Chapter 111: Why, I want to know
The momentary embarrassment made Zhou Yimo stand in the middle of the two people and didn't know what to do, he originally wanted to save one thing, but he didn't expect this kind of scene.
When I saw Lin Yi'an, I was a little panicked, but I was a little disheartened when I saw his calm appearance.
I turned around and went into the kitchen, not knowing what to do, turned off the fire and looked at the dishes that had been cooked in front of me. It is better to put down the shovel and take off the awkward apron on your body, and leave.
casually took off his coat and sat down on the sofa, looking at Zhou Yimo who was at a loss. "Why are you standing there, didn't you say you would invite me to dinner?"
In fact, I didn't expect Yu Miao to know Lin Yi'an at that time, and I felt that the relationship between them seemed to be unusual, "No, you wait a while, he cooked the rice." "Some are embarrassed.
was about to go to the kitchen to take a look, but he saw that Yu Miao had already come out, and the look on his face was also very wrong.
handed the apron to Zhou Yimo, "Yimo, I think I'll go back first, and I'll come over to help you next time I have time." ”
Holding the apron a little muna, "Oh~, okay, okay." ”
turned around and was about to leave, but closed the door without even looking at Lin Yi'an.
In fact, I still wanted to ask Lin Yi'an what the situation was, but I was a little embarrassed to see him sitting alone on the sofa silent, embarrassed to speak.
After a long time, Lin Yi'an stood up and looked at Zhou Yimo, "I'm hungry, let's eat." ”
Finally broke the awkward atmosphere, "Okay, okay, he has already prepared the meal just now, I'll go and bring it out." At this time, he became a waiter who did not dare to speak out.
Looking at the table full of familiar meals, I don't know how long I haven't eaten them, but it was still...
handed the chopsticks to Lin Yi'an, still a little unsure. Originally, I invited people to come over as guests, but it turned out that people didn't eat a bite after cooking, and I felt that this was really a bit unkind.
I stuffed the dish with chopsticks into my mouth and chewed my tears. , slowly flowing out.
Bean-sized tears flowed down his cheeks and dripped to his hands before he realized that he was crying.
No... ,What's the situation?,Why do you eat a meal and cry?,Is this meal so delicious?I also tasted it with doubts.,Although it tastes good.,But it's not so delicious that you cry.。
took out a tissue and handed it to Lin Yi'an, "Wipe your tears, I still think the taste of this dish is faint, and I want to add some ingredients." ”
A man crying in front of himself is already very good, and he is also his good friend, the most important thing is that he doesn't understand the reason and it's not easy to ask, which is really depressing and crazy.
wiped the tears on his face and pretended to be calm, "Where does he live?"
Sure enough, although they pretended to be calm when they left just now, as if nothing had happened, didn't they take the initiative to ask now?" "307, go ahead, these dishes are all mine." ”
When I found out, I grabbed my coat and only heard the door closing, alas, it really was.
Why are they all like this, this good meal is now like this.
I knew that if I didn't eat it, I wouldn't let him do it, and now I have to solve these things by myself, and I have to wash those pots and pans, alas~.
There's no way anyone who doesn't figure it out and can only blame themselves, but he won't be with him... , This pair of brothers is really boring enough not to leave a chance for girls.
Standing at the door, he hesitated whether to knock or not, what to say if he knocked on the door, and if he didn't knock, he was already standing here.
Yu Miao stood at the door and saw Lin Yi'an standing at the door of his house through the cat's eye, in fact, he also knew in his heart that he might come to find him, and he would come to take a look after a gamble.
I wondered why he didn't knock on the door, and whether he should take the initiative to open it first.
In fact, when I saw that Zhou Yimo also lived in this community, I had already thought about this kind of scene in my heart, and I had moved so close to his company to have such a day. But now I'm still hesitating about something, why can't I take the initiative why...
The hand that had just mustered up the courage to raise thought about it and put it down, and no matter how many times it went back and forth, it didn't knock on the door in front of it. Wandering at the door, passers-by thought it was a thief making a mark.
Yu Miao, who was watching in the cat's eyes, really couldn't hold back, opened the door, and looked at Lin Yi'an's frightened appearance. "What are you going to do for so long on my doorstep. He pretended to be calm and tried to speak without a trill.
Looking at Lin Yi'an's eyes were red, it was obvious that he had just cried, what is going on now, do you want me to feel sorry for him, so give me this.
