Chapter 182: I can't help myself

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"Tone. You go back to Italy for me. I'll take care of the rest. Xia Xiaolin's body rose with a cold aura. The sharp eyes are like sharp blades, and they exude a bone-chilling coldness.

"Sister. I don't want to. I'm going to wait here for Xun to come back. I'm sure he'll be back soon. There was endless sorrow in his tear-beaded eyes. But in front of Xia Xiaolin, she still had to do her best to protect Shen Hanxun.

She didn't understand why she wanted to do it again and again. Hurt yourself again and again. Is there really no place for his own existence in his heart?

Tears of pain fell miserably one by one. Quietly looking at the legs that were no longer able to walk. It was as if she was in a sea of fire in an instant. Burning alive......

"What if you come back. More and faster chapters are here. His heart is no longer in you. Such a man is not worthy of your love. Do you understand. Xia Xiaolin was very unhappy with her obsession. As an older sister. But he could only try his best to appease her.

"I don't want to hear that. You go out. I want to be alone and quiet. You go out ......" Xia Xiaoyin heard that Shen Hanxun's heart was no longer in her. Her chest felt like it was going to burst. It hurt so much that it almost took away from me.

At this time. The door to the new house was suddenly opened. Shen Hanxun stood at the door. It was hard to hide the guilt on his cheeks.

It's just that. If the incident happens again. He probably won't change that either......

"What are you doing back here? You go out. Xia Xiaolin didn't show him a good face. Update as soon as possible with a fierce and vicious look. Almost devoured Shen Hanxun.

Shen Hanxun ignored Xia Xiaolin's words. His gaze turned to Xia Xiaoyin. "Tone. I'm sorry. I know I'm hurting you again. ”

So far. He didn't know what else to say. Even if you say more. He is also the one who loses.

Xia Xiaoyin turned her head a little complaining. Don't look at the eyes that let you fall. This time has been. His sorry is too much. But I never thought about not doing things that were sorry for myself. Even if she is the most tolerant person. After being injured a few times. She also hurts. And this pain goes deep into the bone marrow. It hurts my heart.

"One sorry and that's it. Shen Hanxun, you can't help but think of yourself a little too arrogantly. Update as soon as possible Xia Xiaolin clenched her palm. Gritted his teeth with hatred. "Tone. I'll take it back. Don't even want to see her again. ”

"Sister. You go out. I want to talk to him alone. It's something between me and him. We're going to figure it out ourselves. ”

Xia Xiaoyin was silent for a moment. Finally spoke. There was a choked voice in his voice. looked at Xia Xiaolin seriously. That kind of seriousness made Xia Xiaolin reluctant to refuse. After glaring at Shen Hanxun. Angrily left......

Only the two of them were left in the huge space. The sorrowful factor in the air is flowing freely.

"Tone ......"

Except for calling her name lightly. Shen Hanxun didn't know what to say.

"Sister Miaomiao, is it okay? As soon as Xia Xiaoyin opened her mouth, it was not a reproachful word. Instead, he cared about Han Miaomiao. This made him a little stunned. After half a ring. Only then did he say slowly. "I haven't woken up yet. However, the doctor said that it should be fine. ”

"Oh. Xia Xiaoyin simply said "oh". Then he looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window. There were tears glinting in his gray eyes. Lost the eccentric appearance of the past.

He thumped hard in the chest. It was he who put an optimistic cheerfulness. Xia Xiaoyin, who is carefree every day. It has become such a sad place all day long. Grieving woman......

"Tone. There will be no such thing in the future. Trust me one last time, okay. "Not only Xia Xiaoyin is tired. He was also tired. Sandwiched between two women.

One is that he is in love. But she can't love a woman. One is that he can love. At the moment, he only has a sense of responsibility for her. A woman with a sense of guilt.

Such an intricate relationship. For passing five levels in the mall. Kill six generals. said to the invincible Shen Hanxun. It's so powerless......

"Is your word still valid? Maybe at this time. You really want to apologize to me. Let me believe yours. But. Someday in the future. You're in the same situation again. You're still going to leave me behind. Leave me aside. ”

She's like a ball that no one wants. Kicked around......

"No, it won't. Be the first to update the sound. I promise. ”

Shen Hanxun eagerly asked Xia Xiaoyin to prove something. But when the gaze touched her disheartened eyes. In fact. He wasn't at all more comfortable than her.

Once an oath to her. Take good care of her. Take care of her words for a lifetime. It still rings in my ears.

He has always been a credibility person. Why treat your own woman. He was so treacherous.

Han Miaomiao is not a woman he can love. Even if it's one day. He and Han Miaomiao are together. There will be no happy day either. After all, the two of them were only together on the basis of hurting Xia Xiaoyin.

