Chapter 25, don't you want me?

Biting her lip tightly, low sobs sobbing from her lips, for nearly an hour, Hua Pity did not move in the slightest, lying in dead silence as her arm tingled and blood spread, her heart was torn apart, and all her feigned strength collapsed in an instant.

Greed and money as the most important thing have become her labels, and she pulls her lips away from her lips with self-deprecation, and finally shows a sad smile of pity.

The next day, Hana Pity hid in her room all day, the heavy curtains densely layered, day and night completely plunged into darkness, her out-of-focus eyes staring blankly at the ceiling.

The huge Xiaoyueju went from night to day, and then the night of reincarnation gradually returned to day, dead and empty, Kong Chengyi had not stepped into it since the moment he slammed the door and left, and Hua Pity was just lying on the bed in dead silence, and even the tears of crying gradually dried up.

The vibration sound of "buzzing" suddenly broke the empty dead silence, and the bright light of the mobile phone screen in the darkness continued to shine, blinking, Hua turned her head to look at the phone with pity, and looked at the shining light quietly and motionlessly, as the vibration disappeared, the only light also dimmed, and the silence of the room was restored.

Slowly closed her eyes, moved her injured arm slightly, a trace of pain made Hua pity feel the pain clearly, suddenly opened her eyes in the dark, she remembered something for a moment, opened her eyes in fright, her prostrated body lost her strength, struggled to get out of bed with her hands and feet, stretched out her hand and grabbed the phone, and pressed the screen in a panic, trying to find the number just called.

The screen suddenly switched to a number, and the vibration in his hand made the tears of pity overflow in an instant.

"Hey, it's me, what's wrong?"

Just over twenty hours later, Hua Pian walked out of the airport quickly, and at the same time anxiously turned on the phone, staring closely at the screen of the phone, for fear that she would miss any calls.

I couldn't hear any noise and the constant repetition of the airport's announcement, and after seeing the text messages on my mobile phone, I pinched the phone and trotted up in the airport, my already weak body was floating and shaking in the run, as if I was going to faint in the next second, and I was anxious to go out to the door but I quickly bumped into the man who was dragging the luggage from the other side.

With a low grunt, Hana fell limply to the ground and closed her eyes dizzily.

"Are you okay?" The familiar mellow voice sounded, and Cheng Shaobai's gentle appearance appeared in Hua Pity's dizzy mind.

"Pity, pity, what's wrong with you? Why are you in the United States?" The luggage in his hand was knocked to the ground, and Cheng Shaobai's long arm hooked the reckless passer-by who fell, and when he saw it clearly, he found that it was a beautiful woman who made him in a trance.

Cheng Shaobai immediately exclaimed, "What's wrong with you, why is your face so bad?" Under the heavy dark circles are pale and small facial features, and the soft body is more like a wisp of fluttering feathers.

After a dizziness, Hua opened his eyes with pity, Cheng Shaobai's anxious facial features came into view, and he smiled, it turned out that the voice just now was not an illusion.

"Did I hurt you just now? Where did it hurt, tell me?" Seeing that she could still smile, Cheng Shaobai's hanging heart was slightly lowered, but he was also afraid that he would hurt her just now, approaching himself tall and straight, and his bones were much harder than hers.

Stroking his hand, Hua Pity slowly stood up, shaking the pain slightly, "It's okay, I'm not hurt!"

I didn't have time to say anything, and I forgot the unhappiness and embarrassment before, Hua Pi immediately hurried forward, while turning back and shouting at him: "Brother Cheng, I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, I'll explain to you later!"

The doubts in his heart have not been solved, and her paleness worries him, Cheng Shaobai bent down and picked up the duffel bag and rushed to chase after Hua Pity.

Anxiously reaching out to take a taxi, Hua took pity while dialing the phone, "It's me, I'm here, I'll come over right away!"

"Where are you going? I'll send you, I have a car!" panting, Cheng Shaobai grabbed her arm, listened to the content of her call, and insisted on sending her.

Hanging up the phone, Hua pity opened his mouth and wanted to refuse, but he was robbed again.

"This is the United States, I am familiar with the road, and it is noon, it is difficult to get a taxi!"

Looking down at the time, after thinking about it for a while, he decided to follow Cheng Shaobai's advice, "Thank you, Brother Cheng, please send me to Andes Hospital!"

"Andes Hospital?" Fox repeated the name he heard suspiciously, and Cheng Shaobai looked more and more worried with his handsome eyebrows.

Galloping all the way, Cheng Shaobai overtook a car with one car and arrived at Andes Hospital in just 40 minutes.

Hurriedly unbuckled the seat belt, Hua pity didn't even have time to say a word to Cheng Shaobai, and ran to the hospital with his legs.

Parked the car, Cheng Shaobai also walked towards the hospital, and saw Hua Pity trembling through the glass window and sobbing low on her shoulders from a distance.

