Chapter 50: Heart-to-Heart
Qiu Zhiyong sat on the playground of Mingcheng University, looking at the sweaty young people in the court, Qiu Zhiyong's face showed a rare smile. In the past, Qiu Zhiyong should have been pushing glasses with people at the wine party at this time, but now he rarely participates in these social activities, and everything that can be pushed away has been pushed away by him, and he only participates in the entertainment as a last resort.
Today's weather is very good, the sun is warm, the breeze is coming, and there are a few white clouds floating in the clear blue sky, which reminds Qiu Zhiyong of the two famous sentences in Hong Yingming's "Caigen Tan": "Don't be surprised by the humiliation, watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court; He felt that now he finally stopped caring about those fame and fortune, and he also had this kind of light and light realm.
Seeing Hai Feng coming from a distance, Qiu Zhiyong smiled, and he waved at Hai Feng and let Hai Feng sit beside him.
"Zhiyang has returned to Mingdong?" Qiu Zhiyong asked.
"The case is almost done, the next thing is to go through the procedure, he hasn't been home for so long, he misses his daughter, so he goes back first. Hai Feng replied.
"It's time to go back and see, it's better to be with your family more than anything else, if only I had understood this truth earlier!" Qiu Zhiyong looked at the sky and sighed.
Hai Feng didn't understand how Qiu Zhiyong, who had always been obsessed with work, could have such thoughts, he felt that Qiu Zhiyong was a little different from the past, less ambitious and more tender.
Qiu Zhiyong looked at the sky, then turned his head to Hai Feng and said, "You should also go home more often, how are your daughter-in-law and children?"
Hai Feng nodded and said to Qiu Zhiyong: "Everything is fine at home, Qiqi came back to see us two days ago." I used to think she was a very independent child, but I didn't expect that now that I went to other places, I began to be clingy, and I ran home whenever I had time. But they all came back to find her mother, and they were still the same as before in front of me. ”
Qiu Zhiyong smiled and said to Hai Feng: "That's because you always keep a straight face, as if others owe you money." If you have time to accompany Kiki, or if she marries far away in the future, you should miss your daughter again!"
Hai Feng lowered his head and smiled, and said, "As long as she is happy, I am not afraid that she will marry far away, but I am afraid that she will miss us and will not have time to come back." ”
Qiu Zhiyong listened to Haifeng's words and did not answer, he knew that once young people leave their parents and go to a different place, they rarely have the opportunity to go home again, work things, life things, all kinds of things make them drift away from their hometown, and many times they can't even go back if they want to go home. Qiu Zhiyong raised his head and looked at the sky, he felt that the sky today was exceptionally beautiful.
"Do you know the regulations of the Mingcheng Public Security Bureau that restrict the police from leaving Mingcheng?" Qiu Zhiyong asked.
"I know, strict police!" Hai Feng said.
"I scrapped it. Qiu Zhiyong said to Hai Feng. He looked at Hai Feng and saw that Hai Feng didn't react, Qiu Zhiyong explained: "Old men like us have settled down in Mingcheng, and their parents and children are also around, this regulation is naturally insignificant, but Mingcheng has recruited so many children from other places over the years, and it is a little unkind to use this regulation to restrict them." ”
Hai Feng smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, it's indeed time for someone to stand up and speak up for these young people." ”
Hai Feng paused and said: "Now that the human touch in our team is getting weaker and weaker, no one cares about those young people, only cares about their own future, so there are more and more restrictions on young people, but less and less care for them, which is not a good phenomenon." In fact, I also raised this issue when I was in Mingcheng, but unfortunately I was soft-spoken, and no one listened to me. There's no way, from the preferential treatment of the police, a book of strict police!"
Qiu Zhiyong looked at Hai Feng, and he asked: "A word from preferential treatment of police, a book of strict management of police, where did you hear this sentence, does this really exist?"