Shen Hanxun approached her. More and faster chapters are here. Hold her in your arms. Carefully caressing her silky black hair. Xia Xiaoyin did not resist. Instead, it triggers more tears. "Xun. Don't leave me behind. I can't bear you. Can't live without you. ”

"I knew I couldn't walk. Not worthy of your ......"

"Nope. That's not true. It's me who is sorry for you. If it weren't for me. You won't be in a wheelchair either. You'll be fine. I will ask the best doctor to treat your legs. You can definitely stand up as before. ”

The determination in Shen Hanxun's eyes was very great. He really wouldn't let her live in a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

"Can I still stand up. Xia Xiaoyin's sobbing words carried a little expectation in her voice.

"Of course. Shen Hanxun was very sure. "Don't worry. I'll take care of everything. ”

It was not difficult for Xia Xiaoyin to feel Shen Hanxun's carefulness and thoughtfulness in front of him. But. Thoughtfulness is thoughtfulness. But there is still a person hidden in a corner of his heart. This person even if he wants to forget. Maybe it's hard to forget for the rest of your life......

"Do you really love Sister Miaomiao? Xia Xiaoyin looked eagerly at his cheeks, wanting to get the most authentic answer from him.

Shen Hanxun tilted his head slightly. Trying to hide something. "There will be no more of her between us. This sentence is enough to express his determination.

"Answer me. Don't lie to me. Xia Xiaoyin stubbornly straightened his cheek. More and faster chapters are here. Look at yourself. "Actually. I've already found out that you really love Han Miaomiao. It's just that. I've been kidding myself. ”

A thick bitterness rose up her mournful cheeks. There is nowhere to speak of this bitterness. I can't tell it. It can only be pressed the chest. Alone hurts......

Love. It really hurts. Especially with the people you love. When you fall in love with someone else. It's not just a loss of self-esteem. It is a big gap in the heart. Even if it's scabbed. It still bleeds and hurts even the slightest touch.

Shen Hanxun's eyes sank. just hugged her a little weakly......

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Soon. A month has passed.

Shen Hanxun's head. Since some bits and pieces of fragments in the church appeared. Later days. There are always some unfamiliar pictures that appear intentionally or unintentionally. It's completely different from the way we live now.

Unfamiliar faces. Occasionally, Han Miaomiao's image flashed in her mind. He knew her before. Or I miss her too much. Or is he simply the Lei Yunyang that Han Miaomiao said.

That's what it means to him. In fact, it is quite a torture in the heart.

But. Whatever the outcome. He is Xia Xiaoyin's husband. It has become an irreplaceable fact. And. From the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to hurt her again. I don't want to see her cry. There is no such thing as the energy of the past......

"President. Please note that the high-level meeting will be held after the lunch break. ”

The phone's phone suddenly rang with the sweet voice of the secretary.

Shen Hanxun, who was driving on the road, replied in a very businesslike tone. "I'll be there in half an hour. ”

This time. The trolleys on the highway have reached their peak hour. The level of congestion is somewhat irritating. Shen Hanxun raised his eyes and looked out the car window. only to find a familiar figure.

Han Miaomiao.

She carried large bags of things in her hands. Look at the mall behind her. As soon as you look at it, you can tell that you are shopping from the inside.

She had a shallow smile on her cheeks. Warm but not dazzling sunlight. Set off her pale and red complexion to be more radiant. And that's not counting the bulging abdomen. But he was covered by loose clothes. It looks like something else. Where to go. It has become a surprise in people's eyes.

It's been a month. He had a whole month. Attempt to work with it. Fill his head with every thing he devotes himself to taking care of Xia Xiaoyin. And then exclude her.

Is he really Lei Yunyang. During this time, he looked through a lot of reports about Lei Yunyang. I also know that I really look like him. No wonder Han Miaomiao recognized him as him.

His mind was in a state of confusion......

Shen Hanxun parked the car to the side. couldn't help but get out of the car again and follow behind Han Miaomiao. Silently. Watch as she answered the phone. As for what to say. Since the distance is quite far. I couldn't hear what she was saying.

"Twenty minutes. I'll be able to get home. Don't worry. I'll be on the safe side. "It's Lin Yuliang's call. Han Miaomiao hung up the phone. A slight smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. He was too small and a little too big. It's just to come out and buy something. He was so worried.

Han Miaomiao's phone should be put back in the bag. But because it didn't align the pocket of the bag. The phone fell to the ground.

And this time. A small car that seemed to have failed its brakes was driving towards her. Completely out of control, he approached her.

"Be careful. Shen Hanxun was so frightened in the back that his face suddenly turned pale. The body doesn't wait for the brain to give instructions. It has rushed over. Pushed Han Miaomiao aside......