"Long time no see. ”
It's been a long time since I haven't seen a person, I haven't seen a figure on the eve of a breakup, and even the breakup is solved on my mobile phone, and even now I don't really understand what the reason for the breakup between two people is.
"Well, long time no see. ”
"Can you let me in and talk. l glanced at the people passing by, and looked at him with a look that was wrong.
Yu Miao opened the door and only opened a crack in the door and looked at Lin Yi'an, "Is there anything you can't say here?"
Seeing that he was a little resistant to himself, his heart was already cold, but this was also his own reason, and he couldn't say it, "It's cold outside, can you let me in." ”
It was already below zero on a winter night, and although there was no cold wind blowing in the hallway, it was still bitterly cold.
Looking at Lin Yi'an's thin suit and coat, he still couldn't bear to let him stand here at the door of his house, and he had been standing for a long time just now. "That's... Come in, then. ”
Knowing that he wouldn't bear to be cold outside, he looked at the house and found that there was not too much furniture, and it seemed that the home was very deserted. But since the last time he broke up with himself, he sent all the things he bought together and the things he used to his home, but they are still piled up in the storage room at home and have not been opened and cleaned up.
"Sit down first, I'll pour you a cup of hot water to warm up. ”
Seeing that his figure is still so familiar, it was the same when we lived together before, and he was always very considerate.
took the water cup he handed over, and then Yu Miao sat down one meter away from him.
The sense of distance that is automatically separated makes people really feel the word "what is wrong" in the original way.
"Say whatever you want to say quickly, I'll have work to do later. ”
The tone is very flat, like a conversation with a stranger.
took a sip of water and looked at Yu Miao affectionately, "It's just that I haven't seen you for a long time, so I want to come and see." ”
Hearing this, Yu Miao hurriedly got up and opened the door, "Okay, now that you're finished reading Mr. Lin, you should also leave, don't bother me anymore." ”
I didn't expect him to be so excited when he heard this, "No, I still have something to say to you when you close the door." Looking at Yu Miao standing at the door, she was very helpless, and she didn't know what to say.
"I don't think there's much to say between us. ”
It was already very uncomfortable, and now I don't know what to do when I see him so entangled.
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry to you. He looked at Yu Miao with a guilty face and expressed his apologies.
"Heh, Mr. Lin's sentence I'm sorry I've heard it more than the first time, it turns out that it's okay to say sorry no matter what, you treat feelings really casually." ”
The aggressive tone made Lin Yi'an not know how to reply, and he didn't understand why he became the way he is. "I know it's useless to say I'm sorry now, I just want to express my heartfelt attitude. ”
"Your attitude, I already understood on the day you said you broke up, I don't have any entanglements and entanglements, so please Mr. Lin don't come to disturb my life in the future. "The hand stayed on the doorknob, and he wanted to open the door at any time and ask Lin Yi'an to go out.
"I... My parents won't agree to us being together, they can't accept us two men together. I'm sorry I haven't told you about it, but my parents are still more traditional people, so... , so I can't do anything to disappoint them. You know what my dad is like now, and if I told him I was with you I really couldn't imagine what would happen. Miao Miao, I'm really sorry. hugged Yu Miao and cried, "Actually, I really, really love you, and I'm really sorry for you when I broke up." The crying in his voice is very uncomfortable to listen to.
If he tells me that he likes a girl or someone else, I can still accept it, and blame him is still a little comforting, but... , but he is because of his parents, what can I do?
The body that was already stiff was held motionless, but tears were already all over the face.
Looking at his body trembling because of crying, he raised his hand from time to time and wanted to pat his back to comfort and comfort him, but put it down again.
If you want to say those words against your heart to comfort him, you really can't do it.
"Alright, Yi'an. Pushed Lin Yi'an away and looked at him, "Go back, let's still be friends in the future, maybe it's better to be at ease." "If you really can't do it if you really let yourself be so ruthless that you can't see him, then there is no point in moving here by yourself.
Is this what we want?" ”
opened the door, "Go back, it's too late, your parents are still waiting for you at home." Stay safe on the road. ”
Before Lin Yi'an could react, Yu Miao had already pushed him out, and when he turned around, it was already a closed door.
Forget it, let's go back.
Leaning against the door, the tears really couldn't be stopped, and the tears were pouring out, and I didn't know what to do. "In the future, they can really only be friends. "But I still love you very much, Lin Yi'an, what should I do. The whole person was paralyzed on the ground and had no strength to support himself to lie up, looking at the empty home, he was the only one.