Hai Feng replied: "You have been in the hall for so many years, and there are some things that you naturally don't know. Now when it comes to strict policing, everyone is very attentive, after all, they need to be responsible for the problems of their subordinates, in order not to affect their own future, but all the methods that can be thought of to restrain their subordinates have been used, and there are all kinds of rules and regulations. ”
"But when it comes to preferential treatment of the police, I don't want to spend that money, and I don't want to bother with that, after all, no matter how good you are to your subordinates, you can't get promoted and make a fortune. Therefore, the matter of strictly administering the police is talked about every day, but the matter of giving preferential treatment to the police has been forgotten by many people. ”
Qiu Zhiyong shook his head and said, "These are all broken cadres, such people should be demoted." ”
Hai Feng smiled and said, "You think so, but others don't think so! Xu Wei of Mingtan You know, right? When he was in Mingtan, the entire Mingcheng belonged to Mingtan with the worst treatment, the worst food, and the lowest welfare. Those who have connections have tried to transfer them away, and there are fewer and fewer people who can work; As a result, he is now a member of the party committee of the Mingcheng City Bureau. Can the police be treated like this?"
Qiu Zhiyong looked at Hai Feng suspiciously, and he asked, "Xu Wei of the Mingtan Branch, haven't you heard how strong his work ability is?"
Hai Feng smiled bitterly and said, "Then I don't know, I want to ask you big leaders." ”
Qiu Zhiyong thought for a moment and said, "I remember, he also has a younger brother named Xu Dong, who is Qiao Yuqian's subordinate, and he was arrested by you before, right?"
Hai Feng nodded and said with a wry smile: "I can't help it, he is the big backer of the person we want to arrest, so I have to take him to solve the case." ”
Qiu Zhiyong said with a smile: "Xu Wei didn't say anything about you about his brother. But you also have to be careful, don't let people catch the handle, otherwise he will definitely seek revenge on you for his brother's arrest. ”
Hai Feng smiled and said, "It's okay, what am I afraid of with Li Mengyang!"
Qiu Zhiyong smiled and said, "Yes, there is still a killing god by your side." ”
Qiu Zhiyong paused, the expression on his face became serious, and he said: "But speaking of Li Mengyang, he's fine, right? He can't let go of his sister's affairs? Not being caught this time doesn't mean that he can do this in the future, killing people in the detention center, his courage is too great!"
Hai Feng defended: "Old senior, you have wronged Li Mengyang, the inspector has made a conclusion, Chai Yu is a myocardial infarction, and the cause is a drug addiction attack, which has nothing to do with Li Mengyang." ”
Qiu Zhiyong said: "Don't fool me, it's okay to deceive others with those words, don't you take me too seriously as an old senior when you use them to fool me? You said that Li Mengyang is not killing people, but isn't he going to kill Chai Yu? Isn't it only called killing people with knives!"
Qiu Zhiyong saw that Hai Feng wanted to defend himself, he gestured to Hai Feng not to speak first, and continued: "Li Mengyang is a sharp knife, but if he can't get over this hurdle of his own and continues to do this kind of thing at work, sooner or later he will harm himself and the White Tiger Group." It's not easy to form such a special group, and I don't want the whole group to be disbanded because of one person. ”
Hai Feng replied: "Old senior, don't worry, Li Mengyang's sister's incident did have a great impact on him, and it also made him hate people like Chai Yu more than ordinary people, but he is a good person, he is measured, and he will not do anything out of the ordinary." And, to be honest, I don't think he did anything wrong this time. ”
Hai Feng looked at Qiu Zhiyong, saw that he didn't speak, and continued: "This mission was actually not successful, it was to arrest a lot of people, but most of those female anchors and family heads have never even seen Chai Yu's face, and a few who have seen it are unwilling to confess Chai Yu, and they don't want to offend this God of Wealth." And there are still a lot of funds that we haven't seized. ”
"Although we have tried to make the best possible chain of evidence, the verbal evidence is still untenable. Chai Yu has done a lot of bad things, and there are many people who have been hurt by him, but he can really be sentenced in accordance with the regulations, and he hires a good lawyer, and it is estimated that he will be able to come out in a few years. ”
"When the time comes, he will continue to use the money to make a fortune, and where will the majesty of the law be? If he is allowed to live well, won't that mean killing people and setting fire to the gold belt, building bridges and repairing roads, and leaving no corpses?