Biting her lip desperately, Hua pitifully put her hands against the window, staring at the woman in the ward who was rigidly bound to the bed with strips of white cloth in her eyes, and shouted in a low voice, "Mom! Mom......"

Cheng Shaobai approached slowly, took her in his arms with pity, patted her shoulder lightly, and couldn't bear to look at the woman who was tied up in the ward, her forehead was clearly wrapped in heavy gauze, and the left wrist was also wrapped in a circle of gauze.

"Mom...... Mother...... Why can't you let go? Why are you so stupid? Don't you want me?" screamed sadly, Hua pity tugging at Cheng Shaobai's clothes and crying uncontrollably, feeling sorry for her mother's bitter self-entanglement, and even more distressed for her to constantly hurt herself, eager to throw herself into her arms and hug her tightly.

In just three months after leaving, she knew through the doctor that her condition had improved recently, and she had not fallen into self-entanglement every week, trapped in a tragic past and unable to extricate herself, and needed a large dose of medication to control it, she had imagined that maybe she would be able to pick her up and be discharged from the hospital soon this time, but suddenly received a call from the attending doctor, informing her that her mother suddenly kept hitting the wall, and even committed suicide by cutting her wrists, constantly seeking self-redemption by self-harm, and escaping from the nightmare set by herself.

All her expectations and fantasies became phantoms in an instant, and this time, she almost didn't even have the courage to face it, she was afraid of losing her, she was her only relative in this world, and without her, she would become a grass without roots, without any support for survival.

"It's okay, my aunt is okay!" comforting her sadly, Cheng Shaobai's mind resurfaced her many years ago, just as frightened as she is today, tired of taking care of her every day, and even desperately resisting when she was crazy about self-harm and irrationally hurting herself, falling into tribulation every day.

"Why is she just unwilling to come out of the past, why can't she see me, doesn't she love me? I'm her only daughter?" screamed in pain, the bitter support of flower pity erupted fragile at this moment, all her strong will collapsed, she even hated her mother's selfishness, closed herself off and constantly hurt her as a daughter.

"Give her a little more time, she will come out, and she will love you again!" All the comforts became pale at this moment, Cheng Shaobai tugged at his heart but couldn't bear it for her, so he could only silently accompany her to keep watching Hua Zhenzhen, who was sleeping because of the tranquilizer in the ward.

"It's been ten years, and she's been plunging herself into a meaningless past ten years! She just left me ruthlessly! How could she be so ruthless?!"

One day in college, when she came home from the volunteer activities in the nursing home, Hua Zhenzhen suddenly went crazy, kept screaming and screaming, smashed everything in the house, completely ignoring her fear, and finally picked up a knife and slashed at her arm, smiling and staring at the bleeding arm to stop all the crazy acts, and this day became the beginning of the nightmare of Hua Mercy's life, from this day, the family became crazy and broken, Hua Zhenzhen from self-harm and finally continued to fall into suicide, and even lost her reason to strangle her。

Closing her eyes in pain, Cheng Shaobai couldn't find the words to comfort her, so she could only keep gently wiping away her tears, and accompany her to wait for Hua Zhenzhen's awakening, and hated herself for not being able to keep her side all the time, so that she could suffer less and let herself become her dependence.

Crying swollen eyes, lip flaps bitten, Hua pity all the helpless crying did not make Hua Zhenzhen wake up from the world of self-entanglement, when the effect of the tranquilizer gradually faded, she opened her eyes and saw that she did not even react at all, as if she was just a stranger.

The hollow and wooden eyes pierced into Hua's heart like a sharp dagger, and she almost couldn't breathe in pain.

"Mom, it's me, your baby pity, are you okay?" Holding back her heartache, Hua squatted on the edge of the bed with tears in her eyes, and touched the back of her mother's needle-ridden hand with trembling hands, and gently stroked her sallow cheeks with one hand.

With her eyes open and staring at the ceiling vacantly, Hwa Jung-jeong felt as if she was living in a world alone.

"Originally, she was already in a much better condition, maybe it was the content of the TV program that stimulated her that day, and made her suddenly fall into a madness, and suddenly she kept screaming 'I'm not, I'm not...... You've all wronged me......'" The attending doctor standing at the end of the bed explained the situation to Hana Pity while recording the medical situation, "Then she suddenly hit the wall, rushed out of the room, and I don't know where she found the knife, and cut her wrist until the bleeding stopped!"

Tears of bean size fell silently on Hua Zhenzhen's sallow face, and Hua pity couldn't ask more questions, the madness and gore that came to her mind had been experienced no less than ten times, and it was so familiar that it made people tremble.

"Mom, look at it, I'm pity, haven't you seen me for a long time? Do you see if I'm fat? I've been fat lately!" Lowering her head, her face pressed against her hand fixed to the hospital bed, Hua Pity smiled and let her feel her face.

Every time, whenever she forgot herself for a short time, lost herself for a short time, she took her hand and carefully identified herself, constantly telling her that she was a flower pity, her only daughter.