The book "Ink and Wash Cloud Clear" is finally over, and I feel relieved, and I always feel very tormented, because every word makes me brave to face reality.

This book actually carries a lot of memories, commemorating the precious online game youth of me and my friends, although I feel that I was young and frivolous and ignorant, and I missed the unforgettable first love, but I don't feel sorry. I just owe myself a 'really stupid' and my master and friends a 'thank you', and ...... I'm sorry.

At that time, he was too innocent and naïve, neither able to distinguish between right and wrong, nor sophisticated. Not only willful, but also always vexatious. I can't listen to the persuasion of others, and I feel that I am right.

Now that I think about it, it's actually really ridiculous.

Because I have experienced childhood bullying, I have longed for the care of my friends since I was a child, and every time I am beaten, I hope someone will stand up and feel the feeling of being protected, but there has never been such a person from beginning to end. Occasionally, I am very confused, I don't know why I am beaten, and why I am bullied, maybe this is probably the so-called good being bullied. If you don't fight back, you will only get a worse beating, and if you fight back, you will get ruthless comments from your neighbors.

Silent and withdrawn, he eventually embarked on the road of indulging in online games.

Someone once asked me, why do I write about all those bitter and sad things when I can't face them with determination?

Some people also asked me if I still can't let go of what happened in the past, and some people even asked me why I like to play Werewolf Kill now.

My answer is: because I want to give an explanation to my youth, what I missed, what I still really, what I lost, what I forgot, all of which I have experienced. Sadness, joy, happiness, and passion are all real feelings. Games can make people fall or they can rise up, and obviously, because of your existence, I belong to the latter. As for liking werewolf killing, to clarify, I'm not addicted, I just don't want to be easily deceived anymore, and this game has helped me change my personality very well.

As for the past few years, I love to laugh, I love to talk, I have learned to get along with others, and I have not forgotten kindness in my heart. Not only have they learned to guard against others, but they will not harm their hearts.

Xia Wei in meets the expectations of hope in childhood, and also combines the personalities of the two people.

Xiaoshui, this character was originally based on you, your gentleness and thoughtfulness are the reason why I have completely changed me, because of you, let me know that there is really warmth, and let me see the sunshine that belongs to me.

As for Master Dan'er... I have always had a knife mouth and a tofu heart, a hard mouth and a soft heart, thank you very much for thinking that I hated iron and steel, and you never thought of giving up, and completely woke me up. In fact, many times I want to say thank you, but I am afraid that you will 'ridicule' without saving face, and then you will start to scold each other, so I can't say it anymore.

Ink Danqing is you, Mo Shang Yunqing is him, whether it is Uncle Qunxiong or Xiaoxiao, he is just a passerby in life.

As for you in reality, I still didn't get together later, and I really feel sorry. From meeting and knowing each other to having feelings for each other, in fact, everyone sees it. At that time, I tried hard to match, but the bamboo basket was empty, and after knowing the truth, I was finally relieved.

It's true... Feel...... It's a pity!

Obviously, both of them are paying silently, but no one is willing to make their words clear, so that the feelings of true love will be annihilated.

Master, in fact, the saddest thing for me is that he came thousands of miles to look for you, but you replied with the word 'gone'. When I found out at the time, I really wanted to cry. I can't understand that after his car fell into a ditch, the feeling of anxiety, loneliness, helplessness, incomprehension, sadness, confusion, and grievance all fell on him, and the only thought was distress.

Maybe you just have no fate, if you can know each other earlier in the next life, I hope you can join hands with each other. Even if there are various reasons, don't let go easily.

Yi Qing in the book loves Bai Mo from beginning to end and has no regrets. He had also resented her 'not seeing', and she had been puzzled by his 'disappearance', but they still came together after going around and around.

Three years of guarding, three years of searching, one year of misunderstanding, one year of reunion, even after all kinds of ups and downs, Yi Qing never gave up, and finally married Bai Mo back home.

If there is no collapse, if there is no missing, if ......

There are no ifs in life, and God will not give you another chance to do it all over again.

May you be safe for the rest of your lives, and cherish each other.

After writing this, the big stone that had been in my heart for many years finally fell, and it seemed that I was suddenly relieved.

Whether it's Fang Ziyi or Xu Qing, it's all a true story, the scars are very painful, but thank you very much for teaching me to grow.

Occasionally, when I dream back at midnight, I will dream that the girl who is three years younger than me will say sorry to herself in various forms, but in reality, so long time has passed, but I have not waited. I don't have to get an apology, but I want to prove to everyone that my vision is not so bad, and to put it bluntly, I also want to prove that I am not stupid.

Thank you to all my friends for their support and protection along the way, and the glass heart was very serious when I first wrote it. Because when I wrote my first book, I was completely integrated into the characters, and I could empathize with each of them, so that they could live their own lives.

But I have always been repulsed by this book, and I want to work hard to integrate, because I want to tear open the scars and review those bloody realities.

Although it was difficult to write, it allowed me to successfully let go of everything that had been. Thanksgiving for the passage of time, let all the memories precipitate, and finally live the most desired self.

Don't forget the original intention, you have to always.

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This will be the only modern romance in Fuling, and the new book "Hidden Plot" is already working hard to save the manuscript, and I hope that everyone will continue to support reading when the time comes, and a new world is about to open......

Taifu Mansion's eldest son, Su Zhen, the word is Ning. Charming and charming, rebellious and anti-bone by nature, and loves to blow Xun. and the prince of Lin'an Houfu are the same children, the two have grown up together since childhood, gags and crickets, and sing at night in the Chu Pavilion of the Red Mansion, in short, they are notorious.

This world seems to be unremarkable, but in fact, there are demons coexisting with it, although most of them are hidden in the depths, but there are still demons in the outside world......

sighed that the world was beautiful and in love, but he was finally blinded by the demon.

Rebellions broke out on the border, and the court was in turmoil. The people are not happy, and the prosperous era that was originally not closed at night and never left behind has gradually come to an end.

Xiao Chuhong, the general of Jinghong, recovered from his old wounds, and together with Su Zhen and others, he led the army to suppress the rebellion and finally won the hearts of the people.

The demon clan was born, and Su Zhen was shocked to reveal the identity of the demon master, leading the demons to make trouble in the rivers and lakes.

The flames of war are raging, the smoke of gunpowder is everywhere, the world is negative, the common people are negative, who knows who is the cause of the disaster?

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Time is intertwined, and we know each other in thousands of earthly worlds. Only you make the snow melt and the lights shine brightly. A spark can start a prairie fire. I look forward to the stars in the sky, wait for you to return to Nirvana, and continue the legend hand in hand.

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