Qiu Zhiyong looked at Hai Feng seriously and said: "So you sent Li Mengyang to kill Chai Yu? Don't think I can't see it, you don't go to the team leader of the trial Chai Yu, but hand it over to Wen Yuxin, you just know that Li Mengyang will definitely follow, without you Li Mengyang will dare to find a way to kill Chai Yu, a doctor of psychology, if you want to kill someone, do you still need a knife? ”
Hai Feng looked at Qiu Zhiyong, he knew that he couldn't hide this old senior, Hai Feng took a deep breath and said: "Old senior, I won't hide it from you, that's right, I deliberately didn't interrogate Chai Yu to create an opportunity for Li Mengyang, and I know that only Li Mengyang can do this well." ”
"But old senior, do you think that a person like Chai Yu who committed a heinous crime should not be killed? He has harmed so many people, do you think that people like him should still be protected by the law? What about the people who died because of him? Li Tangmei of Mingcheng University is a girl as old as Qiqi, and her life has not yet begun, so she died. ”
"She was abused like a dog by those people, forced to make money for them like a slave, and her parents sent black-haired people. Is it fair to Li Tangmei if Chai is allowed to live? Do you know how many girls are used as slaves by Chai like Li Tangmei? Shouldn't he be killed?"
"I know that Li Mengyang hates people like Chai because of his sister's affairs, so as long as he has the opportunity, he will definitely kill Chai Yu, but I don't think it's wrong, Li Mengyang didn't kill anyone, in fact, he is for the people. If the law cannot be used to punish evil and promote good, is there still any value in existence? I think Li Mengyang has practiced the truth of the law, and there is no problem. ”
Qiu Zhiyong looked at Hai Feng, he shook his head, and said to Hai Feng: "We are policemen, and we must teach the law in doing things, and we can't follow our own temperament." You should not be the one to decide the punishment. You shouldn't take away your life because of your own preferences, even if it's really heinous. ”
Qiu Zhiyong paused and continued: "Your Hai Feng is full of evil ways in his head, I know that you will definitely not be worried about letting you take care of this White Tiger Group. But I also know that sometimes it's impossible to deal with these criminals with a straight approach. I just want to remind you that the formation of the White Tiger Group is not easy, don't give people a handle because of your outrageous behavior, some things have to be done slowly, and you can't just rely on enthusiasm. ”
"You're a policeman, if you don't obey the law, then how can you ask others to obey the law? Haifeng, you're not young, think more about what you do, don't always be so impulsive. ”
"You are happy for a while, but do you know how many people are dissatisfied with you behind what you do? Do you know how many people will attack the White Tiger Group with this? The White Tiger Group is a fire that can start a prairie fire, a fire of hope, and your greatest mission is to let this fire continue and carry forward, rather than let it be destroyed in the bud, do you understand?"
Hai Feng listened to Qiu Zhiyong's words and finally understood that in fact, Qiu Zhiyong did not blame himself for killing Chai Yu, he just thought more and farther than he thought.
Hai Feng also knew that it was useless to be happy for a while, just like what he had done in Mingcheng before, the people applauded, and those corrupt elements deserved it, but after the matter passed, Hai Feng helplessly found that the Mingcheng City Bureau was still the same as before, and there was no change. He Haifeng has struggled for so long, worked hard for so long, but still hasn't changed the status quo.
He finally understood Qiu Zhiyong at this moment, and he knew that the most important thing was to bring this White Tiger Group well now, and let this White Tiger Group grow stronger. And in order to achieve this goal, sometimes it is necessary to make some trade-offs, and you can't be too capricious.
Hai Feng said to Qiu Zhiyong: "Old senior, I understand what you said, and I admit that what you said is correct. But if I had Haifeng done that, I wouldn't be me. I will definitely protect the White Tiger Group, and I will definitely let those wicked people deserve their crimes. I know that this is something that I know I can't do, but I just don't believe in this evil, and I am a police officer to uphold justice and maintain law and order. If I can't get justice, I don't need to be a cop anymore. ”
Qiu Zhiyong looked at Hai Feng, he knew that he couldn't change Hai Feng's mind, in fact, he had long known that Hai Feng was not a person who could change his original intention, and he was not a person who could compromise with others, but Qiu Zhiyong also knew that now he needed such an upright person to be the family to fight against the increasingly rampant cybercrime.
Qiu Zhiyong doesn't want to change Hai Feng anymore, he only hopes that he can contribute some of his strength before he leaves office, and he can block some wind and rain for Hai Feng and the White Tiger Group.
Qiu Zhiyong looked at the sky and said to Haifeng: "Then let's hold up this blue sky together!"
