weak voice: "I want to be convenient!"

Although her voice was so small that she could almost only hear it, I could understand what she meant by combining her expression and the shape of her mouth. I knew that she must not be able to hold back before she would let go of her pride as an underworld princess and say such things to me.

It was a very painful thing, and I didn't eat. After drinking a small sip of water, she could still bear it, but Xia Xiaoxiao had eaten bread and almost a whole bottle of mineral water before, and she could bear it until now.

However, this place is not big, wherever you pull it, there will be a smell, and there will be a sound, and there are only two people here, Xia Xiaoxiao and me. If she did pee, the scene was really embarrassing.

Xia Xiaoxiao has always been a cold lady, and she was not even used to meeting others before, but now, if she wants her to be convenient in this small space with men, how can she stand it.

I was considerate of her, but I couldn't do anything more than promise her, "Go ahead, I won't watch!"

Xia Xiaoxiao bit her lip, she wanted to say something, but it was hard to say. After holding it for a long time, her face became more and more swollen and red, and finally, she couldn't hold it back, and the whole person stood up directly, and walked to the corner on the other side with difficulty.

I pursed my lips and immediately turned around and turned my face against the wall.

Xia Xiaoxiao didn't give up, and continued: "Cover your ears too!"

I'm a little speechless. But I obediently complied, and hurriedly covered my ears with my hands, but this was also for show, because, soon, I heard a loud sound from behind, and the sound was still very loud, it seemed that Xia Xiaoxiao was really suffocated.

I kept this posture and faced the wall for a long time before Xia Xiaoxiao walked back, sat in the original position, and whispered to me, "Okay!"

As soon as I heard this, I quickly put down my hand, turned around, and sat down solemnly, pretending not to know anything.

However, Xia Xiaoxiao is like doing something wrong, her pretty face is still slightly red, to be honest. Xia Xiaoxiao's shy appearance is really tempting, but in such an environment, no matter how beautiful the other party is, it can't arouse any evil thoughts in me, what I think about in my heart is still, how to live, how to persevere.

In this ghost place, not to mention how luxurious it is to eat, it is quite difficult to sleep and go to the toilet, not to mention washing your face, brushing your teeth, washing your hair and bathing, as far as our treatment is concerned, it is really not as good as a beggar, and if you want to support it strongly, for Xia Xiaoxiao, the difficulty is really unusual.

And, those perverted kidnappers are too hard and ruthless. As the last bread delivery had said, they really didn't care about us anymore, and for the rest of the day, the wooden door of the dungeon never opened again.

The food for me and Xia Xiaoxiao is too limited, I don't want to eat it at all, every time Xia Xiaoxiao wants to give me food, I put it off, and find all kinds of excuses to resign, but these dry foods, even if Xia Xiaoxiao is alone, can't last long, and when Xia Xiaoxiao eats all the bread and water, the kidnappers still haven't shown up.

Xia Xiaoxiao saw that I was hungry like this, and the person who delivered the food did not appear again, even if she was stupid, she realized that something was wrong, so she asked me directly: "Why didn't the person who delivered the food come again?"

I also know that I can't hide it, and there's no point in hiding it. Because the food had already been eaten, I simply replied to Xia Xiaoxiao honestly: "They won't send any more food unless your father agrees to their conditions!"

When Xia Xiaoxiao heard this, she was stunned, she looked at me blankly, and said blankly: "That's why you don't eat bread!"

I smiled and said stubbornly, "I don't like to eat!"

At this moment, Xia Xiaoxiao's eyes were hazy, she said hoarsely, and shouted at me, "You lie to people." You're here to keep it for me!"

Xia Xiaoxiao's tone was full of guilt, uncomfortable, and at the same time, deeply moved.

I smiled helplessly, and then, licked my lips, and said weakly: "Even if it is, it doesn't mean anything, my body is stronger than you, I can hold on, I'm afraid you will starve." In such an environment, we can only survive by relying on each other, and if you fall, I will not be able to survive alone!"

Saying such a long paragraph, for me, it was a little difficult, Xia Xiaoxiao listened, and was even more moved, she was red-eyed, and said to me very seriously: "Xu Can, you are not allowed to die before me, you must not be allowed!"

Xia Xiaoxiao's meaning is obvious, for her, the only belief in living is me, if I starve to death, she will definitely not be able to live.

In order to reassure her, I casually grabbed the maggot-like bugs on the ground, put them in my mouth, chewed them, and said while chewing: "Don't worry, I can't die of hunger, for me, anything can satisfy my hunger!"

I've received special training, and I'm really going to die, I can use anything, as food, even disgusting bugs, can enter my mouth, I haven't eaten before, it's because I think I can still bear it, but now, I'm dizzy from hunger, my limbs are weak, I can't speak, and I really can't hold it anymore.

What's more, I can't let Xia Xiaoxiao feel guilty, I can't let her think that I can't hold on, and I can't let her see no hope of living, so I didn't hesitate to stuff this dirty and disgusting worm into my mouth. Speaking of which, though, bugs are disgusting. But at least there is protein, water, and nutrients, and I can barely eat it in order to survive.

But Xia Xiaoxiao is different, she is a girl, for this kind of thing, she can't accept it at all, seeing me eating insects so calmly, she is like looking at a monster, and even, she can't help but gag, as if the person who eats insects is her.

Seeing her nauseated, my heart turned over more and more, originally I didn't think too much, I could barely eat, but now when I see Xia Xiaoxiao regurgitated, I can't help but regurgitate, but, no matter how uncomfortable it is, I can't show it, on the contrary, I have to pretend that it doesn't matter, pretend that it's not very difficult.

I did this for Xia Xiaoxiao, I deliberately demonstrated to Xia Xiaoxiao, because, the bread is gone, the mineral water is gone, in the future, she can't be hungry all the time, if she wants to live, she has to eat these things.

For us now, if we can hold on for one more day, even if it is one day, there will be a little more hope, to live, it is better than starvation, as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, we have to work hard, live...