However, Xu Xincheng is also very clear that this time is very different from the previous situation.

In the past, when facing challenges and difficulties, especially when he just came to Guangzhou to study and live, although he also felt confused, hesitant and frightened, he did not have such a great sense of fear and weakness, on the contrary, because of the challenges and difficulties, he was stimulated with tenacious fighting spirit, he quickly adjusted, and soon formulated a series of plans such as a stubborn English plan and a reading plan, and soon established himself to become a Native English Speaker. Receiving a scholarship from the Academy, he followed through all his plans and, most importantly, from the very beginning, he was filled with a tenacious fighting spirit to achieve his goals, and a firm confidence that he would achieve them.

However, this time, the challenges and difficulties he faced were simply too great.

If five years ago, his challenge was to climb from a small hill to the summit of Baiyun Mountain, which is 382 meters above sea level, this time the challenge is to climb from the summit of Baiyun Mountain to Mount Everest, which is 8,848 meters above sea level.

What's more, the biggest problem now is not actually the astonishing height, but the biggest problem now is that he finds that he does not have the tenacious fighting spirit to achieve the goal, nor does he have the firm confidence that he will achieve the goal. On the contrary, in the face of this great challenge, he was full of fear and a sense of weakness.

He knew that the most fundamental reason why he was so afraid was actually because he felt that his ability was really not enough to perform such a great responsibility; as for why he was so weak-hearted, he hadn't really figured it out, he only knew that the most fundamental reason must be psychological, spiritual and spiritual, but what it was, he still hadn't figured it out.

Xu Xincheng sat on the edge of the bed and thought hard, in fact, this question has been coiling in his heart for the past two or three days, but he just can't find the answer.

Sitting and sitting, a strong feeling of exhaustion hits me, a feeling of exhaustion that hits both the physical and the mental at the same time. On the plane back to Guangzhou, he slept for six or seven hours, but the first time he slept on the plane, coupled with the jet lag, he didn't sleep peacefully at all.

Xu Xincheng decided to sleep for a while, and as soon as he lay down, his eyes closed, and he immediately fell asleep.

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Xu Xincheng opened his eyes and looked at it, he was back at the castle in Berlin, Germany, and he was once again standing in front of the Gothic stone arch of that castle.

Suddenly, the castle in front of him became bigger and bigger, bigger and bigger, bigger and bigger, and finally it became more than ten times bigger, no, he realized that it was not the castle that got bigger, but that he became smaller, and he became a dwarf, so short that he couldn't even reach the first step in front of the door.

No, he had to climb up, and he jumped up desperately, jumping several times before finally reaching the edge of the steps, and then, with all his might, barely climbed the first step. When he came to the front of the second step, he found himself shorter and smaller again, and this time, no matter how much he jumped, he could not reach the second step.

At this moment, there was a sound of horses' hooves behind him, and Xu Xincheng turned to see Prince Anderson riding the tall black horse through the large arch on the outer wall of the castle. Oh my God, Prince Anderson is so tall.

When he rode to the stone steps, Xu Xincheng jumped up desperately and desperately shouted Prince Anderson's name, but the giant prince could not see him at all, and could not hear his shouts at all.

It turned out that he was still getting smaller, smaller, smaller, and now he is as small as a little ant.

Xu Xincheng shouted desperately: "I want to become bigger! I want to become stronger! I want to change back to my original self." But no matter how much he struggled and shouted, it was useless, he couldn't change back, he was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and tears flowed out of his eyes.

At that moment, he heard a nice voice calling out to him, "Steve!"

That's Lucy.

"Steve, where are you?" Lucy's voice kept calling out to him.

"Lucy! Xu Xincheng shouted desperately. "Lucy, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here!"

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Xu Xincheng shouted "Lucy, I'm here" and woke up from his dream. He let out a long sigh of relief when he realized that he had just been dreaming. He sat up, looked at his little room, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and sat still.

Suddenly, an answer broke into his mind, yes, that was the crux of the matter, and that was the answer he was looking for.

In the past two or three days, the reason why he has such a great sense of fear and weakness, the reason why he feels that he can't bear the heavy responsibility entrusted to him by Lucy, the deepest reason, the most fundamental reason is the mentality of the little people who have been hidden in the deepest part of his heart, or, more figuratively, the knot of the little ant.

Yes, little ant heart knots.

Xu Xincheng recalls the experience of traveling to Guangzhou during the first winter vacation, when he saw tens of thousands of black crowds on the square of Guangzhou Railway Station, he suddenly felt that he was just a little ant.

Yes, it was at that time that he developed the "Little Ant Heart Knot". That knot has been in his heart all these years.

As long as this knot cannot be untied, it is impossible for him to achieve any great cause and make any great deeds.

For so many years, deep in his heart, he felt that he was just a little ant, he has been climbing, first climbed the small hill in his hometown, and after coming to Guangzhou, after five years of hard work and hard work, he finally climbed to the top of Baiyun Mountain at 382 meters.

For so many years, although he has been working hard and fighting, he is pursuing higher goals and overcoming bigger challenges, but those are small goals and small challenges. Two months ago, his goal was to become a department head through 3 to 4 years of hard work and hard work, then become a department manager through 4 to 5 years of hard work and hard work, and then become a department director through 5 to 6 years of hard work and hard work.

Over the years, although he has been working very hard, but, at the same time, he is constantly saying to himself, my starting point is low, I am an ordinary person from an 8th-tier city, as an undergraduate student from an ordinary university, in this first-tier city, through his own hard work and struggle, I can earn enough money here to buy a suite, I can settle down here, I can become a useful and valuable person here, I can become a small person here, it is enough.

Xu Xincheng never dared to have too many extravagant expectations, never thought about becoming a big man, never thought about becoming a big man who changed the world. Not to mention setting such a big goal for himself, just thinking about it, even dreaming, he never thought that he would never dream that he could one day become the CEO of a company, let alone the CEO of a multinational company like Zhongmei Xinfei Company. All this is too far, too far away from his original life and life.

In his previous life, the highest mountain in his heart was only the Baiyun Mountain with an altitude of 382 meters, and his previous highest goal was only to climb the peak of this mountain; he had never seen a higher mountain, let alone Mount Everest with an altitude of 8,848 meters, let alone climbing Mount Everest as his life goal, even if he wanted to, he never thought about it, even if he dreamed, he never dreamed.

Then, now, Lucy told him that she hoped he could climb Mount Everest, which is 8,848 meters above sea level, that she hoped that he would become the CEO of Sino-American Xinfei, and that she hoped that he would become a big man who would change the world.

For a little ant, it is possible to climb the 382-meter Baiyun Mountain, and he has done it, although he has put in five years of hard work and hard work for it, but for a little ant, to climb the 8848-meter Mount Everest, it is completely impossible.

Unless, unless he can untie the knot in the little ant's heart, otherwise, he will never be able to climb Mount Everest.

Xu Xincheng finally found it, yes, this is the fundamental crux of the problem, it is this little people's mentality, it is this little ant's heart knot.

Thinking of this, Xu Xincheng asked himself: "Although I know the root crux of the problem now, how can I break through this obstacle? How can I untie this little ant's heart knot?"