At the same time, Li Mengyang had already come to Jinghua, and he came to find Wen Yuxin. When Li Mengyang found Wen Yuxin, Wen Yuxin was sitting in the stands watching her son Long Long play football. She was a little surprised when she saw Li Mengyang, she didn't know why Li Mengyang appeared here, but in an instant, Wen Yuxin returned to normal, she patted the seat on her right hand, and motioned for Li Mengyang to sit down.
Li Mengyang looked a little shy, and when he saw Wen Yuxin asking him to sit next to him, he hesitated for a while before sitting down.
Wen Yuxin couldn't help but laugh when she saw Li Mengyang's squirming appearance, and she asked Li Mengyang: "What's the matter?
Li Mengyang replied: "The case is almost done, there is nothing left for me, it can be said that it is over." I came to Jinghua mainly to apologize to you. ”
"Apologize to me, why do you apologize?" Wen Yuxin asked.
"Did I scare you that day? I heard that you took a leave of absence after you came out of the detention center. Li Mengyang said.
Wen Yuxin looked at Li Mengyang, she suddenly felt that Li Mengyang was actually a delicate person, which he was actually very similar to Zhang Mufeng, but Li Mengyang was more low-key, so his delicacy was not easy to be noticed. Wen Yuxin said to Li Mengyang: "You were really scary that day, I usually look at you as a gentle person, but I didn't expect to be so terrible, if it weren't for my good psychological quality, I might have been scared to death by you!"
Li Mengyang smiled embarrassedly and said to Wen Yuxin: "That day was indeed a little abnormal. I'll pay attention to it in the future and won't scare you anymore. ”
Wen Yuxin nodded when she heard this, and said, "Well, don't look like that in the future, it's really scary." ”
Li Mengyang nodded, and the two of them stopped talking, and both shifted their eyes to the court.
After a while, Wen Yuxin opened her mouth again: "Actually, I asked for leave because I wanted to spend more time with my children, and I couldn't help much in Mingcheng, so I came back first." Not scared by you. But you were really scary that day. For a moment I thought it wasn't you, it was death. ”
Li Mengyang smiled and said, "If I were the god of death, then I could directly take away those bad guys, and we would have worked so hard to handle the case." ”
Wen Yuxin looked at Li Mengyang, then turned her head to continue watching Long Long play. She said to Li Mengyang: "Actually, I know that Chai Yu deserves it, but I still don't want to see you like that, don't be blinded by hatred, there are still many beautiful things in life." ”
Li Mengyang looked at Wen Yuxin, thinking that she might know something, but she didn't seem to know. He wanted to tell Wen Yuxin about himself, but before he could speak, Wen Yuxin took the lead and said, "Zhao Zhijie told me about you." When something like that happens, it doesn't matter who it is, it changes. I just don't want you to be disappointed in the world because of hatred, I don't want you to be blinded by hatred and become the kind of person you least want to be. ”
Wen Yuxin paused and continued: "In fact, this world is not friendly to women, there are too many prejudices and malice. If you look good, you will be targeted by bad people, if you don't look good, you will be ignored, if you do a good job, others will say that you are on the top of the relationship, and if you don't do a good job, others will say that you have long hair and short knowledge. There are also all kinds of sexual harassment and unspoken rules, which make people miserable. ”
"What's even more sad is that sometimes it is women who are hurt, and once people know about it, they will be hurt by this society again. If I were you, I'd go and beat people when something happened to my sister, and I would hate people like Chai Yu, and I wanted to break them into pieces. But don't let hatred ruin you, it will only make your family sad and your sister sad. ”
Li Mengyang said: "Actually, I just hope that she can live happily, she has been very well-behaved and obedient since she was a child, and she is very gentle with people, I can't figure out why someone would hurt such a gentle person, and the abuser is still a teacher who teaches and educates." ”
"At that time, I was really angry, I couldn't control myself at all, and I paid the price. ”
Li Mengyang looked at Wen Yuxin's eyes and continued: "But I don't regret it, not all bad people in this world can get the punishment they deserve, and some people will escape the punishment of the law." ”
"I don't think justice is justice that is delayed. Chai has hurt so many people and injured so many people, but what can the law do to him? Find a good lawyer, go to prison for a few years, and then come out and continue to live a prosperous life?"
"If the law can solve all problems, what will the little prince say? Can the little prince get away with the matter of Chai Yu in Annam? Isn't he also doing evil? Has he been punished?"
"I don't want my sister to be hurt again, and I don't want people like my sister to be hurt again. I will no longer be stupid to hurt people, but I will not let go of those bad people, if they think that the law can protect them from their sins, then they are wrong, and I will use my actions to tell them that their sins will be punished. ”
Wen Yuxin looked at Li Mengyang, she knew that Li Mengyang hated sin even more because of her sister's affairs, but she was also worried that this hatred would make Li Mengyang forget love, forget the beauty of this world, and only live in darkness.
Wen Yuxin asked Li Mengyang, "How is your sister now?"
Li Mengyang replied: "Well, it's much better, Team Leader Hai also takes care of our family, my sister is now in Tanghua, and if she leaves this sad place, she can forget those pains!"
Wen Yuxin said: "Yes, you have to continue to live, you shouldn't let pain stop your steps, and you shouldn't let hatred stop your steps, there are still many beautiful things in life, don't ignore those good things." ”
Li Mengyang smiled bitterly and said, "What else is beautiful? ”
Wen Yuxin smiled and said to Li Mengyang: "There are also everyone in the White Tiger Group, and Team Leader Hai, your sister should also have her favorite partner and her favorite life, right?"
Li Mengyang listened to Yuxin's words and found that what she said was actually very right, and there was actually a lot of beauty around her. In the days of the White Tiger Group, I was very happy, and the photos in Tanghua that my sister sent to me were also happy with a group of friends.
He felt that maybe Wen Yuxin was right, that more things in life were good, and that those pains would eventually pass. He also hopes that his sister can forget the happy life in the past. Although what happened in the past cannot be changed, he also knows that people cannot live in the past.
Li Mengyang said: "I understand what you mean, I just blame myself, blame myself for why I failed to protect my sister, I should have protected her." ”
Wen Yuxin looked at Li Mengyang with a smile and said: "I can understand the psychology that you want to protect your sister, in fact, I am the same, I want to protect my family, but you have to understand that there are some things that you can't do." Don't be too yourself. ”
Li Mengyang lowered his head, his eyes were a little moist, and he said: "I know, but I still can't get over this hurdle, I obviously work so hard and so seriously to do things, I was obviously an expert in fighting crime at that time, but I couldn't even protect my only sister." ”
Wen Yuxin said: "There are some things that we didn't expect. You shouldn't count it all on yourself. Don't always think about the pain of the past, think more about the future!"
Wen Yuxin saw that Li Mengyang didn't speak, and she continued: "In fact, everyone has their own pain, and no one is smooth sailing. I myself am a good job, a good life, and a winner in life in the eyes of outsiders, but who would have thought that I would not even be able to keep my own home? I can't even keep my husband?"
Seeing Li Mengyang's puzzled eyes, Wen Yuxin said: "I am divorced, and my lover who has been in love for ten years has an affair, so he left me, leaving only this child." It's not comparable to what you've been through, but it felt like the sky was falling for me at the time. I couldn't even breathe, no one to talk to, no one to help me. But in the end, I survived. After all, life has to go on, after all, I still have this child. ”
Li Mengyang realized at this time that Wen Yuxin, who had always been smiling at people, also had her own painful side. He didn't know what to say for a moment.
Wen Yuxin looked at Li Mengyang, and she said, "But those unhappy things will always pass, won't they? It's like meeting you, and my time in the White Tiger Group makes me very happy. So don't always stay in the past, you still have the present, and you have the future. ”
Li Mengyang nodded, he knew that what Wen Yuxin said was right. No matter what happened in the past, what is more important is always the present and the future.
At this time, Long Long had already finished kicking the ball and ran back to Wen Yuxin's side sweating profusely. Wen Yuxin wiped Long Long's sweat and said to Li Mengyang: "Have time to spend more time with your sister, the best love is companionship, your warmth will be more useful than hatred." If you have the opportunity, you can also bring your sister to Jinghua to play, and I also want to meet your sister. I'll take good care of your sister when the time comes. ”
Li Mengyang smiled, looking at Wen Yuxin who was illuminated by the afterglow of the sunset, his heart was full of warmth.